Han Xin looked at Ning Yixun, who was a little manic, and felt very uncomfortable in her heart, she faintly felt that in fact, the person who lost was herself, but she didn't want to admit that she seemed to be really losing Ning Yixun, Han Xin's panic and uneasiness were no less than Ning Yixun at this moment, so Han Xin instinctively hugged Ning Yixun, who had been walking around, trying to calm Ning Yixun down, and also trying to make herself feel a little safe.

Ning Yixun obviously didn't expect Han Xin to suddenly hug him, Ning Yixun stopped as Han Xin wished, Han Xin's embrace once made him extremely reassured, but now Ning Yixun found that this embrace could not allow him to eliminate the fear and anxiety that he was about to lose his youth, and the attachment that had been seemed to have faded unconsciously.

"Yixun, this relationship, someone must withdraw, the long pain is better than the short pain, which is good for everyone." Han Xin said earnestly.

Ning Yixun instinctively shook his head, intuition that this was not the result he wanted.

"Let's start over, let the past pass, okay?" Han Xin showed her uneasiness about her feelings for the first time, maybe she was already uneasy from the beginning, if she was confident enough, why did she play those scheming?

Ning Yixun felt that Han Xin hugged him very tightly, so tight that he seemed to be afraid of losing, Han Xin was always so dull in the past, even in the love period, she never showed strong emotions, which always made Ning Yixun feel that he was chasing alone, and I hope that Han Xin at the beginning can also show that he cares about himself as much as he does now. But now she has received a warm emotional response from Han Xin, but her mood is surprisingly calm. The memory is still deep, but the feeling seems to have changed silently, and it turns out that the memory has deceived the feeling.

Ning Yi remembered the memories between herself and Young Yu in the past year, full of happiness and sweet feelings, she felt that the happiness she had gained this year was almost catching up with the happiness she had obtained in the past ten years, how could she make her sad in the past year, the person who had given her so many sweet memories in the past year? In what mood did she leave? Ning Yixun kept guessing, and the more he guessed, the more distressed he became.

In the relationship with Han Xin for ten years, he has always been the one who pays more, whether it is too easy to get is not always cherished, and he will cherish it when he loses it, Han Xin is like this, and he is like this. In the relationship between himself and Young Yu, the one who pays more has always been Young Yu, so he doesn't have to spend too much effort to manage this relationship, and he enjoys her love for himself as a matter of course, until now, when he is about to lose, he finds out who is more important to him. At that moment, Ning Yixun's chaotic heart was like a dark cloud that cleared the haze, and the answer in his heart became clearer and clearer.

"Han Xin, we can't go back." Ning Yixun said a little sadly to Han Xin, who was hugging him tightly, there is still a lot of reluctance in the ten-year relationship, but there is really no way back. She went from not being able to accept the loss of Han Xin, to gradually accepting it, she was even used to the days without Han Xin, when Han Xin came back, she did not feel the joy of losing and regaining, but was embarrassed.

When Han Xin heard Ning Yixun say this, her heart felt gradually colder, was her ominous premonition about to come true? Han Xin was a little unwilling, as if he was obviously holding a good hand, but because of his self-righteousness, he played a good card to a bad point.

"You obviously love me more, as long as you still love me, everything can go back!" Han Xin didn't know whether he was persuading Ning Yixun or convincing himself.

"I've loved you for ten years, and many of them are habits engraved in my bones, and the habits may not be able to be changed for a while, but it is not so difficult to change a habit. I do have a lot of reluctance to you, just like wearing a beloved thing for ten years, because ten years of day and night are opposite, even if one day I find that it is no longer suitable for me, but I am still reluctant to throw it, it is reluctant, and reluctance does not mean that I still need it. Ning Yixun may know, or may not know, her analogy is very hurtful to Han Xin.

After listening to Ning Yixun's words, Han Xin's face suddenly turned pale, she let go of Ning Yixun's body, and after Ning Yixun said these words to herself, she was sure that Ning Yixun really didn't love herself anymore, and if she still loved her, she would never say such hurtful words to herself. She knows that Ning Yixun is actually a very ruthless person, when she loves you, she can give you her heart, you are her world, if she doesn't love it, she and Ning Yixun are probably just the most familiar strangers. Love and not love, in her thoughts, is the difference between heaven and hell. How sad it is that he has become an old thing that Ning Yixun hesitates between throwing and not throwing.

Ning Yixun looked at Han Xin, who was pale, her heart tightened slightly, she didn't want to hurt Han Xin, the ten-year relationship, even if it was not love, had precipitated into a relationship between love and family affection.

"I'm just a metaphor, in fact, you are still very important to me, it's just that kind of feeling anymore......" Ning Yixun explained, but halfway through the explanation, Ning Yixun felt that there was no need to explain anymore, Han Xin was also an extremely proud woman, either she loved or she didn't love. Ning Yixun suddenly felt a sense of sadness, tears couldn't help but fall, she instinctively hugged Han Xin tightly, she knew that maybe this was the last time she hugged her like this, as if she wanted to vent all her reluctance once.

Even though he was tightly held in his arms by Ning Yixun at the moment, Han Xin still felt very cold, his body and mind were full of coldness, and he couldn't feel any warmth anyway.

"Go find her." After being held by Ning Yixun for a long time, Han Xin slowly spoke, missing is probably missing forever. Since you don't love anymore, even pity is superfluous.

Ning Yixun let go of Han Xin, his slightly red eyes, looked at Han Xin with complicated feelings, then took the car keys, turned around and resolutely turned to leave.

After Ning Yixun left, Han Xin inserted her hands into her hair and closed her eyes in pain, she felt so uncomfortable for the first time, when she resolutely let Ning Yixun leave, did she have been so painful. I took Ning Yixun's feelings for myself too seriously, and I was probably spoiled by Ning Yixun, so that I was a little fearless, and finally cocooned myself. The self-cocooned self does not seem to deserve sympathy.

Young Yu didn't know how she came out, she only felt that her chest was so uncomfortable, and it was uncomfortable to explode, and the memories of the past and Ning Yixun appeared in her mind one by one, how happy she was at the beginning, how painful it was at the moment. She knew that she was not as chic as she appeared, she didn't want to be embarrassed by Ning Yixun, but she was embarrassing herself, she wished that she didn't have to think so much, let Ning Yixun's guilt about herself be entangled for a longer time, even if it was like a swamp, the love triangle would eventually drown herself, but she was reluctant to let go of Ning Yixun like this, and she was so greedy that she wanted to have a few more moments. She has never really gotten Ning Yixun, she feels that the sweet time with Ning Yixun is like a stolen happiness, what is stolen does not belong to her after all, and when the real master comes, she will return it to its original owner. Young Yu didn't know how he could stop Ning Ning's greed for possession.

Young Yu drove back, she just wanted to go home quickly, hiding in her room, crying and sad by herself, she was not used to venting her emotions in an unfamiliar environment, she kept stepping on the accelerator, she didn't even feel that she was racing.

The car drove to Nian's house at a very fast speed, and when he saw the door of his house, Young Yu instinctively braked suddenly, and the sharp brake sound sounded, and Young Yu was awakened only to realize what he was doing, and he actually drove back.

The car stopped, and she saw a woman standing outside the gate of her house, that was the person she was familiar with, it was Song Qingnan, and when she was young, she could see that Song Qingnan seemed to be in a bad state. Young Yu Ming knew that she was a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, and it was difficult to protect herself, but she still couldn't turn a blind eye to such a Song Qingnan, and she knew that Song Qingnan must have come to find her, so she probably didn't dare to go in to find it, so she kept waiting here.

Song Qingnan was obviously also alarmed by the sound of sudden braking, she looked ahead, because the car lights were too bright, she squinted slightly, and saw that the people in the car were the people she wanted to see but didn't dare to see. She didn't know how she came to Nian's house, she didn't have the courage to go in to find Young Yu, because she knew that she was no longer the eldest lady who was in charge of Young Yu, she didn't know if Young Yu knew her life experience, she hoped that Young Yu didn't know, even if Song Qingnan knew that the kind Young Yu would not care about her life experience, but she was embarrassed by her life experience, not to mention that Young Yu had one more Ning Yixun she loved by her side.

Young Yu hurriedly turned off the engine and walked to Song Qingnan in the car.

"Sister Qingnan, why are you here?" Young Yu asked.

"It's okay, just passing by here suddenly." Song Qingnan said a very far-fetched reason.

"Did something happen to the Song family again?" Young Yu guessed some clues from Song Qingnan's tired face, and Song Qingnan's state made her feel a little worried.

"Yuyu, if one day I am no longer my father's daughter, what do you think I should do?" Song Qingnan looked at the young Yu and asked sadly.

"Then you are still my sister Qingnan, what happened?" Young Yu asked with concern.

Qingwei took a paternity test report, confirming that I was not my father's biological child, I was an illegitimate daughter of unknown origin, the product of my mother's cheating, I always thought they were in love, but now I found out that they were all acting for others to see. The dad who loves me and I love is no longer my dad, I know he is sad, he can't even face me, just like I am sad, and I don't know how to face him, I even hate my mom a little, I don't want to hate her, I know that she feels guilty about me, and her guilt for me is always greater than her guilt for my father......" Song Qingnan finished speaking, she didn't cry before in the Song family, she always pretended to be very strong, she tried her best to keep herself elegant, but at this moment, after seeing the young Yu, her heart suddenly burst the embankment, In fact, she is not strong at all.

"It's better to be kind than to be nurtured, your father will accept you, it just takes a little time." Young Yu said with a gentle tone, looking at Song Qingnan's helpless appearance, the eldest sister who was so quiet and elegant in her memory, noble and self-assured, was actually not as perfect and strong as she imagined, which made Young Yu feel a little distressed. Maybe behind all the goodness, there may be another side full of holes. She knew that Song Qingnan was only suitable for raising her in a greenhouse, and only in a happy and warm environment without wind and frost could she be raised so noble, elegant and beautiful. This is indeed too cruel for Song Qingnan, young Yu hugged Song Qingnan in great distress, trying to give her some comfort, and to some extent, young Yu also wanted a hug at this moment to relieve the pain of losing Ning Yixun, even if the effect was minimal.

"I'm very uncomfortable, I feel like everything has changed, I don't know how to face them......" Song Qingnan couldn't help hugging Young Yu's body, it was good to be able to steal a moment of warmth from Young Yu.

The two injured people just hugged each other to warm each other, but for how long they hugged each other, they didn't realize it at all.

Ning Yixun, who was anxious and wanted to find young Yu, when the car drove to the gate of Nian's house, he saw this scene, a hot heart that wanted to show his true feelings to Young Yu, at this moment it was like being poured ice water, and it seemed that he could still hear the sneering sound. 166 Reading Network