Chapter 20 The spare tire is good
"Did you ask clearly? Xiao Xuan really doesn't have a girlfriend? ”
Ah Hua was still chewing instant noodles in her mouth, she really couldn't stand Shui Qingyuan's harassment, so she turned around and replied to her again: "No, no, no, how many times do you want me to say it." ”
Shui Qingyuan smiled: "I'm sorry, I just think it's a little incredible." ”
"I asked very clearly, absolutely not." Ah Hua swallowed the instant noodles and hiccuped, "And he said it in my ear, which means that he doesn't want others to know that he didn't." ”
"Why?" Shui Qingyuan blinked his eyes.
Ah Yuan really couldn't stand it, as a wise person, she had to save Shui Qingyuan's IQ: "You are stupid, now the whole school thinks that the two of you are a couple, if he says in public that he doesn't have a girlfriend, won't you be told to die behind your back?" ”
"Oh." Shui Qingyuan nodded, what A-Yuan said made sense, but in a blink of an eye, she immediately felt that something was wrong, "Did he speak in your ear?" Are you two so close? ”
Ah Hua almost choked to death without swallowing a mouthful, coughed a few times and drank a few saliva to defend herself: "Sister, your vinegar is too unreasonable, right?" I, I'm the opposite of you, how can I dig into your corner. ”
Shui Qingyuan immediately smiled embarrassedly, and flattered Ah Hua in the past and pinched her shoulders and legs: "I'm sorry, Ah Hua, I also short-circuited my brain for a while." ”
Ah Hua sneered: "I see that you are short-circuited in your brain all the time." ”
"Moreover, Senior Brother Xiao is not my corner." Shui Qingyuan suddenly said with a little melancholy,
Ah Hua shook her head: "It's hopeless, it is said that women in love are mentally retarded, and before they start falling in love, they are already mentally retarded, I estimate that if they are really together, they will be sent to the hospital for treatment." ”
"What do you say! I'm witty! ”
Ah Hua couldn't help laughing: "Hey, hey, your IQ is still witty?" If I hadn't asked for you, you would probably still be there sad, right? She opened Shui Qingyuan's dog paws, "Go and go, this strength is not as good as mine, pinching is the same as not pinching." ”
Shui Qingyuan rolled up his sleeves and made a gesture to make a big move: "Then I'll work harder!" ”
"It's okay for you, let's care more about Senior Brother Xiao who cares about you." Ah Hua suddenly let out a strange laugh, and put down the bowl in her hand excitedly, "I'll simulate your situation in the next few days." ”
Before Shui Qingyuan could react, Ah Hua hugged her chest with her hands, frowned, and looked miserable as Daiyu burying flowers: "What's wrong with Senior Brother Xiao?" Is Senior Brother Xiao cold? Is Senior Brother Xiao hungry? Senior Brother Xiao misses me~~" The terrible thing is that the tail note is still gently rising, and there is a different kind of obscenity.
Shui Qingyuan couldn't help but blush: "Hua Yunchen!" ”
"Oh, people miss Senior Brother Xiao so much~~"
"Ah, I'm going to beat you to death!"
There was a lot of noise here, and Ah Yuan couldn't help but join the ranks of teasing Shui Qingyuan, and for a while, the 1111 dormitory was so lively, as if the whole building was infected by the joy of this small bedroom.
The abrupt mobile phone rang at this moment, Aru, who was still joking, picked up the phone at this time, and the smile on her mouth faded suddenly, and then she picked up the phone and went to the balcony, 1111 The dormitory was caught off guard by this sudden silence, but the other three people all knew who made the call.
When Aru came back from the balcony, he looked at the other three people in the dormitory, paused, and said, "I'll go out for a while." ”
In the 1111 dormitory, Ah Yuan is the most rational one, Shui Qingyuan and Ah Hua have always been stupid, Aru is a little quiet, but he will be crazy when he should be crazy, and he will be calm when he should be calm. Only that person can make her fall into the dust in an instant.
At the moment when Aru opened the door, A-Yuan finally couldn't help but stop her: "Aru." ”
"Huh?"
"You have to know that you can't live without anyone."
The words were not named, but the four of them understood, and Aru also nodded: "I know." Then he opened the door and went out.
Feelings are superfluous except for the parties involved, and the 1111 dormitory has always been silent about Aru's affairs, because they know that Aru will not change his mind, but for more than a year, Aru is still like this, instead of making a new boyfriend, he has been obsessed with the old one and can't refuse.
Aru is a cadre of the student union, and he usually does things neatly, compared to A-Yuan, who is a student bully, there are actually a little more boys who like Alu, but Alu refuses them all, and he doesn't even give him a chance.
The 1111 dormitory, which had just been in a joyful atmosphere, fell silent in an instant.
Shui Qingyuan pursed his lips and whispered: "Alu's ex-boyfriend, does he have a girlfriend now?" ”
A-Yuan shook his head: "I don't know if there is now, I only know that he has changed several times, Aru was willing to say a little bit before, but now he doesn't want to speak at all." ”
When it comes to the person he likes, he should be happy, but Aru is not.
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Aru ran to the school gate, the weather was a little cold at night, she wore a thick coat, but she was still shivering from the cold.
After five minutes of waiting, a familiar shadow finally appeared.
The boy was wearing a black sweatshirt and a ball cap and walked closer and closer to Aru, Aru smiled and watched him walk slowly, and said with a little ease, "It's coming." ”
"Ahh The boy glanced at Aru and asked with some concern, "Aren't you cold in such a dress?" ”
Aru shook his head: "I've already worn quite a bit. ”
It seemed that there was no topic to talk about, and the boy pointed to the snack street opposite Qingda: "Let's go, I'll invite you to eat." ”
Aru was a little incredible: "Okay, Li Wenze, I usually ask you to masturbate in order to comfort the lovelorn you, why are you so kind today?" ”
Li Wenze smiled: "Do you want to eat or not?" ”
"Eat!"
The two of them walked to the snack street, picked a night snack stall that they often eat, ordered some barbecue and wine, and then sat on the seats and chatted with each other.
"By the way, I told you, the school girl in our dormitory, the boy she likes doesn't have a girlfriend." Aru smiled and said, "She's finally relieved, I think I'll be able to have dinner soon." ”
"Really?" Li Wenze took a sip of hot tea, "But since the one in your dormitory is the school flower, even if the boy has a girlfriend, he may not like her, you know that boys all look at their faces." ”
Aru shook his head: "The point is not that boy, it's my roommate, my roommate has always been a boy who has a girlfriend and never crosses the line, which I actually admire her." ”
Li Wenze didn't answer again, Aru said to himself: "It's so different from me, you've changed so many girlfriends, but I still can't do this, by the way, why did you come to me today?" ”
The other party rubbed his hands a little nervously, the boss had already brought a plate of barbecue at this time, Aru smelled the fragrant barbecue, and picked up a string of chicken wings with taste and ate it.
Neither of them spoke, Li Wenze understood that there was no way to go on like this, so he could only speak: "Xinru, I have a new girlfriend." ”
Aru was still eating chicken wings, and said with some slurred words: "Ang, I know, congratulations." ”
"In the future, let's not contact each other again."
Aru's mouth suddenly froze, and she was still holding chicken wings in her hand, looking a little funny, she blinked and asked calmly, "Is it your girlfriend who asked for it?" ”
Li Wenze shook his head: "No, I decided it myself." ”
"Why?"
"I don't think I can do this to you anymore." Li Wenze said word by word, "Xinru, you should know that since we broke up, I have always treated you as a good friend. ”
"I know, since you only regard me as a good friend, does it have anything to do with me continuing to be your good friend when you have a new girlfriend this time?"
At this time, the roasted eggplant was served, and the oil was still bubbling on it, and the two of them were not in the mood to continue eating, Li Wenze lowered his head, even if the words he said would make Aru very desperate, but he still had to say: "I understand, but I think your saving is not fair to my girlfriend." ”
Aru smiled slightly, and his tone was calm: "Do you finally feel unfair?" Looks like your new girlfriend has a firm grip on your heart. ”
The quiet girl in front of him is his first love, when the two of them fell in love, they fantasized about the future, Li Wenze once put her in his heart, and regarded her as the love of his life, in the early days of the breakup, he really couldn't forget her, but after going to college, he met a new girlfriend, and he gradually found that love was not the only one.
In this life, in fact, he can't only love Lu Xinru alone, he thought that he would only love one person in his life, but he hasn't met the next person yet.
But no one knows herself better than Xinru, she can listen to her complaints, she can accompany herself silently, she can appear in front of him to comfort him immediately after he is sad, even if there is no extra affection for her, but Li Wenze still enjoys the love she gives herself as a friend.
Until he met his current girlfriend, Li Wenze felt guilty, he couldn't have a confidante with such a close relationship in addition to his girlfriend, which was unfair to both of them.
So he came over, intending to cut off the connection between him and Xin Ru.
"I'm sorry." Li Wenze can only say this.
Aru smiled lightly: "Li Wenze, do you know why you have changed girlfriends one after another, and I am still so willing to be your spare tire?" ”
The other party didn't speak, she paused and continued: "It's because I know that if you really like those girlfriends of yours, you won't come to me as soon as you encounter troubles, they are not the most reassuring for you, not what you want to rely on, so you come to me and complain to me about your unhappiness, I think that as long as I wait like this, one day you will get back together with me." ”
"Every time I promise you to listen to you, I feel like I'm like a fool, so willing to be a spare tire, but as long as I think of being able to start over with you, I feel extremely happy, Li Wenze, am I stupid?"
"Xinru, I'm sorry."
It was ridiculous that she had accompanied him for many years of youth, not for his sorry sentence.
Tears hit the chicken wing she hadn't finished eating, Aru wanted to laugh freely at the moment, but she wouldn't, she could only keep saying in order to ease the tearing of her heart: "But you told me, let's not get in touch, I, Michelin, am still abandoned." ”
"Li Wenze, since you have no feelings for me at all, why do you still give me hope?" Aru looked at him with his head down, and asked word by word, his tone was full of despair and pain, "Why did you kiss me and sleep with me when you were drunk, why did you come to me to discuss everything?" Do you really think I'm so wanted? Do you really think I'm the reincarnated Mary? I'm not a saint. ”
"I'm sorry."
Aru closed his eyes and squeezed back the tears, and roared, "Why do I want your sorry!" Why are you so shameless, taking something from me and not returning it! ”
The other people who were eating barbecue around also noticed this place at this time, and they all cast their eyes here, Li Wenze was a little ashamed and didn't know how to face these inquiring eyes, so he could only choose to escape: "I'll go first, I'll invite you to this meal, you can go to the dormitory quickly after eating, goodbye." ”
Aru clearly knew at this time that his goodbye would never be seen again.
With the last courage, he grabbed his sleeve and whispered: "I've heard you say so many times, can't you listen to me once today?" ”
Li Wenze broke away from her hand: "I'm sorry." ”
He could only give her these three words.
Watching him walk out of the shed, Aru finally couldn't hold back her tears, she buried her head between her arms, her jaw twitching, and soon her thick coat was wet with tears, and her bangs were rubbed into a mess.
She knew it would be this way, but she thought she was an exception, she thought there would be a turnaround.
Actually, no, she was self-inflicted.
She's a spare tire, and when she doesn't ask for anything in return, that when she is abandoned, that bastard walks so simply.