1

What does it mean to be happy?

This question is too difficult, the last second is enough food and clothing, but the appetite is satisfied, some people will want to light a cigarette, and some will start to think, how good it would be if there was a beautiful woman in their arms at this time? The desire is hard to fill, so happiness comes and goes, and it never stays long.

KC considers himself a very happy person.

She rarely thinks about what she wants, everything is in the moment, she wants to eat cheese minced shortbread in the afternoon, and in the evening, she has a skewer and plays a game, which is very happy.

Her circle of friends is very broad, and the closest ones are only two college classmates, but the anchor industry wants to fill a basketball court with a set of close people, who doesn't call Brother Rong Qing when they see her? is righteous, willing to help others, and does not tell right and wrong, and can be regarded as an innocent white lotus among network anchors. There are also people sneering behind her back, even if she really has some black spots that don't see the light, Bai He can wash it white.

This is true.

Even if KC stabs a big Lou Zi, Jiang Qi will come back.

But most of the time KC is very peaceful.

As a well-known anchor with a handsome man and a beautiful woman, he doesn't make an appointment, doesn't sell his body, doesn't sell meat, doesn't have PY transactions, and he is too lazy to give himself a popular gift, so that the leader of the fighting cat team is moved, if she doesn't open it directly on the live broadcast screen every time she chats privately, it would be better.

In addition to good appearance and good character, KC also has money, and the annual salary of tens of millions is just the money for signing the contract, not counting the usual gifts.

It is not an exaggeration that she deserves to be loved by thousands of people, and when she puts it to the end and her gender changes, she is a typical Long Aotian character.

But such a person is still single at the age of twenty-seven.

The one who didn't understand the most was her mother, but KC didn't want to meet her anymore.

Last summer, KC disappeared for a week.

Jiang Qi only knew that she had asked for a leave of absence from her.

"My mother is sick, and my relatives happen to have no one to accompany her, so I will go back to take care of her," Talking about her mother, KC is still full of concern, which makes Jiang Qi, who has experienced her childhood memories, especially admired: "The live broadcast had to be stopped, hey." ”

But fans, how can it be important to have a mother.

Jiang Qi knew that the money from KC's first contract was used to buy a house for the family, and her mother was still reluctant to write her name, saying that her daughter would marry in the future, and she would have confidence in carrying the house...... Whatever the reason, at least they are dedicated to KC.

No one thought that so many things could happen in one trip back.

2

Outside, she is the god anchor Rongqing KC who has swept thousands of LOL players.

At home, she just Gu Qingran.

After getting off the plane, Gu Qingran's mother, who was so sick that she couldn't get out of bed and refused to go to the hospital, took a taxi back directly at the airport, her mind was unstable all the way, and her right eyelid jumped for a while, which made her even more irritable. After getting out of the car, I went straight to my hometown, and when I inserted │ into the keyhole and pushed the door open, I was already out of breath and sweating on my forehead.

She closed the door and walked into the living room, where she saw her parents sitting on the sofa.

"Dad, Mom, how are you?"

Gu Qingran calmed down and walked over, her mother gave birth to her early, and now she is only in her forties, she is well-maintained and dressed, and she looks like a delicate middle-aged person at home. At this time, she raised her eyes to look at her daughter, and tears flowed out of her eyes. Gu Qingran didn't understand, she just thought that her mother was uncomfortable, so she hurriedly stepped forward and sat next to her, grabbed her hand and asked, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" Is it okay to go to the hospital now, I'll accompany you, Mom, don't be afraid, everything is with me. ”

Gu's mother grabbed her hand, tears streaming down.

The father said: "Don't cry, you can't be blamed for this." ”

"I'm really in pain, it's really painful......" She hid her face and cried bitterly: "It's all my fault, the lard is blinded, and now it's so bad that no one is a ghost, it's not a ghost, it's a big girl, I can't get a boyfriend until now, and I blame myself for making myself like this......"

Gu Qingran was stunned.

She is not stupid, this will put the hand on her mother gently pull back: "Mom, are you not sick?" ”

"I'm not sick and I'm angry with you!"

Father Gu glared at her, angry and helpless: "Your mother has done something wrong, but for so many years, she has always felt uncomfortable in her heart, and if she wants to be punished, she will be punished enough!" Now we just want to see you get married, find a good partner, don't let your parents worry, the family restaurant must also have a man to inherit, you earn more now, your parents are not afraid of you being bullied, but what do you look like? ”

The mother cried and cried: "Mom doesn't want anything, I don't want anything, Mom just wants you not to be like this again, you blame me, I'm really afraid that if you continue like this, you will be lonely and desolate for a lifetime!" ”

At this time, Gu Qingran understood everything.

The illness is fake, and it is true to lie to her to come back.

She had seen her friend's father's mean face to her, she sympathized with her and cherished her, and heard her laugh and talk about not having her father's love, but fortunately her mother gave her double care and love. Gu Qingran is different, she has a complete home, her parents love each other and love her very much, they are willing to give her everything, they just want to see her live well.

It is a hundred times more difficult to break free from such shackles than to punish and intimidate a father who does not love him at all.

Because, they really love her.

3

After KC returned to S City, he didn't tell his two best friends about what happened at home.

The closer you are, the harder it is to speak.

I don't want them to feel sorry for themselves and feel sorry for themselves, KC is rough and doesn't mind anything, but is careful with his friends.

During the live broadcast, fans also cheered for her extraordinary performance, not knowing that she was a heart that fell into an ice cellar under her precise and ruthless operation.

No one knows what she went through.

She thought at the time, anyway, she took a week off, so she stayed and coaxed her mother well.

But she refused all the blind dates with wigs, and her position was firm, and no one pulled her to move.

So when she woke up at noon on the fifth day, KC found that she was locked in her room and her phone had been taken away, knowing that her mother's neighborhood relationship was usually good, and that she had a disobedient daughter.

The desk was filled with a bag of bread buns and a brand new bottle of Lao Gan Ma.

It can be seen that he is reluctant to let his daughter go hungry.

KC was furious.

Since she became an adult, she has been a long, and it has not been such a violent emotional swing for a long time After finding out that the door was locked, she picked up the old godmother and threw it at the door!

The glass bottle burst open, splashing the sauce all over the floor, and the spicy smell spread through the room, and the shards of glass that flew out cut her arm slightly, leaving a shallow blood stain, although not much, but it hurt hotly. Under extreme emotions, this pain is completely numb, absurdity, grief, grievance and other emotions are intertwined, and they explode into a red glow in her mind, she is no longer the girl who has no right to speak, and is made into self-doubt by her mother's naïve thoughts.

She's going to be furious, she's going to rebel.

Extremely angry, her voice was hoarse and heavy: "Mom, are you outside?" ”

After a while, my mother's voice came from outside the door: "Nannan, are you angry?" ”

KC doesn't speak, she hasn't been home for a long time, but her room hasn't fallen too much dust, she will always be softened by these details, but at this time, her heart is like a glass shard, cold and painful, and she can't soften. She rummaged through the cabinets and drawers: "You put away all my wallet papers?" ”

"I'm afraid that you won't come back if you're gone, you promise Mom, okay if you go on a blind date?"

knows that the daughter Mo Ruomu knows that what she promised will not go back on her word.

KC pursed her lips tightly as she looked around the room, the tenth floor, without security windows.

It wasn't until a white mark was bitten on her lower lip that she let go.

A hundred people have a hundred solutions.

Jiang Qi will compromise, he is a god when he crosses the sea, what is the commitment to dignity? But it was different, she was stubborn, and ten cows couldn't pull it, and decided that she would never look back.

The height of the tenth floor is not suitable for climbing the wall in any case, so maybe I will explain it here.

KC removed the sheet, folded it in half, bit a corner, and tore out a piece of the sheet with force, tearing it along the breakthrough and twisting it into a rope. She pushed the bed to the window, and tied the end of the rope to the foot of the bed. After trying the sturdiness for a while, she calmed down and first looked out to observe the structure outside the wall, and the length of the sheets in her mind was not enough to allow her to get down safely unless she was alarmed.

But KC at this time is like a desperate beast, and no one is trusted, whether it is a stranger or a loved one.

She just wanted to leave alone.

Flipping out of the wall and grasping the rope made of sheets, as soon as the weight of the person fell, the rope was immediately stretched extremely tight, making a tooth-aching sound.

Once you let go, you will be crushed.

In the face of danger, her heart is surprisingly calm, she can become the top player in the game has extraordinary talent, she can always calm down in an instant at a critical moment, make the most precise decisions and actions, not afraid of indiscriminate bombardment damage or dizzying heights, nor do you think that she has the skills of Tarzan, cautious and composed, step by step.

When she reached the height of the fifth floor, the sheets were no longer enough, and she happened to reach a small platform on the floor, she stepped on the windowsill of someone else's house less than half a meter wide, jumped suddenly, and grabbed the guardrail on the edge of the platform, but she didn't see the slightest panicked look, and there was no need to be afraid.

If you ignore the fact that climbing the fifth floor consumes most of her physical strength and the psychological pressure of hanging in mid-air, it is no different from doing pull-ups in the gym.

But there are no ifs.

On the first attempt, KC's hand slipped, her left hand was disengaged, and her right hand was narrowly held, and the strength of the whole person tore so that her whole hand was numb, and she could only ignore the pain that her left hand was also trembling, and quickly took it back. She knew that she didn't have many opportunities, and no matter how much she exercised, her muscles were still not enough to support her as a spider-man.

KC took a deep breath, exerted his hands and latissimus dorsi, this time barely pulled his chin over the height of the guardrail, and then, not at all, stuck the guardrail with his wrist, threw his body into it little by little, and finally fell heavily to the ground in the position of a stranded dolphin.

She was panting for breath, covered in scars from climbing the outer wall, and her hands were even more sore.

KC got up from the ground and walked quickly into the house that was about to go out, out of the community.

Penniless, without even an ID card or a mobile phone, she wandered the streets for a while, making one of the few clever decisions in her life.

She casually found a relatively large Internet café, pushed the door in, walked to the area where everyone was playing League of Legends, and shouted without shame: "Do any of you know me?" ”

……

If no one answers, it's embarrassing.

Fortunately, KC is in an Internet café, just like Love live into a comic con, even if you don't watch her live broadcast, you must have an impression of her face, one by one, Dou Mao Live spends so much money to sign a contract with her every year, and every time she is promoted, she has to bring her name, even if she is not a fan, she often sees her beautiful handsome face on major websites or physical advertising columns.

"it!!! Rong Qing ??? ”

"Nima, why are you screaming so loudly! I was so scared that I handed over all the flashes! ”

"No, look!"

"Look at the fart......" The young man turned his head: "it!" ”

Just as the network manager put his arm on KC's shoulder from behind and asked the other party not to harass the guests, she just turned around: "...... it! it! Rong Qing ??? Are you Rongqing?? it, I've seen you live! I especially like the robbery you play! ”

“…… Ah, thanks. ”

Other passers-by may not recognize the anchor or contestant, but who is KC? Although she is angry with her love for ghost animals to destroy her image, whenever she talks about the anchor who wants to show her face, it is impossible to miss her, she used to go to the Internet café in S City, and she had to bring a mask so as not to cause a commotion.

"Are you here to play the game? Alone? Can you double row with me? ”

"What are you going to do with the network administrator, go to work hard, Brother Rong Qing don't pay attention to him, follow me, I'll cover your network fee!"

"Why are you embarrassed to be a silver silver and a double row with the king?"

The Internet café suddenly opened up, and even people from other areas came to see the excitement, KC smiled: "I lost my wallet and want to borrow a place to connect with friends online, who of you wants to score?" I make a list, I can start a live broadcast or not. ”

Yes, with Rongqing double row, no amount of money can buy the opportunity.

KC didn't bother to 'auction' himself, so he directly picked one to be divided into diamonds, 400 yuan.

There are many actors in the diamond segment, even if they collect money and deliberately sell their teammates, they have to play for a day if they are lucky, and it just so happens that KC is too lazy to find a hotel, so he should be in an Internet café all night.

Relying on the 400 yuan earned temporarily, KC applied for a temporary ID card and took the train to S City.

Never came back.

4

Since then, KC has rarely talked about his family.

She no longer happily showed off what souvenirs her mother sent her, because she moved, and she no longer received calls from her family during the live broadcast and played games while chatting, and the smile on her face was helpless but tolerant, because she also changed her mobile phone number.

KC, who returned to S City from his hometown, was exceptionally silent, and the injuries on his body had already healed.

But some wounds, not a week, a month, can heal.

KC was staying later and later in the company, and many times he was the last to leave, not wanting to be alone at home. Jiang Qi saw that she had something on her mind, and she didn't feel sorry for the electricity bill, so she went, she didn't care about staying all night, just say hello to the security guard.

She didn't even know what she was doing.

The game can't be played for too long, it will hurt her eyes and hands, so she will lie in the live broadcast room, close her eyes, and listen to the live broadcast of the game, if she is in the most familiar and safe e-sports world. She is just an anchor, no one is obsessed with her gender, fans love her technical style and appearance, and know her gender, some are called brother and some are called sister, they can do it, they don't mind.

She just wants to do what she loves and make herself what she likes.

KC fell asleep.

After sleeping for some time, her shoulders sank, and she only half-opened her eyes, and in a daze, she heard the door being pushed open again, and she sat up straight and turned back, and the coat she had just put on slipped down. She rubbed her eyes: "Xiao Li? ”

"You're awake."

The lights outside were all turned off, and only KC's live broadcast room was still on, like an island in the center of the ocean.

Li Yongyi lowered his eyes: "They are all gone, and I have just finished what I am doing, and the air conditioner is not turned off...... You go home and sleep, sleep here and wake up tomorrow with sore muscles. ”

"I can't sleep."

KC stood up and rubbed his eyes.

Seeing this, he took out a pack of wet tissues in his trouser pocket and handed it to her, she took it and wiped it on her face, and what the most beautiful appearance of just waking up is a lie, only Lori is too good to do it, no matter how well the skin of adults is maintained, I'm afraid it will be a little rough, and I slept in the air-conditioned room for a while, her lips were dry, and she woke up a little stupid, and she didn't return to her usual flying and domineering publicity.

"Have you eaten?" She asked coldly.

"Not yet."

Li Yongyi took a step back. His instinct was right, but he still couldn't escape, and the next second, KC put his arm on his shoulder very familiarly: "Let's go, please have supper!" What do you want to eat? ”

"......" he sighed secretly: "It's okay, what do you want to eat?" ”

"Are you from S City?"

"Hmm."

"Have you ever eaten seafood from S City? Is there a curfew? Can you drive? ”

"I don't eat much, no, I have a driver's license," he retorted in a low voice, "I'm only a year younger than you." ”

"It's in vain to be a person from S City! Let's go, let's go on a string. ”

Turn off the lights in the live broadcast room and walk through the office where all the lights are turned off.

Li Yongyi raised his eyes, and in the dark, he could only vaguely see the outline of her pretty nose.

He has never been accustomed to having such intimate contact with people, even the most admired Sister Jiang, rarely walks on his shoulders like this, most of Sister Tong is either 'alas, mentally retarded', or 'forget it is still a child' to look at him, KC is the person he comes into contact with at work, the most unconventional person.

understands that his social disability can't be changed, Sister Tong will never arrange tasks for him that need to be entertained externally, he can sit in the office safely, pointing out the country, and on the Internet, he is Sister Jiang's right-hand man.

Only KC loves to use body language so much that when he occasionally chats, his bile has to be filmed.

She is a natural luminous body, and anyone who hides in the shadows must be illuminated with her shrinking and incompetent side, Li Yongyi glanced at her from a distance, envious of her lifestyle, and did not dare to get too close. It's like a person who is used to being poor, who has been poor all the time, and suddenly sees a person who rinses his mouth with bird's nest and is so rich that he is oily, it is difficult to accept the contrast.

5

"Is there anything you don't want to eat? Can you eat spicy? ”

"No, you can eat it."

"Then I'll order it first, and then you can see if you miss anything you like."

Li Yongyi nodded, without any objections.

There is a yakiniku shop near the company, but KC drove all the way to the beach, and he even fell asleep in the car, and when she woke up, he looked up and saw that the sea breeze was blowing outside, almost making him think that he had been sold to some small island.

Until she sat at the barbecue stand, she was already ordering, and his face was still wooden.

KC ordered quickly, and when he placed an order, he smiled and said a few words with the boss who couldn't stop burning his hands, and it seemed that he was a regular customer. Li Yongyi is a little submissive, let her order, anyway, the barbecue is so optional, and he is not a picky eater.

Ordered a bunch of seafood for real.

The boss served the food quickly, and after a while, the square folding table was full of vegetables, red shellfish, mussels, scallops, razor clams, conch, oysters, squid, prawns, ...... I can't think of anything I can get on it, half of it is spicy and half is not spicy, KC opened a bottle of liquor: "Eat the non-spicy first, try it...... Don't drink it, you'll drive it back later. ”

…… Drive back???

Remembering that he slept all the way, Li Yongyi no longer dared to imagine how he would drive later, so he could only see if the automatic navigation was reliable.

As if to vent his anger, he silently picked up a skewer of swollen squid and bit it hard.

Unexpectedly, it didn't take much effort to bite open, and the scorching heat blended the sauce with the taste of its own seawater, mixing it into a dazzling delicacy, and he ate and ate, and his mood improved again.

KC didn't seem to notice the change in his mood at all, and he snorted one oyster at a time, and his movements were skillful.

The two ate silently, she didn't want to talk, he didn't like to talk, but he was harmonious.

After a while, most of the exaggerated strings on the table were wiped out.

Li Yongyi ate slowly, KC was full and started drinking, and he was still eating.

After peeling a shrimp full of salt and pepper, he raised his eyes: "Don't drink too much." ”

"A thousand cups are not drunk."

KC grinned defiantly at him.

Li Yongyi came out of his mouth: "But you don't usually drink at all." ”

She froze.

It's a fact that KC does not drink.

Alcohol affects nerve reactions and hands, and if you want to make your gaming life longer, you won't touch it, and the golden age of esports is 18 to 25, and KC has been past the 25th mark for a long time.

A fast-paced exercise program that involves hundreds of mouse and keyboard combinations every minute is a ceiling for those who are getting older.

Her eyes were downcast, reminiscent of a frustrated college student, her femininity and exercise habits made her look far younger than her peers, and indeed, for office workers, this was not enough for middle age, she was still young, and she still retained an angular childishness and sharpness, flammable and explosive.

"Just once."

Alcohol numbs her brain, making KC's already hoarse and neutral voice more like a processed voice, and she glances at him pulsively.

At this time, she still didn't look like a woman.

But there is a kind of sexiness that crosses genders, the weakness of the strong, the sincerity of the liar, and the sacrifice of the coward...... All made people's hearts tremble, and Li Yongyi's cheeks turned red when he was seen.

He plucked up his courage: "Are you unhappy about something?" ”

KC smiled.

Great sorrow without tears, great understanding without words, there are probably some things that are indescribable for a while.

She thought for a moment: "It's like a six-god suit, the strongest king-level ADC, opening an explosion that beats my heart to pieces." ”

Shoot me hard in the heart, and from then on the wind will sound a hollow echo.

Li Yongyi does not play LOL, but only knows the meaning of Attack Damage Carry, commonly known as a shooter.

He guessed: "Are you out of love?" ”

"I've never been in love."

…… It's embarrassing.

A person who has never drunk alcohol, challenging liquor, is easily drunk even if he does not choke.

Not to mention that if you have something on your mind, it is even more difficult to resist the invasion of alcohol.

Compared to his usual hyperactive personality, KC is very drunk and quiet, except for his intermittent speech and a little logical jump, but he is more well-behaved than usual. After fishing out the wounds hidden in the depths of the day, and being exposed to the moonlight, I remembered that I should have cried, but I forgot it at the time, and I didn't want to cry.

"At least they love me," she reassured herself, but apparently unsuccessfully: "Damn, they love me so much." ”

Li Yongyi is not good at words, and he has no experience in comforting people, he can only listen silently and be silently attracted to her.

It turns out that the sun has this side too.

It turns out that she will also be so fragile that she wants to self-destruct, and she will also look at someone with a stagger.

He felt that his reaction was very abnormal and abnormal.

So even the words of consolation became hypocritical: "It's better to cry out when you're sad." ”

"I don't want to cry here."

"Then let's change places."

Li Yongyi was taken aback by his own thoughts, and immediately restrained this ridiculous thought: "I'll drive you home." ”

KC looked up drunkenly and caught a glimpse of his crimson cheeks, cute like a little girl, and she chuckled, suddenly unwilling to let him go like that.

"Xiao Li, do you have a match?"

"Huh? There is no ......"

She stood up and put her arm around him.

Drunk and drunk, his strength is not small at all: "Come, brother will take you to sublimate your life." ”

6

How it happened, KC doesn't remember much later.

Li Yongyi has never touched a drop of wine, but he remembers it clearly, every detail, every time he touches it...... Perhaps, as she said, it is indeed sublimated life.

I thought it was to comfort each other after being drunk and hurting, but in the end it was a battle for mutual intolerance, biting all red marks, she hurt, he hurt, it hurts, it hurts, and his brain is even more confused.

I didn't expect him to have such a murderous side.

I didn't expect her to be more murderous than him.

The most embarrassing thing was that when I woke up the next day, KC had already taken a shower, and Li Yongyi was still lying on the bed with back pain.

There's no way, it's him who moves his waist, and she's the one who doesn't know how to control it, and she doesn't have any doubts that she can't get off the ground when she exercises properly.

“…… KC。 ”

"Huh?"

"Do you like me?"

“…… "it," the man walked out of the bathroom naked, and was startled, "Am I responsible?" ”

7

Later, the two still dated.

And surprisingly long, walking on the road and kissing was seen by Li Yongyi's family, and he was so frightened that he grabbed his son and shook him when he came home, thinking that he liked men.

8

When Gu Qingran knocked on the door of his hometown again, he thought to Gu's mother that even if she locked her daughter up, she would ask her to find the 'object'.

"Satisfied, this is my little cutie who just got a certificate."

She put her arm on the shoulders of the people around her: "How is it, isn't it super cute." ”

Li Yongyi, who put on the skirt, was so ashamed that his face was flushed, although this suggestion was put forward by him and strongly insisted. But the fact of wearing women's clothes in front of his future father-in-law and mother-in-law still refreshed his shame, and he even trembled and cleared his voice, but he could hear that it was a male voice.

"Hello."

…… was so angry that the two elders almost fainted.