When the words came to his mouth, he was blocked back, and Ning Yufei was a little confused.

They seemed to know what he was going to say......

Ning Yufei was stunned and didn't speak again.

The two people who were originally-for-tat seemed to have made an appointment, and at the same time stopped the topic, no longer looking at each other, and all moved their eyes to Ning Yufei.

Shen Lingyu spoke first: "Xiaofei, let's go." ”

Xie Jing paused slightly, and then said in a low voice, "...... Then I'll go back first. ”

After saying this, he stepped into the elevator first, and his slender back disappeared into the closed silver double door, without even looking at Ning Yufei again.

But Ning Yufei inexplicably felt a smell of running away......

Thinking like this, he felt very ridiculous, how could it be? How can such a proud person be ......

Before the thoughts in his mind were finished, the prince took his hand, dragged him over, and said very domineering and childish: "Don't look at him!" ”

Ning Yufei looked up at him and said with a wry smile: "Okay, don't look at it." ”

The prince didn't seem satisfied: "Don't think about him!" ”

Ning Yufei looked at Shen Lingyu like this, his heart seemed to be covered with a large soft sponge, light and warm, and his voice couldn't help but soften: "Okay, I don't want to." ”

His submissive appearance greatly pleased Shen Lingyu, he raised his smile again, hugged Ning Yufei into his arms hard, and clasped his waist with his strong arms, as if he wanted to use his body to create a cage, binding this person's heart in it, and refusing to let go of it again.

Ning Yufei indulged Shen Lingyu to the extreme because of the memory in his mind, he stretched out his hand and gently wrapped around him, sighing, "I'm sorry, cousin, I really did a lot of things to be sorry for you......"

"Don't say it." Shen Lingyu lowered his head and bit him on the neck lightly, "Don't ever say those words to me, I don't like to hear them." ”

Ning Yufei's neck shrunk by his bite, and his voice changed a little: "Do you know what I want to say?" ”

As soon as he asked, Shen Lingyu's body was visibly stiffened.

Ning Yufei noticed it, he spoke again, and his voice seemed to be softer: "What do you think I'm trying to say?" It's said to be ...... with Xie Jing."

"Don't say it, okay?" Shen Lingyu interrupted him again, but this time his voice was trembling, and there was even a hint of pleading, "Xiaofei, I don't want to listen, as long as you don't say it, I won't ask, and I won't think about it, so ...... Say no more. ”

He said such humble words in such a soft voice, Ning Yufei only felt that the soft sponge in his chest was like taking water, it began to swell, began to grow and began to be heavy, and it was stuck there, and it was a little difficult to breathe.

"Why?" Ning Yufei paused for a long time before asking this sentence.

Shen Lingyu quickly gave him the answer: "Don't think too much. Xiao Fei, give me all the qiē. ”

When he said this, Ning Yufei didn't feel the slightest relief, but instead had countless guilt, like rolling waves, coming to the sky at an astonishing height, so that people didn't even have the strength to stand.

What is the ...... Not the first time I've heard it.

It's not the first time I've heard Shen Lingyu say.

The memory of four years ago is not over, and escaping from the Prince's Palace is not the end of tragedy, but the beginning of another disaster.

What Shen Lingyu did was too out of line, even if Xia Luolan persecuted Ning Yufei like that, even if Shen Yijun was an authentic accomplice, but these were useless, in this world where imperial power comes first and nobles say their word, Ning Yufei's life and death cannot be compared with the life and death of the prince and princess.

What Xia Luolan did, if it was publicized, would probably cause public anger, but even if Ning Yufei was tortured to death, His Majesty the Emperor would at most confine her for a confination, and symbolically 'punish her', and then compensate the Earl's Mansion and control public opinion, and the matter would be revealed.

But now, Ning Yufei is not dead, but Xia Luolan and Shen Yijun are dead.

This news is enough to sensational the entire imperial capital circle, even if it is Shen Lingyu who kills people, but the angry Marquis Mansion of Great Xia and the emperor who has lost his beloved son will crush this unfavored prince to death!

Escaping from the Prince's Mansion, Ning Yufei couldn't have imagined this, but what could he do? What else could he do besides staying by Shen Lingyu's side and holding his hand?

At that time, Shen Lingyu, whose abdomen was blood-red, said to Ning Yufei in a voice that was so light that there was no strength: "Don't think too much, Xiao Fei, leave it to me." ”

But...... How could you not want more? How can it be handed over to him?

What can Shen Lingyu do? What can a prince who has no stable backer, who is not expected, who has committed a great crime against the sky, do?

Give it to him...... Leave it to him to die for him?!

Ning Yufei hated his own incompetence, hated his weakness, and hated his inaction for more than 20 years!

How could he think the world was simple? How could he trust that if he didn't cause trouble, he wouldn't have anything to provoke him? How can he believe that this is the society of the future, and even the monarchy has sound laws and equal human rights?

No, nothing, only strength is the foundation of life!

Ning Yufei didn't want Shen Lingyu to die, and he couldn't let him ruin his life in order to save him!

He is not desperate, he can go to the Marquis Mansion of Daxie, he wants to find Xie Jing, only him, only he can save Shen Lingyu!

At this time, Ning Yufei didn't think too much, and he didn't think too much, he appeased Shen Lingyu and went to the Marquis Mansion of Daxie without looking back.

But what I didn't expect was that the first time I came to the high Marquis's Mansion, what I ate was a closed door.

Xie Jing didn't want to see him.

A sentence was like a thunderbolt from the sky, swelling Ning Yu's flying head.

Yes, he broke up with him in such a cruel way, gave up their relationship with such a resolute attitude, and came to him again at this time, how could Xie Jing meet him?

This man who was as dazzling as the star of the empire was trampled into the mud by him, and finally crawled out, how could he see him again, a cold-blooded and ruthless loser?

It's only reasonable not to see it.

But Ning Yufei had no choice, there was really no way.

At the beginning, he refused to tell Xie Jing about Xia Luolan, because the Marquis Mansion of Daxie was not enough to confront the Marquis Mansion of Daxia and the current prince, so he didn't dare to say it, he was afraid that Xie Jing would get into big trouble and even ruin his future......

But now, the shape is different, as soon as Shen Yijun died, the still immature prince's mansion collapsed instantly, and there was no one in charge at all, and Shen Lingyu had the Grand Duke and Marquis Mansion behind him, as long as the queen did not give up Shen Lingyu, then they would definitely stand up for him, and when the time came, there would be the support of the Marquis Mansion of Daxie, and Shen Lingyu would definitely survive.

As long as you survive, only if you survive will there be hope.

What's more, it's so different now than before.

He could afford his own life, but he couldn't bear Shen Lingyu's life.

He can die for the feelings he chooses, but Shen Lingyu shouldn't die for him!

In such a mood, Ning Yufei refused to leave the Marquis's Mansion, he stayed outside the Earl's Mansion, and kept sending messages to Xie Jing's communicator.

He said a lot...... There are many, many of them, but all of these messages are like stones sinking into the sea, and they can't stir up the slightest wave.

One hour, two hours, three hours...... It was dark, the cold wind of late autumn was blowing and people were shivering, and the injuries on Ning Yufei's body were only slightly treated, and he was cold, and he was in a terrible pain, and he was also dizzy.

But he can't go, he definitely can't go, he has to wait for Xie Jing, he must wait for him.

It was just that slowly, with the infinite passage of time, when the moon was bright and the stars were sparse, Ning Yufei suddenly realized that maybe it was not what he thought.

Just like in the dark dungeon, Charoline said, "Do you think Xie Jing really doesn't know what happened to you? Do you think that you are ostracized and treated coldly, and Xie Jing doesn't even know? No, he knew, of course he knew, just he didn't care. ”

"Do you think Xie Jing really loves you? Don't be delusional, you're just a whim-in-the-moment plaything, outwardly pampered but not worth really bothering about. ”

"If he really loves you, if he really wants to stay with you for the rest of his life, will he not manage your future? Will you not consider your mood? Will I really not know that I will be jealous, jealous, and crazy and want to kill you? ”

"Who is Xie Jing? What kind of environment did he grow up in? What happened could have been hidden from him? ”

"The reason why he hid it was only because he didn't want to know."

"Don't be sentimental, Ning Yufei, you, you're just a discarded plaything, it's best if you don't say it, do you think you said it, Xie Jing will really turn against you and me? Impossible! ”

Xia Luolan's sickly laughter rang in his ears, and Ning Yufei shuddered, poked into the darkest part of his heart by this last sentence.

Why didn't he sue Xie Jing? Of course, he was afraid that Xie Jing would get into trouble, but the most secret and deepest private thought that even he didn't want to admit was that he was afraid that Xie Jing would give up on him. He was afraid that everything Charolan said was true.

He had long known that he was not as free and easy as he seemed on the surface, but he didn't want to admit that he was so cowardly that he was so pathetic.

He would rather face the disaster with the 'fact' that Xie Jing is sincere to him, rather than admit that Yiqiē is just a joke.

If it was a joke, he might have been relieved, and Charoran wouldn't torture him like that.

But...... Ning Yufei curled up outside the Marquis's Mansion, and finally fully recognized a reality: he liked Xie Jing, far more than he imagined.

But what's the use? He will never say this sentence in his life.

It wasn't until the next morning that Xie Jing was finally willing to see him.

Ning Yufei's whole body was frozen and stiff, but the good thing was that his body seemed to be numb, and the sharp pain in those wounds was completely incomprehensible.

Finally about to see him, Ning Yufei was inexplicably a little flustered.

The Marquis's Mansion is very warm, with a deep red and brown decoration style, with an elegant charm that has been precipitated for a hundred years, this is a room that makes ordinary people feel helpless just standing there, as if they are so humble that they can't even compare to the quietest ornament here, let alone the owner of this house.

Ning Yufei didn't squint, but his heart sank to the bottom, he was indeed not suitable for him, and he was full of thick incompatibility wherever he was.

If you are not a person of the same world, you should not think that you can live under the same heaven and earth.

Ning Yufei thought about a lot of things that he should say, but in fact, he didn't say anything at all, and the elegant man sitting in the high-backed chair looked at him indifferently: "Do you want me to save Shen Lingyu?" ”

With just one sentence, Ning Yufei felt as if he had been hit by a heavy hammer, and his whole person shook uncontrollably.

And sure enough...... Knowing everything.

What Charolan said was all true.

Taking a deep breath, it was clear that the room was overflowing with heat, but Ning Yufei felt the chill that penetrated into the blood of his heart: "Yes." ”

"I can save him," Xie Jing's nice voice seemed so distant, so strange, and so terrifying at this moment, "It's just that you have to promise me one condition." ”

Ning Yufei didn't raise his head: "You say." ”

The man paused word by word, and said in an elegant tone without emotion, "From now on, never appear in front of me again." ”

Ning Yufei thought for a moment that he was deaf, but soon he realized that he was unprecedentedly awake at this moment, and his hearing was unprecedentedly outstanding, because he stepped over his ears and heard the voice of the truth with his heart.

"Okay, I promise you." Ning Yufei didn't even know how he had left the Marquis's Mansion, and it wasn't until a large area of withered yellow leaves that had been swept down by the cold wind floated to his feet that he came back to his senses in a trance.

Staring at the abandoned and lifeless leaves, but still clinging to the dead leaves of the tree trunks, Ning Yufei felt ridiculous.

As soon as he stepped on it, the thin and brittle withered yellow leaves made a cracking sound, and Ning Yufei didn't look back, but he felt the severe pain of a broken body with empathy.

The days that followed, in Ning Yufei's memory, were extremely clear, it was a muddy and nightmare day.

He insisted on staying by Shen Lingyu's side, and it seemed that he hadn't even left for a minute.

Shen Lingyu needed him and wanted him to be by his side, while Ning Yufei was like grasping a life-saving straw in his life, and he would never leave him.

In fact, he couldn't figure out his feelings, he just felt that after doing so many ridiculous things, he at least couldn't live up to Shen Lingyu anymore, and he couldn't live up to a person who was sincere to him.

During that period of time, the entire Imperial Capital Star was surging, and Ning Yufei could vaguely detect something, but in fact, he couldn't touch it...... It wasn't until Shen Lingyu was picked up by the Grand Duke's Mansion that he suddenly came to his senses.

Shen Lingyu agreed to countless conditions of the Grand Duke's Marquis's Mansion, and the prerequisite for realizing these conditions was: ascending the throne as emperor.

So his life was completely thrown into another ferocious and terrible fight.

When leaving, Shen Lingyu asked him: "Xiaofei, after I become the prince, will you agree to my marriage proposal?" ”

- When I ascend the throne as emperor, you will be my only one.

Ning Yufei was stunned for a long time, and finally he raised his eyebrows and said softly, "Okay." ”

This time, he doesn't want to hide behind anyone humbly, this time he wants to stand with each other on an equal footing, and this time he wants to rely on his own hands to fight for a piece of world that belongs to two people!

When Shen Lingyu was busy with the alternation of power, Ning Yufei walked alone to join the army.

This time, no one stopped him, and this time he really walked into the battlefield.

***

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince sent Ning Yufei back to the Earl's Palace, Ning Yufei's spirit was not very good, and Shen Lingyu didn't say anything more, just kept holding his hand.

Ning Yufei was a little unreasonable about these intricate memories, and was even more shocked by a thought in his heart, so he really didn't care about the people around him.

The prince accompanied him quietly, and a pair of bright golden eyes seemed to have been chasing him, almost greedy, full of explicit obsession, reluctant to move a single bit.

When he was about to arrive at the Earl's Palace, Ning Yufei suddenly spoke: "Cousin, do you remember what happened when I was a child?" ”

Shen Lingyu was slightly stunned, and then smiled brightly: "Every time we meet, every thing, even every word you say, I remember it clearly." ”

Ning Yufei froze, but then sighed and said, "I can't remember it very clearly." ”

When he said this, Shen Lingyu was not angry, but said good-naturedly: "Forget if you can't remember, anyway, we will have time in the future, and we will only have more memories, and they are all good memories." ”

Ning Yufei smiled, but asked again, "Cousin, do you think I was ...... when I was a child?" Is it special? ”

"Special?" Shen Lingyu looked at him seriously.

Ning Yufei responded: "Well, for example, it's not the same as other children?" ”

The golden color of Shen Lingyu's eyes faded a little, as if he was recalling: "It's really different, it's very quiet, and it looks well-behaved, but a pair of eyes are shining as if they understand everything." ”

Ning Yufei's heart chuckled.

Shen Lingyu seemed to recall something happy, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and continued: "Obviously younger than me, obviously shorter than me, but always thinking about taking care of me, like a little adult." ”

Ning Yufei closed his eyes and said again, "Is there anything else?" I can't remember. ”

The smile on the corner of Shen Lingyu's mouth had a slight bitter taste, and his voice was lowered: "If you really want to say something, you can't finish it in a day and a night, but I think that's too stupid...... But you're really special, very special to me, after all, you're the first person I've ever met, the first person to give me candy, the first person to protect me, the first person to rebel for me and her...... Speaking of which......" Shen Lingyu's eyes suddenly crossed a dark color, "She also beat you." ”

Who she was referring to, Ning Yufei knew.

Yang Ruoxin, Shen Lingyu's biological mother, Ning Yufei's little aunt.

Ning Yufei didn't notice Shen Lingyu's demeanor, he was still a little dazed, he had some vague impressions in his mind about these memories, but they didn't seem to be the same as what Shen Lingyu said.

The flying machine stopped, and Ning Yu flew back to his senses and saw the gate of the Earl's Palace.

He said goodbye to Shen Lingyu: "I'll go back first." ”

Shen Lingyu pinched his cheek: "Take a good rest, your face is very bad." ”

Ning Yufei nodded in response.

The flying machine disappeared, and Ning Yufei turned around and went back to the Earl's Palace.

At this time, Yang Ruoyun was already preparing dinner.

At noon, he ate at the auction house, Ning Yufei didn't know what he had eaten, and when he smelled the aroma of the food, he felt hungry.

Ning Yufei saw his mother in the restaurant, thought about it for a while, and walked up after adjusting his feelings: "Mom." ”

Yang Ruoyun saw him come back, and hurriedly said, "I came back early, it's time to eat, wait a while." ”

Ning Yufei responded, stepped forward, and chatted casually.

Yang Ruoyun loved the two brothers the most, and her eyebrows were crooked as she spoke, and her conversation box was wide open.

Ning Yufei led her to the topic, and finally asked very naturally: "Mom, was I obedient when I was a child?" Especially when you are very young, do you have no worries? ”

Yang Ruoyun didn't think much about it at all, and said with great interest: "Don't say it, your brother is very skinny when he was honest now, and no one can catch it, you are the opposite, you were quiet and obedient when you were a child, and you don't cry or make trouble, who knows that when you grow up, you won't be at ease." ”

Speaking of this, she seemed to think of something, a smile in her eyes narrowed, and she changed the topic: "What are you doing with all this, go and see if your brother has come back." ”

Ning Yu flew down, turned around and walked to the living room, but his heart sank again and again.

He couldn't confirm it, and even if he heard it, he couldn't confirm it conclusively, but the thought was gradually magnified and clear enough to see the outline.

Maybe...... There has never been 'Ning Yufei', there is only one Ning Yufei and one amnesiac Ning Yufei.

Otherwise, why didn't everyone notice his abnormality? Otherwise, why are those memories so vivid that they seem to have been experienced?

A chill suddenly felt angry from the bottom of his heart, and Ning Yufei was a little distracted.

His long-standing stay was broken, and he could feel that he was really being pulled into this treacherous whirlpool.

What the hell is going on?

Xie Jing had obviously treated him like that, how could he have dated him again a year ago?

What are you thinking? What the hell are you thinking?

Ning Yufei didn't know, he found out for the first time that it was such a terrible thing that he didn't even know about himself.

For several days in a row, he didn't listen, answer, or touch all the messages sent by Xie Jing.

He couldn't tell how he was feeling, but as long as that memory came to his mind, he didn't want to see him again.

It's just a relationship, he doesn't need to be so cheap that he even puts himself in it.

Three days later, Ning Yufei received a completely unfamiliar communication signal.

Ning Yufei hesitated for a moment and chose to dock, and then Shen Tianxun's voice sounded in his ears: "Xiaofei, I don't know what Ah Jing did wrong, and I don't know why you are angry, but please come and see him, if you have anything to say in person, okay?" Four years ago, I already tossed you hard enough, don't hide yourself in your heart this time, okay? ”

Ning Yufei was stunned, what happened four years ago, is there still a secret?