58. Chapter 58
At night, when Ludwig returned to the dormitory, he did not see Shen Ling, and the door of Shen Ling's bedroom was also closed.
He walked to Shen Ling's bedroom door and knocked, but there was no response, so he took out his brain and dialed Shen Ling's communication number.
Soon came the sound of the brain's "beep" from inside the closed door.
Ludwig knocked on the door again and asked, "Are you there?" ”
There was a sound of Suo Suo in the room, and the door was suddenly opened, Shen Ling raised his head slightly, and looked at Ludwig indifferently.
Ludwig's heart sank, and Shen Ling's eyes seemed to be interrogating him. He was about to ask what was going on, when Shen Ling had already leaned over and pressed the back of his head and kissed him domineeringly.
Shen Ling sucked Ludwig's tongue hard, forcing Ludwig to step back step by step, Ludwig reacted and was about to hug Shen Ling back, but Shen Ling pushed him down on the sofa one by one, and then climbed up by himself and knelt on both sides of his legs.
"What's wrong with you?" Although Ludwig likes Shen Ling's initiative very much, Shen Ling's mood doesn't seem to be happy in the current atmosphere, and he cares more about Shen Ling's mood than some activities that everyone likes.
Shen Ling looked deeply at Ludwig's green eyes, his eyes were always the best-looking, more beautiful than any star.
He lowered his head, kissed his eyes, moistened his eyelashes with his tongue, and then he grabbed Ludwig's chin with his hand, forcing him to look up, lowering himself, and biting the place where he had marked Ludwig.
Only when he licked and kissed this place would Shen Ling feel at ease.
This place represents that Ludwig belongs to him.
He carefully bit down on the little red dot and slowly circled it with his tongue. Ludwig gasped and dragged him by the waist to sit on his lap.
He really wanted to talk to Shen Ling, but Shen Ling didn't give him a chance at all with this posture, not only did he not give him a chance, but he also tried his best to tease him, this is a man who can't bear it! So Ludwig decided to eat first.
The two of them brewed sauce for a few hours, rolled all the way from the sofa to the bed, and Shen Ling finally closed his eyes tiredly and fell asleep.
Ludwig cleaned him up with warm water, hugged him from behind, and soon fell asleep as well.
The auto-sensing light had dimmed, and only when he heard the breathing of the people around him gradually calm down, did Shen Ling turn around and silently observe Ludwig in the dark.
"Hey, mermaid cub, why are you so proactive today?" The phoenix sneered lowly.
"What's wrong with you? Your love is chaotic." Ash asked with concern.
"I'm scared." In the face of Ash's inquiry, Shen Ling's heart revealed a hint of childlike softness, "It's as if someone keeps saying to me in my ear, 'What I have now is just an illusion, everything will disappear.'" My mother-in-law will leave me, he will leave me, Chubby will leave me, and you will leave me. ’」
His mind was in a trance, he paused for a moment, and as Ash and Phoenix were about to comfort him, his eyes glowed red in the darkness, and his voice became cold and firm, "No one wants to take you away from me, no matter who it is, if I find out that he has this thought, I will not hesitate to kill him......
He shielded his soul power echo, and in the last few days he had unintentionally learned this trick, so that he could no longer hear the voices of Phoenix and Ash in his head.
He didn't want to hear comfort, much less rebuke.
He took Ludwig into his arms and imprinted a gentle kiss on his bright blonde hair.
That night, Shen Ling had a long nightmare over and over again, he repeated the dream of the day on Xiali Island eight years ago, and when he woke up, he found that his master, Celia, had left.
He was hesitant and at a loss, looking everywhere, but could not find her.
Finally he woke up sweating profusely and opened his eyes, but he did not see Ludwig, who was supposed to be lying beside him at this moment.
He gasped for air, and for a moment his despair reached its peak.
He seems to have gone back to eight years ago, and he has become the abandoned little black again.
He was abandoned again, and he was alone again.
Where is he going to find him this time?
This time, how long will he have to look to find him?
When Shen Ling was panicked, there was a sound of water from the direction of the bathroom, Shen Ling turned his head to look over there, and not long after, the door of the bathroom opened with a "squeak", Ludwig walked out of there with a blue towel, and saw Shen Ling wake up, he walked over quickly, and wiped the cold sweat on his forehead with a towel soaked in warm water.
Shen Ling looked at Ludwig's affectionate eyes with slightly moist eyes, and his pitiful appearance was like a helpless fawn at this time.
"Have a nightmare? I saw that you were sweating a lot, so I wanted to wipe it for you. Ludwig carefully wiped Shen Ling's forehead and neck, he found that Shen Ling's vest was all wet, and after wiping Shen Ling's vest, he chose a soft and breathable dress from his wardrobe and changed it for him.
After all the work was done, he sat down in front of Shen Ling and whispered to him against his forehead to comfort him.
"Fool, whatever happens, sue sù I know?" He kissed Shen Ling on the forehead, couldn't help but put his hands under his armpits, and hugged him into his arms, "I am your lover, I have responsibility, and I am also willing to share all your thoughts for you, whether it is good or bad, don't hold it in your heart, you must sue me, okay?" ”
The uneasiness in Shen Ling's heart receded slightly in Ludwig's turquoise eyes, as if he was about to drown him immediately, and he hugged Ludwig, biting his ear and giving an order in a dumb voice.
"Let's do it."
"But...... Doesn't seem to be early? Outside the window, it was getting brighter, and there were only more than two hours left before the start of class, and according to the length of each time, Ludwig was not sure if he could clean up the messy two people before the class, and then feed his little dessert with food, not to mention that the department of his little dessert was so far away.
Shen Ling didn't care about this, he pushed Ludwig down on the bed and leaned over.
Ludwig was immediately provoked by Shen Ling's initiative to arouse some desire/desire, he turned over, pressed the restless Shen Ling under him, and then bit his chin lightly, only to lick it twice, Ludwig suddenly remembered something, and asked in embarrassment: "You told me last time that you have two soul beasts, so ...... When they ......"
Shen Ling's face also darkened, and he nodded.
The two men stared at each other silently for three seconds.
"It's time to go to class!"
"I'm hungry, I'll go get you breakfast—"
The two of them spoke almost at the same time, looked at each other and smiled after speaking, exchanged a shallow kiss, got up and washed and changed-
After being snubbed by Amy for three days, Shen Ling finally exchanged a large box of rice cakes in the shape of a rice rat beast and a little fat for Amy's reconciliation.
The betrayed Chubby was in a very unhappy mood, especially when he saw the black rice rat next to him who was staring at the walnut meat in front of it like Silly Er, it was even bigger than when it saw it before, and the coat color was more glamorous, and Chubby's unhappiness went to the next level.
This stupid rat is going to be fat and pig, stupid to death! ╭(╯^╰)╮
After Amy reconciled with Shen Ling, she also regained her lively personality, and immediately told Shen Ling about some recent gossip about Shen Ling and Ludwig on the Internet.
Ever since Shen Ling and Ludwig were together, the gossip hasn't stopped.
Especially since they came back from planet D11, there was so much gossip about them that it was all over the place, but this time neither of them was the protagonist, at least not the protagonist on the surface.
The theme of gossip is almost always focused on the theme of "mermaids".
When I was camping, I don't know which student actually recorded the picture of Ludwig being abducted by mermaids into a video with his brain, and put it on the Internet, and now this video has been uploaded on the Internet like crazy.
The fact that a mermaid who had not appeared again for tens of thousands of years appeared on the alien beast planet undoubtedly made the male compatriots (and some female compatriots) of the New Galactic Empire who had already put the mermaid on the altar greatly excited. Planet D11, a small planet with no name, has now become a famous "mermaid star", but when people spontaneously organized themselves to come here to find out, the government/government had already taken the first step to impose martial law here, claiming that it was because there were very strong mosquito floaters here.
Of course, people who yearn for mermaids are very dissatisfied with this, and many people have held □□ demonstrations to force the government to make concessions and allow people to go to D11 to find out, but in the end, under the pressure of the government, the voice of the masses of dissatisfaction has been suppressed.
But people's conjecture about mermaids has reached another level, because they know that there are mermaids in this world! The mermaid is not extinct!
The entertainment industry naturally can't ignore this mermaid craze, and all kinds of works about mermaids have been fried and launched again, which has brought the topic of "mermaid" to a peak.
Compared with the mermaid, people pay much less attention to the other protagonist of this event, Ludwig, as the spokesman of the royal family.
But in Ludwig's fandom, because Ludwig may have been marked by a mermaid, and his lover, Shen Ling, who followed Ludwig like a clown, died unexpectedly and caused a small high/tide.
Many people secretly applauded that a certain small character named Shen Ling had finally died, which was really happy. And Lu Dian was snatched away by mermaids, and few people were unconvinced, people like Lu Dian should be worthy of a legendary creature like a mermaid.
So later, when Shen Ling came back, the fan network exploded again.
"Didn't you say you're dead, why did you come back again?"
"I'll go, the ghost won't go away, and why didn't the mermaid come back with Lu Dian, why is this Ling still His Highness's lover?"
……
After Shen Ling read some of the comments Amy had shown him, the corners of his mouth kept twitching.
Otherwise, how many people admonish to go to the forum less, this forum is really exciting, a small high/tide a day, a big high/tide in three days.
Shen Ling even saw that someone made up a singing and crying story for Ludwig and the mermaid, and specially installed the role of "Shen Ling" as a junior.
The protagonist and the junior are both themselves, but this article is still well written, and after Shen Ling reads this short story, the whole person is going to be fine.
Amy angrily scolded these netizens for a long time, and then cautiously probed Shen Ling's tone to inquire about the current situation of him and Ludwig, as well as the problem of the legendary mermaid.
Shen Ling explained half-truthfully and fooled her.
Soon Saturday will come, and Shen Ling will go to the mecha training hall whenever he has time, and of course he can't let go of the weekend. So he got up early and asked Ludwig to go to the mecha training gym with him.
Because of the different training goals, the two of them still used two mecha training rooms.
Shen Ling tried to use his soul power to connect the mecha again in the training room, he had tried several times before, and he had mastered a little bit of the doorway, and he was able to drive the mecha to do some basic actions. But his current state, let alone playing against someone like Ludwig who has reached an almost professional level, can easily knock him out even if he pulls a random student from the mecha department.
When the training was over, Shen Ling went down to find Ludwig next door, but when he walked into Ludwig's mecha training room, he saw Hicks again.
Then he remembered that as long as he was not with Ludwig, Hicks would stick to it like a dogskin plaster.
It's really annoying.
Shen Ling narrowed his eyes, and the voice that had been pestering him for the past few days reappeared, like himself clinging to the dark side in his arms and whispering and coaxing.
"That man wants to snatch your Ludwig - didn't you already know that he had bad intentions for you?"
"Do you still want to be as lonely as you were eight years ago? Do you want to be abandoned by him again? ”
"He can abandon you once, he can abandon you a second time, he doesn't really love you, don't you know best? Because of your physique, because you are a mermaid, that's why he loves you, that's why he's by your side. Someday he will come to his senses, and one day he will find out that he has been deceived by you......"
Shen Ling covered his ears with trembling hands, he didn't want to hear these words that this voice said in his ear.
Those were the words that were hidden in his heart and frightened him the most.
These days, he is plagued by nightmares every night, and every day he wakes up from them in a sweat. In order not to let Ludwig know, he had gone back to his bedroom to sleep.
He didn't want to hear the words of Phoenix and Ash, so he blocked them for a long time.
He forced himself to be normal every day, but his heart was chaotic every day, and he didn't know what to do.
"Don't be afraid, I'll protect you." The other self hidden in the darkness hugged his neck and bit his ear ambiguously and said something to him.
The confusion in Shen Ling's eyes was gradually replaced by a faint red mist, and he stepped into the training room and walked to Hicks's side.
Hicks, who had been watching Ludwig train intently, was startled when he saw Shen Ling coming, and his pale skin looked even more bloodless.
On planet D11, it was he who pushed Shen Ling off the spaceship, but he thought that what he did was very hidden and no one else would know.
But today, when he saw Shen Ling coming over, he suddenly panicked.
Did he really hide that day and not be seen? Shen Ling really didn't know that he was pushing him down?
He's a little bottomless.
Especially when Shen Ling walked to his side and stood side by side with him, his heartbeat reached his throat.
"Stay away from him." Shen Ling's voice was as cold as if he had come out of a glacier in the far north, "I don't want to do something excessive in front of him, but if you have to rob me-" Shen Ling turned his head to look at Hicks, a pair of black eyes revealing a crazy red light, "I don't like to rob with others, I always feel that what belongs to me, even if others want to grab it, they can't snatch it." But he's different......" He turned his head again and looked affectionately at the white mecha that was making all kinds of superb moves on the field, "Whoever wants to rob him with me, I will destroy that person without regard to it, so that he can't rob me...... If it's you, how about chopping off your fingers one by one? Then you can't be his mechanic. At the end of the sentence, he curled the corners of his mouth and laughed softly as if he had remembered something interesting.
Hicks could see from Shen Ling's eyes that what he said was not a threat, but something he would really do.
In his eyes, Shen Ling has always been a villain who is not a threat, and he doesn't know what despicable means he relied on to cling to Ludwig. But now, he was scared, and he didn't know why, but he just thought from the bottom of his heart that he couldn't afford to offend this person.
By the time Ludwig finished training and got off the mech, Hicks was already gone, and he only saw Shen Ling.
This time, it was Shen Ling who handed him the towel and vitamin water.
Confused, he asked, "What about Hicks?" ”
"He's gone beforehand."
"Oh." Ludwig didn't ask any more, he remembered that there was a delicious restaurant on College Street, so he invited Shen Ling to go shopping on College Street together.
Shen Ling agreed.
But in his ears, the dark self began to whisper again.
"He doesn't love you at all, he doesn't care about you at all, he doesn't reject him even though he knows you hate Hicks......"-
There are rumors among the students that this year's mecha competition will start soon, but there is no movement on the part of the school.
Shen Ling went to the mecha training hall even more frantically to train, even more diligently than some students of the mecha department.
Ludwig would often accompany him, give him ideas, and help him train, but the more he stayed with Shen Ling, the stranger Ludwig felt. Shen Ling seems to be a different person now, sometimes he has been pestering him, and sometimes he will snub him like a cold war with him.
Ludwig thought that it might be because the game was approaching and there was no news from the school, which made Shen Ling very nervous. So he also began to busily go to the library to find materials, and then ask his former coach for some good methods, wanting to help Shen Ling design a training plan that is most suitable for him, he believes that as long as he helps Shen Ling get through this difficulty, he will definitely be in a good mood.
Unlike Ludwig's thoughts, Ash and Phoenix, who had been forcibly cut off from each other for almost two weeks, were as anxious as ants on a hot pot.
"Something is wrong with the mermaid cubs! The fluctuations in his soul power have become more and more chaotic in the last few days." Phoenix said impatiently, "This bastard dares to cut us off the connection with him! Is...... I'm so!"
"He seems to be under the control of a force, this power is terrible, very gloomy, if we can't remind him, he will destroy himself." Ash also became anxious, although they couldn't talk to Shen Ling in the past few days, they still saw what Shen Ling was doing very clearly.
It and the phoenix had already discovered that Shen Ling's soul power was blocked, so he couldn't use his true strength now.
If his soul power had smoothed out, if his energy had been diverted from the mecha he was now obsessed with, almost no one knew what terrible things he would do.
The ruining ability of a mad mid-level soul beast master is absolutely terrifying.
At the same time, Hicks, who has been avoiding Ludwig lately, calls his mother, who used to be a figure in the entertainment industry, and sobs and tells him that his emotional journey is not going well.
Natalie's most beloved son is the only baby son under her knees, and since she knew that her best friend Gohra was married to the king, she has always wanted to let her child and Gohera's future child be united.
Although she hoped that her child could marry the eldest prince Xiu, who might become the king, Xiu's state in the past two years really worried her, so she acquiesced to Hicks to get close to Ludwig, and even began to wonder if she could use some means to let Ludwig ascend the imperial throne after the two got married.
Recently, she has heard a lot about Ludwig's lover, and after reading the information about this lover, Natalie is very relieved that such a person is not her son's opponent at all, not to mention that her best friend, who values face more than anything else, will never let her most beloved son accept such an ordinary lover. But now, her son has called and cried, and Natalie can't be silent anymore, she has to help push her son to get his wish fulfilled.
It's just a nameless clown who wants to rob his son of a lover, it's really ......
She contacted a few of her own secret lines, gave a little point, and then went to the bath with Hatche.
Fighting with these hairy children is really too low her style, but what can be done, after all, he is his favorite son.
The next day, the □□ about Shen Ling on the Internet swept in.
When the rumors about Shen Ling on the Internet have made headlines on major search engines, Shen Ling and Ludwig have no idea about it.
Ludwig's energy is spent on Shen Ling every day, Shen Ling's change is really strange, not only will he not take the initiative to come to him now, but he will also lock himself in the room as soon as he comes back, no matter how Ludwig knocks on the door outside and shouts at him, he will not answer.
During this time, the opportunities for him to meet Shen Ling were getting fewer and fewer, and Shen Ling almost regarded the mecha training hall as a dormitory, and ran there to train frantically as soon as he got out of class, and this situation had reached the level of madness.
Ludwig was very worried about Shen Ling, but Shen Ling sued him with his actions, he was rejecting himself.
Ludwig felt that it was necessary for him to talk to Shen Ling, but the school announced the matter of this mecha competition at this time.
This time, the mecha competition is not an inter-school competition, but a large-scale competition in which all the academies of the entire empire will participate, and the prize of the competition is Admiral Elena's "Poseidon".
What worries Ludwig even more is that this time, the University of Saint-Cyr and the University of Imperial Affairs will jointly participate in this competition, and there are only five places to participate, and these five places will be drawn up by the school and announced in a month.
Ludwig was not worried about whether he would have a place to participate, what he was worried about was whether Shen Ling would have a ......