59. Chapter 59
Shen Ling, who could already use his soul power to manipulate the mecha to make simple movements, didn't notice that Professor Olivena had been watching by the door of his training room for a long time.
The baby-faced Sean took a glass of water and handed it to Olivena, who took the glass, but she didn't drink it, and asked Sean, "What do you think of what he did?" ”
"The movements are stiff." Sean replied flatly.
"Stiff and clumsy, but this school can't find a second person who can operate a mecha like him, he just doesn't have enough strength, if he ......" Olivena remembered the Poseidon placed on the Holy Son Mountain, the structure of the Poseidon is different from ordinary mechas, with Shen Ling's current ability, he may be able to fight with others while piloting the Poseidon. However, how could anyone pilot the Poseidon, and when she agreed to give up the Poseidon as a reward for this big competition, Olifina knew that the Poseidon was no longer part of the Beast Trainer line.
She shook her head: "It's a pity, not enough strength is not an excuse, he is still not suitable for participating in mecha competitions in his current appearance." ”
"The teacher originally wanted to recommend him to participate?" Sean said in surprise, "Teacher, how can you have-"
"The soul beast master must be taken seriously, and we also need a second Yelena." Olivena's thin waist was straight, and under her triangular glasses, her eyes were like torches, "Since the teacher left, the status of the soul beast master has become lower and lower, and the students have become more and more reluctant to study this major. Moreover, how could the Poseidon defile a mecha pilot who was not a soul beast master! She glanced at the waddling mechs in the training room and shook her head with a gloomy gaze.
Sean suddenly understood that the teacher could not let go of Admiral Elena and the Poseidon.
Soon after this day, Shen Ling also learned about the mecha competition, and at the same time, he also understood that if the school decided to set up the quota for this competition, it would definitely not have its own name.
What's more, even if it is not the quota set by the school, it is impossible for him to beat anyone in the competition with his current situation.
The high level of mental pressure made Shen Ling's nerves tense to the extreme, and when he returned to the dormitory at night, Ludwig was not there. Shen Ling returned to the room dejectedly and collapsed on the bed. How he wanted Ludwig to comfort himself, he hadn't heard him for a long time, hadn't kissed him for a long time, he missed him so much.
But he was afraid, inexplicably frightened. He always felt that Ludwig was now far away from him, and it was getting farther and farther away, so far away that he felt like he was about to lose him.
Fortunately, at this time, there was that gentle other self whispering comfort in his ear.
"Don't be afraid, it's just a quota. If they don't give it, you go and grab it. ”
"How am I going to grab it?" Shen Ling asked ignorantly.
"Kill the person who grabbed your quota, and if the alternate is not you, continue to kill until the quota belongs to you." The soft voice said this sentence with a smile, and such cruel words seemed to his mouth as little as ordinary things as eating and sleeping.
As his words fell, a frightened coldness surged in Shen Ling's heart, who did he kill? Who grabbed his place?
The only person who absolutely occupies the quota he knows, that is the person he loves the most, is he going to kill him?
"Yes, just kill him." As if he had guessed what Shen Ling was thinking, Shen Ling in the dark encircled poor Shen Ling in his arms and continued to induce him in his ear, "Didn't you find out? He is the source of all your suffering, and it is because of him that you are the way you are. He's holding you back, because you're bound and can't show your true strength......"
"It has nothing to do with him-" Shen Ling muttered bitterly, "It's none of his business, it's all my fault, I'm not strong enough, I'm not hard enough, I don't have talent......" For the first time, he wanted to push the person next to him away, he didn't like what he said, no, not that he didn't like it, he hated it, hated it!
"How could it be your fault?" Shen Ling chuckled softly in the dark, his voice was pleasant, but with a hint of cold chill. "You're not wrong, you're just being blinded. As long as you kill him, your true soul power will be able to be used, and at that time, no one will be able to stop you from getting a place in the competition. ”
"No way!" Shen Ling screamed, sat up abruptly, and drove the terrible voice away.
He must not kill Ludwig, Ludwig is his companion, his hope, the only beam of light in his dark life, and he must not harm him.
But what should he do now?
Where is his front?
……
A month later, the quota for the mecha competition came out this time, and as expected, there was no Shen Ling.
There are only five places in the two schools, and the five places are not limited to new students, so those who can be on the list must be the best in the school's mecha department.
Of the five places, only two were on the side of the Saint-Cyr College, Ludwig and another fifth-grade senior named Owen. The Emperor's Academy took up the other three, Heather, Sue Dolly, and Neil, and Neil was the only one of the five to occupy the position of mechanic.
When the school released the list, almost no one was unconvinced.
Needless to say, Ludwig himself is the most famous mecha genius in the school, and everyone tacitly assumes that he can get a spot. Another senior named Owen is also an experienced driver, and in addition to his arrogant personality, there is nothing to say about his driving skills.
Ludwig had already guessed this list, and he was afraid that Shen Ling would be unhappy, so he decided to have a good talk with Shen Ling after class.
When Ludwig returned to the dormitory, the door to Shen Ling's bedroom was still closed. Ludwig was very familiar with Shen Ling's class schedule, he knew that he didn't have classes on Tuesday afternoon, and he hadn't seen Shen Ling in the mecha training hall before, so he guessed that Shen Ling should be in the dormitory at this time.
He was about to knock on the door of Shen Ling's bedroom, but the door was opened from the inside.
After knowing the list announced by the school, Shen Ling had been haunted by the dark side of himself, and that voice kept saying those terrible things in his ear.
"Kill him, he made you like this."
"Do you really think he loves you? Why are you still so naïve? ”
……
As soon as he heard a noise outside, he immediately stood up and rushed over to open the bedroom door. He saw Ludwig standing in the living room, and that's when he realized how much he missed him.
He's been separating himself from others for too long, and he's been hugging and kissing his lover for too long.
But what should he do now? Standing all the time? Or just go over and hug him?
He forgot how to get along with his lover!
Just as Shen Lingpestle was at a loss for what to do at the door, Ludwig came over, grabbed his hand and pulled him into the room.
Ludwig sat down on the bed, pulled Shen Ling closer, wrapped his hands around his waist strongly, pressed his head against his little belly, and rubbed his head like a kitten.
"Don't move, let me hug me." Ludwig sighed intoxicatedly, "It's been a long time since I've been so close to you, and you've been avoiding me again lately." He raised his head and looked at Shen Ling with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's become the feeling I had when I chased you before, do you want me to chase you again?" If you wish, then I'll have to chase you one more time. He sighed, "To be honest, you're not easy to chase." ”
The complaining tone made Ludwig look as if he was coquettish with himself, and Shen Ling's heart was softened by his words.
He stroked the side of Ludwig's face, "Don't chase me, I've always been yours." His hand moved down slightly and landed on Ludwig's neck, and under the tough skin was the vigorous vitality, and he could feel that even Ludwig was so fragile in this place.
"Just make a cut here, and he'll be yours completely."
A deep voice rang in his ears, and the shadow that had been haunting him reappeared, and the shadow's hand was on the palm of the hand that was still close to Ludwig's neck.
"What are you afraid of?"
Shen Ling's hands trembled slightly, and Ludwig sensed Shen Ling's uneasiness, he stood up, held Shen Ling's shoulders and asked him to sit down, and then rubbed Shen Ling into his arms.
He comforted him gently: "Don't worry, I will definitely help you win the Poseidon back." This sentence, he not only wants to sue Shen Ling, but also to engrave it in his heart, "I will personally hand it over to you." ”
"Okay." Shen Ling's dark eyes were slightly moist.
He believed that Ludwig would be able to fulfill his promise and bring back his mother's Poseidon, but he hoped that he could win it back in front of everyone than Ludwig to get it back for him.
The next thing happened naturally, the two lips kissed together, and then the two people, who had not been close for a long time, rolled onto the bed.
Late at night, Shen Ling pushed Ludwig, and after confirming that he was asleep, he got up naked and took his sapphire space storage necklace from the table.
He put the necklace around his neck and walked out of his bedroom barefoot.
He sat down on the couch in the living room and entered the memory ball.
In the memory ball, he looked through the words about longitudinal objects again, which he had read many times, so many that he knew them by heart.
But these things couldn't help him anymore.
"Don't you feel unwilling? Why are you now an intermediate soul beast master, but you can only use the power of a junior soul beast master? In the darkness, the voice rang out unrelentingly.
"You are obviously the most powerful race on this planet, but you want to suppress yourself and let yourself live in human form. You could have spread your wings and fly into the air to look down on these tiny humans, but you can only hide your identity like a criminal in the crowd—"
Shen Ling's heart was suddenly full of anger, he was angry, he hated, he was unwilling.
"Haven't you always felt uneasy that Ludwig fell in love with you because of your mermaid status? As long as you lock him up and lock him away, what does it matter if he doesn't really love you? He can't escape without you anyway—" The voice rose in vain, "Unleash your soul power, don't be afraid, don't be cowardly, it's all you should have!" ”
A steady stream of soul power surged out from Shen Ling's body, and gradually, these soul powers overflowed almost the entire memory ball, and then more, more soul power continued to overflow outward.
"Stop!" Phoenix couldn't help but exclaim, "What are you going to do, do you want to destroy this memory orb, destroy this room?"
But Shen Ling couldn't hear his voice, his eyes had turned blood-red, staring at the memory ball in front of him, the transparent soul power even turned into visible water waves shaking around him, and these soul powers were more and more, more and more......
"What are you doing?" Suddenly Ludwig's voice rang out from the direction of his bedroom.
Shen Ling's hand paused, he turned his head and saw Ludwig standing at the door of his bedroom.