Chiaki Ayase stared at the words on the tombstone for a long time, and finally sighed.

On the day when the earth shook and the mountains shook, everything was over.

This world is very strange, everyone knows that people die, but no one tells you how to deal with death.

Fairy tales say that when a person dies, his soul turns into a bird and flies to the place where the gods are.

But there is also a saying that people cannot go to heaven at all, because after death, the soul will fly to the sky, but the moment it touches the clouds, it will turn into rain and fall.

However, Chiaki Ayase found that these ethereal statements were not true. At least for her, she exists in a special form in the world.

Maybe it was just a beautiful and painful accident, though she didn't know why it was like this.

Seeing her body cremated in the crematorium, she reached out to hug her mother, who was crying in the dark, but the hand passed through her thin body, and all she touched was nothingness.

She stayed by her mother's side, looking at her empty eyes every day, her increasingly thin face, heartache but powerless.

The father's life and death are uncertain, the daughter dies unexpectedly, she has lost the most loved person in the world, and she has no spiritual support, and the woman who has just entered middle age has finally taken the last step.

By the time they found it, the mother's body had long since become ossified.

Nara is a small, peaceful city, and although it is her hometown, she has lost her parents and has no place to call home.

Qianqiu looked up at the blue sky, and the unwillingness in her heart became stronger and stronger.

It's like a budding flower that suddenly withers.

She still has a lot of things she hasn't done, she hasn't finished school, she hasn't been in a relationship, she hasn't done the job she loves......

Also, until the last moment, she didn't tell him the love that was hidden in her heart.

A pop song came from a street shop, a song by a girl group she liked, and the sweet lyrics sounded harsh these days.

"I like you so much, I really like you

Even if it is getting difficult to breathe

Won't stop either."

If you really like it, then just watch him from a distance.

Perhaps this is the meaning of her existence in this world now.

So she boarded a train to Tokyo and began her quest.

Ryota Kase has now entered junior high school and is studying at Teiko Middle School.

Looking at the bright golden figure from afar, she couldn't believe it.

After a year, she finally met him. Now he is not much different from his memory, more than 1.7 meters tall, more and more handsome facial features, and that bright and charming smile, which makes countless people excited.

Looking at the girls around him, Qianqiu felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart.

There is a sense of pride that "my bamboo horse is so handsome", a sense of relief that "my family has my children growing up", but at the same time, there is also a sense of loss of "why can't I be one of those girls".

There is also a pain of "I can see you, but you can't see me".

That's probably the farthest distance in the world. She followed him every day, watching his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, but she could only watch coldly.

Seeing his bright smile, but Chiaki, who grew up together, felt that he was not happy.

Ryota Kase is a genius, and this becomes more and more evident as he gets older. Football, tennis, volleyball, and every sport can beat the best people in the club very quickly, which slowly produces a sense of boredom in life, and gradually loses the heart that should be full of vitality.

When Chiaki was anxious, Huang Se finally found his goal - basketball.

And while sinking deeper and deeper into this unknown territory, he also gained a beautiful and sincere friendship.

While Chiaki was happy for him, she also envied the group of people, especially Daiki Aomine and May Momoi. is also a childhood sweetheart, although there is no spark of love yet, but the whole world knows that the two care about each other, at least they can get tired of being together every day.

"Speaking of which, I also have a childhood sweetheart." When he came home from school one day and saw Momoi and Aomine making a fuss, Kase said with a smile on the side.

"Huh? It's the first time I've heard Xiao Huang say, is she in Diguang? Momoi suddenly became interested, tilting his head and asking.

"Not really."

"Eh, where is she now?"

"I don't know," Huang Se shook her head, looking a little lonely, "I lost her." ”

"Huh? Huang Se, what kind of nerves are you doing," Aomine seemed a little disdainful, "If you lose it, you won't be done if you get it back." ”

"Xiao Qingfeng said it simply." Huang Se regained that smiling face, as if the loss of consciousness in the first second was just an illusion of others, and then he played Tai Chi no matter how others asked him.

I'm actually right next to you.

Chiaki reached out and tried to grasp the bright color, but when the five fingers were closed, there was only air.

Later, she witnessed a lot of wars between girls caused by the jealousy of Ryota Kuse.

She felt sad at the same time, but she understood more and more the methods of those crazy girls.

It is precisely because I can't get it that I don't want others to get it.

I don't know when, Chiaki's heart is filled with such dark thoughts that she spurns.

Love is like a rose, seemingly beautiful but actually thorny. If you really like someone, you will inevitably have zài possessiveness towards him. However, once such a ** exceeds the quota, people's hearts will become distorted.

Seeing more and more girls beside Huang Se, although he knew that he didn't put his mind on anyone, the official smile was particularly dazzling.

This is the gentleness that belongs to Ryo Kase who is too cruel. On the surface, he is polite to everyone.,Gentle to make people cry.,Like crazy.。 He won't refuse your kindness, but you've never really been close to him.

But Chiaki envies these girls who can stay by his side.

At least he could see them in his eyes, even if only for a second.

The resentment accumulated to a certain extent, and the dense black mist gradually blinded her eyes.

The first time I made a mistake was to lock a girl who was close to Kase in the toilet. There are very few people in the women's toilet after school, and it is that person who has also caused the public anger of many girls, no matter how she calls for help, all the people passing by turn a deaf ear. In the end, watching her being rescued by her cleaning aunt, the tearful appearance, her heart suddenly rose with disgust for herself.

When did she become so vicious? What's the difference between this and those paranoid Yellow Se support groups?

She continued to suppress the dark resentment that bubbled up in her heart, but then pushed down the flower pot towards the last table of Huang Se Junior High School.

The second she pushed it out, her eyes were clear again, but the girl quickly dodged, she stared at the calm face, and then she saw that the other party was looking at hers.

Can she see me?! She was taken aback by her own thoughts.

With curiosity, but more guilt, she began to notice the girl gradually. She noticed that she was sometimes in a daze for some reason, and when she looked into the line, she was surprised to see that there was an unidentified object that was identical to hers.

It was just once, but the more times she pleased, the more she affirmed her thoughts.

She decided to take a gamble.

At the door of the girl's accommodation, the other party really found her deposit.

It turns out that there are really people in this world who can see her!!

She cried and begged her for help, but unsurprisingly she refused.

Yes, after all, she was the one who almost hurt her, so what reason was there to help her in turn? But she deeply understands that without her help, she will probably only be a lonely soul forever, and finally disappear into this world.

After insisting on following her for many days, the girl finally sighed.

"Put on this garment, and you can restore the human body," the girl handed her an ordinary garment, "but it's time-sensitive." ”

"Thank you," she said, her head down, clutching her clothes tightly.

"You have to think about it," Nanaya paused, "it's like the wings of Icarus. ”

"Hmm." She nodded firmly.

At this time, she seemed to have a pair of Icarus wings, and Ryota Kase was the sun that radiated light and heat to her, and the closer she got to him, the easier it was for the wax wings to melt.

She wanted to be closer to him, even if she ended up being shattered.

But while she was crying with joy, a huge question hung over her heart, "Why do you want to help me?" I obviously ...... "I hurt you."

"If I'm in trouble and there's only one person in the world who can help me solve it, but he refuses, I'll probably despair." The girl's tone was as flat as ever, but Chiaki felt an inexplicable sadness.

She could feel that the other person's calm exterior was full of wounds; Seemingly indifferent on the outside, but with an unusually sensitive heart.

After her clothes expired, she wandered again to her accommodation for seven nights.

Although she had only been there for a month, she was greedy for this warmth. After so many years of wandering, when she was homeless, someone finally said "welcome back" to her.

Although she didn't fully understand her in the end, she knew that she was a gentle person, and it was probably enough.

"In the end, I still didn't say it." She looked down and muttered.

Originally, the plan was to tell Ryota Kase how she felt, but she didn't say it until the end.

"So do you want to see him again?" Nanaya didn't complain, just asked calmly.

"Forget it, I always feel that it was a mistake to provoke him in the first place."

It gave him hope and let him down.

She likes him, but she can't give him the company he wants. She's been selfish once, so don't be willful.

"Sure enough, people say one thing about others, but doing it themselves is another." Nanaya put down the book in his hand and turned his head to her.

"If you think that if you don't say it, he can live happily ever after, and you can leave with peace of mind, so be it."

Qianqiu looked at the seven nights, and there was an undercurrent hidden in those calm black eyes.