34. Yellow Se Roll XIV
In autumn, dahlias bloom in the park. On weekends, there are many people who come to enjoy the flowers, but it's a little cleaner than popular spots like Ueno Park.
Ryota Kase packed up and dressed herself, and when she arrived at the park, she found that she had been an hour ahead of the agreed time.
He was really too anxious. However, when he heard Nanaya say that he wanted to see Qianqiu again, he couldn't calm down.
After walking around the park several times in a boring way, I finally lost the long time of waiting for someone. As he expected, Qiye arrived at the agreed place more than ten minutes ahead of schedule.
She was now standing on the path of the central garden, her eyes looking into the distance, as if sensing his approach, and she turned her head.
"Good day, little Asahi." Huang Se stepped forward to say hello.
Qiye caught a glimpse of his puzzled expression, guessing that he was looking for the figure of Chiaki Ayase, breathed a sigh of relief, and went straight to the point: "Huang Se-kun, what happened next, please don't make a sound, and don't resist." ”
Although he didn't know why, Huang Se looked at Nanaya's unusually calm black eyes and nodded involuntarily. Then he saw Nanaya gently take his hand.
The thought of agreeing to the girl's request just now swallowed his surprise into his stomach. Asahi Nanaya would never do anything like this unless there are special circumstances.
In this way, he was gently led by the girl and shuttled through the central garden.
Passing by countless pots of dahlia chrysanthemums that are blooming brightly, the nose is full of the rich aroma of cinnamon. After passing through a small bush, he finally saw the person he was reading.
Chiaki Ayase was sitting on a rest bench at the edge of the central garden, smiling at him.
A wave of excitement suddenly came to his heart, and he wanted to rush to her side, but his hand was held tighter by Nanaya.
"Kuse-kun, please don't let go." Nanaya sighed, as if he was a little helpless about his impatience.
Huang Se turned her head to look at Nanaya, her mouth slightly open, and under the gaze of her calm dark eyes, she still couldn't ask "why".
They finally walked up to Chiaki Ayase, and she got up from the bench.
At this moment, the smile on her face really doesn't know how to sum it up in one word, about three points bitterness, three points of joy, three points of poignant, plus one point of firmness.
And Huang Se's heart is also sweet and bittersweet at the moment, on the one hand, he is excited to see Qianqiu again, but at the same time, he is secretly aware of a fact that he has always been unwilling to believe.
"Little Qianqiu......" he snorted softly, and was interrupted by Qianqiu before he could finish his words.
Chiaki stood on tiptoe and gently touched his lips with her hand.
It's like a breeze blowing, cool.
"Ryota, promise me, don't make a noise, okay?" Chiaki said softly, the smile on her face became brighter, but for some reason it felt as poignant as the fallen leaves of this autumn.
Huang Se could only nod his head, although he was a little confused about the two girls' unanimous requests.
"I'm sorry, Ryota, I lied to you." Qianqiu tilted her head and said words of apology, but her expression became more and more relieved.
"Actually, after that, I didn't leave, but always been by your side," she laughed again when she saw Huang Se's surprised expression, "Sure enough, I was still scared." ”
She told him that if there is an overly powerful obsession in life, people will also exist in this world in a special form after death. If it is explained by legends, it can probably be called charm.
She told him that since his mother left, she had been by his side for so many years, watching him grow little by little, from immaturity to maturity, from simplicity to complexity. It's probably because the obsession is too deep that it becomes a demonic obstacle.
"There have always been a lot of things I wanted to say to you, but I didn't say them until the end." Chiaki closed her eyes, not wanting the tears from the corners of her eyes to slip down.
"If I could, I would like to see you play basketball in the basketball hall, by the way, you look really super handsome when you play basketball," Chiaki said here, paused and smiled a little happily, "Of course, not including when you were kicked by your seniors." ”
"Every day when we go home after school, we have endless topics to talk about, even the most tedious things make people happy."
"Let's go for dessert. The matcha cake outside your school is really delicious, and you won't get tired of eating it. ”
"Go on a trip together. In addition to beautiful places like Enoshima, you can also see the lavender fields of Hokkaido, the red maples of the mountains in Kyoto, and the beaches and ...... of the sea I can't say enough about the places I want to go in one go. ”
"Let's go to the amusement park together and scream like crazy on the roller coaster. Watch a comedy show together and laugh out loud regardless of it. Finally, let's make a Ferris wheel together. Quietly, I still believe in the rumor that 'kissing at the apex will be together forever'. ”
"I still want to see where you work part-time, after all, you're a heartthrob model adult Ryota Kuse."
"There are many, many more that I can't think of for a while...... I'm such a greedy person who says so many useless words before I know it. ”
"Finally, finally, I want to say—"
"Ryota Kuse, I really like you! It's not Ryota Kise from the Age of Miracles, it's not Ryota Kise from the model Ryota Kuse, it's just Ryota Kise from Chiaki Ayase's Takema Ryota. ”
Tears and smiles make for a beautiful picture.
"I'm sorry, I seem to have talked too much about Nanaya," Chiaki wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Thank you so much, it's good to meet you." ”
"It's not too early, let's go and become a Buddha." Qiye lowered his eyes and hid the sadness in his eyes.
Chiaki strode forward, opened her arms and gently hugged Huang Se, who had been stunned from the beginning to the present, and her already light body gradually became more transparent, and then scattered into shiny pieces, dissipating into the wind little by little.
It's like a gust of autumn wind, slightly cool and slightly cool. And the wind seems to be mixed with a final sigh.
"Must be happy......
Nanaya slowly let go of Huang Se's hand, sighed silently in his heart, and then raised his eyes to look at the sky.
The sun was hidden by thick clouds, and the gray sky was like a dirty rag soaked in water.
Once upon a time, there was someone who loved you for a long time, but the wind gradually blew the distance away.
It's hard to love one more day, but at the end of the story, you still seem to say goodbye.
There was no word on the way back. Huang Se changed his usual sunny smile and looked indifferent, such a big contrast made people feel a little scared.
Today was probably the most shocking day of his life.
Over the years, he has met all kinds of girls, most of whom have only met once and courted him. Every time he was dragged to a friendship, almost all the girls' eyes stayed on him. If you don't wear sunglasses when you go out, you'll probably be asked for an autograph all the way.
He hardly refused these kindnesses, but he also did not seriously accept any of the girls.
He always knew that he was not as sunny as he appeared to be, on the contrary, he was an indifferent person in his bones. Although I'm not good at using my brain, it's easy to detect the other person's thoughts.
"I like Huang Sejun the most", "Huang Se Ryota is my destiny", "Liang Taijun pushes all his life".
In the face of overwhelming likes, he raised a bright smile, but his heart was very indifferent.
Because he deeply understands that this so-called liking is time-sensitive, they can scream for him today, and tomorrow another person at the level of a male god will stop. And what they like is just the aura of his miracle era, or just the fame of the model. In the year of Kunisi, there were still people who claimed to be his girlfriend, and when he was finally taken away by Ashaki, a little ridicule grew in his already insensitive heart. Such a girl who judges people by her appearance, how many people there are around him.
This is a world of faces, superficial and helpless and powerless.
is not bad in dealing with people, and his popularity has always been very good. He knows a lot of people, and when he is sad, he sends a message in the group, and soon there is a different kind of care from his teammates who seem to have poisonous tongues; When he is happy, he posts a tweet, and there will be countless likes and likes from fans and friends below.
But if he were to find someone who could talk all night, it would be said no.
Ryota Kase has always been a person who is unwilling to be lonely, but he is not disgusted with such a sense of loneliness.
He didn't need too many people to get to know him completely, but occasionally, in the dead of night, he would fantasize that it wouldn't seem bad if someone he cherished appeared.
The name Chiaki Ayase is often remembered by him at this time.
It was the best time of his childhood. There is no guess between the two little ones, there is no other thought, every move is so simple, and the likes and hates are expressed on the face. They know each other's preferences, they always have endless topics to talk about together, and they don't have to pretend in front of each other, because they are the ones who know each other best apart from their loved ones.
Whenever he saw Aomine Daiki and Momoi May frolicking, he was envious on the side, but there was a voice in his heart saying to him, in fact, he once had such a person, and he had been with him for a long time.
When he was young and ignorant, he didn't realize that it was a love that was different from family affection.
It wasn't until the natural disaster separated them for three years and then reunited that when he saw the girl's bright smile, his heart unconsciously became as soft as seaweed.
He has received too much liking from others, but he doesn't really know how to like it.
It wasn't until he heard Chiaki Ayase's final confession that he suddenly realized his thoughts.
Seeing her crying, his heart would ache too. Seeing her smile, his whole world seemed to brighten up. He would be worried about her safety, but at the same time, he didn't want others to worry about her. He was willing to show his good side in front of her......
He thought he would never meet someone who understood him, had only him in his eyes, and loved him more than himself.
Maybe I'm lucky to meet such a person again, but none of them are Chiaki Ayase.
At the beginning of the day, the headlights merge into a colorful river of light, which flows slowly between the streets. The sound of human voices and horns mingled into a soft noise that hung overhead like a cloud.
Ryota Kuse's heart suddenly swelled with a sour feeling, surging like a tide from his chest to his eyes. In this crowded street, he finally couldn't hold back his cry.
"Actually...... I like her too. ”