Chapter 52
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And this time, it is the only and best opportunity.
How could Shen Lingyu let it go?
He wants Shen Yijun to die, but the Grand Duke and Marquis' Mansion will never do such a crazy thing, so it is impossible to help him, and his own forces have not yet been supported, and he is powerless to fight against the Prince's Mansion.
Unexpectedly, Shen Yijun did such a ridiculous and stupid thing, which completely angered Xie Jing, with the support of the power of the Marquis Mansion of Daxie, he was able to easily sneak into the Prince's Mansion, and was able to rescue Ning Yufei and kill Xia Luolan and Shen Yijun!
There's no need to worry about the aftermath.
What kind of power is the Marquis Mansion of Daxie, it represents the upper and lower councils of the three parties, although Xie Jing did it behind his father's back, he is the only heir, and what he does and says represents the upper and lower councils.
The Legislator of the Parliament attacking the Prince of Royal, if this charge is carried out, regardless of the reason, is enough to cause a great disorder.
So Shen Lingyu has the right to speak.
He stopped everything on himself, and exchanged it for the support of the Marquis Mansion of Daxie, although the threat of support, but this relationship will only become more unbreakable!
Such crazy behavior made the Grand Duke's Marquis's Palace, which was almost driven ducks on the shelves, have to pay attention to him.
He is the child of the empress, and he already represents the Grand Duke's Marquis's Mansion, even if they say that Shen Lingyu's behavior has nothing to do with them, no one will believe it.
So...... The follow-up to this matter had a bunch of people rushing to help him finish it, and he didn't have to worry about what would happen to him.
As long as he can successfully escape from the Prince's Mansion, there are only two words waiting for him: victory!
How could Shen Lingyu not do such a profitable thing?
Of course...... If Xie Jing said this, I am afraid that he will focus on one issue.
Shen Lingyu, who decided to do this, put Ning Yufei in which position?
It was originally a rescue operation that was nine out of ten, but it was so dangerous all of a sudden, did he ever think that Ning Yufei would die inside?
said how much he loved him and cherished him, but in the face of power related to him, where did he put Ning Yufei?
Even if there was no Xie Jing to point out these problems, how could Ning Yufei not think of it?
Just thinking about it, he didn't have the anger he expected.
It's so strange to say.
Knowing that the Speaker approached him because he was able to sleep with him, he was not angry, but only relaxed.
Now that he learned about Shen Lingyu's other thoughts when he rescued him four years ago, he was not angry, and he also felt relaxed.
It may be because the feelings that these two people have been showing are too strong, and Ning Yufei is afraid that he will hurt them from beginning to end...... But since it is not as important as imagined, his sense of guilt will be relatively reduced.
He listened to this calmly, and there was no big fluctuation in his feelings.
His Royal Highness the Crown Prince never looked away, staring at him, but his heart became more and more anxious, and there was a flash of uneasiness and panic in his golden eyes.
Why not get angry? Why not be angry? Why didn't you question him?
Is it because you don't care, is it because you think it's okay? Do you even feel relieved?
Without the grace to save his life, can he be dumped smoothly?
The piercing suffocating pain exploded in his chest, and the huge power blew all the internal organs into a blur, Shen Lingyu had a cold face, a pair of dazzling golden eyes flashed scarlet, he reached out violently, pinched Ning Yufei's shoulder, and forced him to look at him.
He asked him with red eyes, "Is there anything you want to ask me?" ”
Ning Yufei was a little reluctant to look at him, not because of anything else, he really couldn't stand the appearance of His Royal Highness the Prince, the affection from childhood to adulthood made him always unconsciously soft-hearted, but at this time, he shouldn't be soft-hearted, he wanted to take advantage of this opportunity......
"I've told you everything, don't you want to hear what I think?" The prince's voice was low and angry.
Ning Yufei could hear it, a small flame was lit in his chest, which had always been calm, and there was a tendency to burn gradually.
The prince is angry? He's angry?
What the hell is angry? Ning Yufei suddenly felt very incredible, the prince had calculated everything, tried his best, regardless of a qiē, and finally achieved his goal, what else did he have to be angry about? Because he didn't know nothing like a fool? Because he didn't circle around him like an idiot? Or is it because he didn't coax him softly like a fool and comfort him?
Isn't it too dismissive of him?
It's true that he's not as smart as they are, not as much as they think, not as good as they are, but......
That's enough! Ning Yufei silently scolded himself in his heart, don't be angry and question like a clown.
It's better to calm down, calm down, not to owe so much debt, not to be burdened with so much affection.
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, although he still couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, but his voice remained calm: "I don't have anything to ask, there is nothing wrong with what you did, in fact, I don't have any need to know at all, no matter how many layers of meaning are in it, but there is no doubt that you saved me, this life, this kindness, I will never forget it." ”
His indifferent appearance completely stimulated Shen Lingyu, and his hand holding Ning Yufei's shoulder was so hard that he wanted to crush it, but the expression on his face was so sad that it seemed that he would cry out the next moment: "Are you going to give up on me?" ”
Ning Yu suddenly remembered the dream he had, the crazy Shen Lingyu, the Shen Lingyu who didn't care about anything, the Shen Lingyu who killed everyone with blood on his hands.
A biting chill rose from his back, he closed his eyes, and said in a relatively soft voice: "Brother Ling Yu, it's not that I gave up on you, but you don't need me for a long time. I don't care what happened four years ago, what exactly do you think of me, I don't want to know, but I hope you can understand what you will choose when one day I am on the opposite side of the power in your hands? ”
He paused and said, "I have nothing, nothing can help you, and later you will know how important it is to find a partner from a prominent family." ”
Saying this, he was still panicked in his heart, but he didn't want to stop, he spoke, almost repeating what he said to the speaker, "I'm not as good as you are, really, I'm a person, quite rubbish, indecisive, looking ahead, cowardly to death, scared a lot, tangled and entangled, and in the end I didn't deal with anything, but hurt a circle of people." ”
"You know, I got back together with the Speaker a year ago, when Her Royal Highness the Eldest Princess came to me, and I saw Xie Jing like that...... I relented and agreed to reunite. ”
Shen Lingyu stared at him motionlessly, his golden eyes were scarlet, his face was extremely white, and his expression was penetrating.
If Ning Yufei was usually scared, but he felt that he had really accumulated half a lifetime of courage today, and nothing could stop him!
"As for Lord Marshal, I'm sure you know a little bit about it, I don't understand the specifics, but I was with him two years ago...... Well, that's it, you see, I'm not what you think I'm at all, I've done a lot of wrong things, a lot of ridiculous things, and I've hidden a lot of things, so what right do I have to question you? Whatever you think, I'm ......."
"It's not!" His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, who had been silent, finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, and the voice was almost like a roar from his chest.
Ning Yufei was stunned.
The man who had been gloomy and eager to vent his anger to the whole world blinked, and tears dripping from those charming golden eyes were hot as magma, he hugged Ning Yufei hard, almost covering him in his arms, his voice trembled like the wings of a dragonfly, and the fragility seemed to be broken in half if he was slightly folded.
"Don't say that, don't say that about yourself...... Xiaofei, how good you are, I know, I always know. ”
His fragile voice wanted to sharpen Ning Yufei's heart like a blunt knife, and he let him hold it, with a wry smile in his voice: "What I do, no matter who evaluates it, has absolutely nothing to do with the word 'good'." ”
His Royal Highness the Crown Prince said eagerly: "No, no, no, you don't know, Xiaofei, you really don't know." ”
His words made Ning Yufei's heart move, and he couldn't help but ask, "What do I not know?" ”
The prince's body stiffened visibly, but the slight stiffness quickly disappeared, like an illusion, making it impossible to tell whether it was there or not.
Ning Yufei wanted to ask again.
And the prince's voice had already sounded, and the clear voice was mixed with a thick despair, so gloomy that it was like a sky overpowered by dark clouds, and the strong sense of oppression made people's hearts seem to be stained with water vapor.
"You don't know how much I care about you, you don't know what I'm doing all this for, you don't know what I've been longing for the most!"
As he said this, Ning Yufei's heart twitched, the taste was really uncomfortable, he passively let him hold him, and listened to him tell in a messy voice: "Yes, I want power, I want the throne, I want the one who is high above, but what do I want these for?" I didn't hesitate to kill Shen Yijun, fought for the position of the prince by any means, and supported my own strength without sleep, why am I? ”
"You may scoff when you say it, but I really only have one idea, only one simple thought, I want you, I only want you, I want you to never leave my side, never be snatched away, never anyone will dare to covet it! But I'm not strong enough! When I was young, I couldn't protect you from Yang Ruoxin; When I was a teenager, I couldn't protect you from the kidnappers, and when I grew up, I didn't have the slightest ability to fight with Xie Jing! I can only watch you together, but I can't even reach out and touch you! ”
"Do you know that I am unwilling? Do you know how much I hate? I hate myself for being too weak, I hate myself for being powerless, I hate myself for being humble like an ant, how can I be qualified to get you? ”
"But I want you, only you! You are by my side, talking to me, smiling at me, I feel that the whole world is bright, and when I think that you do not belong to me, that you will leave me, I don't even have the idea of breathing...... Xiaofei, I know you can't understand what I did four years ago, I know you laugh at me in your heart, since you care so much about you, why did you put you on the brink of death four years ago! ”
"I don't ask you to understand, but I still want to sue you, even if you think I'm abnormal, even if you think I'm terrible, but I still want you to know. Four years ago, that was my only chance, not the only chance to take the throne, but the only chance to take you! It's my only chance to take you back from Xie Jing! If I don't kill Shen Yijun and rescue you, the Marquis Mansion of Daxie will be able to dispose of me easily, what will I do to fight with Xie Jing at that time? How can I watch you with him? ”
"Killing Shen Yijun, threatening the Marquis Mansion of Daxie, forcing the Marquis Mansion of the Grand Duke to stand up for me, and letting the remaining princes start infighting, this is the result I want, but the only point to these results is you! If I don't do this, I won't get you for the rest of my life, and if I don't do this, I can only look at you from afar for the rest of my life! ”
"How can I be willing!" When Shen Lingyu said these words, every sentence was like a heavy hammer, smashing into this confined space, shaking people's heads and dizzying.
Ning Yufei was in a trance, he opened his mouth and said, "But...... Have you ever thought that we would die in the Prince's Palace. ”
He said he did all these crazy things for him, but did he ever think that in that case, if he couldn't get out, they would all die inside!
Shen Lingyu let go of him, he lowered his eyes and looked at him, and there was a blatant madness in his golden eyes: "I am satisfied to be able to die with you." ”
Ning Yufei's heart was shocked.
There were tears in the corners of Shen Lingyu's eyes, but he raised the corners of his mouth, and a smile that was so clean that even the morning sun couldn't compare to it slowly bloomed: "Since I can't live with you, it's good to die together." He smiled like a child, "Thankfully, we survived." ”
At this time, Ning Yufei's chest puffed out, whether it was anger, anger or courage, all of them were like a balloon that had been punctured, and it was completely discharged.
What else could he say? In the face of such a Shen Lingyu, what else can he say? It's useless to say anything.
Ning Yufei sighed, his whole person was weak.
Shen Lingyu gently hugged him into his arms, as if he was facing the most cherished treasure in the world, cautious, cautious, and loving to the extreme.
He stroked Ning Yufei's back and said softly, "Xiao Fei, can you give me some more time?" I will let you know that I am the only one in this world who thinks about you wholeheartedly. ”
Because of this conversation, Ning Yufei didn't have the heart to continue playing, he wanted to go back to rest, Shen Lingyu grinded him and had dinner together, and sent him back to his residence after it was getting dark.
Back at the villa, Ning Zi'an and Yang Ruoyun haven't come back yet, Baro Star is very big and interesting, they have a lot of fun, and they send images to Ning Yufei from time to time, but Ning Yufei is not in the mood to watch it.
On this day, he was really tired, his heart was tired, he had never been so tired in half his life.
One or two are like this, they have found out his mind, eaten through his character, and pinched him to death.
But he was so useless that he couldn't think of any way to solve this impasse.
In fact, Ning Yufei couldn't understand himself.
He always felt that everything was very vague, very vague, and very distant.
He should like Xie Jing, and he should care about Shen Lingyu very much.
But at this time, he felt that his heart was empty, he couldn't put anything into it, he only felt a bone-chilling exhaustion lingering in his heart, suppressing its beating, and the strong feeling of suffocation made him just want to run away, run away, and don't think about anything.
Ning Yufei sighed, lay on the bed, and stuffed the pillow on his face.
At this moment, the communicator beeped.
Ning Yufei didn't want to speak, so he hesitated for a moment before choosing to connect.
The speaker said in a soothing voice: "Xiaofei, can you come out for a while?" ”
Such a nice voice seems to be able to wash away the sorrow in my heart, but ...... Ning Yufei couldn't feel it, he was very tired, so tired that he didn't even want to move a finger on his body.
"Senior, I want to rest."
After a pause on the other end of the communicator, Xie Jing said again, "There's something I want to show you." This time the sound became more and more charming, like a gentle spring breeze, blowing through the ears, with a strange ability to melt tiredness.
Ning Yufei was infected, he had some energy, and couldn't help but think: Maybe he should go and meet the speaker of the council, he can always make him relax, always make him soothed, just a few small talks, and ......
Suddenly remembering what happened today, he completely sobered up, and replied after collecting his thoughts: "What is it?" In a hurry? ”
Xie Jing said: "It's about two years ago. ”
Ning Yufei sat up with a spirit, and the powerlessness in his body was dissipated by this sentence.
He twisted his eyebrows and asked, "If it's information, can it be transmitted to me directly?" ”
As if he didn't expect him to say that, Xie Jing paused, but soon he replied, "Okay, wait a minute." ”
While waiting for the information to be transmitted, Ning Yufei was very nervous, as if a box that had been locked for decades and sealed countless secrets, and finally the day had come to uncover it.
What's going to be inside? Good or bad? Was it something he wanted to know, or was it something he shouldn't have known at all?
You have to look to make a judgment!
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, clicked on the virtual panel of the communicator, and after a few operations, a large amount of information poured into his eyes.
Ning Yufei watched almost without blinking, and then ...... I heard the sound of my heart sinking again and again, and finally falling into a deep quagmire.
Is that the case?
Is that so?
Seem...... There are also traces to follow.
Ning Yufei sat down on the bed and felt a heart-rending pain that was stronger than a while.
Sure enough, it was a farce from beginning to end.
Does the blood of the Heavenly Snake Clan have such an effect?
Ning Yufei thought of the blue blood that flowed from his heart from the Heavenly Snake Clan who was imprisoned on the Marshal.
At the time, he was only a little surprised, but now that he thinks about it, it is really glaring.
Is it because of those half-finished products made by the Senate that he has a relationship with the marshal?
Also, now that he thinks about it, Ning Yufei feels that every qiē is a sign of early signs.
Why is he so impulsive every time he sees Huo Beichen, why is he dizzy every time he kisses him, and his body almost loses control, why just a few strokes, he is like an animal in estrus, eager without shame.
Obviously, he forgot about it, and obviously there was no affection between him and the marshal...... But why......
Now there is an explanation.
Xie Jing is extremely efficient, this pile of information is full of a lot of evidence and traces of the marshal's behavior, although some things are judged by speculation, but Ning Yufei, who is watching, and Ning Yufei, who has no memory of the year, cannot distinguish the correctness of this information.
After reading it in general, Ning Yufei suddenly lost the mood to continue to understand.
There was no need, he broke off with the marshal, he said the broken words himself, and the marshal agreed, so ...... What else is there to pursue this?
He was poisoned, and the marshal helped him detoxify, speaking of which, he was the one who asked for it.
Ning Yufei's face turned pale, and he waved it all out of his head, unwilling to think about it again.
Xie Jing over there is still waiting for news from him.
Ning Yufei calmed down and replied, "Senior, I know. ”
Xie Jing said softly: "Xiaofei, Huo Beichen has no ...... for you."
"Hmm." Ning Yufei interrupted him, "I understand. ”
Seeing that Xie Jing was about to speak, Ning Yufei really didn't want to hear anything, he took the first step and said, "I'm really tired, senior, I'll rest, let's talk about it later." ”
When he said this, Xie Jing naturally didn't embarrass him, and only whispered, "Okay, you can rest." ”
Hanging up the communicator, Ning Yufei lay down on his back, his head was in chaos.
What a terrible thing happened to him! What a fucking death!
He threw the pillow out ventingly, but the soft thing smashed against the wall and was soft, and it was not fun at all!
Ning Yufei stood up angrily and slammed his fist against the wall.
Because he used too much force, the skin was scratched at the joints, and bright scarlet blood flowed out, but Ning Yufei was completely numb, looking at the blood, but unfortunately he didn't feel a little pain.
It's really unproductive! Ning Yufei sat down against the wall, he didn't know what was going on with this thick loss in his heart.
I thought that this day would pass like this, but I didn't expect that in the middle of the night, Ning Yufei waited for someone who shouldn't be here.
Getting up from the bed, Ning Yufei, who didn't feel sleepy at all, looked at the man in the blue military uniform with wide eyes: "Lieutenant General An Qing? ”
That's right, it's An Qing...... How could he come to Barrow in the middle of the night?
A hint of melancholy flashed on An Qing's always rigid face: "Follow me back to the Imperial Capital Star." ”
Ning Yufei chuckled in his heart, realizing that something might have happened!
The soldier's instinct made him wake up immediately, dressed quickly, walked out of the door and went directly to the fighter.
An Qing came alone, with a solemn expression throughout the whole process, Ning Yufei couldn't help but get nervous, and asked softly, "Is something happening to the Imperial Capital Star?" ”
An Qing paused, suddenly turned his head, and looked at him: "After returning to the Imperial Capital Star, are you ......" He paused.
Ning Yufei didn't know what he wanted to say.
And the next moment, An Qing asked in a stiff voice, "Didn't you do much with Your Excellency?" ”
How could he ask this question, Ning Yufei was dumbfounded, if the person who asked this was Li Lin, he would not be surprised, but An Qing ...... This is An Qing...... How could a lieutenant general, who has always been rigid to the point of dogma, ......
After asking this question, An Qing's gaze was a little evasive.
Ning Yu suddenly calmed down, realizing that this might have something to do with the information he had just knew.
He hesitated for a moment and said, "I did it before I left the Imperial Capital Star, but I never did it before. ”
Hearing his words, An Qing frowned.
In two years, it seems that the toxicity has almost transferred, otherwise how could Ning Yufei endure it for so long.
It's just the marshal......