Those things she didn't know about

"Going to the Soup and Fire" / Call me Meow

The first time I met Yao Qian, she was not called this name at that time, and at that time she had a very simple and easy-to-remember name, her name was Shen Bai.

In the first class of the first year of high school, according to the regulations of previous years, the whole class needs to go to the podium to introduce themselves. I wasn't very interested in these things, so when I introduced myself, it was simple and quick.

All people are the same, but there is one person who is different. She walked up to the podium, knocked on the lectern first, then picked out a red piece of chalk from the chalk box, and wrote her name in the middle of the blackboard.

She curled the corners of her mouth and raised her voice and said, "Hello classmates, my name is Shen Bai, please take care of me in the future." ”

Her voice wasn't gentle, but it was crisp. I could still hear her laughing until she stepped off the podium.

She seemed to be more interesting than I thought. When she was in class, people passed me a lot of notes, and I didn't pay much attention to them at first, so I threw them away. But her perseverance is amazing, and she never tires of it again and again, and I quickly opened one and saw that it was her name, Shen Bai.

I don't see such girls uncommonly, and I don't like them. They always attract attention on a whim, and then after waiting for a response, they don't think long they are bored and disappointed.

Perhaps, she will be such a person too.

But she didn't seem to be.

At the end of class, she suddenly walked from behind me, as if she was introducing herself on the podium, and bent her fingers and gently tapped on my desk, "Chen Ziang, since you are so smart, then guess what my name is?" ”

Not to tell me directly, what her name is; It's not that I know her; Instead, he took the trouble to let me guess her name.

Your name is Shen Bai.

I wanted to answer her directly, but I didn't want her to know that I was following her.

I glanced up at her, only to glance at her, and then quickly withdrew my gaze. replied to her: "Boring." ”

My tone was very light, faint without a little warmth, but she called out, "I'm not boring, my name is Shen Bai." You know Shen Congwen, I have the same surname as him, white is white. ”

After speaking, he also asked me deliberately: "What do you think?" ”

I was surprised that I didn't see many girls like this, or even before. She is like a very special character who suddenly appeared in my life, I don't know what kind of role she will play, but I am looking forward to the future episode.

She was always able to do something that surprised me and made me feel different. Sometimes, she would blatantly take a picture of my back with her phone; Sometimes, she would keep propping her chin to peek at the side of my face; More often than not, she would be the first to pack her schoolbag and follow me home after school.

I took two steps, and she was behind me, closely following the step. Always able to keep a certain distance and follow me unhurriedly.

Later, over time, I was able to distinguish her footsteps from the footsteps of many people.

The first time she followed me home, I asked her, "Classmate, why are you following me?" ”

It was winter, and she was wearing a light pink cotton suit, which lined her skin even more like snow. I just looked at her like that, and I was a little stunned. I withdrew my gaze and looked at the tips of her shoes.

She blushed a little embarrassedly, the toes of her shoes hitting the ground. After waiting for a while, she said, "I didn't follow you, the road is so wide and big, why do you think I followed you." ”

I was amazed at how seriously she lied, and then watched her disappear into the intersection. The devil sent the gods to the ground, and my steps followed. I turned around at the intersection and followed her.

After following her home, I realized that our two families were in the same community.

Later, on the way home every weekend, I could always see her following me. I don't know if I knew whether it was intentional or not, I always slowed down my pace to wait for her, but I always quickened my pace when she caught up.

It wasn't until I entered the house that she slowly turned around and walked back. At this time, I would put my schoolbag in the entrance and rush out of the house to chase her.

Unbeknownst to her, after she walked home with me, I followed her to bring her home safely. Reason tells me I shouldn't do it, and yet I keep doing it. Perhaps, I was worried about her safety; I told myself that this was just what a guy should do.

It's just that I forgot that I had only done such a thing to her.

Once, as soon as I put away my school bag and was about to go out, I asked my mother to stop me. I replied casually, nodding and shaking my head impatiently. I kept looking at the watch on my wrist and finally rushed out the door.

My mother called after me, and I ignored her, just looking for the girl who liked to look left and right when she walked. Later, when I found her, she had already returned home and her mother was waiting for her at the door of her house.

I watched her enter the house before turning around, and my mom was right behind me. She glanced at the closed door and asked me thoughtfully, "Ziang, why don't you go up and say hello?" ”

It felt as if the biggest secret in my heart had been discovered, and I felt very uncomfortable, so I walked forward with my head down, "No. ”

After dinner that night, my mother quietly came to my bedroom, and she looked at me with a malicious smile, "Ziang, is that girl your favorite classmate?" ”

I looked down at the math notes in my hand and ignored her.

"Tell Mom, don't you?"

In the end, I was really scared by her entanglement, so I replied: "No, it's just a classmate." ”

"It's just a classmate, why are you still chasing people to the door today." Mom clearly didn't believe it.

Even I didn't believe it, I glanced at her, "No, no, no." ”

"Okay, it's not." She nodded, and when she was about to go out, she asked me, "Her name is Shen Bai, right?" ”

I was shocked, wondering how she could know Shen Bai's name.

Mom took out a small note from her pocket and put it on my desk, "Put it away, I almost let my aunt wash it today." ”

As soon as she left the door, I stared blankly at the small, boxy note. There are only two words written on it, Shen Bai. When was this put in my clothes and why have I not been remembered?

I took the note and didn't come back to my senses for a long time, and finally I put it in my handbook and sandwiched it on the last page.

It wasn't until after the college entrance examination that I took it out. A lot of things happened between me and Shen Bai, some of them were funny, some of them made me cry and laugh, but no matter which one of them, I was deeply impressed and hard to forget.

She would be in the sun, secretly reaching out and trying to touch my shadow; She would appear in front of me at any moment, at any time, and tell me that she wanted to have more contact with me; She would happily walk up to me before the exam and raise her little fist to cheer me on; She would do her best to comfort me when I failed an exam; She would secretly choose the same science major as me when she was divided into arts and sciences.

Sometimes, I find her annoying. For example, she always tells me when I look at her that she is looking at my tablemate; She would stop me by my name as I passed by her classroom, but she wouldn't say anything to me; She would start to spend less time pestering me after I got used to her being in front of me every day.

I used to pass by the door of her classroom every day, and I used to look into her seat every time I passed by. I found that even in winter, she wouldn't close the curtains completely. I would see her burying her head in her homework, seeing her biting her pen and thinking about problems, and seeing her lazy sleeping on her desk while doing eye exercises. I would occasionally stop there to eavesdrop on her talking to others, and the first time I gave my math notes to my teacher to print out and distribute to every classmate, I only heard her complain about how hard math is.

After a long time, after discovering these emotional changes, I realized that I had fallen in love with the girl named Shen Bai.

That day, I wrote my name on the yellowed slip of paper with her name on it, and that was the first time I thought my name could look so good.

Shen Bai, Chen Ziang.

I waited for her to be admitted to a university in the same city as me, and she didn't disappoint me.

She was also admitted to a university in Q City, and when I was still traveling abroad, she was very excited to leave me a lot of words. When I looked at her words, I could feel her mood and joy.

Being abroad, my heart began to miss my country, and I couldn't wait to fantasize about the future university life, which might be more exciting than I imagined.

Later, she and I became a couple who couldn't have a happy ending in the eyes of others. In those days together, every time I met her, she always looked at me with those sparkling eyes, and looked at me all the time. It was a look that I will never forget for the rest of my life, so much so that in the days when I was separated from her, I couldn't help but feel distressed every time I thought about it.

For many days, she always held my hand and asked me over and over again, "Chen Ziang, do you like me?" ”

I replied to her over and over again, "Well, yes." ”

The way she smiles always makes me want to hold her face and kiss her rosy lips. She is so heart-warming and worrying.

She didn't believe in my liking, and always asked again and again after I answered, "Is it a real liking or a fake liking?" ”

How do I tell my girl that I like her no less than she does, and it keeps increasing. I prefer to kiss her, hold her in my arms, and lay the groundwork for her future rather than vows after vows.

I want to give her a future, white yarn, flowers, smiles, and happiness.

——Chen Ziang 166 Reading Network