91 [Akaji]
It is imperceptible to let a person into one's own heart.
Whenever Akaji recalls when exactly he began to like Fujiwara Nanaya, even he himself doesn't know the exact answer.
Maybe it was the first glimpse of the other party's elegant temperament.
Maybe it was her gentle smile when they drank tea and chatted together, which made his heart soften unconsciously.
Perhaps it is the slender figure that always follows him unhurriedly on the court, the firm and steady pace, and a persistent heart, which makes people admire.
Maybe it was because she always held an umbrella for him in the hazy drizzle, but she was half wet with her sleeves, a picture that he could remember for a long time.
Maybe it's the confident eyebrows when the two piano and violin ensemble play.
Maybe it's the company when you are writing a report together in the student union office.
……
The bits and pieces of the past, the countless pictures, like nourishment, are pouring the sprouts in the heart little by little, and finally break through the soil and grow into a towering tree.
In fact, at first, he just felt that he enjoyed the feeling of mutual companionship, nourishing his heart like a long stream.
He didn't think it was love, even though he didn't understand it yet.
At Teiko Middle School, many people called him "Akaji-sama". Most of the girls who confronted him blushed, while the boys were in awe.
People have always admired the strong, and as the best person in the grade, it is not surprising that he is treated like this.
With a good look, the first grade in academic performance, the basketball club is selected, and the vice president of the student union, more and more halos are added to his head, so the love letters he receives grow in proportion to his fame.
But I don't know when it began, the students were secretly rumored that he and Fujiwara Nanaya were secretly dating.
He couldn't laugh at it. They are indeed just childhood sweethearts, or they are not even childhood sweethearts in the real sense. He didn't deny the rumors to his face, but in his heart he slowly discovered a fact that he couldn't ignore—he didn't asent such claims.
In fact, Fujiwara Nanaya is indeed a girl who can't find much fault in all aspects. Superior family background, outstanding appearance, elegant temperament, serious work, gentle personality, considerate, and a skill.
She is good enough to walk side by side with him.
But being a friend is very different from being a lover. Whether he is accustomed to the gentle companionship of the other party, or really likes it from the heart, he will not act rashly when he has not figured out his true feelings.
He thought that Fujiwara Nanaya's thoughts should be the same as his. When the two of them walked side by side in the hallway, he heard whispers around him, and it was not difficult for him to notice that the corners of the girls next to him were slightly higher than usual. But she never said anything.
They are both calm and objective people, and Fujiwara, who is a girl, is more delicate than him, and may be more cautious in dealing with feelings.
It's just that this ambiguous relationship was finally broken by a sudden accident.
When he learned that Fujiwara had a car accident and became a vegetative person in the hospital, he was instantly stunned. The last time this happened was when my mother died.
Looking at her weak and pale in the intensive care unit, his heart clenched together.
Her sudden situation slammed into his heart, and then he suddenly realized that he was not used to her company, but cared and liked her from the heart.
Otherwise, why would he regret his unspoken words when he saw her lifeless?
And then what happened next caught him off guard.
A girl who looks crazy tells him that she is Fujiwara Nanaya himself.
Soul conversion, what an incredible thing it sounds. Akaji had never believed in ghosts and gods, but when he heard her describe it so truthfully, he didn't have a positive answer in his heart for a while.
Is she telling the truth?
He couldn't help but look up at the unfamiliar face, trying to find a familiar breath.
Seeing her side face crying uncontrollably, and the sincere words of "If you don't believe it, no one in this world believes me", he inevitably wavered.
Although he didn't say it explicitly, he was willing to believe this ridiculous thing only because he saw a familiar look in that strange eyebrow.
In the end, how to deal with Asahi Seven Nights, Akaji has never been able to find a suitable way.
Her eyes are no longer full of confidence, her temperament is no longer indifferent and elegant, and she no longer shows a gentle smile. Instead, there was a gloomy expression, a timid and panicked look.
She's not his Fujiwara Nanaya anymore.
But Akaji feels that he likes someone, and no matter what she becomes, he must tolerate and like it. Of course, this kind of tolerance and liking is time-sensitive and special.
Assuming that she is really Fujiwara Nanaya, it is normal for a mental breakdown to have such a powerful thing when something so impactful happens. And all he can do is silently help her through the difficulties.
He silently swept away the girls who were bothering her for her. As the president of the student council, he didn't want to see such a violent girl behaving at school.
And when the teacher suspected her of cheating, he resolutely stepped forward to help her speak, giving her a chance to prove her innocence.
However, at the same time as the pain of the seven nights, Akaji himself fell into the confusion of adolescence.
His teammates showed their talents one by one, and as the captain, he was very pleased with the growth of the team, but on the other hand, he began to worry that he could no longer manage this group of people.
If other sports are compulsory courses for the famous "Akaji", then basketball is the only thing he has voluntarily learned since he was a child. It is also important to note that it was his mother who initiated his movement. There are so many fond memories of him buried in it - his mother's care, seven nights of companionship, and the joy of playing with his teammates.
Under Diguang's concept of "winning all battles", he began to gradually lose his original intention to play basketball. After all, only with victory can he continue to play the sport.
Not being able to lead a team as a team leader means not being able to continue playing basketball with them. And falling from the captain's position is also something that he has always been arrogant and does not allow.
He had been under a lot of pressure, but he finally broke out in a one-on-one match with his teammate Atsushi Shihara.
In fact, he always knew that Seishiro Akaji had two people.
The second personality is more domineering than the first personality, and the degree of obsession with victory is more terrifying. It is precisely because of the dominance of the second personality that he won the Eye of the Emperor of Heaven, and then kept his undefeated record.
He saw the cowardly and timid Seven Nights, and his mood was completely different from that of the master's personality.
The personality has always been mild. Seeing the person she likes give up on herself, even if she is a little disappointed in her heart, she doesn't plan to expose it to her face, but wants to change and influence her through tolerance and encouragement.
But the personality of Kari disdains such a practice, he can't get used to seeing the person he likes fall like this, so he takes the initiative.
He found her, forcefully and sharply pointing out his disappointment.
Then she was suspicious.
In the past, he would never say such a heavy thing to her, but now it is completely different. He wanted to see her change, and if she kept in such a state of self-defeat, then Akaji felt that sooner or later his love would be exhausted.
Fortunately, she did not live up to his expectations, and in the face of adversity, she still began to change little by little, although it was far from before.
Akaji also understands that the all-round transformation of "field" and "qualifications" is difficult for a person to change back to the way they were. So he invited her to go to Luoshan University with him. In high school with him, in the new environment, she will probably gradually change more. And he didn't want to give up liking her like this, even if it still looked so inconspicuous now.
It's just that I didn't expect that she originally promised to go to Luoshan to study in high school together, but at the last second, she changed her mind and changed her volunteer to the Ice Emperor School Park. And he only learned this important news after the exam.
He had always hated the feeling of not being in his control, but when it was Nanaya, who seemed gentle but was extremely paranoid about what he wanted to do, he experienced helplessness for the first time.
Speaking at the graduation ceremony, he stood in front of the podium in the high auditorium, and as expected, he did not find the figure of Qiye in the audience below.
On the way out of the auditorium, he was stopped by several red-faced girls.
"Akaji-sama...... Can you give me your second button...... If not, other locations will work. The girl said a little shyly.
In normal times, few people have taken the initiative to confess to him, and since the personality dominates the body, many people are very afraid of his momentum, and the original inferiority complex is getting bigger and bigger.
And the current situation is probably the final madness of graduation season. The love that has been buried in my heart for three years, if I don't say it at this time, I probably won't have a chance in this life.
"I'm sorry." With a smile on his face, he forcefully declined the requests.
He walked around the campus but couldn't find a familiar figure, and after thinking about it for a while, he decided to try it again on the rooftop.
On the way to the rooftop, he ripped off the second button on his clothes.
I am reluctant to give a second button because my heart belongs. And this button should be hers.
I wonder how she'll react after he gives her the button? Akaji was a little expectant.
However, when he actually saw her on the rooftop, his slightly nervous heart slowly calmed down again.
Her eyebrows and eyes were calm again, but this time it was different from before.
At this time, she was in a peaceful state of mind, but she drew a distance line, isolating everyone else, including him.
He vaguely guessed in his heart why she was reluctant to go to Luoshan with him.
Nanaya is a gentle girl on the surface, but she is always proud on the inside, unwilling to cling to others, and then desperate for a new beginning.
In fact, he doesn't mind that she relies on him a little more, but it is precisely because she is such an independent girl that she will win his favor.
Akaji believes that Nanaya can get out of this difficult situation.
It turned out that he was right. At the piano competition at Lihai University, he saw her sparkling again.
Later, after the main personality once again grasped the sovereignty of the body, Akaji recalled the relationship between the two and could only sigh that this was a mistake of fate.
When she was at her most vulnerable, the strong Li personality occupied the sovereignty.
After that, they resumed contact. Although it is not very often, there are always a few days a week when I will send an email to tell him about the latest events, and sometimes I will ask him some more profound questions.
Akaji felt that this was indeed a good thing for him, but just as the two slowly approached, another blow struck.
When her current guardian, Kakashi Hagi, informs him that he is going to her funeral, Akaji experiences the fourth time in his life that he is stunned.
The first time was when his mother died, the second time was when Nanaya had an accident, the third time was when he knew about Nanaya's soul transformation, and this time, he got the news of Nanaya's death.
But he soon thought of another thing, Asahi Nanaya left, so what would happen to Fujiwara Nanaya?
So he took leave and rushed to a hospital in Tokyo, but things did not turn out as he wanted, and Fujiwara was still lying in the intensive care unit with no life.
And the doctor told him that it had been almost three years, and if he couldn't wake up recently, then he probably never woke up.
yes, three years.
Even Uncle Fujiwara probably gave up on his daughter. It is true that he was anxious at first, and then he kept coming to visit him, seeking various ways to treat him, and even spent a lot of money to hire foreign doctors. However, the result was that everyone said that there was nothing to be done. So from the beginning of the prayer, to the current indifference.
Maybe after Fujiwara Nanaya is gone, he will be grief-stricken for a while, but life will still go on as usual. Now that the Fujiwara family also has a new heir, his son, although he has not yet grown up, although he was not born to his ex-wife, can at least be his last hope.
Akaji silently analyzed the situation of the Fujiwara family, and had to feel sad about the situation of Nanaya.
This is the cruel and cold reality.
For the Fujiwara family, Fujiwara Nanaya left, and Fujiwara Takumi can inherit the family business, and the latter may be more suitable.
But for Seishiro Akaji, there is no substitute for her who is unique in this world. Maybe he will slowly let go of the knot in his heart later, or compromise for the sake of the family, marry someone else's woman and have children, but there is no such hard feeling again.
At least for him now, he doesn't want to give up yet.
Fortunately, God didn't treat him badly this time, and he received news from the hospital that Fujiwara Nanaya had recently shown signs of awakening.
So he hurriedly took the Shinkansen from Kyoto to Tokyo.
Looking at the pale girl on the hospital bed through the glass, he silently swore that he would wait until the day when hope was completely shattered.
Not in vain everyone's expectations, Fujiwara Nanaya miraculously woke up.
Akaji looked at Nanaya's blank eyes and silently made up his mind in his heart. 166 Reading Network