84. Sick and infirm daughter 15
"I'll believe it."
As long as it is Qingyan, even if it is untrue, she is willing to believe it, because she doesn't want her only friend to show a disappointed expression. And Qingyan said that she cried because of her, for this, she didn't want it to happen, friend, shouldn't it be a storage zài that brings happiness to the other party?
No matter what Qingyan is crying for, her mood will rise and fall with the ups and downs, this experience is uncomfortable, the breathing channel seems to be blocked by something, as for why it became like this, she thought, this is the defect of having friends.
"You"
To be so gullible is to suffer a great loss.
"The way you look, any bad guy can trick you away, it's really unreassuring."
Lin Qingyan shook his head, his right palm was on Qiao Yuming's head, his fingers rubbed it gently a few times, and the hair around him was divided into several unequal parts and scattered between his fingers.
Qiao Yuming leaned over to the left with both hands, her fingers touched Lin Qingyan's shirt, and then she wrapped her hands around Lin Qingyan's waist, tilted her upper body to the left, and rested her head on Lin Qingyan's body.
When she holds Qingyan like this, she will feel inexplicably relieved, her heart is like a still lake, forgetting the qiē that will come, time stands still, frozen in this second.
"You're here, and you're not going to allow that to happen."
Lin Qingyan was silent, standing still, his feet as if they had taken root and sprouted.
"Qingyan."
Qiao Yuming hugged Lin Qingyan tighter with both hands, "Can you tell me the real reason?" ”
Qiao Yu knew that Lin Qingyan's answer was a joke, and it shouldn't be true, who would cry for no reason, and who would cry for her
She wanted to know why Lin Qingyan was crying, or she was eager to understand Lin Qingyan and do something for Lin Qingyan, instead of blindly being taken care of like a waste.
"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about some unpleasant experiences in the past." Lin Qingyan's right hand smoothed Qiao Yuming's somewhat messy hair, "It's not worth mentioning about me, don't think about it, you just need to listen to the doctor, it's more important than anything else." ”
“”
Lin Qingyan didn't want to say it, Qiao Yuming wouldn't force it, but the thought of wanting to understand Lin Qingyan didn't disappear.
And for her, what is about Qingyan is not worth mentioning
In Lin Qingyan's past, there was no intersection with her, and in Lin Qingyan's present, in the life she participated in, she wanted to leave an indelible trace, so that after she left, Qingyan would forget her friend cleanly.
A life forgotten by others is a failure, and Qiao Yuming doesn't want to be so miserable.
Qiao Yuming didn't ask Lin Qingyan to remember himself all the time, just wanted Lin Qingyan to remember that a person named Qiao Yuming had appeared and disappeared.
"Okay, I will."
Qingyan said, she will do it without complaint, she has been nourished by warmth and no longer wants to return to the darkness of a person.
"Rest, you can forget anything when you wake up tomorrow."
Lin Qingyan's right hand hung down, waiting for Qiao Yuming to let go of the hands around her waist, today she wanted to go to rest a little earlier and forget about those feelings that should not have occurred here.
Qiao Yuming did not leave Lin Qingyan's body with both hands.
"Qingyan, I don't want to sleep."
Qiao Yuming didn't feel a trace of sleepiness, and sleeping was a waste of precious time for her. Life in dreams is sometimes too good, and the beauty makes her only despair when she wakes up, so she would rather have nightmares every night than unrealizable dreams.
Lin Qingyan, who didn't understand why Qiao Yuming was so abnormal tonight, could only pat Qiao Yuming's back with his right hand and coax her to sleep, if Qiao Yuming could sleep well with her in her arms like this, then it would be okay to stand all night, it would be regarded as compensation for today's behavior.
Lin Qingyan didn't refuse her, pampering her like a child like this is very addictive, and it's still the kind of addiction that can't be quit
"I'm sorry."
Qiao Yuming slowly withdrew her hands, stayed away from Lin Qingyan, and returned to her place.
Qingyan didn't stretch out his hand to save himself
Qiao Yuming turned his back to Lin Qingyan and lay on his side on the bed, his hands clutching the edge of the quilt, controlling his feelings.
Qiao Yuming urged in an empathetic voice, "Qingyan, you go and rest, I will sleep obediently." ”
It looks like it's a sleepless night.
Lin Qingyan bent down, lowered his body and approached Qiao Yuming, stretched out his hand and lightly unfolded Qiao Yuming's clenched fist, freeing the crumpled quilt.
"What are you afraid of?"
Qiao Yuming's mind went blank for a moment, as if some scar had been revealed.
After a short period of time, Qiao Yuming chose to escape, and this escape has become an instinctive habit.
Qiao Yuming grabbed the quilt and covered her entire body, isolated from the outside world, the thin quilt was like a strong city wall, and she seemed to be safe hiding inside.
Lin Qingyan sighed helplessly and lifted the quilt, exposing Qiao Yuming's body to her eyes.
Before Qiao Yuming was about to hide back again, Lin Qingyan hugged her horizontally with both hands.
Qiao Yuming pressed his palm near Lin Qingyan's upper arm, trying to break free of Lin Qingyan's embrace, even if he would be broken to pieces, but this struggle made Lin Qingyan hug her tighter.
Qiao Yuming gave up.
"Why are you doing that?"
"Yu Ming, you're playing dumb."
Lin Qingyan hugged Qiao Yuming and walked towards the door, "Could it be that you forgot what you promised me?" ”
"What?"
Qiao Yuming was confused by Lin Qingyan's words, as if he had really forgotten something.
"I told you to be able to walk on both feet."
Lin Qingyan's right hand under Qiao Yuming's armpit stretched forward and unscrewed the door, "Since you can't sleep, let's not waste this beautiful night." ”
"You don't need to do this for me, my legs and feet are useless, I can use a wheelchair, I can't see, I can stay in the ward all the time Why do you want to destroy this qiē?"
"There's no why, it's just that I want to do it, and even if you can't give me anything, I want you to be happy."
Lin Qingyan was already standing in the empty corridor.
"You can't see, I can describe the world you can't see, you have broken legs, we can learn from scratch many places in the outside world, it is what I want to take you to, and the wheelchair will become a burden for us."
"And I'm going to die?"