83. Sick and infirm daughter 14
I like you
A short sentence composed of four simple and easy-to-understand words may contain a love that is intertwined with joy and sorrow, but it may also be just a farce or a joke. Different people tell each other about its results, some boring, some wonderful, and the reason for many different results, is not the problem of the sentence itself, but the person who said it.
Qiao Yuming lay on the bed, his upper body leaning in the middle of the soft pillow that stood up, a thin layer of silk was covered to his chest, and his left and right arms were pressed on his sides.
In the hours since she returned to the ward, she had been in a fugue state, her head buzzing as if it had broken down. Lin Qingyan's sentence "I like you" kept playing repeatedly in his mind, like a tape recorder with a broken end button standing in Qiao Yuming's ears.
Like, Qingyan likes her?
What kind of liking does Lin Qingyan refer to, friends, lovers, or does Qingyan want a sister and take care of her as a relative?
Whether it is friendship or love, Qiao Yuming has never experienced it once, and he is a fool with zero experience in terms of emotions.
Qiao Yuming wanted to know what kind of liking Lin Qingyan wanted, but Qiao Yuming didn't have the courage to ask Lin Qingyan, afraid that once she knew, she would not be able to give Lin Qingyan what she wanted.
Qingyan will not embarrass her, so this must mean that Qingyan likes between friends Qingyan is her first friend, and she really won't abandon her friend, this is Qingyan herself admitted, she is convinced of this, except for faith, she has nothing to do for Qingyan.
Who expects a blind and sick person to give anything in return?
Lin Qingyan, another person in the room, stood alone, his left hand on the glass window to support his body that would collapse at any moment, staring blankly at the indistinguishable night scene in the distance.
What is she doing?
Lin Qingyan's right hand grabbed the clothes in front of him, silently questioning himself.
Lin Qingyan still remembered that he seemed to have said a particularly bad thing to Qiao Yuming a few hours ago.
When she said something similar to a confession at that moment, as the active party, she was a little stunned at first, not because she was embarrassed to be heard by others in public, but because she didn't expect that she would suddenly be so acute, and she blurted out that her body seemed to be out of control, didn't she plan to wait for Qiao Yuming's body to fully recover before thinking about this?
What's wrong with her?
Haha, is she all broken from the inside out?
Lin Qingyan squatted down with trembling hands and folded his arms, his lips tightly closed, for fear that he would leak a trace of voice and be heard by Qiao Yuming.
It hurts the pain that the whole body is about to be torn apart
The light wrapped the whole room in it, but she couldn't shine on Lin Qingyan, who seemed to be trapped in a small dark space, couldn't see anything, and was left alone, she wanted to shout loudly, but she was stunned like a dumb person with her mouth slightly open, and she couldn't even make a sound.
It's so dark, there is no place in the body that is not painful, and tears fall from the eye sockets, and there are even more raindrops.
How strong you are on the surface, how fragile you are on the inside.
She has to admit that she is indeed not as strong as she is shown to outsiders, but a cowardice that shatters at the slightest touch.
Before Qin Xiao's accident, she basically went home from work at two o'clock every day, desperately making money just to prevent Qin Xiao from suffering with her, except for the number on the work on the mobile phone, only the contact information of Qin Xiao's two sisters remained, what kind of friends and the like, this kind of thing could not be possible with her at all, she also understood that no one wants to make friends with people like herself, so just stay away.
She looks like a pitiful worm, except for Qin Xiao, she has nothing, every bit of life revolves around one person, and she can't even control her breathing and living. The thing that Qin Xiao, who was once thin, stood up to protect her was something she would never forget, and she also said that Qin Xiao wanted a qiē, even if it was her own life, she would not hesitate to give it to Qin Xiao.
No one will understand, she has been in the dark winter, at that moment, a unique sun appeared in her world, bringing spring to her world, and she found the meaning of life as a monotonous puppet.
Shino
Shino
Lin Qingyan read Qin Xiao's name in his heart, the only light in his world was taken away, and the helpless seemed to have returned to the time when he was bullied and hid everywhere.
For Qin Xiao's selfish behavior of abandoning her, Lin Qingyan couldn't hate it, she hated herself, she must have done something wrong, Qin Xiao made this decision in order to punish her, this kind of thing, Qin Xiao did it, she understood Qin Xiao's temperament.
Reading it over and over again, Qin Xiao's name has magic power, which can give the decadent her the power to continue.
She can't give up, she can't do this before she sees Qin Xiao who complains to her alive, and she can't joke with Qin Xiao's life.
Lin Qingyan's struggling heart was much calmer, and she sat on the floor as if she had experienced a fight.
The half-exposed arms were wet, as if they had been drenched in water.
Lin Qingyan's feet were a little sore, and he raised his right hand and pressed it on the glass window that was close at hand, wanting to stand up in this way.
But I didn't expect that when my right hand, which was stained with a few tears, pressed on the glass, the palm of my hand slid down and made a "creaking" sound.
Lin Qingyan immediately thought that it was Qiao Yuming, but he was afraid that what happened still happened.
"Qingyan, what's wrong?"
Although Qiao Yuming was thinking about other things, she still heard some unknown voices, and she asked out loud when she was worried about what was going on.
Lin Qingyan didn't care about anything anymore, stood up with his hands in his hands, walked to the coffee table and pulled out a few pieces of paper, and quickly disposed of the tears on his face and arms.
Soggy paper is thrown into the trash can in the room.
Lin Qingyan walked in the direction of Qiao Yuming, "It's nothing, my hand accidentally hit the glass window, didn't it disturb you, right?" ”
"What's wrong with your voice?"
Qiao Yuming heard Lin Qingyan's hoarse voice that was different from usual, and guessed out of concern, "Are you crying?" ”
"Yes, you haven't paid attention to me since you came back, I thought you were angry with me, so I cried out in fear, so do you believe it?"