I've loved you for so long, and I don't have the confidence to walk out of church, there's no reason.

- "Marriage for a Long Time"

The next night, Xu Mian took Jing Yu to the mountain to see the meteors, the weather forecast in recent days said that there would be meteors, they drove up the mountain, but the car could not get up, and the two came down to walk again.

Xu Mian held Jing Yu's hand tightly in the palm of her hand, a thin layer of sweat appeared in her palm, she sweated a lot, she was always sweaty after exercise, and her skin was covered with a layer of pink.

On the mountain at night, the wind was blowing very strongly, a little cold, Xu Mian opened his coat and held her in his arms, she was very thin, and his coat could completely accommodate her.

Later, the wind became stronger and stronger, but after waiting for a long time to see the legendary meteor, Jing Yu was a little discouraged, and finally the two had to return in vain.

Jing Yu scolded him, "Where did you read the forecast, it's not accurate at all, the two of us are really insane, running to the mountains to blow the wind so late." ”

Xu Mian was helpless and reasonable, "Okay, count it my fault." ”

Jing Yu continued, "What's your fault, as if you're generous and don't care about me. ”

In the end, from the two of them to the car that was originally parked halfway up the mountain, Jing Yu was already shivering with cold, just thinking about the car to be warmer, and now he hopes to go home and sleep.

She really felt that she was nervous, so she agreed to go to this barren mountain and wilderness with Xu Mian to see what the hell meteor was, it was really alive.

The truth is that when you think this is your worst luck, there are often even more unlucky things that make you believe that God has locked a door for you and even locked the window for you.

The car started several times and turned off, and Xu Mian said with certainty: "It broke down." ”

Jing Yu screamed and pounced on him and gnawed him, "You said you didn't mean it." ”

He shrugged innocently and took her in his arms, "I swear, it's not. ”

He leaned over to kiss her, and in the quiet carriage, he could only hear the gradually increasing breathing between the two, all of which were quiet and beautiful.

He snatched the air from her mouth and kissed her thin lips along the corners of her lips, tender and lingering, as if there was nothing more important in this world.

After the kiss, the temperature in the carriage seemed to have risen sharply by a few degrees, Jing Yu's face was red, her ears were red, she was short of breath, and she tried to take a few deep breaths before calming down a little.

Later, the two sat in the car and chatted, and there was no specific topic, just what they thought of and said, but they were not embarrassed at all.

In the end, Jing Yu's voice became smaller and smaller, Xu Mian knew that she was sleepy, and she didn't embarrass her, lowered the chair and let her sleep for a while, she asked Xu Mian in a daze, "Don't you want to sleep yet?" ”

Xu Mian smiled and kissed her cheek, "You sleep." ”

He really didn't feel sleepy, he looked at the night outside for a while, and looked back at Jing Yu for a while, on the narrow seat, she was obediently attached to the seat, her legs were shrunk into a ball, Xu Mian took off her coat and covered her, he was afraid that she would catch a cold again.

About her, no matter how big or small, he will always keep it in his heart silently, know her preferences and preferences, and be familiar with her small movements, and during this time, they can be said to have lived very harmoniously, but on the other hand, he is afraid, afraid of her positioning for each other.

With this thought in mind, he fell asleep in a daze, and when he was conscious, the sky outside began to light up in fog, and the sun rose above the horizon, and half of the sky was reflected in orange.

The magnificent and warm orange color makes the whole world gorgeous, and the majestic charm of nature always makes people feel the insignificance of human beings in front of nature.

Xu Mian woke up Jing Yu with some excitement, "Look at the sunrise." ”

The two got out of the car, Jing Yu stood on a big rock, looking in the direction of the sunrise, Xu Mian smiled and hugged her from behind, she turned around and kissed him, very passionately, the sun slowly jumped from the horizon, and the two people under the sun seemed to be intertwined like water, you have me, I have you, regardless of each other.

"Jingyu, marry me, right?" Maybe the scene was too beautiful at the moment, or maybe it was something he had been longing for for a long time, so he couldn't help but overflow from his mouth at this moment.

Holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son, what a beautiful thing, and Xu Mian knows very well that he may not be able to have such an emotional impulse for other women in his life, he clearly knows what he has always wanted.

The longer he is with her, the more insecure he feels in his heart, as if she is like a wisp of wind, so that he can never touch it, and there is no sense of steadiness in the palm of his hand.

When he finished saying this, the air around him seemed to freeze a little, and a somewhat strange atmosphere flowed, Jing Yu pinned the broken hair on his forehead behind his ears, revealing small pinna, and in the sun, his ears flashed with fine fluff, which was very cute.

She looked at him complicatedly, didn't speak for a long time, Xu Mian's whole heart slowly cooled from excitement until it fell to the bottom, he was dumb and self-deprecating and asked, "You don't want to?" ”

What went wrong, why she seemed to be very sober at all times, clearly knew what she wanted and didn't want, even when the relationship between the two was the strongest, she might be ready to end at any time.

She has never been distrustful of feelings, not because of Xu Mian, but for anyone else.

She didn't know how to explain, "Why do you have to get married?" Wouldn't it be nice that we're like this now? ”

The two people with different views really have a lot of contradictions, Xu Mian's expression was also a little colder, he frowned, his face was very uneasy, and his tone became a little sharper, "Are you the same as before, just plan to play?" Jing Yu, don't deceive people too much. ”

Jing Yu shook his head, unable to refute, "I'm serious, Xu Mian, it's just that I'm afraid of getting married, if the only way for two people to maintain their relationship is that marriage letter, what is the need for this, even if they are married, there is a possibility of divorce, in this case, why do you have to be entangled in the matter of marriage." ”

As the saying goes, marriage is the grave of love, and love without a grave is death without a place to be buried, Xu Mian agrees with this very much, two people go to a certain distance, there are only two possibilities, break up or get married, and there is no third way to go.

And he was reluctant to break up, and she was unwilling to get married.

You can't keep dragging it out like this, there's always going to be a solution, "I don't know what's wrong with that?" If you get married, we will still be the same as before, and you can be protected by the law, even if you need to divorce in the future, I will let you have no worries about food and clothing. ”

Jing Yu smiled, "Xu Mian, I don't need it, I found that the biggest change in you now is that you like to use money to talk, if I want money, I will earn it myself, otherwise, I wouldn't have been with you back then." ”

At the age when he didn't have anything, she had been with him, but it didn't last long, he didn't want to talk about this past, he didn't like it, and he felt even more irritated that what she said seemed to be the truth, even if she was really short of money, as long as she opened her mouth, someone would give it to her.

For example, her illustrious family, or Chu Shenyuan, or someone else, but no matter how she ranked, she didn't seem to be able to rank him, and this discovery made him extremely frustrated.

A relationship will not only gain love, courage and self-confidence, but may also be accompanied by suspicion, quarrels and darkness.

His face was dejected, and he was a little annoyed by the rejection, and it was still a little cold on the mountain, his trouser legs were already quite wet, and his hair was also stained with mist.

The two stopped talking, and when they encountered differences, they tacitly agreed not to add fuel to the fire at this moment, Xu Mian called the assistant, explained the situation concisely, and asked the assistant to come over immediately.

The poor assistant, who was still under the covers, was screamed out of bed by his unscrupulous boss on a good weekend morning, and was so angry early in the morning that he ate explosives?

Jing Yu rubbed her arms and got back into the car, the windows were full of fog, she swiped her fingers across them, and they were quickly filled with fog again.

She quietly looked at the man not far away, he touched his pocket irritably, she knew that he wanted to smoke, but recently he forced himself to quit smoking, because once he met Jing Yu smoking, he asked her not to smoke, Jing Yu smiled and asked him, "You still smoke yourself, why don't you let me smoke?" You only allow the governor to set fires, and you don't allow the people to light lamps. ”

He was stubborn, "Then if I quit smoking in the future, can you stop smoking?" ”

She nodded and said yes, he took the cigarette from her hand and resolutely extinguished it, and from then on, as expected, he did what he said, and he never had cigarettes in his bag again, because he couldn't restrain himself for fear of addiction.

This became an agreement between the two, Jing Yu no longer touched, and sometimes when she suddenly wanted to smoke irritably, Xu Mian began to kiss her, and the two hugged each other and laughed.

The car window was soon filled with fog, her eyes were slightly red, she wiped it with her palm, she looked at him quietly, the handsome and straight back, the breeze swept through the branches, the sun had jumped out of the sky, there were three or two unknown bird calls in the valley in the distance, the air was quiet and fresh.

And the world was gradually blurred in her eyes, only the figure in the distance was clearly imprinted in her mind, and she wanted to remember him firmly.

Even if it was his back, I could see that her eyes were red and her chest was slightly sore.

Xu Mian, who failed to find cigarettes, kicked the stone at his feet in anger, he was only wearing a thin knitted sweater, and he looked a little too thin and sluggish in the morning fog.

Jing Yu looked at him like this, like a sculpture that couldn't speak, and finally a tear finally couldn't support it and slipped from his eyes.