63.Distance of the heart (2)

As soon as Xiao Zekai finished analyzing with righteous indignation, a calendar flew over, and it smashed on Xiao Zekai's back, he snorted in pain, immediately jumped up, and scolded Jing Yu: "Are you neurotic?" Want to kill someone? ”

Fuck, such a thick calendar, the corners of the calendar smashed against his back, and he couldn't straighten up now.

Jing Yu replied with a sneer, "I heard someone say bad things about me all of a sudden, what's the matter?" You have a temper and say bad things about me, what's wrong with me beating you? ”

Xiao Zekai was also angry, if it weren't for the fact that she was a woman, I am afraid that she would have been rude to her a long time ago.

"Do you dare to do it yourself or are you afraid that others will say it? Xu Mian, let me tell you, this woman is a money worshipper, you don't look at it, she can let Chu Shenyuan leave such a large sum of money to her, an outsider, and she is not afraid that she will be punctured in the backbone? ”

Jing Yu's face turned blue for a while, and she asked sharply: "You tell me clearly, how long will I ask him to give me money?" ”

Xiao Zekai laughed exaggeratedly, "You are really a model of the little three?" You didn't let people give you money, and people were willing to give it to you, why didn't you publish a book and teach those women how to be a standard junior? ”

Xu Mian's face was ugly, and he stopped him sharply, "Don't talk nonsense." ”

"Am I talking nonsense? Who it is, I know if I have done it myself. ”

Xiao Zekai was also angry in his heart, and Xu Mian didn't seem to appreciate his kindness, so he turned around angrily and left, slamming the door and leaving.

Xu Mian and Jing Yu glanced at each other, and Jing Yu said in a dumb voice: "I don't know what's going on." ”

He walked over and took her in his arms and kissed her hair, "I believe in you." ”

She smiled weakly, she didn't expect Chu Shenyuan to make a will, she never thought of getting a penny from him, she disdained and looked down on his money.

Xu Mian put her on the sofa, she lay on her side in his arms, and asked, "Why don't you ask me anything?" ”

"If you are willing to say then I will listen, and if you are not willing to say it, I will not force you."

She laughed, "You're so nice to me. ”

Xu Mian flicked her forehead, "Silly girl." ”

She is actually really a very easy to satisfy girl, she will remember the little kindness that others have to her, but she never mentions it to others, so some people think she is such a heartless person.

In fact, there is no one in this world who is really heartless, the human heart is not a stone after all, if a person uses his body temperature to warm another person, over the years, there will always be traces in that person's heart, I did not notice it at first, but after years of retrospect, I can find a clue.

She said softly: "I always thought that Chu Shenyuan was my father. ”

Although Xu Mian guessed a few points, he was still a little surprised to hear her say it in person.

She laughed self-deprecatingly, "You may not believe it, I didn't know who my father was when I was a child, and then my mother remarried, and I had a stepfather, and he was very good to me, but I still think of my father often in my heart, although I don't know what his name is, but his face is clearly engraved in my mind." ”

She continued: "You know what? I used to secretly look through my mother's picture book, which had a lot of pictures of her and a man, and I thought he was my father, so for so many years, I always remembered that face, and I was afraid that when I saw him, I would not know him. ”

He kept looking at her without saying a word, Jing Yu smiled: "Isn't it stupid?" ”

He shook his head, "No." ”

"When I was eighteen years old, there was a little accident, and then I left home, first went to France, one day I called my mother, I was really homesick, but my mother yelled at me, told me not to go back in my life, I was alone outside, helpless, and my money was robbed, at that time I was really disheartened, I wanted to die."

"But then I met you by chance, and now I think about it, I was so stupid at that time, I didn't know what my mother was talking about, but I was angry with her, and after I separated from you, I went back to China, went to many places, ran around, and then came here."

"Do you say that this city is related to me, I actually met the man in my mother's picture book, at that time I almost certainly thought he was my father, I wanted to get closer to him, I wanted him to know my storage, and later, I realized that I thought too much about myself, strictly speaking, he should be the culprit who caused me to be displaced from my mother."

She pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, she thought she was laughing, but Xu Mian took her in his arms and said, "Jingyu, don't laugh if it's uncomfortable." ”

She choked and nodded, leaning her whole body into his arms, this action made her feel extremely relieved, and the stable aura exuded from his body made her, a person accustomed to wandering, seem to have found a home.

Xu Mian pursed her lips, her eyebrows and eyes tightened, she remembered everything, she didn't forget anything, but she only forgot the most important part, and forgot the most important thing.

On the weekend, Xu Mian took Xu Jiashu to sweep the grave, his father died on the day, these days, he has not seen his parents since he was born, but he just heard some trivial things from the mouths of the elders, but they are not very good.

And he has always been unconcerned, and after listening to too much gossip, he will naturally become immune, and even if he hears anything again, he can't make waves in his heart.

Unexpectedly met Song Huailiang in the cemetery, Xu Mian greeted him politely, Xu Jiashu was still a little surprised, in the past, only his father came with him every year.

When I went back, it suddenly rained in the sky, and then the rain became heavier and heavier, and the whole world was dark, the clouds were very low, and the raindrops crackled and beat the plantain leaves on the roadside.

Xu Mian's mood was a little low, especially on such a day and such a weather, which made his irritable mood even more irritable.

Xu Mian and the three of them rested in the convenience store supermarket at the bottom of the mountain, and by the way, when the rain stopped, Xu Jiashu sat for a while and went to play.

Xu Mian's eyes kept following Xu Jiashu, and Song Huailiang said with a smile: "Time flies so fast, so many years have passed in a flash, and I still remember your father's appearance, but I didn't expect him to have been gone for almost thirty years, and you are so old." ”

He was obviously smiling, but in the end, the vicissitudes of life were sad and sad on his face, and even his eyes were slightly red.

He turned his head, took off his glasses and wiped his eyes, "Big brother, he has been working for others all his life, with affection and righteousness, but in the end he ended up like this." ”

"Thank you for coming and seeing him." Xu Mian said.

"We used to be brothers, and I should have come to see him." He added, "Do you remember to come and see him more in the future?" I'm too old to come and see him again. ”

Xu Mian's eyebrows and eyes are very similar to his father's, Song Huailiang is a little in a trance, and there is a bit of sadness that time flies, and things are wrong.

He asked about Xu Mian's current situation, "I heard that you recently had a girlfriend?" ”

Xu Mian nodded, "Yes." ”

"If you like it, you should get married early, and you should find a mother for Katsuki to take care of him."

Xu Mian nodded, "Under consideration." ”

Song Huailiang smiled: "That's good." ”

After this conversation, the sky was almost clear, Xu Mian watched Song Huailiang leave, and he sat in place for a long time until Xu Jiashu came to call him.

"Dad, what are you doing?"

He looked into the distance, "It's okay. ”

He came back to his senses, "Shall we go back?" ”

Xu Jiashu nodded hurriedly, "Okay, I want to go back to see the Pleasant Goat." ”

Xu Mian glanced at him, "Do you think you are still a child?" ”

Xu Jiashu pouted dissatisfied, "I was originally a child. ”

Xu Mian pulled the corners of his mouth lazily, not wanting to argue with him about this issue anymore, he suddenly remembered another question, he asked Xu Jiashu, "Jiashu, if your mother shows up one day, what will you do?" ”

Xu Jiashu looked at him stunned, because the way down the mountain was not easy to walk, so the two walked down, Xu Mian hugged Xu Jiashu, Xu Jiashu firmly hugged his father's neck, a little overwhelmed, "Dad, don't be joking." ”

Xu Mian was dumbfounded, and suddenly regretted it, he had avoided talking about this topic all these years, and Xu Jiashu was now a little repulsed.

He was serious, "I mean really, Xu Jiashu, do you want to be a mother?" ”

Think, how can you not want to, this question is almost undoubted, since he is sensible, after knowing that he does not have a mother, the thing he thinks about every day is to see his mother one day and see what she looks like? Skinny or fat? Does it look good when you laugh, will there be dimples?

He also wanted to ask her why he left him, was it because he didn't like him? Or he's not well-behaved, so I don't want him anymore.

This question has been entangled in his heart, he wanted to ask her face to face, let her tell him a reason, but year after year, she never appeared, and later, he slowly accepted the reality,

"But she doesn't miss me, and I don't want to miss her." He replied angrily.

Xu Mian said: "Jiashu, it is difficult to explain the affairs of adults in a few words, but you have to believe your father, she must like you very much, if she doesn't like you, she won't give birth to you, no mother in this world will deliberately not want her own children." ”

Xu Jiashu hummed sullenly, "I know Dad." ”

He patted him lightly on the back, "You'll understand later." ”

And then, maybe in the near future.