45. Cloudy (1)
Feelings are not just what you love and I want, it's best to love and hate and not owe each other, feelings are put to the letter, one person breaks free and one person picks up.
- "Cloudy Day"
Jing Yu found that the chances of her meeting Xu Mian in the past few days were very small, they were obviously neighbors, but they didn't even meet him in the community once in a week, and thinking of his unclear words that day, she was even more convinced that he was actually teasing herself, fortunately, she never took his words seriously.
In the past few days, Chen Qiuluo has been entangled with her like a ghost, he apologized to Jing Yu very sincerely that day, and asked Jing Yu to forgive him for his actions when they met for the first time, Jing Yu snorted coldly and said: "I have never seen anyone apologize with such an attitude, as if you have given me a lot of face by apologizing to me." โ
She said this mercilessly, originally thought that this young master's temper would probably not appear in front of her again in the future, but she never expected that she still underestimated him.
No, bombarded with flowers every day, Jing Yu felt that he had become the object of gossip after tea and dinner in the whole company in the past few days, and he was a little more angry with him in his heart.
"Jingyu, this spring hasn't arrived yet, why do you feel that your peach blossoms are blooming so vigorously?" Zhang Xiaofang's curious gossip.
Jing Yu snorted coldly, depressed in his heart, and threw the roses he had just brought from the front desk into Zhang Xiaofang's arms, "Rotten peach blossoms are almost the same." โ
Zhang Xiaofang took out one of the roses from the bouquet of roses, smelled it with an ambiguous expression, the roses were delicate, and at first glance they were generous, and joked: "This rotten peach blossom is also a peach blossom, and you look at the posture of sending flowers every day, how brilliant it is." โ
"I thank you, or you would have gone and helped take him, would?" She raised her eyebrows and replied in a grumpy tone.
Jing Yu can be regarded as a very calm person, but he still can't stand such a rare animal every day as a rare animal onlookers, now as long as the front desk sees someone sending flowers, no need to ask to know that it is Jing Yu, Jing Yu simply didn't take it, and directly let the front desk take it to dispose of.
After a few days like this, Jing Yu couldn't bear it anymore, and finally called Chen Qiuluo, gritted his teeth and asked, "What do you want to do?" โ
Chen Qiuluo seemed to be expected by her call, and his tone was relaxed and innocent, "I said it, I just want to express my apologies, if you don't forgive me, I will keep it until you forgive." โ
Jing Yu was speechless, she finally understood what it meant that the fierce woman was afraid of pestering Lang, which was like a dog skin plaster that couldn't be shaken off.
She resisted the urge to explode and said, "What do you mean by doing this?" โ
Chen Qiu floated back to her slightly, "There is a lot of money, and you are willful." โ
Jing Yu gritted his teeth, he was really fucking willful, "Okay, I forgive you, don't send me flowers from tomorrow, if you send me flowers again, I will turn my face." โ
He said, "Then since you have forgiven me, I will treat you to a meal as reparation." โ
Jing Yu almost wanted to scold the street, she had never seen such a brazen person, but she couldn't find out anything wrong with him.
She knew that she was angry now because she was bored and guilty of herself, so she softened her tone a little, "Wait until I have time, I haven't been free recently." โ
Chen Qiuluo didn't even dwell on it, and said very simply, "Then let's make an appointment next time." โ
Jing Yu didn't smile, "Okay." โ
"So we're friends now, aren't we?" He asked again.
Jing Yu gritted his teeth, "Count." โ
It's damn that there are still people rushing to be friends.
Jing Yu hung up the phone and was depressed to death, I really don't know what kind of fun that Young Master Chen is? Could it be that he is actually a shaky M who likes others to give him a cold face?
In this way, Jingyu finally lived two days of peace, but it didn't take long to relax, this day the manager arranged for her to attend a dinner, but only after she arrived, she found out that the object of this dinner turned out to be Chen Qiuluo.
Jing Yu was depressed and irritable in her heart, but in front of the public in the hotel, she was not afraid that this person would do anything out of the ordinary, so she didn't care about anything and sat down.
Chen Qiuluo looked at her and smiled, his expression was a little hurt, "I really didn't expect that it would be so troublesome to invite you to dinner." โ
Jing Yu nodded approvingly, "So, it's rare to have a meal together, just say something, right?" โ
Chen Qiu was slightly depressed to death, thinking that he was still being so sarcastic and sarcastic when he was in a hurry, it was really rare to see it.
After ordering, Chen Qiuluo took the tableware and ate elegantly, I have to admit that this man has a bit of aristocratic temperament in his gestures, although Jing Yu can't say what it feels like, but the temperament that emanates from him feels different.
She looked at the man in front of her in a daze, smaller than her, with delicate eyebrows and eyes, and distinct facial features, God treated him so well and gave him such a good skin.
Chen Qiu glanced at her with a slightly lazy raised eyebrows, and said narrowly: "Did you find that I am very handsome?" โ
Jing Yu came back to his senses and rolled his eyes at him boredly, did you say that about yourself?
Jing Yu didn't eat much, Chen Qiuluo looked at her and asked, "Don't you like it?" Do you want to order something else? โ
Jing Yu shook his head, in fact, it wasn't that he didn't like it, but he didn't have much appetite in the past few days, so he barely moved his chopsticks.
Chen Qiu looked at her meaninglessly, "The chef here is famous in the whole country, and one of them has done a state banquet before. โ
Jing Yu raised her eyebrows, what she hates most is these bourgeoisie, who have a lot of tricks every day, and they are even poor and particular about eating.
"The same ingredients are more than ten times cheaper in small restaurants outside."
Chen Qiu was slightly happy, "You have to make an appointment here every day, and you can't eat it if you want to." โ
Jing Yu scolded like an angry young man: "I hate you bourgeoisie the most, there are many tricks." โ
He looked at her with some schadenfreude in his tone, "If Xu Mian knew that a customer commented like this, he would probably be angry." โ
"Who?"
"Xu Mian, do you know? It's the owner of this restaurant. Chen Qiuluo replied.
Jing Yu was speechless, he could only say that this world was too small, why did the people around him come and go and knew each other, and listening to Chen Qiuluo's tone, it was obvious that they had a good relationship.
She thought for a moment and replied, "He's my neighbor." โ
Chen Qiuluo was also a little surprised, "Such a coincidence? โ
It is indeed a coincidence, "The world is too small." โ
Otherwise, why would she reunite with her ex-boyfriend who had broken up for so many years a few years later, and she was a neighbor in blood, and there was an ambiguous relationship before, fortunately, she stopped the loss in time, it seems that Xu Mian also thinks so, so the two almost don't meet.
It's good to draw a line like this, otherwise what's the point of being entangled like before? She knew she couldn't give him anything, and he probably couldn't be with her without any guilt.
Thinking about it like this, she was shocked by her own affection, after all, from beginning to end, Xu Mian could treat her very well, except for occasionally sarcastically sarcastic her, but he couldn't do anything to her. On the contrary, it was herself, holding chicken feathers as an arrow, self-righteous, following him to play Tai Chi, you come and go.
Now that I think about it, during the short time they used to be together, Xu Mian could be said to be very indulgent to her, he was already studying hard at that time, and he still needed to work in his spare time every day, he always talked about the time they would spend together in the future, but she never thought about it.
In her opinion, she couldn't stay with him for too long, and she knew she wouldn't stay too long, so when they were together, they were just happy and never asked anything else.
Her cold attitude obviously angered Xu Mian, and once the two quarreled, he scolded her in anger, โกโก ruthless.
Jing Yu turned around and left directly, in fact, they would often quarrel, he wanted too much, and she couldn't afford it, so she could indulge her at first, but then more and more dissatisfaction accumulated.
Thinking about himself, he was quite a bastard, enjoying the love he gave unscrupulously, but he was never willing to give anything, and he didn't expect to return to the rental office the next morning.
A young girl wore Xu Mian's shirt to open the door for her, and on the narrow bed, Xu Mian was lying on the bed and fell asleep.
Jing Yu sneered, she didn't expect Xu Mian to give her such a surprise, she asked dissatisfiedly, "Who are you?" โ
The girl did not answer, but asked, "Who are you?" โ
Jing Yu laughed angrily, speaking of which she felt that she didn't have anything to be angry about, but the anger in her heart couldn't be controlled, she blamed it on her own control of her desires, not only men, but also women have control desires, and she realized a little that she regarded Xu Mian as her person.
Such a terrible discovery made her feel more terrible than her situation at the moment, Xu Mian had already woken up, wearing a crumpled undershirt and pants, his handsome face was tired, and his eyes were blue.
Jing Yu's face was very bad, she turned around and left, Xu Mian thought she had misunderstood something, so she got up and chased her, but Jing Yu didn't want to hear anything.
She originally thought that they were just a brief meeting, like a meteor on the horizon, in an instant, fleeting, but at that moment her heart was flustered, she didn't expect that she would have this feeling for a man again, the feeling of love, which made her feel very panicked and helpless, she was afraid, afraid to give her feelings, afraid to bear the hurt caused by a failed relationship again, and even more afraid that her own efforts would be in vain in the end.