Xu Mian took Xu Jiashu's schoolbag shoulder strap, carried him out of the school gate, and asked after getting into the car, "What do you want to eat?" ”

Xu Jiashu squinted at him, "Is anything okay?" ”

Xu Mian raised his eyes slightly and glanced at him, "Don't take an inch." ”

Xu Jiashu was rubbed with courage and said tentatively: "Tex? ”

"Nope." He vetoed it with little hesitation.

Xu Jiashu was a little sad and said, "I got a little red flower today, won't my father reward me?" ”

Xu Mian glanced at him, "Eat less junk food." ”

Xu Jiashu pouted and whispered, "But Sister Goldfish said it was okay to eat." ”

He was almost talking to himself, and his voice was extremely quiet, but Xu Mian still heard it, and glanced at him dangerously, Xu Jiashu realized that he had leaked his mouth, and couldn't help but be annoyed, and looked at Xu Mian in frustration.

Xu Mian asked, "How long?" ”

Xu Jiashu solemnly apologized to Sister Goldfish in his heart, and replied in a quiet voice: "Last time you went to Songhua River on a business trip. ”

Xu Mian naturally thought about it, looked at him hesitantly, thought for a while and asked, "You like her very much?" ”

Xu Jiashu answered this question almost without hesitation: "Of course, Dad, don't you like her?" ”

Xu Mian pursed his lips and didn't speak, the two dined in a shopping mall not far from home, Xu Jiashu sat opposite Xu Mian, and asked his father: "Dad, can you give me the toy model I wanted last time on my birthday?" ”

Xu Mian raised his forehead and said impatiently: "Your birthday is amazing?" ”

Xu Jiashu was aggrieved, thinking that when the classmates were on their birthdays, not only would their parents celebrate their birthdays together, but they would also have a lot of fun toys, what about him? Not to mention that Mom and Dad celebrate their birthdays together, even Mom has never seen it, and now Dad doesn't even buy a toy for himself.

Xu Mian glanced at him, and saw that his affection was not high, and he was even more impatient, "How do you remember your own birthday, do you remember my birthday?" ”

Xu Jiashu was asked by him, he couldn't answer, and couldn't help but feel a little ashamed, he really didn't even remember his father's birthday, so he didn't dare to mention his birthday gift anymore, and asked with a flattering face: "Then Dad, how long is your birthday, I will remember it next time and celebrate your birthday." ”

After Xu Mian reported a few numbers, Xu Jiashu had a teachable expression on his face, and said silently in his heart a few times: "Dad, I will definitely remember to celebrate your birthday next time." ”

Xu Mian will not take his words to heart, he has not had the habit of celebrating birthdays since he was a child, and he has no such mood when he grows up, he is busy with work and life every day, and his birthday day is just an ordinary day as usual, so he naturally will not take it to heart.

Xu Jiashu asked again, "Dad, do you know Sister Goldfish's birthday?" ”

Xu Mian quickly reported a few numbers, and even he was a little stunned after speaking, but he didn't expect him to remember, Xu Jiashu was stunned and said, "Hey, Dad, isn't that today?" ”

Xu Mian was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that it was indeed today, but he was not as excited as Xu Jiashu, and he was not a child, so a birthday was not good, and the older a person grew, the lighter he looked at his birthday.

After eating, Xu Jiashu said, "Dad, do you want to call Sister Goldfish?" Let's celebrate her birthday together? ”

Finally, he changed his mind and said, "Let's stop fighting yet, let's buy a cake and go back, right?" A surprise for her? ”

His expression was very vivid, his eyes sparkled, and when he squinted and laughed, the inconspicuous dimples on his cheeks were revealed.

Xu Mian did not have dimples, so Xu Jiashu's dimples were inherited from his mother.

Xu Mian was reluctant to brush off the enthusiasm of the children, so he nodded and agreed, the two went to the cake shop to choose the cake, Xu Mian chose the flavor that Yu liked in the future, and then took Xu Jiashu to the neighborhood for a while and then came back to get the cake.

After returning home, I knocked on the door next door, Jing Yu had not come back, and after the two entered the house, Xu Jiashu said, "Dad, I want to sleep." ”

Xu Mian looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock, Xu Jiashu had always slept at this point in time, but before he could speak, he rubbed his face, propped his eyes and said, "No, I can't sleep, I want to surprise Sister Goldfish and say happy birthday to her face." ”

Xu Mian pursed his lips, a little sour in his heart, and he didn't know what he was sour, no matter how he thought about it, he felt that this kid was a white-eyed wolf, and he had never said happy birthday to himself.

After Xu Mian took a bath, Xu Jiashu sat on the sofa with a pillow, his head was almost unable to support it, and his eyes always wanted to close his sockets as if they were glued.

He looked at his father and asked aggrievedly, "Dad, how long will it take for Sister Goldfish to come back?" ”

Xu Mian's face was not very good-looking, originally he was a little unhappy in his heart, he originally gave her a surprise, but unfortunately, now it seems that he is looking for bad luck for himself.

Xu Mian was a little impatient and urged Xu Jiashu to go to sleep, but unfortunately the child's willpower was very tenacious, and he refused vigorously, so he had to wait until Jing Yu appeared and personally said happy birthday to her.

Xu Mian knows his son a little, this kid is extremely twisted on weekdays, stubborn and tough, and he doesn't know who he is with, and what he wants to do must be done well before he can be comfortable.

But at this moment, the two of them were sitting on the sofa staring wide-eyed, and there was a delicate cake box on the table, with a beautiful knot tied with a ribbon on it, but the current scene looked a little like laughing at them.

Xu Mian finally lost his patience, Jing Yu's phone couldn't get through, which made him even more irritable, he couldn't figure out where Jing Yu would go so late and not go home, in the business field, when men talk about women, they will always have a little frivolity.

Especially Jing Yu's industry is sensitive, Xu Mian has heard a lot of gossip, and when he talks about these men, he always has a bit of a meaningful smile on his face.

Xu Mian didn't want to think of her like that, in his heart, he still preferred to treat Jing Yu as a pure-minded girl, even if it was now, she was already very different from the one she used to be.

Xu Jiashu finally couldn't support it anymore, he curled up and sat on the sofa alone, Xu Mian picked up the child, ready to let him go to sleep first, carried Xu Jiashu to the bed and lay down, he covered Xu Jiashu with a quilt, but his hand kept holding Xu Mian's hand.

Xu Mian sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, the child's face was still a little lost and uncomfortable, and his brows were furrowed tightly.

Xu Mian touched his head, and felt a little guilty and sad in his heart, so that he had no mother's care for a little child for so long, and he was not a qualified father, and he had never poured much fatherly love into him, but this child has always been very lively and optimistic, even if sometimes he was angry with him because of some love, or he often missed the appointment and did not go to his parent-teacher meetings and other group activities, but he would only give birth to one day, and the next day he would be coquettish with him like no one else.

On the contrary, he himself, often because he couldn't control his temper for a while, he got angry, and when he was still guilty about how to apologize afterwards, he didn't care about it and didn't pursue his faults, so Xu Jiashu can actually be said to be very tolerant of his father.

After Xu Mian came out of the room, he went downstairs and saw that the cake was still lying alone on the table, his face sank, and he raised his hand and threw the cake into the trash can on the side, thinking of Jing Yu's gloating face, he was a little depressed.

Sometimes, in front of a person, it is enough to be stupid once, and if you are stupid again, even the Daluo Immortal can't save it.

He didn't know what kind of demon he was obsessed with, it was not enough to be abandoned once, and now he had to rush to be trampled by her again, and he even looked down on himself.

In fact, the most inscrutable thing in this world is the human heart, before you know it, the other party has divided you from one corner to another, and you don't even know half of the inner interpretation of the beacon fire.

The collapse of the levee is not a momentary thing, it is never the last straw that breaks the camel's back, many times, tragedy occurs with a foreshadowing, just like when a person decides to leave you, it is never a momentary decision, but the accumulation of negative feelings from all previous things, until the final collapse, and all you can see is the result.

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Jing Yu fell asleep after returning home, and when she got up the next day, she didn't know what it was, she had a splitting headache after a hangover, she rolled over from the bed, opened the curtains, and there was some dazzling sunlight, she squinted her eyes, and forgot where she was.

In fact, she used to have this feeling often, especially when she came to France eight years ago, she would forget where she was every day, and when she woke up, she always thought that she was in China, but in fact, she had already stayed away from there.

During that time, she actually lived a very decadent life, drunk and dreamed of death every day, escaping from life, and even felt meaningless to live.

She often doubts life, always feels that there is nothing in this world that can make her feel happy, and the good luck of her life has been squandered before that, and then it is just a vague way to get by, no surprises or joys, and you can see the end at a glance.

She felt embarrassed about her pessimistic thoughts, there are still so many lives in this world that are struggling to survive in the cracks, tenacious and upward, and she is just an inconspicuous one among the many beings, at least compared to too many people, she is already living a very good life, what right to pity herself?