Xu Mian looked at her quietly for a few minutes, then got up and walked to the bedside, looking at her condescendingly, delicate and small facial features, delicate eyebrows, soft lines, and the dim wall lamp in the room, showing a warm yellow light on her face.

His gaze was on the tiny lips, the taste there was so sweet and soft that it was so memorable that he could still remember even a simple kiss.

He had imagined countless times that if there was anything in this world that could not be forgotten, it must be her sweet taste.

In that short time in France, they used to stage scenes of passionate entanglement in that narrow little bed, and many times, after a big quarrel between them, they used their young bodies to entangle each other, hearty.

He used to work so hard, so hard to create a good environment for their future, but she was lukewarm about this, she never wanted to stay by his side, she only regarded him as an affair? Or is it a temporary stop?

It was as if in the end, she was able to look at him with a mocking smile even though she was pregnant with his child, "I won't be with you anymore." ”

Her attitude was very calm and indifferent from beginning to end, but he seemed to be stunned, and plunged into it, and fell into it, ten cows couldn't pull it back, and what he did later was just getting deeper and deeper.

He was embarrassed, angry and frustrated as if he had been teased, but he was even more sad in his heart.

He is like the resentful woman of the deep palace who was left in the cold palace after being pampered for a few years in the ancient deep palace, he has never suffered such humiliation, the woman he fell in love with for the first time in his life, the only person he has ever loved in his life, but gave him such humiliation and teasing.

He originally fantasized about the scene of their family of three on the first day, but the next day she was indifferently told that she was going to break up.

Of course, this decision was only unilaterally notified to him, she did not discuss it with him, she just informed him.

In fact, they used to quarrel a lot, and her attitude towards him always made him feel crazy, and once he scolded her angrily without saying anything, and she ran away from home.

That day, Xiao Yueqi's school had an exchange meeting to go to his city, Xu Mian didn't bother to go to Jingyu, he remembered that it was drizzling that day, and he had a slight cold.

Xiao Yueqi took a car for more than two hours to come to see him from the hotel where she stayed, it was already very dark, Xiao Yueqi came to see him alone, and he was not familiar with life here, which made him feel a little unhappy in his heart.

He led her to his rented apartment, which was small and full of things, but the women's slippers on the shoe rack, the women's clothes hanging in the closet, the half-used facial cleanser in the bathroom, and the two mouthwash cups and toothbrushes of different colors could all show the signs of a woman's life.

Xiao Yueqi asked him half-jokingly, "Are you living with someone?" ”

Xu Mian nodded calmly, "Well, I have a girlfriend." ”

Xiao Yueqi was stunned for a few seconds, but didn't say anything, Xu Mian's head hurt terribly, as if he was about to explode, and the two chatted casually for a while, because he was not in good spirits, so he frequently wandered.

There was only a small bed in the apartment, and a very small single sofa, Xu Mian gave the bed to Xiao Yueqi, but when he slept until midnight, he had a terrible headache, and when he got up, he rolled directly from the sofa to the floor.

He had a slight high fever, Xiao Yueqi panicked and helped him to the bed to lie down, soaked a towel with boiling water, and put it on him, so tossed, her clothes were soaked, she found a shirt in Xu Mian's wardrobe to change into, because the women's clothes in the wardrobe are very small in size and have a unique style, she felt that she couldn't hold it, and she didn't have the habit of wearing other people's clothes casually, so she found a shirt for Xu Mian to change into.

When Xu Mian woke up, he saw Jing Yu standing at the door, his room bed facing the door, and he could see her at a glance.

Her face was very bad at that time, Xu Mian subconsciously got up from the bed, he was afraid that she would misunderstand something, and he wanted to explain to her.

He chased him out with his coat on, but he didn't expect that Jing Yu only said three words to him, break up.

Xu Mian was very angry at the time, "I said, things are not what you think, am I so unbearable in your heart?" ”

She only looked at him lightly, and waited for him to finish venting before saying, "It has nothing to do with anyone, I just don't think it's interesting." ”

"What do you mean?" He stared at her fiercely, trying to see a hint of hesitation in her eyes, but no, she was just tired of it, so she didn't want to play with him anymore.

She treats feelings lightly and has the mentality of playing the world, and he is just one of her game objects, and now that the game is over, she is impatient to entangle with him.

She shrugged nonchalantly, "Literally, I'm tired of being with you." ”

Her tiredness seemed to knock Xu Mian into the quagmire, he didn't think that one day he would be so wolf and humble.

They ended up like this, if it weren't for the fact that Jing Yu found him again two months later, she said, she was pregnant.

At that time, she was not yet twenty years old, and her whole face was immature and green, Xu Mian looked at her stomach in disbelief, and then looked at her expression.

There was no joke on her face, and Xu Mian realized that she was really pregnant.

At that moment, he couldn't tell what his inner mood was, but he subconsciously wanted her to keep the child, so he pretended to be calm and asked her, "Then what are you going to do?" ”

She was still too young, and having a child at such a young age would seem to anyone to be a disgraceful thing, but she looked at him and said calmly, "I don't want to beat it off." ”

Xu Mian's heart swelled with a breath of similar joy, but then her words made him feel resentful, she looked at him and said: "I am pregnant and can no longer go out to work, so I need you to take care of me until the child is born, but you don't have to worry, although you are the father of the child, but I will not pester you, I will take the child by myself in the future, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

He looked at her angrily, "You said you didn't have anything to do with me, so why did you come to me, do you know how old you are?" Have you ever thought about how difficult it is to be alone with a child? ”

She pursed her lips and looked at him stubbornly, "I know, but it has nothing to do with you, you just provided sperm, even if you don't want this child, I will want it." ”

Xu Mian's head kept jumping, he pressed his temples, he had never found out that she was so stubborn, in the circle of international students, he had seen many girls who were accidentally pregnant in the flower season.

They are all children themselves, and many girls have decided to beat them, after all, such a thing is not a wonderful thing.

But Jing Yu didn't seem to realize the strict nature of this matter, her tone seemed to be that she needed a child, and he Xu Mian was just a sperm provider, even if it was another man's, she would give birth too.

This discovery made him very angry and mad, and her dispensable attitude towards him made him even more indignant, but he could not do anything about it.

What does it feel like to love someone? It's as if suddenly there is a weakness, and suddenly there is armor.

Even so, he was subconsciously happy, and he was even glad that it was him, and not anyone else.

He thought she liked children, but he didn't expect that in the end she would mercilessly abandon him and the child for that man.

She said to him: "When he reappeared, I found that I still couldn't forget him, you know that I committed suicide back then, I committed suicide for him." ”

Every word she spoke, his heart was punched into the abyss, and he realized that there were really words in this world that could kill people.

There was anger, sadness, sadness, and frustration, and he yelled at her, "Do you love him so much?" He forced you to commit suicide, can you be a good person? ”

But she looked at him casually and said, "But I still love him." ”

It's really ironic, Xu Mian laughed to himself.

He doesn't believe that there are such people in this world, who are disappointed in everyone like that, but can still say such words as love, does life care about anything but love?

After all, their baby is about to be born.

He finally met the man, the man Jing Yu said she loved and wanted to die, the man looked at him with a contemptuous and sarcastic smile and said, "You can't give her anything, you let her squeeze into such a small apartment with you, do you know that the room she used to live in, the fitting room is several times bigger than your apartment?" What qualifications do you have to get her. ”

That was the first time in his life that he realized the importance of money, and if he didn't have money, he would really be trampled on the soles of his feet, and even the things he wanted to take care of couldn't be held in the palm of his hand.

After coming out of the hospital, he carried the child in his arms and went back to the apartment alone, the woman, who abandoned a qiē, and even the child was not needed.

At that time, he was full of hatred for her, but later found out that if he really hated someone, he really couldn't hate for long.

Originally, when he saw her again, he thought about staying away from her, thinking about taking revenge on her, and even thinking about humiliating her fiercely, but in the end, he didn't do anything.

Maybe it's because that time is like the last century, or because of being a father for a few years, dealing with people always develops in a gentle direction.

Or maybe he's been missing her all along.