Xu Mian thought that he should hate her, but it was strange that deep down in his heart, he had no previous hatred for her, and even that shameful feeling of missing made him feel cheap.

It's not that he can't forget her, even in the past few years, he has been living with a peaceful state of mind, and he has also seriously dated a few women, but unfortunately they all died in the end, and he simply stopped embarrassing himself, and since then his life is either work or Xu Jiashu, and he can no longer spare energy to do other things.

Later, the moment he saw Jing Yu again, he realized that he had been competing with himself, he had been entangled in memories and couldn't get along with himself, he wanted to work hard to become stronger, he wanted to make her regret it, he wanted her to know how stupid her decision to abandon him was in the past.

To this day, he is still haunted by her abandonment, but unfortunately, she confronts him again with a disapproving attitude, as if he is the one who has abandoned him in the first place.

He felt a little angry and resentful in his heart, and then thought that during this period of time, he was completely entangled and added to his own blockage, which was really stupid.

He put his hand on her cheek, his fingers were clean and slender, and he put his index finger on her lips, smooth and soft to the touch, very comfortable.

He looked at Jing Yu, who was sleeping on the bed with his eyebrows locked, and for a long time, his voice was low but resolute, "Jing Yu, do you actually like me a little too?" ”

In the room, the lights were dim, the yellowed night light was projected on his face, the angular cheeks, the delicate and handsome facial features, the bridge of the nose was high, he frowned slightly, and the whole person looked a little depressed.

Unfortunately, no one could answer his question in her place.

He thought that if there were a hundred steps between them, then she only had to take one step forward, and the remaining ninety-nine steps would be handed over to him.

There is no such thing as fairness in relationships, and now I finally understand that as long as she has the idea of being with him, then even if the road ahead is difficult, he will definitely overcome obstacles, move forward bravely, and be willing.

It's a pity that he is only afraid that it will be his own one-man show.

If she is always standing where she is, refusing to take a step forward, then why bother between them? What can you do if you barely hold on to your feelings?

He has his own pride, he doesn't want to be so humble, he is low to the dust, he is not afraid of the difficult future, he is only afraid that he is intentional, and she has no intention.

And in this relationship, he is already at a disadvantage.

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A few minutes later, the maid of the villa cooked a decanting soup and brought it over, which was served by Chu Shenyuan himself, and before he opened the door, he saw Xu Mian walking out of the room.

The two men met head-on, their expressions were a little shocked and the scene was embarrassing, Chu Shenyuan squinted at him and asked, "What are you doing here?" ”

Xu Mian curled the corners of his lips and looked at him sarcastically and said, "Why can't I come if you can come?" ”

There was obvious hostility in his tone, if it weren't for his identity and occasion, maybe even more rude words could be said, Chu Shenyuan was such a thoughtful person, looking at his sarcastic and seemingly jealous expression at the moment, he understood a little, and raised his eyebrows and looked at him, "You like Jingyu?" ”

Xu Mian pursed his lips and refused to say anything, as if as soon as he admitted the problem, he would put his stupid behavior in broad daylight and be ridiculed by onlookers.

He thinks he can't be honest in front of an outsider who doesn't know the truth.

Chu Shenyuan knew it in his heart, and snorted like an elder and said, "You and her are not suitable." ”

The anger in Xu Mian's heart was ignited at once, and then spread, he is no longer a hairy boy who has lost his sense of proportion after being provoked by a little words, he has been in the mall for many years, he has developed a sense of joy and anger, and he can do it in the face of anyone without changing his face.

But at this moment, a simple rebuttal from an outsider made him feel depressed in his heart, how could they know that between them, what qualifications they had to point fingers at him, and why could a casual outsider casually make such a casual opinion?

"We're not suitable, are you suitable?"

This is frustrating and venting, and he also admits his first problem in disguise, he likes Jing Yu, but no matter how much he likes it, he feels that he is purely looking for abuse.

Jing Yu has always behaved perversely, without any reason, and even having an affair with a man who can be his father, he doesn't suspect that she can't do it.

Chu Shenyuan looked at him, his tone was not annoyed, but said meaningfully: "First of all, I don't care about your affairs, but do you think she will wronged herself to be a stepmother to your child." ”

Xu Mian glanced at him disapprehantly, that child was not only his child, that child was also Jingyu's child, but he didn't want to say anything now.

Chu Shenyuan continued: "You actually like her, why don't you want to believe her, and think she will have any ambiguity with me?" ”

Xu Mian's face was a little embarrassed, he went downstairs directly and left, and as soon as he came down, Chu Xinwei asked him, "Where have you been?" I didn't see you just now. ”

He shook his head, his face was a little bad, and took a sip of wine, "Go and rest for a while." ”

Chu Xinwei shrugged, "Don't you feel bored?" ”

He replied softly, "It's fine." ”

Chu Xinwei originally thought that he was willing to accompany him to attend, which was to have a new orientation in the relationship between them, but he had always had such an attitude, polite and decent, but he showed just the right amount of detachment.

She couldn't help but be a little frustrated, and what made her even more frustrated was that after she went to the lounge, she saw Chu Shenyuan just coming out of the room.

After Jing Yu drank the sobering soup, her mind cleared up a lot, and she washed her face with cold water in the bathroom in the lounge, and her cheeks were still flushed with strange redness.

She pushed open the door and went out, and saw Chu Xinwei standing outside the door, and when she saw her come out, she glared at her with anger in her eyes.

Before Jing Yu could react, she had already raised her hand and slapped her, Jing Yu was slow to react, and she was slapped like this, Chu Xinwei was still angry, and threw it over again.

Jing Yu squinted dangerously, and as soon as he raised his hand, he firmly grabbed her wrist, with a fierce look in his eyes, "Are you still addicted?" ”

Jing Yu looked delicate, but she was actually very powerful, she grabbed Chu Xinwei's wrist, Chu Xinwei was caught by her in pain, and she couldn't break free.

She scolded angrily: "You shameless vixen, you still seduce my dad." ”

Jing Yu was stunned for a moment, and snorted incredulously, he didn't expect that in the eyes of others, they would become like this.

She shook off her wrist fiercely, Chu Xinwei was thrown back a few steps by her, and there was a little wolf, Jing Yu looked at her and said coldly: "Unreasonable." ”

When the two were in tension, He Xizhao walked over and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" ”

Chu Xinwei restrained a little, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, let's talk about something." ”

She didn't want her mom to know about it, it would hit her too hard, so she didn't say anything.

He Xizhao looked at the girl in front of her again, she always felt a little familiar, but she couldn't remember it for a while, she said to her: "The visitor is a guest, if there is any inconsiderate hospitality, please bear with me." ”

He Xizhao is a very virtuous woman, who manages the family, treats people, is polite and decent, and has never been contaminated with some bad habits of wealthy wives, Jingyu also has a good impression of her.

She smiled and said, "Thank you, Mrs. Chu." ”

After she finished speaking, she went downstairs, looked around and finally didn't see Chu Shenyuan, she originally planned to say goodbye to him, but at this moment she suddenly realized that her appearance may be a mistake.

She always wanted to be close to her biological father, she didn't want to change anything, the things of her parents' generation are in the past, they all have their own lives, and she is superfluous.

Mom doesn't want her, Dad doesn't know her save.

And her selfish idea of wanting to pursue her biological father is actually a selfish idea, he has his own family, and those that used to be are just the future, she knows that if her identity is exposed, it will have a great impact on his family.

She had never wanted to affect his family, but in fact, her existence had caused him a kind of distress.

She was not in a very good mood, so she didn't look for Chu Shenyuan anymore, so she went straight out of the holiday villa, she came out along the street, even if she was far away, she could hear the lively noise of the villa area.

The night breeze was slow, she rubbed her slightly cool arms, and a sense of exhaustion surged in her heart, she was already disappointed in her life to the end, and she couldn't imagine what kind of lonely life she would live in the future.

She suddenly felt extremely panicked about herself, and about the unknown future.

She's not a pessimistic person, it's just that her life is always disrupted, and when she has decided to live according to this pattern, she is always disrupted by surprise.

When she was eighteen years old, she was kicked out of the house, and that year, she originally planned to settle down, but when she wanted to be with that man sincerely, she was disrupted by an accident.

She thought, by now, she has long lost her love for Lu Yanguang, does she hate? Probably yes.

He forced her to death, fatal, merciless, he couldn't see a trace of her life, and always spared no effort to destroy, as if she was living in the mud, he would feel relieved from the bottom of his heart.