Having the freedom to go, but wanting to stay, is the best reason for love.

- "You Can Love for a Long Time"

When Jing Yu was thinking deeply, there was the sound of a car's horn in her ears, Jing Yu reflexively took a step back, a black car stopped in front of her, Xu Mian said to her, "I'll send you back, right?" ”

Jing Yu was so tired in her heart that she almost didn't hesitate to get into the car.

Xu Mian said in a gloomy voice: "Sit in front, I'm not your driver." ”

Jing Yu pouted, he was really calculating, although he thought so, he still obediently sat in the co-pilot's seat.

She was tired at the moment and didn't want to have any argument with him, so she said thank you and leaned back in her chair in a quiet daze.

Soft music was playing in the carriage, and Eason Chan's soft and hoarse voice sang a love song slowly, which was the widely circulated song "Brother and Sister".

Jing Yu used to like this song very much, she once thought that this song was sung between her and Lu Yanguang, but later found out that there had never been intimacy between them, and there was only his dislike for her.

She suddenly stretched out her hand to turn off the radio, and Xu Mian looked at her strangely, "What's wrong?" ”

She shook her head, a little tired, "I want to be quiet." ”

Xu Mian was a little suspicious, and always felt that she was really weird and excessive today, but she didn't say anything in the end, just drove quietly.

The breath in the car was fresh, Jing Yu leaned on the seat, and after a while, he fell into a coma, Xu Mian looked at her sideways, and saw that she was asleep with her eyes closed.

Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, her skin was very good, and she looked as she had been years ago, a true natural beauty.

Xu Mian used to often wonder, how did she attract him, excellent appearance? It is true that she is very beautiful, but Xu Mian has seen many beautiful women, charming, pure, cute, and gentle, but in the end, the most profound thing engraved in her mind is the face in her memory.

Perhaps, sometimes there is such a thing as affection, once he was very poor, but the little girl he liked was by his side, and later, he had more and more money, but he was a barren poor person in the emotional world.

He didn't know what kind of magic she had, but he always thought of her in his mind, when he ate, when he slept, when he was driving, and when he was dating other women.

It was like a spell, and it occupied his mind at all times, and he didn't even need to think hard, he only needed to close his eyes, and he could clearly draw the outline of his facial features.

No matter what kind of person he meets or what kind of woman he interacts with, she will always be in the depths of her heart, never mention it to others, but never forget it.

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The car drove smoothly all the way, after Xu Mian parked the car in the parking lot, Jing Yu was still asleep, her brows were furrowed, I don't know if she had a nightmare, although she had known her for so many years, but she was like a mystery to Xu Mian, no matter how hard he tried to see her, but he always seemed to feel that he was covered with a thin veil and couldn't see through.

Even now, he deliberately does not mention the past a few years ago, because it is a pain in his heart, and he does not want to take the wound to the sun to be watched and salted.

What's more, it's the little girl he likes so much.

He turned his head to look at her, and wanted to smoke a little, but when he saw her sleeping so deeply, he couldn't help it, and he waited like this for a long time, but she still showed no sign of waking up.

He was a little afraid that she would catch a cold like this, she had always been in poor health, her body had always been very poor, and minor illnesses such as cold and fever could make her almost uncomfortable and want to die.

Xu Mian sat for a while and got out of the car, went around to the co-pilot, and hugged her waist, she was very light, she felt light in her arms, and felt extremely heavy, as if holding the whole world.

Jing Yu opened her eyes in a daze, and she felt that her whole person was held in her arms by a warm and generous chest, a fresh and timeless breath, she took a deep breath and looked up at him.

The man's jaw line is clear and distinct, and the facial features are clearly contoured, she looked at him stunned, feeling that the man in front of her made her feel strange and familiar, as if he had cherished himself like this many years ago.

She suddenly sighed unconsciously, Xu Mian looked down at her, "Awake?" ”

Jing Yu nodded, got off him, his expression was a little unnatural, and scratched his head, "Thank you." ”

He looked at her with a frown, always feeling that she was a little strange, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, he coughed lightly, "Is the cold cured?" ”

Jing Yu felt a trace of warmth in his heart and nodded, "Okay." ”

There was a bit of rare restraint, and after the two came out of the elevator, Jing Yu said thank you to him again.

He pursed the corners of his mouth slightly, the dim light of the corridor sprinkled over his head, his tall and straight body was half-hidden in the darkness, Jing Yu looked up at him in the backlight, a little blurry, and he couldn't see clearly.

She suddenly asked, "Is what you said that day true?" ”

"Which one?"

Jing Yu Zhengse, "You say, let's do it all over again." ”

Xu Mian sneered, "Why do you think I seem to be deliberately teasing you?" ”

Jing Yu pouted aggrievedly, "How can anyone be like you, you said that you would do it all over again, shouldn't chasing girls be sugar-coated shells and flower gifts?" ”

Xu Mian nodded teachably, "Do you like this?" ”

Jing Yu didn't admit or deny it, "I just don't think you're sincere." ”

Xu Mian was helpless and shrugged, "Then I will officially notify you next time." ”

Jing Yu was a little speechless, and was about to say something, when the door opened, Xu Jiashu stood at the door and looked at the two, and the moment he saw Jing Yu, his expression lit up.

"Sister Goldfish."

Jing Yu's depressed mood eased a lot, she smiled and touched his face, "It's been a long time." ”

It's been a long time, Jing Yu felt that she missed Jiashu very much, but it was already very late, so she said, "It's time for Jiashu to go to bed, let's talk again tomorrow." ”

"Really? Don't lie to me. He said skeptically, because Dad only knew to give him empty checks every time, and never promised.

Jing Yu was embarrassed, "It must be true, I have to go to school tomorrow." ”

Xu Jiashu also expressed his reluctance, Xu Mian said to him: "It's not early, Jiashu." ”

Jiashu pouted and said goodbye to Jing Yu, "Good night Sister Goldfish." ”

Jing Yu replied with a smile, "Good night." ”

Xu Jiashu reluctantly went back to the room, but there was a little joy in his heart, and he didn't know why, he felt so happy when he saw Sister Goldfish, and his little heart was pounding.

After he went back to the room and washed up, he climbed into bed and prepared to sleep, Xu Mian pushed open the door and walked in, Xu Jiashu was still a little excited and didn't sleep.

Xu Mian gave him an angry look, "Don't want to sleep yet?" ”

Xu Jiashu nodded, he blinked his black and white eyes and asked, "Dad, tomorrow I will give Sister Goldfish a painting." ”

Xu Mian rarely didn't laugh at him, but asked with a smile, "What painting?" ”

Xu Jiashu said with great interest: "In the painting, there are me, my father and sister goldfish. ”

Xu Mian looked at him meaningfully and asked, "Why do you want to draw together?" ”

Katsuki was asked, because when I was in art class today, the teacher asked them to draw my family, and he drew my father and himself, and the other friends all drew my parents and himself, and he held his own painting, and he always felt that something was missing, and his right hand side should be held by someone, and there should be one person missing.

So he wanted to draw Sister Goldfish later, but Goldfish was not his mother, so he thought that he had already regarded her as family in his heart, so he painted her again. and their family's goldfish also appeared.

Xu Mian's eyes were deep and dark, he looked at Xu Jiashu, I don't know why, there was some inexplicable sourness in his heart, as if he was being scratched and scratched by an invisible hand in his chest, and an indescribable huge sourness made his eyes slightly red.

He touched Katsuki's head, looked at his clear eyes, and asked softly, "Katsuki, do you like her very much?" ”

Xu Jiashu nodded without hesitation, there is actually no need to hesitate about this question, because he really likes Sister Goldfish from the bottom of his heart, and when he is with her, he is always happy and satisfied in his heart.

Xu Mian paused and asked meaningfully, "Then, what do you think if she is your mother?" ”

Xu Jiashu froze slightly, not knowing how to respond for a moment, he trembled and said, "What do you mean?" ”

Xu Mian said: "I mean, Kashu, if she comes to be your mother, you will like it, right?" ”

Xu Jiashu had some indescribable feelings, at that moment just now, he thought that his father meant that Sister Goldfish was his biological mother, but it turned out that it was not.

He can't tell what it feels like, but if Sister Goldfish is with her father, Sister Goldfish should be very good to herself, right? He actually likes her very much.

He nodded at Xu Mian and asked, "Dad, will you get married?" ”

Xu Mian was stunned, then nodded and said, "What does Jiashu think?" ”

Xu Jiashu replied, "Okay, Dad, do you like her?" ”

Xu Mian nodded again, Xu Jiashu's expression was a little hurt, "Dad, you once said that you would love your mother forever." ”

Xu Jiashu couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart, now even his father likes someone else, and he also likes Sister Goldfish very much, thinking about it like this, he has the idea of betraying his biological mother, and he can't help but feel sad.

However, he thinks that no matter whether Sister Goldfish can become his mother in the future or not, he will keep the thoughts of his biological mother in his heart and will never forget him.

Xu Mian touched his head, "Kashu, Dad loves you forever." ”

Xu Jiashu looked at him and blinked, "Then Dad, will you have other children with Sister Goldfish?" ”

Xu Mian was slightly stunned, and said after a few seconds: "No matter what happens in the future, Dad will not change to you." ”

Xu Mian was in Xu Jiashu's room, and stayed until he fell asleep before coming out, he closed the door, and after a simple shower in the bathroom, he came out in a bathrobe, but his mind was extremely clear, and he didn't feel sleepy.

He sat on the open-air balcony for a while, there were no stars tonight, and the moon was hidden in the clouds, but the night of the city would never fall into darkness, and the stars were shining and brightly lit not far away.

In the dark night, people's feelings will always be released for no reason, and many thoughts hidden in the bottom of the heart will begin to emerge again, such thoughts are very strong, and they can't be suppressed.

For example, he loves her, and for example, he wants to be with her.