Going around and around, and finally talking about this topic, Su Yao didn't start, a dense pain filled his heart, raised his hand to touch Ye Lin's cold side, and said softly: "Ah Lin, I'...... I can't ......."

Su Yao was reluctant but had to admit that she was a very selfish person in this choice. She is drunk and unsolvable, and her lifespan is only one year at most, not to mention whether she can live to the day when the child is born, just say that now, she can't guarantee that the drunk Hongchen has no effect on the child in her belly. If he really decided to bring a child into this world, Su Yao would definitely be responsible for this life. What's more, she must not leave an unhealthy child for Ye Lin.

But her current body is so overwhelmed, if she stops taking medicine, she can't hold on for even a year, and if she takes medicine, it will more or less affect the child. She remembered the past of her previous life, remembered the regrets and sadness before she died, and naturally she would not leave irrationally. The man was even more stubborn than she imagined, and now she knew that even if he turned into smoke and ashes, he would still not forget her, so naturally he wanted to leave him some thoughts and leave a child, but ...... The conditions of reality are like a basin of cold water poured head-on, she can't do it, she can't bring a small life to this world without any guarantee when she is not ready.

What else could she do besides avoiding the heirs?

In this world, how can anyone be willing to give up the opportunity to be a mother?

Ye Lin raised his hand, a slightly cool palm covered the back of Su Yao's hand, the black pupils full of water light looked extremely dazzling under the reflection of the ever-bright lamp, his voice was low and good, but it was forbearing, "Ah Yao, do you have something to hide from me?" ”

Does she have a hard time...... No, she must have a hard time, but why didn't she say it? The sky is falling, and he is on top, no matter what kind of problem it is, they can solve it together.

"Ah Yao, I am your husband."

Su Yao's eyes were wet, and he was finally determined not to hide it anymore, Ye Lin was right, he was her husband, there was something that the two of them should discuss together, if she had been hiding from Ye Lin like in her previous life, when the day her life ended, Ye Lin would definitely hate her......

In this life, from the moment he came back, he treated her carefully and gently, but Su Yao understood that no matter how gentle and considerate he was, regardless of his past suspicions, he always had some resentment in his heart. In the previous life, her non-saying goodbye was like a thorn in his heart, piercing his heart forever. Su Yao couldn't imagine how many unrealistic conjectures this naturally sensitive and suspicious person had in his heart, at that time he said that she was torturing him, yes, she was torturing him.

Just like the time when she visited the eldest princess of Huaiyang, she just glanced at the Xu brothers a few more times, and he sulked so much, and even changed his cold appearance before when he was in and out of place, and frantically forced/kissed her, causing the first unhappiness between the two. At that time, he was a rumor, and he regarded Xu Shenyan as an imaginary rival in love, but she didn't understand him, blindly fought with him, and even threatened to leave with a hot head.

You see, in her past and present lives, she was always hurting him.

Su Yao regretted that her white knife went in and out of the red knife and broke Ye Lin's heart again and again, but the past has passed, and no matter what she does, it is irreparable, and now, what she can do is to pull out this thorn that is rooted in Ye Lin's heart.

She doesn't want to get his resentment after death, she doesn't want to have any misunderstanding with him, she doesn't want to wander alone in the wilderness and mountains, she wants to be buried with him, live and sleep in the same cave, if she can't escape the barrier of fate, then face it calmly. Face it with him.

Su Yao struggled to sit up, but Ye Lin was still stubbornly pressing on her, so he could only push hard as usual, and said, "I have something to hide from you, I'll tell you now, you get up first, so I can't breathe and can't speak."

Ye Lin raised his eyebrows, seeing that she looked stern, as if she really wanted to say something important to him. Now that she has relented and will not leave, she is naturally not in a hurry at this time, they still have thousands of nights to waste, and the most important thing at the moment is to listen to what she has to say. As soon as Su Yao pushed him like this, he rolled over and rolled to the side, half-lying on the phoenix couch, supporting the phoenix couch with one hand, waiting for her to speak very intently.

"You have to promise me first, no matter what, you can't get angry and can't get out of control." Su Yao swallowed the words to his mouth, bit his lip, and only gave Ye Lin a preventive shot first.

But this dose of preventive injection made Ye Lin's heart rise, and he didn't know what Su Yao was going to say that could make him lose his mind, so he had a solemn facelift, made a deferential appearance, nodded very solemnly, and heard Su Yao say: "Do you still remember, one night the eldest princess of Huaiyang came to visit, and you came to look for me, but you met me talking to Xu Shenyan?"

After getting the other party's affirmation, Su Yao continued: "Actually, on that day, Xu Shenyan came to discuss my condition with me."

"You also think it's strange, why Su Yao's body and bones were good in the past, but as soon as I came over, I was so weak. At that time, I didn't understand, but when I was reminded by Xu Shenyan, I realized that it was Su Yao's poison and martyrdom that caused the trouble. Although she was an immortal, the poison remained in my body. Originally, drunk Hongchen was a chronic poison/medicine that made people fall asleep day by day, but it was only because Su Yao took too much that the results were immediate, and when I came to me, it would slowly attack again as before. These days, the medicine has been staring, but it is not good, it is precisely because the effect of the medicine is getting stronger and stronger. Don't be angry first, I know about this since I beat you, and I have already hidden it from you to see Xu Shenyan a few times, all for the sake of getting drunk with Hongchen. He is a person from the mountains, and no one in Beijing can compare to him in terms of whimsical ideas. But even Xu Shenyan had nothing to do, he could only delay the time of the onset of the poison, but he could not get rid of it. ”

Speaking of this, Su Yao suddenly stopped, because the look on the face of the person in front of her was too calm, and she was only slightly surprised when she first mentioned it, and soon regained her calmness, which was really not as out of control as she initially expected.

There was silence in the air for a moment, and the voices of the two people suddenly sounded in the silent hall at the same time, and they said in unison: "So you already knew?"

As soon as the words came out, the two of them were stunned, looked at each other, and realized that they had known about it for a long time, but they just wanted to carry it down alone and hide it from each other, so they couldn't help laughing. Sure enough, they were a natural pair, but I don't know how Xu Shenyan, who knows the whole process, feels in his heart.

But after laughing, there was a bleakness. A life and death were really placed between the two, Su Yao was feeling a little unbearable, and saw Ye Lin suddenly frown, and said in a deep voice: "Ah Yao, you said that you were also reborn in a lifetime, could it be that you left in your previous life because of ...... Drunk red dust? ”

In the twelfth year after Su Yao left, he finally found Xu Shenyan, or Xu Shenyan couldn't bear to see him continue to live and die, so he found him and sued him, Su Yao died of illness as early as the second year after leaving.

What was the disease, he didn't ask at the time.

But as smart as he is, now he finally understands. Why didn't Su Yao say goodbye, why did he choose Xu Shenyan, and why did he not ask him for help when he had no medicine after his illness. She knew that she had been poisoned by an incurable one, that he would continue her life at any cost, and that she could not die in front of him under any circumstances, otherwise she would definitely go crazy.

I'd rather let him hate her and hate her than drag him down, disturb him, and become a burden to him.

This is his Ayao, the Ayao he loves...... Doing it all over again, Ye Lin thought that he knew everything, knew all the past that she didn't know, but he didn't expect him to be wrong, even if he lived again, there were many things in this world that he didn't know about the past.

Through the slightly moist eyelashes, he saw that the girl with a faint wry smile on her face suddenly opened her hands, leaned over and hugged him, wiped his face with a charming and fragrant hair, and whispered in his ear: "Ah Lin, I was wrong in my previous life, I know that I was wrong, and I will never go my own way again." I will stay with you until I can no longer open my eyes. ”

Ye Lin raised his hand and hugged the warm body tightly in his arms, closed his eyes, and a faint smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth, but tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.

One year, no, there must be a way, he doesn't believe that God let them live again just to solve the misunderstanding, there must be a way to solve the poison, but they didn't want to bring it at that time.

"Ayao, don't say such discouraged words, you will get better, you will give me many children, you will have children and grandchildren around your knees, gray hair with me, and get all the happiness in this world."

Su Yao also smiled, and slowly a cold liquid slid down her neck into Ye Lin's collar, the girl's voice was still steady, and she didn't betray the surging love at the moment, "Fool, I have already obtained all the happiness in this world now." ”

"Ah Yao," Ye Lin didn't have much focus on the emotional aspect, all of his thoughts were on finding clues about the antidote method, "What hope do you know?" ”

When Su Yao heard this, she remembered someone, and at that time she said that if she needed it in the future, she would definitely die. It's a pity that the man's life and death are unknown now, and he doesn't know where he went.

"Liao Mulan mentioned it, saying that Su Yao's drunken red dust was obtained from Gu Fufeng." Su Yao said, "It's just that now that each other has a special identity, I want to meet him, but it takes a lot of effort." ”

The man hugged her tighter, and a firm voice sounded in her ears, "Then let's go find Gu Fufeng." ”