92. Cross-examination

In the empty hall, brocade sleeves stood on one side with his fingers twisted, biting his lip and looking worried. The pale-faced queen sat motionlessly on the huge phoenix couch with her knees crossed, quietly waiting for Ye Lin's return.

The door was suddenly pushed open, the brocade sleeves shuddered, raised his eyes to look behind the curtain, and vaguely saw a dark figure approaching, guessing that it was the emperor who had already learned what the medicine bowl was.

The person in the Shaking God Room had already gone around the inner room, his face was pale and bloodless, but his expression was very calm, his dark eyes were staring at Su Yao, but he said to her: "Go down."

Brocade glanced at Su Yao uneasily, who turned his head and gave her a reassuring smile and nodded. Only then did the brocade sleeves frown and bow their heads and quickly retreat, and gently closed the door of the temple before leaving.

Su Yao squinted at Ye Lin, who had a calm face in front of him, "Your Majesty is back." ”

The man didn't speak, and in an instant, he was in front of her, one leg curled up and knelt on the phoenix couch, slowly approached, his forehead against Su Yao's smooth forehead, and said softly: "Ah Yao, you still have to go, right?"

Even if he promised that he would never leave him, even if she was already his queen, even if his mind was undoubtedly revealed...... She's still leaving......

Just like the countless emotional moments in his previous life, he hugged her and made a vow that he would never leave, and she agreed to come down, but in the end, she still left.

Those were all lies. He thought that he had corrected all his mistakes, that as long as the note was good enough, she would not leave, but maybe he was wrong in the first place, her heart was a free bird, and she would never really stay for him.

Su Yao subconsciously wanted to hide back, but his cheek was held by the man. Ye Lin lowered his eyelashes lightly and kissed the seductive sweet lip flap, "Ah Yao, why do you have to go, you have to go no matter what......"

Why did you choose to leave me behind......

The gentle breath tossed and turned between her lips and teeth, with a heavy sadness that she could not bear, and the slender hand holding her cheek slowly slipped down her chin, climbed up the graceful back, and slowly descended, the movement was gentle and trembling, until it reached the slender waist that could not be grasped, the hands stopped, changed directions and slowly explored forward, and untied her clothes lightly and skillfully.

Su Yao, who didn't know when he had been pressed down on the phoenix couch, only felt a chill in front of him, his mind turned slightly, and he realized that the person was untying his wide clothes, raised his hand and pressed the raging hands, and his breathless voice expressed a faint protest, "Your Majesty...... Other...... Don't ...... like that."

She would rather Ye Lin scold her violently at this time, and even put her under house arrest, or directly put her in Siguoyuan, than for him to suppress all his feelings, so sad, so sad.

Ye Lin just closed his eyes and showed a shallow smile, and raised his eyes with a heartbroken and gentle look, "Don't call me Your Majesty......"

Su Yao immediately changed his words, "Ah Lin......"

The man closed his eyes in satisfaction, lowered his head and continued to kiss, his hand movements continued until the person under him trembled slightly, and then he exhaled hot air and whispered in her ear: "Don't refuse me...... Ah Yao, just this night, after tonight, I will let you go. ”

Although I am reluctant, although after losing you, time will be empty and colorless, but so what, it is better to let you leave with my own hands than to say goodbye...... Reliving a lifetime, he is not a loss, at least he knows that this person's departure has nothing to do with Xu Shenyan, it is not that Xu Shenyan will have someone else, but he can't keep her......

"No, Ah Lin, I didn't say I was leaving, I promised you, and I will never break my word." Su Yao gasped and interrupted what Ye Lin was about to say, her body was already as weak as a puddle of spring water, but her consciousness was still sober, she now understood that this seemingly iron-blooded and strong man was far more fragile than she imagined when facing feelings.

Su Yao never thought about the question of security, she was "this place of peace is my hometown", and she has always been at peace with what she encounters. But Ye Lin is different, he will think a lot, and he will want to hold on tightly to the one beside him. He has not seen his biological mother since he was born, and only regarded the queen as a close relative, but in the end he turned against him.

This man was made the crown prince at the age of nine, and he was alone early, never received foolproof love, but he had an extraordinary attachment to feelings. Just like in her previous life, she left freely, leaving no trace, thinking that Ye Lin would forget her one day sooner or later, who knew that this person's dark eyes could not contain a grain of sand, and he waited for her like a fool for twelve years.

She had already remembered the first life she had traveled through, it was like a game of chess, the first time she played the wrong position, God gave her the opportunity to regret the chess again.

Su Yao could think of every day after he chose to leave in his first life. At first, she thought that out of sight was pure, thinking that she was doing this for her and Ye Lin's good, and thought that she could really spend the last days of her life like those terminally ill patients in the TV series. She thought she wanted to see a new world that she had never enjoyed before, but she didn't.

Every day apart, she lived like a year. Su Yao can no longer be as free and easy as before, and he can no longer ignore everything. There was a person in her heart, worried every minute and every second, wondering whether he was getting up early in the morning to go to the court again, whether he was not eating on time, whether he was staying up late to deal with government affairs, and whether he was still looking for any clue about her in the useless reports of secret envoys from all over the country.

As time passed, she slept longer and longer, and the time she was awake became less and less, but Ye Lin did not change, and the news that the secret envoy was still secretly looking for her continued to come, and that person was more persistent than she imagined. Xu Shenyan persuaded her to turn back again and again, persuading her to return to Changning, return to the palace, and return to Fengwu Palace, but she gradually became more and more afraid to go back. She didn't dare to see Ye Lin, nor did she dare to let him see her languishing and unbearable appearance, she didn't dare to face Ye Lin's questioning, she didn't know how to answer her farewell, and she didn't know how to face another parting.

Xu Shenyan had no choice. There is no way to even do it. She will surely die. Since it is doomed to separation, why do you need to come twice.

In the last half month, she always dreamed, dreaming that she was still modern, but wearing the clothes of the Yan Dynasty, standing with Ye Lin in the highest pavilion of the Imperial City of Changning to watch the night of Changning, the snow in Changning, their city, and their country.

But that can only be a dream forever. They couldn't go back, she couldn't walk.

In the end, she took Xu Shenyan to burn her clean, and then immersed herself in the sweet dream that became clearer day after day. But her heart was unwilling, she regretted that she didn't say goodbye, regretted not staying by Ye Lin's side, at that moment she wanted to stay by his side selfishly and die in front of him.

Until the soul was about to sleep into eternal regret, Su Yao seemed to smell the familiar sandalwood, as if he had returned to the first time he saw him, and they looked at each other through a faint poking screen. At that time, Su Yao realized that it was such a lucky thing to be able to die in his lover's arms.

She overestimated her psychological qualities too much, and she underestimated Ye Lin's position in her heart, and the second before she closed her eyes, she regretted it like that. I wish she could do it all over again, she opened her eyes and woke up in the boudoir of the Prime Minister's Mansion, Ye Lin was still the prince of the East Palace, and they had never known each other. Yiqiē is the beginning of the story, she has to work hard to buy time, to deal with the residual drunken red dust in her body instead of being delayed by the quack doctor in the house for too long, she still has hope, the story is not over.

Later, she really came back and returned to her original appearance, but because she was drunk with red dust, she completely forgot all the moods of the first life, forgot her own purpose, and even Ye Lin completely forgot about it.

Now that she remembered it, she would not leave Ye Lin again, and she would never ......

But now the man in front of him who was wrapped in sadness, but his handsome and unequaled face only showed the most poignant smile, and he said, "Ah Yao, you don't need to lie to me again. I get it. ”

"I didn't lie to you, I can't live without you, I want to be by your side, I want to die in your arms." Even if I don't look good, even if we don't have much time anymore, even if I still have to feel guilty about leaving you alone in this cold world...... He said that he understood, he didn't understand, he didn't understand anything, "Ah Lin, you are not the only one who has returned from the past, I am too, in this life, I don't want to leave you again." ”

The firmness in Su Yao's eyes finally shook Ye Lin, she said that she also came from the previous life, she just remembered, but then, the person threw out a real question, and easily asked her, "You said that you would not leave, you said that you also came from the previous life, Ah Yao, then you sue me, in this life, why don't you even give me a child?" ”

If this was not her words, if she really came from a previous life, and now she remembered it completely, then she must know that although the time they spent together was so short, they had a child in their previous life, a clever and lovely child. The child looks like her, and her personality is also like her, and at a young age, she looks like a disaster to the country and the people. That child will become a very good king in the future, and he will become the emperor of the wild geese. But in this life, she refused to give birth to another child for him......