Chapter Fifty-Eight: I Really Miss You

Qiao Qiao, whose eyes had been red, looked at Lu Ze, who had not seen him for a long time, and felt distressed, whether it was the palm she was holding or the forehead she was holding against was hot. She remembered that Lu Ze had mentioned before that he used to play in his closed court day and night, and he was so tired that he couldn't move because he was sweating profusely, so he just lay down on the court and slept, making him have a fever.

Qiao Qiao's right hand was still holding Lu Ze firmly with ten fingers, so he stretched out his free left hand and gently stroked Lu Ze's side face, and asked him gently, "Are you sleeping in the court again?" ”

"Hmm." Lu Ze nodded lightly and explained to Qiao Qiao in a low voice: "But I didn't mean to make you sick and pitiful, so that you can soften your heart." ”

"I didn't think you did it on purpose." Qiao Qiao looked at Lu Ze with pity, her slightly trembling long eyelashes were a little watery, and her warm and delicate palm gently rubbed Lu Ze's cheeks.

Lu Ze gently put his right hand holding the car key on the back of Qiao Qiao's outstretched hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "Because I want to take you back to see, I have to go over in advance to clean up, but as long as I go back, I won't be able to get rid of the negative feelings for a long time." ”

Qiao Qiao let go of the hand held by the two, then reached out and hugged Lu Ze's waist tightly, buried her head in his shoulder, her voice was muffled with a thick nasal voice when she spoke, and she whispered: "Lu Ze, let's not go, okay?" Lawyer Yang has probably told me about the past just now, and I don't need to hold your net worth to restrain you, I believe you, we have turned the page, and we will never mention it again, okay? ”

The past is over, she has decided to turn the page, Qiao Qiao, who is holding Lu Ze, doesn't want to pick his wounds at all,

Wrapping around Qiao Qiao, who hadn't taken the initiative to hug him for a long time, Lu Ze buried himself in her neck and took a deep breath, feeling as if the vitality that had passed in his life was filled with a familiar breath and a tight hug, pouring back into his heart and back to his limbs.

"Uncle Yang doesn't know everything, come back with me, Qiaoqiao. Before, and from now on, for better or worse, I will tell you everything, and there is no secret. Lu Ze is serious, he let Qiao Qiao have no secrets with him, and now he chooses to confess one by one and tell her everything, whether he is afraid that she will not accept it.

Qiao Qiao hugged Lu Ze and stood for a long time, she didn't take the initiative to let go, and Lu Ze was even more reluctant to take the initiative to let go of her, until a client who came to the law firm parked, and looked back strangely a few times at the little couple who were standing in the parking lot of the law firm, and she blushed and let go of Lu Ze.

Qiao Qiao took Lu Ze's mobile phone and looked at the address Lu Ze gave her, which was a villa area in the suburbs that had been around for some years.

Qiaoqiao opened Lu Ze's car door, followed the navigation and drove with Lu Ze to the home where he once grew up.

But within more than ten minutes of driving, Qiao Qiao found a roadside and stopped the car, and she accused Lu Ze with a bright eye: "If you do this again, I won't be able to drive!" ”

Lu Ze leaned on the co-pilot all the way, staring at Qiao Qiao without blinking for a moment, Qiao Qiao felt that after being watched by people in the parking lot and blushing, it is estimated that the heat has not faded until now, she obviously has to pay attention to the road conditions! She's going to look in the rearview mirror! But I couldn't help but notice Lu Ze's focused gaze.

Qiao Qiao stretched out his hand to cover Lu Ze's eyes, and muttered in a low voice: "You haven't slept for a long time, why don't you close your eyes and rest first!" I'm running out of drive! Driving safely! ”

"Hmm." Lu Ze responded.

Qiao Qiao felt Lu Ze's action of closing her eyes in the palm she was gently holding, and the eyelash brush was faintly tickling in the palm of her hand.

But when Qiao Qiao let go of his hand, Lu Ze's eyes opened again. Seeing Qiao Qiao's gaze with a little disgust, Lu Ze reached out and loosened the seat belt that was binding the two, leaned over and hugged Qiao Qiao, and whispered in her ear: "Qiao Qiao, I really miss you." ”

"Lu Ze, I miss you too." Jojo reached out and put his arm around his waist and added in a small voice, "Even when I'm angry." ”

When Lu Ze, who was holding Qiaoqiao, heard her mention that he was very angry, he remembered something he wanted to say to Qiaoqiao after he came back, but Qiaoqiao had already gone to the United States at that time. Now I don't know if she'll be angry, but in short, we have to solve everything clearly, and then start from scratch.

Lu Ze let go of Qiao Qiao, handed her the two reports related to her father, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I went to deal with it without asking for your consent at that time." ”

Qiao Qiao looked at it silently for a long time, Jiang Jianguo had been working so hard all his life, and in the end, his wife was scattered, and the only thing that could comfort him was probably that Zhang Fang took his son's surname Jiang to ask him to do this and that, but the incident happened before he could get his household registration, and the house had not had time to be transferred to the baby son he wanted all his life.

Qiao Qiao closed the above jiàn, raised her eyes and saw Lu Ze's worried look, she reached out to hold Lu Ze's hand, clasped her fingers one by one, and said to him: "I'm not angry anymore, I'm not angry about the previous things, I'm all over the page today, let's talk about it, if there is something in the future, talk to each other first, no matter what it is, okay?" ”

Lu Ze nodded seriously in agreement with her, he touched Qiao Qiao's head and promised: "I will tell you everything today, and I will not hide anything from you in the future." ”

Lu Ze buckled the seat belts for the two of them again, and this time he honestly closed his eyes in the passenger seat and rested, and no longer interfered with Qiaoqiao's driving with his eyes. There was no music in the car, but he knew that Qiaoqiao was by his side, and he even felt that he could hear Qiaoqiao breathing faintly in his ears, and he could trace in his mind that she was driving with his eyes closed, so he felt very relieved.

The traffic in the city stops and goes, and the speed is slow and congested, until you drive up to the expressway to the suburbs, and the view is open, and the road is empty. But Qiao Qiao didn't speed up the car, and still drove smoothly, she knew that Lu Ze was not asleep, but it was good to let him take a quiet nap for a while.

It wasn't until she stopped in front of Lu Ze's former house that Qiao Qiao understood why Lu Ze wanted to bring her, and he had to come over in advance to clean up.

Because this place is even very similar to her old home that Lu Ze had dealt with with Qiaoqiao at that time, the welded iron bars were heavy, and the doors and windows were closed tightly. It's just that the courtyard gate and the gate were dismantled by Lu Ze, who came before, and the rust-stained iron bars were scattered in the courtyard in front of the villa.

This villa is quite old, and there is not even a modern underground garage, the garage is on the right side of the villa, and the independent courtyard in front of the door is deserted, but you can still see the furnishings of the year. The main body is not a flower and plant decoration, but a small outdoor basketball court, only the size of a small half, one left and one right two basketball hoops, one is quite short and obviously for the teenager Lu Ze, and the other is normal, which was added when he grew up. It's just that it's old and dilapidated.

Lu Ze only needed to take a look at this, and he felt that memories and past events were rushing to his face, which could make the whole person be swept away by negative feelings.

He leaned against the car door and remained silent for a long time, until he felt Jojo tighten his grip on his hand, and a warm and soft touch came from his palm.

Lu Zehui held Qiaoqiao's hand, looked down at her, and confessed: "Qiaoqiao, I also saw the electronic version of your will on your computer at that time. ”

Qiao Qiao actually guessed that Lu Ze admitted at the time that he had read everything except for his work and professional information. Qiao Qiao once said that she had also made a notarized will, and Lu Ze knew it when he accompanied her back during the Chinese New Year, but he never thought that their will was almost a template.

If Jojo's grandparents were still alive when she died, they would have been left to care for their old age. If he is gone, Jojo, who has made up his mind to be single, donated all his inheritance to the fund for girls' education.

Lu Ze held Qiao Qiao's hand, raised his eyes to look at the former home where iron bars were welded, and said in a low voice: "At that time, I really felt that I had done many of the same things as you. After the car accident, I was bored here for a long time, and everywhere I went, I felt like I saw the past. Later, the house was frozen by property preservation due to inheritance disputes, and my grandparents always lived with our family, and my father's brothers also tried to come in and get things, so I simply sealed the whole house later. Everything here is exactly the same as it was ten years ago. ”

Qiao Qiao accompanied him sadly, and she didn't even need Lu Ze to say it in detail, she knew that Lu Ze was in the same mood as her. I didn't dare to live in it and look at it, I didn't want others to live in it and spoil it, I couldn't accept that I sold it, I couldn't even accept changing it, so I locked it there untouched, along with all the past.

When they entered, Jojo saw that there was even a car parked in the garage, a car that was covered in dust and looked badly damaged, but the main body was not injured. It's certainly not the car that crashed back then.

"Jojo, I've never told anyone why I'm having insomnia, although everyone speculates it's because of a car accident." Lu Ze couldn't even look at Qiao Qiao when he spoke, he hugged Qiao Qiao from behind and gently rubbed the top of her head, "At that time, I got the admission notice, and everyone was very happy. My dad took five tickets to the resort and wanted to take my mom and me and my grandparents to celebrate. They kept urging me to go, but I was out there with my classmates to celebrate, and I didn't want to go. My dad called several times and later said come with me, and if I wanted to stay online with my classmates outside for the night, he would drive back the next day to pick me up......"

Lu Ze's hoarse voice became lower and lower, lower and lower, echoing above Qiaoqiao, "But there is no second day." I kept thinking that if I hadn't delayed that time, if I hadn't been out there to celebrate, if I had gone with them, even if I had delayed for a second less, if I had delayed for an extra second, would something like this not happen. I even thought darkly, even if the other party is still drunk driving, or there is still a car accident, whether it was hit by my father is not my father's car. Even if something is going to happen, if I'm in the car, I'll be with them. ”

Lu Ze hugged Qiao Qiao tightly, "You always say that my mobile phone and computer are very empty at home, and there is no entertainment." I just couldn't accept myself, why would I leave them behind because of such a thing as playing outside with my classmates, and then the last phone call I made to my dad was actually impatient to ask them to go by themselves, because I felt that there was nothing to do with them to go to the resort, and it was better to be with my classmates. ”