When Meng Shitao saw Tian Jiaqi looking in a certain direction in a daze, she also glanced up.

So she saw Xu Ziran and Qiu Yurou talking in the fresh area, Xu Ziran took something, and Qiu Yurou took it with her hand and put it in the shopping cart.

Meng Shitao thought: Xu Ziran suddenly had such a good relationship with Qiu Yurou, Tian Jiaqi is estimated to be very sad.

On the one hand, she felt that she might be able to have a better relationship with Tian Jiaqi in this way, and on the other hand, she felt that she was a little despicable with such thoughts, so she pulled Tian Jiaqi's arm and said, "Do you want to buy something else?" ”

Tian Jiaqi still looked over there and said indifferently: "Whatever." ”

Meng Shitao pretended to have just seen Xu Ziran and Tian Jiaqi, and said, "Alas? Isn't that cumin, should we call her? ”

Tian Jiaqi still looked fugue: "Whatever." ”

But when Meng Shitao wanted to walk over, Tian Jiaqi grabbed Meng Shitao and suddenly said another thing.

"You really don't join the club that Cumin wants to start?"

Thinking of this, Meng Shitao was a little embarrassed.

She nodded and said, "That's the case, my mother completely disagrees, saying that it will definitely affect the study." ”

However, in fact, this is only one of the reasons, her mother also told her that if she joins this club now, she will always be just a member, even if she succeeds, the benefits of the big head cannot fall on her, it is better to wait for them to succeed and build it herself.

Meng Shitao thought about it all night, and finally decided to refuse them.

Tian Jiaqi didn't force it, but said coldly: "Actually, I didn't tell my mother, and I guess she didn't agree, but as long as I insisted, she couldn't help it." ”

Meng Shitao felt that Tian Jiaqi's words meant something, so she didn't answer.

By nine o'clock, everyone had almost finished their shopping and gathered at the door to go home.

Xu Ziran finally persuaded Qiu Yurou to buy more snacks, as long as they were hidden in her, her mother would not find out.

So Xu Ziran carried a large bag of snacks, which was smaller than the whole person.

Tian Jiaqi went over to share a little for Xu Ziran, and the two said goodbye to everyone and went home together.

Because when I came to the supermarket, I took a bus, and when I went back, there was no bus, and because the distance was not far, the two decided to walk back.

Xu Ziran raced against time, while on the road, he was still carrying a chemical formula.

The air in 03 was not so bad, and when he looked up, he could still see the starlight in the sky, Xu Ziran raised his head and admired the scenery while reciting a book, and he was very comfortable, and suddenly felt that Tian Jiaqi next to him stopped.

She thought that the other party's shoelaces were loose and had to be tied or something, so she slowed down slightly and still walked forward, waiting for Tian Jiaqi to catch up, but she didn't expect that after waiting for a long time, the other party didn't come up.

Xu Ziran felt something and looked back.

I don't know if it's because the starlight is too bright, so the night sky is darker and more vast and lonely.

And Tian Jiaqi, who is now bowing her head in place under the night sky, is like a lonely statue under the barren and vast world.

She didn't move, there was no sound, so that Xu Ziran couldn't see from the other party's twitching shoulders for a long time, she seemed to be crying.

When he realized this, Xu Ziran first jumped in his heart, and then hurriedly threw everything in his hand on the ground, ran over and said, "What's wrong with you, Jiaqi." ”

Xu Ziran blamed himself for not discovering Tian Jiaqi's mood fluctuations at all just now, and asked, "Did it happen just now?" ”

Tian Jiaqi was still crying silently, but after Xu Ziran came over, she squatted down and buried her face in her arms.

So Xu Ziran also squatted to the side, looking at Tian Jiaqi's slightly trembling shoulders and faint crying.

When Xu Ziran squatted to the side helplessly, it suddenly occurred to him that it seemed that for the first time, he didn't know what Tian Jiaqi was sad about.

Even when he was about to break up later, Xu Ziran could often sense Tian Jiaqi's impatience and perfunctory, only this time, as if without warning, Tian Jiaqi cried.

But is it really without warning?

Maybe it's just that I haven't noticed it for a long time.

Because of the knot in her heart and the tendency of the system in her brain, Xu Ziran has not paid attention to Tian Jiaqi's thoughts for a long time, she studies and struggles by herself, runs in the morning, and Tian Jiaqi's usual schedule is almost completely staggered, except for class time, it is difficult to intersect.

They're really different.

After Xu Ziran realized this, his brain suddenly became clear, and he even thought about what happened later more clearly than he had ever been.

At that time, they were different.

Tian Jiaqi was busy falling in love, Xu Ziran was busy with work, Tian Jiaqi complained to Xu Ziran about the sweet or bitter little things in life, Xu Ziran was at a loss and extremely tired.

She didn't know how to respond to these little feelings, because she didn't know at all, so she didn't know when, the contact became less and less, the conversation became more and more impoverished, and they were like the orbits of two comets, finally going farther and farther.

And now, in fact, it's the same.

Xu Ziran, who will come back in the future, is of course more different from the current Tian Jiaqi.

Perhaps, from the very beginning, the desire to maintain the relationship was just a force.

People are never in a position to ask others to change in the direction they want, especially if they have already drifted away once.

This night, Xu Ziran accompanied Tian Jiaqi on this road until the end of crying, during which Tian Jiaqi still didn't say a word, and Xu Ziran didn't know what he could ask.

She originally only regarded these teenage girls as children, thinking that she could easily understand their thoughts, but now she realized that only ten years have passed, their thoughts are very different, and she even does not know how to deal with the current situation more than before.

She had to accompany Tian Jiaqi to cry silently, but the two of them went home separately.

The tasks in the system are still bright, and the pages in the library are unlocked more, but there are some things in this world, even if you have the biggest golden finger, you still can't figure it out.

When he went out after breakfast the next morning, Xu Ziran was surprised to find Tian Jiaqi waiting outside.

In fact, the original Xu Ziran thought that Tian Jiaqi might break off his friendship with him, and he might even notify himself that he would no longer join the club.

But Tian Jiaqi greeted Xu Ziran casually, and excitedly said what to do for today's spring outing.

It's a good day.

Although it was only early six o'clock, the sun had already broken through the fog and sprinkled warmly on people's bodies.

Tian Jiaqi's smile is warm and there is no haze, but the dark circles under her eyes and the tiredness in her eyes still show that she really can't let go.

But it's different from that time, and it's different from what it used to be.

At this moment, Xu Ziran decided to tell a lie.

She may regret telling one, but she hopes to dispel the lie that she is currently suffering from.

In this world, who is qualified to change another person - that said, but since everyone will try to change the addict and the gambler, does it also mean that being changed is not necessarily a bad thing?

This example is a bit far-fetched, but Xu Ziran decided to ignore it.

Now that she has decided to do this, no matter what the fate is, she can only continue.

She had convinced herself.

So she spoke: "Jiaqi, you are my best friend, so I want to tell you a secret." ”

Tian Jiaqi's smile gradually retracted, she didn't express her excitement and happiness as she usually heard gossip to hear, it seemed that she felt Xu Ziran's feelings, she was a little dazed.

She said, "What...... Secret? ”

Xu Ziran lowered her head and slowly approached, and finally she made up her mind to raise her head generally, looked into Tian Jiaqi's eyes and said-

"I like Qiu Yurou."