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Now Tian Jiaqi doesn't know what the so-called coming out means, but she also knows that this is different from Xu Ziran's feeling of suddenly saying that she fell in love with a certain boy.
So she subconsciously asked, "What are you talking about, which kind of like?" ”
Xu Ziran said: "What kind of favorite do you say?" ”
Tian Jiaqi understood.
So she was even more confused.
In her world, she didn't know that girls could still like girls.
She raised her hands and stumbled and said, "Qiu Qiu Yurou is a girl, you are also a girl, are you a boy?" ”
Xu Ziran was almost amused by Tian Jiaqi.
Fortunately, she barely remembered that she was talking about a very strict topic now, so she still frowned and said heavily: "There are also people who like the same sex." ”
Tian Jiaqi's eyes widened: "Really? ”
Xu Ziran gave an example: "In the comic I read before, aren't there two men together." ”
Tian Jiaqi thought about it and remembered it.
Although she still felt that something was wrong, her heart had been swiped by "Oh my God, how could there be such a thing", so she couldn't think rationally, so she had to start to be led by Xu Ziran by the nose, and instilled some love information that something was wrong.
When she arrived at school, she finally digested it a little, but before she could think about what was wrong, she saw Qiu Yurou's head start to crash.
In this way, Qiu Yurou's smile was a little too bright when she saw Xu Ziran, her eyes were different from usual, and she talked more than usual.
After observing it like this, it has not yet been determined whether Xu Ziran likes Qiu Yurou or not, but he feels that Qiu Yurou is very unusual to Xu Ziran.
――Do you like it?
Tian Jiaqi, who was young and always thought that he already knew a lot of things, felt that the door to a new world had opened today.
Qiu Yurou, who began to line up to get on the bus, said to Xu Ziran: "I don't know if it's my delusion, I think Tian Jiaqi has been watching me today." ”
Xu Ziran smiled silently.
She would have made up such a lie for a very simple reason -
Tian Jiaqi's current uneasiness comes from the huge changes that have taken place in Xu Ziran's time, and her speculation that she feels that she may no longer be Xu Ziran's best friend, as long as she can be sure that she has not suddenly lost her identity as a good friend.
However, it is also an established fact that I am close to Qiu Yurou, and it is conceivable that it will continue in the future, and if you want to have the best of both worlds, you need to have an emotional drive that is enough to carry this change.
There is no better reason than "out of love".
Tian Jiaqi may believe it, or may not believe it, but because of the fact that same-sex love itself is difficult to find out the reason, it is difficult for her to get a clear result from others, so she can only rely on Xu Ziran's reaction, and many years later, Xu Ziran said that she was just confused about her sexual orientation in adolescence, and then she didn't like it, which is also very normal.
In addition to the fact that this is a "lie", Xu Ziran feels that this is the best solution.
Although it may have a certain impact on Tian Jiaqi's worldview...... After all, Tian Jiaqi seemed to have secretly told her after she went to college, and she knew what homosexuality was all about.
……
Because the line is arranged according to the seats, Qiu Yurou and Xu Ziran are sitting together, in the third row in front, and Tian Jiaqi is in the last few rows.
Xu Ziran divided the food that was originally hidden here with Qiu Yurou in the car, and Qiu Yurou took out the headphones and asked Xu Ziran if he wanted to listen, Xu Ziran nodded.
This time, it was not English or other learning materials that came to my ears, but smooth and fresh piano music, Xu Ziran took some words out and distributed them to the people around and around, and in return she got some potato chips and biscuits.
At first, the bus was a little noisy, but when we reached the middle of the journey, everyone gradually quieted down, or enjoyed the scenery along the way, or caught up sleep, or chatted with the people around them.
Xu Ziran and Qiu Yurou chatted about music for a while, and then gradually became a little sleepy, unconsciously closed their eyes and squinted for a while, and then woke up because of a bump, and when they turned their heads to look at the scenery outside the window, they saw Qiu Yurou who was also asleep.
She sat in the seat inside, by the window, and her head was tilted towards the window, and she was lifting little by little with the undulation of the car.
Her skin seemed to shine through in the sun, and her slender eyelashes covered her eyelids like a small feather fan.
Xu Ziran looked at her, remembering what she said to Tian Jiaqi this morning, and couldn't help laughing.
If the future Qiu Yurou knew that she had used such a lie to whitewash the peace, I wonder if she would rush over and beat her - at least she should scold her?
Another bump, Qiu Yurou's head shook and hit the window glass.
She immediately lifted up, subconsciously rubbed her head with her hands, but still did not open her eyes, but changed her head and continued to sleep.
But Xu Ziran has a slender figure and narrow shoulders, Qiu Yurou's side of her body is getting lower and lower, and there is still no support point, and she is about to fall.
Xu Ziran looked at it for a while, thought about it and stretched out her hand, wanting to hold Qiu Yurou's face with her palm, but as soon as her hand touched Qiu Yurou's face, Qiu Yurou suddenly opened her eyes without warning - woke up.
The two looked at each other.
Warm and refreshing sunshine themselves, they saw their own shadows in each other's eyes.
In the next second, Qiu Yurou saw Xu Ziran laughing, opened her arms and said, "Do you want to sleep in my arms?" ”
I don't know which nerve I got wrong, Qiu Yurou nodded and said, "Okay." ”
So when she got out of the car, Tian Jiaqi ran over from the back of the car, and just wanted to say that she had sorted out her mood and would not be surprised anymore, she saw Qiu Yurou lying on Xu Ziran's lap, and Xu Ziran was touching Qiu Yurou's hair.
Tian Jiaqi took two steps back.
This picture used to look like nothing, why does it look like something is wrong now?
When everyone in the car was almost off, Qiu Yurou straightened up and prepared to get out of the car with Xu Ziran.
In fact, it is not comfortable to lie on the lap of the person next to him in the car, but I don't know why, Qiu Yurou just wants to do it.
And when she did, she was so happy.
It seems that my steps have become brisker, and I even feel that the weather in April this year is really better than at any time in previous years.
The place of the spring outing is an ecological park in the mountainous area, they first lined up to enter the park together, and listened to the tour guide to explain the plants and cultural landscapes in the park, and at ten o'clock, the head teacher finally announced the disbandment of free activities, stipulating the general range and forming their own team, everyone scattered like birds.
The teacher stipulates that there should be at least four or more people in a group, and Xu Ziran's group has six people, namely Xu Ziran, Qiu Yurou, Tian Jiaqi, Meng Shitao, Cheng Haoyan and Cheng Haoyan's tablemate Zhang Xuan.
I didn't think much about it, but when I started playing, I found that the number of six people was still relatively cumbersome, and there were some facilities where only two or three people could play, and I had to wait for six people to play one by one.
Fortunately, many students encountered this kind of thing, and everyone also had a solution, which was to sit on the lawn on one side.
The sun was fine, and new grass came out to make the lawn warm, and when Xu Ziran was lying on the ground looking at the sky, the whole person was lazy and unwilling to move.
They rested for a while, and the person next door came to them and asked them if they wanted to play cards, so Xu Ziran decided and decided to sit in place and rest.
The others were told to move to play cards, only Qiu Yurou also said that she didn't want to go, and Tian Jiaqi originally hesitated, and when she saw Qiu Yurou wanting to stay, she suddenly said that she wanted to go.
Although she still felt that what Xu Ziran told her was a little weird, she seemed to have unconsciously accepted this setting in her heart, and had the awareness that it was better not to be a light bulb.
Qiu Yurou saw Xu Ziran who was pillowing the back of her head with her hands, remembered what happened in the car before, and suddenly hoped that Xu Ziran could also sleep with her head on her lap.
She had been doing psychological construction for a long time on the side, and when she finally raised the courage to speak, she was suddenly greeted with a hearty "Hey Xu Ziran!" "Interrupted.
She looked at the source of the voice with regret and annoyance, and saw that the sophomore senior who confessed to Xu Ziran last time actually came over again.
Xu Ziran heard Qi Wendong's voice, and the whole person was not very good.
She simply rolled over, as if she hadn't heard the other person's voice.
Qi Wendong walked over and said excitedly: "I have a hammock over there, do you want to go over and have a look." ”
Xu Ziran didn't speak.
Qi Wendong squatted on the edge of Xu Ziran and said, "Hey, are you asleep?" ”
Qiu Yurou felt that she couldn't stand it anymore, and said a little unhappily: "What's the matter with you, since cumin is asleep, don't quarrel with her." ”
Qi Wendong, who has emotional intelligence, is of course not polite to others, and immediately said: "Who are you, what does it matter to you?" ”
Xu Ziran rolled over and got up.
Of course, the reason why she felt that she got up was not just because the system reminded her that the target person was in a bad mood and would deduct points.
Qiu Yurou was in a bad mood, of course she had to solve it.
So she raised her head and glanced at Qi Wendong out of the corner of her eye, and said, "She's my good friend, where did you come from?" ”
Qi Wendong said: "Are you angry with me because of the previous school incident, I will never do such a thing in the future." ”
Xu Ziran couldn't help but roll his eyes, and even wanted to give him a middle finger.
She said helplessly: "I heard that you were dragged to the road and beaten by your mother last time?" Why haven't you been taught a lesson? ”
Qi Wendong looked anxious: "Alas, don't say such a shameful thing so loudly." ”
But then he said with a happy face: "Cumin, you care about me very much." ”
Xu Ziran had nothing to say.
She simply pulled Qiu Yurou up, packed up her things and shifted her position, walked around in the crowd, and finally got rid of Qi Wendong, found a wooden chair with no one, and sat down.
This place is probably because it is relatively remote, and no one else occupies it, Xu Ziran breathed a sigh of relief, secretly thinking that he didn't know if this was a blessing in disguise.
She put her bag on the lawn on the side, and felt that she was not too sleepy, so she said, "Why don't we memorize the Chinese." ”
If you say this kind of thing to others, others will definitely think that Xu Ziran has a neuropathy.
In such a beautiful and relaxed day, in such a beautiful place, you actually have to memorize classical Chinese?
But Qiu Yurou didn't think it was strange, she nodded, and Xu Ziran memorized it sentence by sentence.
The endorsement actually only lasted for a while, and the two began to chat before they knew it.
said that when the mid-term exam was due, because the system began to remind the task again, Xu Ziran finally couldn't hold back his curiosity and asked-
"Qiu Yurou, why are you pretending to let yourself fail in the test?"
Qiu Yurou was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously said "no", but soon fell into silence because she didn't want to deceive Xu Ziran deep down in her heart.