Chapter 53 Don't let go

Lu Ze kept holding her and neither agreed nor let go, Qiao Qiao neither struggled nor hugged back, so he stayed quietly in his arms for a long time. She leaned against Lu Ze's shoulder and thought, she really didn't want to lose her temper with him. That's the way it is, there is no misunderstanding, he admits what he has done, he apologizes, his attitude is very clear, and he promises her everything except breaking up.

The problem is that Qiao Qiao can't accept it herself, she doesn't want to toss or torture him, she just wants to avoid him from afar, to avoid the embarrassment and discomfort of the whole person being picked up at all, but let her break up immediately and neatly, she can't bear him.

The silence was finally broken by Qiao Qiao herself, and she said to Lu Ze seriously: "You really don't have to be hungry or stay up late to stand guard, you toss your body, and it won't make me feel better." ”

It will make her more sad.

Lu Ze hugged Qiao Qiao, and once again had the feeling of powerlessness that Qiao had nowhere to say to the original turtle shell Qiao, but he didn't know what else to say except sorry.

Hearing Lu Ze apologize to her again, Qiao Qiao lowered her eyes and was quiet for a long time before she slowly spoke: "Lu Ze, you really don't have to say sorry to me anymore." Because you don't feel sorry at all. It's so refreshing and easy for you to say sorry to me every time, but if I hadn't found out, you'd be going to look at me for the rest of your life, wouldn't you? I seemed to be happy to look at the gift during the day, and I can see if I really like the gift at night. After a quarrel, I will ignore you during the day, and at night I can see if I have slowly lost my anger. In the future, if you finish rolling the sheets, you have to see if I don't like which position I don't like, and if I'm pretending to deal with you? People have to be a little a**, right? You make me feel like I'm a fool and I don't have any clothes in your eyes, and then I thought I did, and then you didn't say it. ”

Lu Ze couldn't even say sorry, except for hugging Qiaoqiao in his arms a little tighter, but he had already hugged it tightly enough, so he could only promise in a low voice that he would never do such a thing again.

Qiao Qiao's arm hurt a little from being strangled by him, but she didn't want to believe his promise, she whispered in Lu Ze's arms, "What if I don't find out?" You're going to keep doing it, aren't you? This kind of thing has been within your power from the beginning, and it is also in your choice, and you say sorry now and say that you will not do it again, just because I found out. I can't stop using the Internet in the future, you can just be cautious in the future, but I won't be writing logs anymore. ”

"Lu Ze, you really make me feel insecure at all. My sense of security does not come from you saying that you love me, nor from saying that you raise me, my sense of security is my own to my own, I am an independent person, I can have love, family and friendship, but I don't want a love without **. ”

"There are so many couples in the same bed in this world, and so many parents who love their children, they may not always be able to find out what each other is thinking, right? There will be a day or two when you are tired and irritable, right? You'll quarrel once in a while, right? Is it possible to confess all the love and secrets? People are so faceted, facing colleagues, family, friends, and lovers, they may all be different. But what about you? You simply picked me up from the beginning to the end from the inside out, what my past was, what I was thinking in my heart, you knew it all. I don't want to see you now, I'm embarrassed when I see you. ”

Lu Ze was really speechless, he could only hug Qiao Qiao and ask, "Then how can I make you feel better?" He quickly added: "Except for the breakup." ”

Qiao Qiao herself was entangled, she leaned against Lu Ze's shoulder and replied in a low voice: "I don't know, can you let me stay alone for a few days?" ”

But Lu Ze didn't want to leave her alone, Qiao Qiao was trapped in his arms, and his reaction to him was helpless. She was so hooped that she couldn't move, so she could only move her mouth: "Are you going to solve the problem by standing here all the time and holding me and not letting go?" ”

Lu Ze still didn't speak or let go, Qiao Qiao whispered in his arms: "You strangled me." ”

Hearing this, Lu Ze finally reluctantly let her go, rubbed her arm for her, and repeated what he had said countless times today: "I'm sorry." ”

Qiao Qiao went to shake his hand, pulled him to the co-pilot, and said softly: "Let's go, I'll send you back, I don't want to be late for work." ”

Qiao Qiao quietly drove Lu Ze, who hadn't slept all night, back, got out of the car halfway and bought breakfast for Lu Ze to take back to eat, and when he arrived at Lu Ze's house, the car was turned off, Qiao Qiao got out of the car and returned the car keys to him, Lu Ze didn't want to pick up: "You didn't drive today, you drive to work." ”

Jojo forcibly shoved the keys back to him, wouldn't she take a taxi to work? Did she go to work and give him back after work?

But when she turned to leave, she was gently hugged by Lu Ze from behind, but she didn't hold her tightly, for fear that she would be strangled again.

"Lu Ze......" Qiao Qiao froze helplessly in his arms, he really didn't know who was the one who was angry, "Let go, I'm going to work." ”

Lu Ze didn't insist when he was broken by Qiao Qiao's arm this time, he just held Qiao Qiao's hand and whispered to her to confirm: "Just stay alone for a few days and don't break up?" ”

Qiao Qiao gently withdrew his hand, not wanting to look up at his eyes, and replied in a low voice, "You let me be alone for a while." ”

Lu Ze carried the breakfast Qiao Qiao bought for him in his hand, leaned against the car door and watched her turn around and leave to go to work, his heart was full of powerlessness. He really wanted Jojo to be angry with him and lose his temper and toss him, instead of gently sending him back to eat and sleep, and then calmly tell him that what he did made her very uncomfortable and embarrassed, and she didn't want to see him now.

On Qiaoqiao's first day at work, the first person to find out that she and her boyfriend had quarreled was Li Jinzhou.

In fact, she was normal when she went to work, she didn't make a mistake in handling things, her feelings were calm, and she smiled and thanked her colleagues for their illnesses. Li Jinzhou sent her a bunch of resumes, intending to recruit a deputy for her, Qiao Qiao opened them one by one, and soon found that the candidates were all men.

Qiao Qiao was silent in his office for a while, feeling entangled in love for a while, and the workplace was also a little lost.

Menstrual pain, long maternity leave, weak body, poor drinking, and having to take care of the family, each reason can be the reason why high-intensity work and frequent business trips are preferred to men, and this time the deputy is recruited because she can't hold on, and it is also because she can't drink in the future. The company is willing to do this, and she is already very good at taking care of her, and she is not qualified to talk to Li Jinzhou to add female candidates.

After a busy day, although she didn't get off work on time, it was early than before, and before she left, she went around the floor-to-ceiling window on the front entrance of the office building and looked down, and saw Lu Ze's car parked downstairs.

Lu Ze wanted to pick up Qiaoqiao from work, thinking that Qiaoqiao didn't drive today, so he didn't park in the parking lot but at the main entrance, staring at the crowd coming in and out. No way, he hasn't come out of the blacklist yet, and he can't contact Qiaoqiao. Even if it can be contacted, this is not the days when he was still in love sweetly before, he said that he was waiting downstairs, and Qiao Qiao automatically went downstairs and got into the car.

However, Lu Ze did not come up to block Qiao Qiao, and Qiao Qiao didn't want him to appear at work. The last time he came up because of illness, Qiaoqiao was very angry and felt that it was inappropriate for me to be honest in the workplace. What's more, now that she is already so angry, he doesn't dare to come up and add fuel to the fire.

Qiao Qiao looked at Lu Ze's car and sighed, she knew that Lu Ze said that it was nonsense to promise her everything except to break up, she didn't let go when she went to work, and blocked people downstairs in the company when she got off work, so she said that she would stay alone for a few days?

When Li Jinzhou and Qiao Qiao took the elevator down together, he had already pressed the floor of the parking lot, but he saw Qiao Qiao pressing the first floor.

He raised his eyebrows slightly, the boyfriend who picks up early and delivers late every day, and comes back at noon from time to time, has always parked in the parking lot and waited for Qiaoqiao, but Li Jinzhou didn't directly ask your boyfriend didn't come to pick you up, just casually accosted: "You didn't drive today?" ”

Jojo nodded.

"I'll drop you off." Li Jinzhou said.

Qiao Qiao waved his hand politely: "Don't use it, it's past the evening rush hour now, it's easy to take a taxi, don't bother." ”

"It's okay, I'll talk about some business in the car by the way." As soon as Li Jinzhou added this, Qiao Qiao no longer insisted.

got into Li Jinzhou's car, and when he turned from the parking lot to the exit, he turned the steering wheel with one hand and turned the corner, but Qiao Qiao, who was honestly sitting in the co-pilot and buckled his seat belt, frowned invisibly. In fact, many people have this driving habit, and they don't frown, Qiaoqiao thinks that she is probably sitting too much in the car driven by a guy with an unusually safe driving style.

Li Jinzhou turned out from the exit of the parking lot, and was about to turn a corner, but now the car parked downstairs of the company has almost gone seventy-seven, eighty-eight, and the model Lu Ze drove was already conspicuous and few, Li Jinzhou glanced at it from a distance, and felt that he seemed to see the car.

But in the blink of an eye, Li Jinzhou decided to turn the car around, and seeing Qiao Qiao's puzzled eyes, he explained, "Buy something to eat." ”

Drove the car back to a cake shop near the downstairs of the company and stopped, Li Jinzhou got out of the car to buy something, and asked Qiao Qiao if he wanted to come down together to see what to buy, Qiao Qiao shook his head and said no.

When he just drove by, he confirmed that it was indeed Lu Ze's car, and Li Jinzhou looked back at Qiao Qiao, who was sitting quietly in the car and didn't get down, and the corners of his lips hooked slightly.

Li Jinzhou said that he was hungry and went to buy some supper, but when he returned to the car, he put a cup of hot drink and a beautiful and delicate strawberry cake in Qiaoqiao's hand, saying that it was an overtime supper.

used to work overtime, and the boss often treated guests, and Qiaoqiao took it and thanked him.

Li Jinzhou turned around and drove her home in a good mood, and said with concern: "Is your stomach okay?" ”

Jojo nodded and replied that he was fine. She greeted Li Jinzhou in the car, and gently shook the strawberry cake in her hand, remembering the questionnaire she had done, the strawberry was 5, which means I liked it very much, and the cake was 2, which meant I liked it more.

At that time, Lu Ze still asked her with the answer to the questionnaire, how much does the strawberry cake cost? Qiao Qiao replied with a smile at the time and said that if I eat strawberries, you can eat cake, of course Lu Ze said yes.

And Lu Ze also dealt with eel sushi according to this answer, Qiaoqiao eats eel, and he eats sushi rice balls. Then after showing affection in front of Liang Wei, they quarreled the next day. Well, it's not a quarrel either, it didn't start at all.

Qiao Qiao thought to herself, now the crux of this problem is probably her, she can't accept what Lu Ze has done, and she is reluctant to break up immediately, so she can only distance herself first to calm down, maybe after a long time, she will not be so reluctant, and then naturally fade away.

But thinking about Lu Ze still waiting downstairs in her company, Qiao Qiao sighed, what if he thought he was working overtime all night and waited downstairs all night without sleeping?

She freed the guy from the blacklist for half a minute and sent him a message.

"I'm home, don't wait."

When Lu Ze received the news, he was very happy to think that Qiao Qiao had a soft heart and released him from the blacklist, so he immediately called back on the phone, and then he was depressed to find that Qiao Qiao had stuffed him back into the blacklist again.