Since he began to suspect that he might not understand love at all, Xu Ziran has been thinking about a question.

If you haven't been a single dog for 30 years, will you be able to have more and more keen knowledge in this area?

- Anyway, I won't be as confused as I am now.

Sometimes she feels that she loves Qiu Yurou, sometimes she feels that she just likes it, and sometimes she feels that these are her own illusions.

But many times, she does feel that she and Qiu Yurou are a natural pair.

For example, they all like sports, they all like to play tennis, they like to swim, they watch a movie on the weekends, they go hiking every month, they like to travel, they like animals – of course many people like that, but they all just like it, not too many.

And after Qiu Yurou moved closer to her home, they were able to spend more time together.

Xu Ziran prefers to work in the company than go home to rest, because she always feels upset if she doesn't do things for a day, and going home is a waste of time.

But now she has some expectations for going home, and sometimes even takes time out of her time to go home.

People in the company noticed her change and asked her if she had a boyfriend.

Xu Ziran shook his head, scratched his face and said, "How to say, it's not so much a boyfriend as a ...... Like the people, right? ”

In any case, with this level of care, if you don't like it, it's too extravagant.

The front desk is a little girl who has just graduated, lively and cheerful, loves to play and laugh, hearing this, regardless of Xu Ziran is her boss, she asked: "Really, really, what kind of person is it?" ”

Xu Ziran didn't answer, and asked rhetorically: "How are you sure you like someone?" - No, it's love for someone. ”

The front desk didn't think twice: "If you love someone, you probably will always think about each other, you want to be with each other all the time, you will feel happy when you are with him, and everything you do with each other is happy." ”

Xu Ziran didn't quite understand: "What kind of happiness? ”

"Probably compared to it, everything else is boring, and talking to other people is monotonous."

Xu Ziran gasped: "You're not talking about love, it's about taking drugs." ”

The front desk smiled and said: "If you want to be together for the rest of your life, of course this level of attraction must be there - but I'm not too in love, in fact, it's all imaginary." ”

Xu Ziran: "......"

Xu Ziran picked up his bag and left the company.

was coaxed around by a little girl who had never been in love, and she felt very ashamed.

When she went home for a run at night, she told Qiu Yurou about it, of course, she hid her previous relationship, and only said that she discussed her imagination about love with the little girl.

Qiu Yurou didn't laugh when she heard this, but thought for a moment, and then said, "Sure enough, it's the little girl's imagination." ”

Xu Ziran was curious: "What about your imagination?" ”

Qiu Yurou turned her head and looked into Xu Ziran's eyes.

The lights on the side of the road fluttered faintly overhead, dimly illuminating the faces of the two men.

Qiu Yurou, who tied up her hair, looked different from before, as if she was younger.

"If you like it for one or two points, you like it everywhere, if you like it for three or four points, you want the attention of the other party, if you like it for five or six points, if you like it in the bottom of your heart, if you like it for seven or eight points, you are willing to work hard to be what you like, and if you like it for ninety, you are willing to give everything for you." She spoke slowly, "I will be willing to give everything for you." ”

At the same time that Xu Ziran's heart was beating faster, Qiu Yurou ran to the front.

Is this just a description, or—perhaps, another possibility, speaking to her?

Xu Ziran ushered in another night of insomnia.

However, there was not much time left for her to toss and turn, and then she went on a business trip to discuss the plan, and in the blink of an eye, it was another quarter, before the summer came, Xu Ziran finally had a period of leisure, and at this time, Qiu Yurou went to the field.

She rarely stayed at home for a day, but she didn't know what to do, so she just stared at the window in a daze, unconsciously, all she remembered was the memories of being with Qiu Yurou.

Someone opened the door at noon, Xu Ziran turned around and saw the face of a strange middle-aged woman, and she quickly realized that this should be the aunt who cleaned her room.

She greeted with a smile: "I've been bothering you for so long." ”

The aunt looked inexplicable: "I just came here to help this month." ”

Xu Ziran was stunned: "Who took care of the room before?" ”

Auntie shook her head: "I don't know about this, the tasks are all directly sent by the company." ”

This matter is like a plot in a detective, Xu Ziran cheered up, feeling that she had something to do, and she wanted to find out who was doing the "Tianluo Girl".

However, this answer was very easy to obtain, and after asking the next-door neighbor, Xu Ziran got the answer.

"Isn't it your friend? I see her coming over every week. ”

"Which one?"

"Look at the one you guys run a lot together, the dark-haired one."

Xu Ziran understood.

It's Qiu Yurou.

Of course, I have complained many times that the housekeeping aunt is not doing well, and there is no home at home, but just like this, is it too much to help me take care of the house?

Xu Ziran asked himself, feeling that if it were him, he would not be able to do such a thing.

What's more, why didn't Qiu Yurou talk about it?

In a trance, I remembered that night Qiu Yurou looked at her and said that sentence in a deafening voice - I am willing to give everything for you.

Xu Ziran called Qiu Yurou, and at first she just greeted her, and soon talked about it-

"You've always been the one who comes to help me take care of the house every week?"

The other side was silent for a long time, and let out a soft "um".

Xu Ziran pretended to be relaxed: "I'll just say, when did the housekeeping aunt become so emotional, every time she put a lily on the desk." ”

Qiu Yurou still said "um".

Xu Ziran finally couldn't help it and asked, "Why didn't you tell me directly?" ”

Qiu Yurou sighed: "I'm just afraid that you have a burden." ”

Xu Ziran was silent.

She was silent, not because of a burden, but at that moment she suddenly thought, if the two of them become a relationship that can be separated from you and me, wouldn't there be no need to be afraid of burdens?

She almost blurted out, but finally held back, and only smiled and said, "No, I'm just thanking you, but don't be tired, speaking of which, where are you now?" ……”

After hanging up the phone, my heart was empty.

Probably because my heart was too full just now, so after the feeling disappeared, it became even more empty.

Xu Ziran finished making up for all the previous fallen movies, almost not feeling the passage of time, and after watching the last film, she looked at the empty room and asked herself what she wanted to do.

She quickly got the answer, and she also wanted to call Qiu Yurou.

No, more than that, she wanted to see Qiu Yurou.

Just recalling the time they spent together in her brain already made her anxious, and once she heard each other's voices, she would definitely explode immediately, right? So it's better to just go to her, see her, and if possible, tell her that you miss her.

Xu Ziran got up from the sofa and rushed out of the door with his bag.

It wasn't until he got off the plane and arrived in Qiu Yurou's city that Xu Ziran wondered if he would bother Qiu Yurou if he came over so suddenly.

The other party also has their own affairs, and they really shouldn't be disturbed so suddenly.

But when she came, Xu Ziran still called, and when she told Qiu Yurou that she was in Z City, there was a sound of something falling to the ground in the earpiece.

Qiu Yurou didn't ask her why she would come over, but only asked, "Where are you?" ”

Xiao Bei reunited, there was no exciting scene, Qiu Yurou drove over, wearing only a T-shirt and jeans, no makeup, and her hair was tied into a ball, looking like a high school student.

She asked Xu Ziran to get in the car, and the two went to dinner together.

Xu Ziran was embarrassed at this time: "Isn't it too sudden, it disturbs you." ”

After saying this, she also added a sentence without silver three hundred taels here: "I'm just bored at home, as if I never had such a long vacation." ”

Qiu Yurou laughed: "Don't bother." ”

She glanced at Xu Ziran, although she was without makeup, her eyes were also moving: "I'm very happy." ”

Xu Ziran's heart beat faster again.

She's eating well these days, and it's definitely not anemia.

In the next few days, the two played around, and Xu Ziran didn't ask Qiu Yurou what was the matter here, because the time with each other was so good that she didn't have the energy to think about other things at all.

At this time, Xu Ziran remembered what the little girl at the front desk said, and found that although the other party said that he had never been in love, he at least said one thing correctly - that kind of happiness, it is indeed difficult to match it.

She cherished this pleasure and did not want to lose even a minute or a second, so that the time spent alone in her hotel room at night became an ordeal, so much so that she kept going back to rest later and later.

After dinner on the last day, the two went out for a walk.

Walking out from the back door of the hotel, it is the back door of a scenic spot, no more tickets are sold after half past nine, Xu Ziran and Qiu Yurou went in directly, and soon arrived at the beach.

In early summer, the sea breeze hits the body just cool, and there are still many tourists on the beach, playing and screaming.

Someone was putting Kong Ming lanterns, small lanterns flew up from the ground, and soon Ling Feng flew into the air, Xu Ziran's eyes chased Kong Ming lanterns, and then saw the starlight in the dark night.

On a moonless night, the stars are scattered like broken diamonds, and the bright stars spread all the way to the junction of the sea and the sky.

With the sound of waves in his ears, Xu Ziran saw a young couple holding hands and treading water, laughing unscrupulously.

She sighed sincerely: "Such a scene, if it is with a lover, it would be fine, don't you say?" ”

Qiu Yurou asked rhetorically: "Do you want to come with a lover?" ”

Xu Ziran nodded: "Of course." ”

The other party's voice fluttered to his ears with the waves: "Then why not let it happen?" ”

"It's not me alone," Xu Zi......ran, who was half a beat slower, reacted, "Wait a minute, what do you mean by that?" ”

Qiu Yurou's voice was calm: "What do you say?" ”

Xu Ziran's brain turned into a mess, she seemed to have just sorted out her thoughts, but now she was blown into a pile of wasteland by Qiu Yurou: "I, I wasn't prepared, I knew it was today, I should have ......"

What should be done?

If you confess, shouldn't you do something more romantic?

But why am I having to confess?

Qiu Yurou's voice came from his ears: "If you want, it's now, if you don't want to, I'll count down to three seconds, and we'll treat it as if nothing happened - three, two, ......"

“！” Xu Ziran's mind was blank, and he blurted out, "It's okay to be my girlfriend!" ”

For a long time, Xu Ziran only heard the sound of his own heartbeat.

Time seemed to stop at this moment, until the sound of fireworks rising into the sky was heard in my ears, and I pressed the start button again.

And at this moment, Xu Ziran heard Qiu Yurou's response-

"Okay."

It doesn't matter if you don't know what love is, it doesn't matter if you don't know how to love, your heart will tell you the answer.

As long as you listen carefully.

All "ifs" may be born just a thought.

It's like the night more than a year ago, on the night when Xu Ziran was knifed, Qiu Yurou was treating the wound urgently, trying to suppress the trembling of her hands.

At that moment she knew that she would regret it too.

Some regrets can't be changed, some regrets can.

So at the moment when Xu Ziran opened his eyes again, Qiu Yurou thought: This time, no matter what, I have to try to take a look.