In the early morning of the second day when he woke up with this thought, Xu Ziran felt that there was probably something wrong with his head.

It must be a hormonal or hormone imbalance, or a mutation that has been lonely for too long, to have such thoughts in the middle of the night.

After returning from a business trip, she went to the hospital to check her body, and the results really found out that there was a hormone imbalance, and the doctor scolded her for not caring about her body, and she didn't know about the examination without a period for half a year.

Xu Ziran was very aggrieved, she was so busy that she forgot that she had this function.

The day after being ordered to go home to rest, Qiu Yurou came to Xu Ziran's house again.

"The doctor who examined you was my senior sister, and she told me about you." Qiu Yurou said seriously, "Even if it's to make money, you can't ignore your body." ”

Xu Ziran raised his hand and shook his index finger: "Not to make money, but for ideals." ”

"And what are your ideals?"

"Make money."

Qiu Yurou: "......"

Qiu Yurou sighed: "Then even if it is for the sake of ideals, you can't ignore your body." ”

Xu Ziran waved his hand impatiently, turned around and poured tea for Qiu Yurou, but secretly tilted his head and looked at Qiu Yurou's figure with his spare eyes.

The figure had long black hair up to his waist, bowed his head slightly, and his long hair flowed down like flowing water, covering half of his body.

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So that thought that night, it was really a hypocritical attack in the middle of the night?

Xu Ziran inexplicably felt a sense of guilt in his heart, thinking about it carefully, because he was too lonely, he regarded his good friend as the object of obscenity, which was a bit perverted.

She touched her face and thought that maybe she should try to make some emotional changes — even if she wasn't ready to get married, she should talk about love.

So in the second week after that, Xu Ziran talked to her mother for the first time about the blind date she had introduced.

The first blind date, how did I feel awkward, Xu Ziran still had a meeting this morning, because the argument dragged on for some time, so by the time the meeting was over, it was already half an hour late.

So I didn't have time to change my clothes and went to the restaurant, while calling and apologizing, and when I arrived, as soon as I got out of the car, I saw the man who looked like he should be the blind date standing at the door, and it seemed like he was leaving.

Xu Ziran made another call, and sure enough, he saw the man pick up the mobile phone, and at the same time, a voice with hidden anger came from the receiver: "Miss Xu, you are so busy with work, I don't think we are suitable, I am also very busy, so I should leave first." ”

Xu Ziran put away his mobile phone, walked quickly to the other party, bowed and apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, if you're free, or I'll invite you to dinner." ”

She raised her hand to brush the hair that had fallen from her head behind her ear, and when she raised her head slightly, she was stunned to see the other party.

"You...... Are you, Miss Xu? ”

Seeing that the other party suddenly stammered to slurred his speech, Xu Ziran couldn't help laughing, nodded at the same time, and said, "Hey, I'm really sorry, there was something temporary, I didn't expect it at all." ”

And the other party's attitude has changed 180 degrees, not only is he no longer angry, but he said diligently: "It doesn't matter, everyone will have something to do temporarily." ”

Xu Ziran asked, "Then, do you have something to leave?" ”

The other party hurriedly shook his head: "No, no, I think this restaurant is not good, or I should change it." ”

Xu Ziran told Luo Feifei about this incident as a joke that night, and even on the phone, he could hear Luo Feifei's laughter trembling.

"I probably didn't expect that the older blind date young woman was such a beauty, although this person's conditions are not very good, but at least the vision is still there."

Xu Ziran looked at himself in the mirror.

Of course, she is still beautiful, and she is still a beauty in the twilight, not to mention that she is not in the twilight, because she is well maintained, she doesn't even have fine lines, but she doesn't rest well, and she has some dark circles under her eyes, but as long as she wears a little fat powder, she is still a glamorous beauty.

But in the eyes of the world, a woman of her age, regardless of other conditions, can only be sold at a reduced price.

In Luo Feifei's eyes, I am afraid that few men can be regarded as having good conditions, but this blind date object is actually a masterpiece carefully selected by Xu's mother, and there is nothing to blame for his family background, appearance, education, and age.

Of course, there may be a lack of grace, but in that case, it can only be said that it is a normal human reaction.

However, Xu Ziran was still not interested, so he asked Luo Feifei what to do next.

Luo Feifei said simply: "Hang it, you don't have a better partner anyway, you have an ambiguous relationship for two or three months, see the situation and then withdraw - after all, don't you want to talk." ”

That's what I said, but I always felt that something was wrong.

Xu Ziran contacted the other party so aggrieved for two weeks, but she couldn't stand the meaningless conversations from time to time at that time, so she simply cut off contact and stopped responding.

This time, she didn't dare to say it to Luo Feifei, but it happened that Qiu Yurou came to her house, so she spit out her bitterness to Qiu Yurou.

"It's so boring, if love is like this, it's better not to talk about it."

Qiu Yurou's expression was ambiguous: "Why do you want to go on a blind date?" ”

Xu Ziran thought of that night again, the maple leaves outside the window were rustling, one after another.

She suddenly didn't dare to look at Qiu Yurou, and looked away: "I'm probably old, and I suddenly don't want to be alone." ”

"So it's okay for everyone?"

Xu Ziran felt that Qiu Yurou seemed to be a little angry.

She didn't know why the other party was angry, but her heart became inexplicably empty, so she defended in a low voice: "It's not anyone, you have to look at the conditions." ”

Qiu Yurou opened her mouth to speak, suddenly thought of something, closed her mouth, and when she spoke again, she was already calm.

"That being said, there are people in this world who are suitable for blind dates, and some people who are not suitable, and I don't think you are suitable." Qiu Yurou said.

Xu Ziran thought about it and felt that this was not unreasonable.

If you are really willing to compromise, there will be countless opportunities in the past 20 years.

Of course, she has this confidence, since she received a love letter for the first time in the second grade of elementary school.

She sighed: "You still know me, of course I'm not suitable, otherwise how could I give up getting along with that person so quickly." ”

Qiu Yurou nodded, and said, "If you really want to try, why don't you try it with me." ”

Xu Ziran: "......"

Because what the other party said was too casual, Xu Ziran's first reaction was that he was hallucinating.

Could it be that hormonal imbalance is so serious that it can confuse reality and brain holes?

But looking at Qiu Yurou's eyes, Xu Ziran gradually realized that this was not an illusion, and Qiu Yurou really said that.

But what the other party said was so natural that Xu Ziran felt that it would be strange if he made a fuss, so after being stunned for a while, he stumbled a little and said: "It's not good, if it doesn't work, you won't even have to be a friend." ”

She always felt that Qiu Yurou's next sentence should be "I'm joking".

But Qiu Yurou only nodded and said flatly: "Yes." ”

- too?!

What kind of reply is this?

That night, Xu Ziran had insomnia.

She kept speculating about Qiu Yurou's thoughts, recalling what Qiu Yurou had said, but the more she thought about it, the more messy her mind became, and the more she couldn't figure out what the other party meant.

So she thought about seeing Qiu Yurou's reaction in the next few days, but Qiu Yurou no longer had any superfluous and unnatural reactions.

But every time Xu Ziran was at home on vacation, Qiu Yurou would come over, sometimes cooking some meals together, sometimes baking some pastries together, after a long time, Xu Ziran noticed that something was wrong.

"By the way, have you been coming a little often lately, and there's nothing going on at the hospital?"

“…… Well, I forgot to tell you, I quit my job and moved nearby. ”

Xu Ziran: "......"

Because it was too accidental, the baking tray that had not been put in the oven fell to the ground, and the crumbs of flour were spilled on the ground, Xu Ziran was still in a daze, Qiu Yurou had already brought a broom and mop to clean up the kitchen.

Xu Ziran looked at the slender back of the other party's neck that leaked out because of his bowed head, and the snow-white arm that was exposed after rolling up his sleeves.

She pressed her heart and asked herself—it was beating so fast, could it be because of a heart attack?

For the sake of safety, Xu Ziran went for a heart examination a week later, but when he opened the door of the expert clinic, he saw Qiu Yurou in a white coat.

Xu Ziran looked at the registration list: "Well, I'm Dr. Wang." ”

Qiu Yurou rolled her eyes: "I'm going to a meeting, you don't believe in my expertise?" ”

Xu Ziran hurriedly shook his head.

Qiu Yurou looked helpless: "Why do you always see a doctor recently, but just look at it, why do you think you have heart disease." ”

Xu Ziran said honestly: "It's just that sometimes the heart beats too fast. ”

Qiu Yurou took the stethoscope and beckoned Xu Ziran to sit in front of her: "I'll help you take a look." ”

She lifted Xu Ziran's clothes and was about to stretch the stethoscope into her clothes.

Xu Ziran subconsciously pulled his clothes and grabbed Qiu Yurou's wrist.

She looked at Qiu Yurou, and her heart began to beat violently again.

Qiu Yurou in a white lab coat looks a little different from usual, could it be that this is the legendary uniform temptation?

"What's wrong?" Qiu Yurou raised her eyes to look at her.

Xu Ziran didn't dare to speak.

She thought of the man she was with, and she wondered if she would look ridiculous if she spoke.

She slowly let go of her hand, and pretended to be nonchalant, hanging her hands on the sides of her chair.

Qiu Yurou poked the stethoscope into Xu Ziran's sweater.

Under the sweater was a thin layer of autumn clothes, so Xu Ziran felt the temperature of Qiu Yurou's fingers, as if it was directly scratching over the skin.

The heart is like a drum, even the eardrum begins to vibrate, and the ears are buzzing, and I don't know what the sound is.

Her gaze moved from Qiu Yurou's hand, and she saw the other party's narrow shoulders, round jaw, and light-colored lips......

"It's jumping a little fast." Her lips opened slightly, and Qiu Yurou spat out such a sentence.

Xu Ziran felt that his face was a little hot: "Then, what do you think is going on." ”

Qiu Yurou wrote a few lines on the case, and her tone could be called indifferent: "The heart rate caused by anemia is too fast, so don't you always tell you to eat well and rest well." ”

Xu Ziran: "......"

The other party's words were too categorical, so Xu Ziran once again began to doubt his intentions.

The human body is so wonderful that it doesn't seem too strange to have any illusions.

The older you get, the more likely you are to doubt yourself and others, so you have to think twice about everything, lest you make a mistake.

Hormones determine love at first sight, dopamine determines eternity, and how can we determine what true love is?