18. Chapter XVIII

Why, indeed, Yunding's project is not so tempting, there is no need for others to wade into this troubled water for that little benefit, everyone knows that the Zuo family is bound to win this, and the Zuo family has the Shen family as a backer behind it, so the way to cut off the beard is a taboo in the shopping mall. It's not that she hasn't thought of this, but she has a glimmer of hope, and Ji Chuange is her only hope. This man she refused fiercely at the beginning, but now she humbly asks him for help, she wants to humbly pray, but she can't say it, not because she doesn't have the courage, but if others don't have the idea of helping, it's just a matter of asking for help, and it won't change the result.

She was silent, her expression didn't seem to change, but her gloomy eyes still revealed her disappointment.

Ji Chuange suddenly thought, maybe she didn't mean to act as usual, but the arc of her uncontrollable transformation was originally very small, and a lot of turbulent emotions were gradually excreted by her so lightly, not that she didn't care, but that she was dealing with it in a deeper way.

She didn't speak, and Ji Chuange quickly changed the topic, "Have you read the information provided by Grayson?" Because I have seen it, I am desperate for Shen Yi'an, so I can analyze my current situation so rationally, so I will ask me out. ”

"Looked." Su Meilin was very honest, "I didn't look at it seriously, I just saw a few of the photos, and there is no need to look at anything else." ”

Ji Chuange looked at her suspiciously.

She smiled wryly, "Seeing the photo of Shen Yi'an and Song Yaxian together, I can already explain a qiē, so since this is the origin of this qiē, why waste time looking at it?" Just as there is such a result now, there is no point in thinking about why the situation is like this, and everything else is a waste of time except to solve the problem. ”

Since Shen Yi'an targeted herself so much for Song Yaxian, those details are not important, she doesn't care if Shen Yi'an has a moment of true feelings when she is with her, and she doesn't care how Shen Yi'an loves Song Yaxian, the important thing is that he calculated himself for Song Yaxian, and the result is already there, as for the process, there is no need to care.

"You" Ji Chuange shook his head, as if he didn't know how to judge, "Why don't you want to read that information before the engagement ceremony?" ”

Not only did he let Ash remind her that he had put what Shen Yi'an was going to do in front of her, but she still went her own way, and he also personally reminded her that she still insisted on herself.

"Maybe I'm stupid, but if it happened again, I'd do it anyway. Am I hopelessly stupid? ”

Such a statement is obviously not within Ji Chuange's understanding, he originally thought that after facing the current predicament, she would regret very much that she did not see Shen Yi'an's true face as soon as possible, but she told him that she did not regret it, and even if she went back to the past, her choice would not change.

He expressed his doubts with his eyes.

"It's my own private matter." The subtext was the real reason why she didn't plan to sue him.

"What if I wanted to know?" He poured himself another glass of wine, "You should know very well that no one in the entire Smoke City except me is willing to wade into the troubled waters this time." ”

What he said was the truth.

Su Meilin quickly made a decision, "Because before the engagement ceremony, no matter what he does, I am willing to gamble and give him a chance." I don't want any regrets in my life, you can think it's stupid, but that's what I really think. If I cancel the engagement early, maybe I will be unwilling, and I will think that he may have feelings for me, and I will think that he may not treat me so much. So I took the day of the engagement as my bottom line, and if he came and he chose me, I would have to ignore everything and pretend not to know what he had done before. But if he doesn't come, I can also really die, completely desperate for this man who doesn't care about me, and from then on he walks his single-plank bridge, and I cross my Yangguan Road, and there is no contact with each other again. ”

Looking at her sincere face, he knew that this was her truest thoughts. Is this kind of thinking silly? Behind such a seemingly stupidity, there is also another kind of desperation, once the other party breaks through the bottom line, there will never be a turn back.

Su Meilin rarely expresses her heart so truly, she is a little unaccustomed, probably because she is used to a lot of emotions that are slowly digested by herself, without any major fluctuations, so she knows that she is very strong, and nothing can hit her.

She spent some time in the hospital while her grandfather was in the hospital. At that time, my grandmother said that when I arrived at the hospital, people would be sublimated, and they would understand that those grievances, grievances, and love were entangled, and people, only health was the most important, as long as they were alive, as long as they were healthy, they should feel lucky. The real disease will destroy your will, cut your life, and make you unable to resist. Maybe she really believed her grandmother's statement, because when her grandfather died, she was so happy, and grandpa finally didn't have to be tortured anymore.

So, why should she really despair, her parents and brothers are healthy, and she is still young and beautiful, even if she is at the bottom now, but who knows what will happen in the future.

"Su Meilin, I can help you." Ji Chuange gave his attitude, he knew her purpose before he came, and he would not let go of this opportunity.

She looked up at him, as if she understood something, "There are conditions attached?" ”

There was caution in her eyes, he made a move now, no matter how harsh the conditions were, the Su family would inevitably agree, so his conditions may have nothing to do with Yunding's project.

"I'm not interested in Yunding's project, only you can interest me."

Ji Chuange's eyes are too naked, if Ji Chuange said such a thing a few years ago, she would believe it, but now that he has experienced strong winds and waves, and has seen the clouds and clouds in this world, he can still say such words, "I" am I so important, am I so worthy?

"You don't need to give an answer right now, you can think about it yourself." He paused, as if remembering something, "Since we said at the beginning that we wanted to be honest with each other, let's be honest to the end!" I had a girlfriend in foreign affairs, and I wanted to know if my feelings for you were just a momentary deep, or if they really went deep into the bone marrow, and I tried hard to deal with that relationship, but in the end it failed. I don't want to hide anything cowardly, so I'm going to be honest with my own heart. Over the years, I have been following your news, your entry into Minghua, your work status, and even your relationship with Shen Yi'an."

"Because of your relationship with Shen Yi'an, I was disappointed, but in the end, I thought about it, if that is the lover you chose, I am willing to bless you. But he is not, my friend told him, Shen Yi'an will be with you, he obviously has a girlfriend who loves each other very much. I felt weird, so I secretly asked people to check Shen Yi'an's news. Shen Yi'an is very careful, even if Ash Zi investigates him, it takes a lot of effort, but he still roughly knows Shen Yi'an's purpose for approaching you."

"I have to tell you honestly, I felt very glad when I learned about Shen Yi'an's intentions. That's the man you choose for yourself, and if you're happy, I won't bother you, but if he approaches you with that purpose, you're bound to not be happy. From the beginning, I had that plan, when Shen Yi'an injured you to the ground, I was showing up to let you know that I was the man who would always be by your side. ”

"But I still hesitated, that's your life, and you should have the opportunity to make your own choice. So I asked Ash to give you that information and give you a chance to choose. Whether you choose to watch it or not, whether you choose to continue with Shen Yi'an or break up, you have the right to decide the way forward. But you didn't see it, and still decided to get engaged to Shen Yi'an. I should be happy because it was one step closer to what I was going to do, but I went to warn you, even if I knew that my reminder wouldn't have made you change your mind. From the beginning to the end, I hope that at least you have had the opportunity to change the outcome of this event, even if it does, it is not much different from the current situation, but at least you have been involved. ”

"So from beginning to end, all I want is you, and you can seriously think about it." He is not a philanthropist, he will have his own purpose in doing things, and if she wants him to help, she has to pay the corresponding bargaining chips.

Shen Yi'an was calculating her, why wasn't he using this matter to design her, but he openly and honestly told her all he had, and still gave her a choice, because this was not only his life, but also her Su Meilin's life.

Is that a touching feeling? For the first time, Su Meilin's heart had a long-lasting excitement, this man seemed to really be willing to accept her no matter what she looked like, and willing to support him behind her no matter what happened to her.

So why did you miss it in the first place? It's really a bit of a pity, every time I meet, it's at the wrong time. The first time she wanted the perfect relationship, he showed up, but she wasn't the wonderful girl he imagined, so she gave up because she was afraid that one day he would be disappointed in her, and she was afraid that the invisible things would end up being just gray areas for each other. met again, but she completely lost confidence in love and completely closed the door of her heart.

Time is really a very mysterious thing, and if you don't meet it at the most correct time, it's all in vain.

"You really like me that much?"

"It should be!" Can't let go, can't quit, is this a liking?

"But Ji Chuange, you also have to think seriously about whether I'm worth it for you."

He looked at her with a frown, and seemed to have a bad premonition after seeing the wry smile on her lips.

Su Meilin poured herself a glass of wine, but this time she didn't drink it, "Ji Chuange, I'm pregnant, and I haven't thought about him yet." ”