It turns out that when the two of them really take it calmly, they will find that the things they thought were all like this, and no matter how strict the things turned into words, there was no thrilling in the incident. Su Meilin didn't speak again, Ji Chuange was also silent for a long time, and finally checked out and walked out of the store, and Ji Chuange drove her back. After getting in the car, she still didn't say a word, Su Meilin found that she had a very strange idea, if she couldn't find the man who was 100% satisfied with her, then find a man who loved her very much, at least so that she wouldn't be tired. What a selfish thought, but that's what she was thinking at this moment.

Shen Yi'an's appearance in her life proves one thing, a man who is 100% satisfied is just an illusion, it is all played by Shen Yi'an, and there has never been a zài. Since you don't have zài, and you can't find it, why not compromise with reality.

She looked at Ji Chuange who was driving the car, he was very handsome, with a rare warm smell of sunshine, like a plant that has experienced abundant rain and an excellent environment, growing gratifying and vigorously, it is a feeling of infinite hope. Such a man who is infinitely attractive to most women, has she never been attracted to him? Neither is it. Ji Chuange is a unique existence in her heart.

At the beginning of her relationship with Ji Chuange, she did snatch him from Song Yaxian with the purpose of seeing the light. At that time, Song Yaxian could be said to be the object of envy in the eyes of most girls, she looked good, her grades were very good, and she had a handsome and handsome boyfriend, especially this boyfriend's family background and appearance were good, the key was that her grades were also very good, Song Yaxian was once called "a winner in life", and there was only a word difference between winning and losing. After feeling Song Yaxian's strong feelings for Ji Chuange, she began to implement the plan.

She really dated Ji Chuange, she always knew that he had a good personality, but she didn't know that he was so tolerant of his girlfriend. As long as she likes it, he almost never objects, she enjoys his pampering, and even forgets about it for a while, it's just a play. What really moved her was Ji Chuange's maintenance of her, and soon there were rumors in the school that she seduced Ji Chuange, which made Song Yaxian sad. So countless people said bad things behind her back, scolding her for how disgusting and shameless she was. Regarding such rumors, Ji Chuange's attitude is very clear, it has nothing to do with her, if you want to scold, you can scold him, it is Su Meilin who he pursues.

That was the first time she had experienced how beautiful it felt to be protected. She even had a strange idea, she went on dating Ji Chuange like this, she didn't hate him, and even liked the way she looked when she was with him, he could have fun, and at the same time there was no sense of embarrassment on his body, which could perfectly combine the youthfulness of a teenager with the spirit of daring to take risks.

However, there will be accidents at every qiē.

Chen Siying found Ji Chuange and told him everything Su Meilin had done. Chen Siying told Ji Chuan Ge that Su Meilin deliberately approached Song Yaxian just to embarrass him, and she only dated him to anger Song Yaxian, and Su Meilin never liked him from beginning to end, it was all just calculation. Ji Chuange naturally refused to believe it, argued with Chen Siying, and then found Su Meilin.

At that time, Ji Chuange was really simple and cute, he was afraid that what Chen Siying said was the truth, and on the other hand, he didn't want to believe Chen Siying's words, so he said to her in a joking way, "Chen Siying actually said that about you like that, she has a good relationship with Song Yaxian, probably because of this reason, she said bad things about you everywhere." Don't worry, I won't believe her, you must not be who she is. ”

When Su Meilin heard Ji Chuange's words, her heart sank, "In your eyes, what kind of person am I?" ”

"Very kind and beautiful. Occasionally a little wayward. Ji Chuange laughed, "Of course, it's just a little bit willful." ”

"What if I'm the kind of person Chen Siying said?"

"How is that possible?" Ji Chuange subconsciously retorted.

How can it be? Four words made Su Meilin's heart cold, but

Ji Chuange's stunned appearance actually made the corners of her eyes sour, as if she had seen the end of each other at that time, obviously she was still thinking about going on like this with him a moment ago, it turned out that it only took so easy and a short time for the opposite idea to appear.

Later, she broke up with him unilaterally, and it was even more true of what Chen Siying said After she seduced Ji Chuange and achieved her goal, she kicked Ji Chuange away.

When everyone was accusing her of being so scheming at such a young age, and when everyone was scolding her behind her back, she felt sad for the first time. In the first half of her short life, it seems that she has always been quite sad, even if she did design Song Yaxian and made Song Yaxian suffer, but she also paid so much and calculated herself.

She suddenly didn't know what the point of doing so much was there, except for the excitement and excitement of the design at the beginning, which was only cold in the end, but those excitement and excitement tempted her to continue doing this like a drug. Even her mother and brother thought she was mentally unhealthy and took her to the psychiatrist several times, but after the psychiatrist told her that she was not a big problem, her mother became more and more cautious about her.

She was sitting at the bar drinking alcohol, and the inexplicable discomfort poured into her chest, making her more and more uncomfortable. Because she knows that Chen Siying and Song Yaxian are not wrong, she is a bad girl, she just doesn't learn well at a young age, she will use her beauty to urge others to do things for her, she is vicious enough, she can calculate and do it. It turned out that she was really that bad, but she didn't think that way, she didn't want to be a bad girl.

She was drinking alone, but Ji Chuange came.

He looked cold, and directly snatched the wine from her hand, he held the wine bottle and drank more than half of the wine, and then looked at her, "Su Meilin, tell me why, why are you doing this to Song Yaxian." I thought about it for many days, and I decided to believe you, you must have some reason to do this, I don't believe you would do this for no reason. You say, as long as you say, I believe you. ”

Looking at Ji Chuange's scorching gaze, she suddenly remembered Chen Siying's words-–––Ji Chuange will only meet you after eight lifetimes of mold.

How can he be so good, it's all now, not to scold her, not to resent her, but to believe that she has some compelling reason.

"There's no reason, I hate Song Yaxian, I hate it." She snatched the bottle and drank the rest of it.

"I don't believe it."

"What does it matter to me whether you believe it or not? We've broken up. Why are you so stupid, the facts are all in front of you, and you still come to ask what the reason is, it's really funny. ”

Ji Chuange looked at her stubbornly, did not leave, and did not speak.

Su Meilin frowned, put the wine bottle down, and seemed to be very impatient, "Okay, since you want to know so much, I will tell you if I ask." Song Yaxian is my half-sister, only two months younger than me, isn't it ironic? I hate her and her mother, and every time I see Song Yaxian, I hate her in pain. Ji Chuange, if you want to blame yourself, you are unlucky, but you are the person Song Yaxian likes, otherwise I wouldn't have spent so much effort to get close to you. ”

"If I say I don't mind you deliberately approaching me, can we still be the same as we used to be?" The proud Ji Chuange completely let go of his pride for the first time.

Su Meilin smiled, "You don't mind, but why don't you ask me if I mind?" Why should I force myself to be with a guy I don't love? ”

Ji Chuange's face turned pale, "You treat me"

"There's no emotion at all, it's all about exploitation from beginning to end."

Ji Chuange gritted his teeth, with obvious injuries on his face, he looked at her for a few seconds, and finally turned to leave.

Su Meilin looked at his back, the kind of love similar to discomfort and guilt was mixed together, and it turned out that she would also be sad. He is really good, so good that only that kind and beautiful "Su Meilin" can be worthy of him, but she is not, she does not deserve to have such a good boy.

Let's go, let's go, she picked up another bottle of wine and drank it, inexplicable tears slanting out of her eyes.

When Ji Chuange turned around, he saw her crying, and suddenly, he felt so uncomfortable, the ghost sent the gods, and he walked back again. It was the first time he had seen her cry, and it turned out that she could cry too. He wanted to curse himself, it turned out that she only needed a tear to avoid pursuing the harm she had done to him.

When she raised her eyes, she saw Ji Chuange walking back.

"Ji Chuange, I don't like you." She spoke again, word for word.

"You don't have to remind me." He asked people to bring the wine again, "Since you are drinking, then I will also drink with you, after all, we broke up and didn't sit down to talk about it, so it's better to take this opportunity to talk." ”

He wasn't going to leave, and she didn't know if she wanted him to leave or if she wanted him to stay. They're really like that, you drink a glass of wine and I drink a glass of wine.

Chat, what to talk about!

There are some things and some words, she has always put in her heart.

She drank more and more, and then talked nonsense.

When did you realize that the atmosphere at home was wrong? It was still very small! Mom and dad always quarreled, and then one time she heard her dad say that she was going to divorce her mother, and her mother cried, and at that time her mother had a little sister in her belly. Mom said that she thought that with this child, Dad would not leave. Dad said he loved that woman and he wanted to give that woman a name.

One day her mother was going out, she cried and went out with her mother, her mother had a bad face and asked her to stay at home, but she refused, she kept crying, and her mother had no choice, so she took her out. When she got to the place, her mother asked her to stay here, and her mother came in a while. But she waited for a long time, but her mother didn't come, and she ran out of the car. Then I saw the woman push her mother, and then she rolled down the stairs and bled a lot.

She was so scared that she couldn't cry. She thought that the bad woman would be arrested, but in fact it was not like that, not only did her father not comfort her mother, but also said that her mother deliberately miscarried and framed the bad woman, and that the bad woman was so weak and kind that she would never do such a thing.

From that day on, she realized that the bad woman had a daughter as old as herself, and the bad woman wanted to snatch her father. She began to pull her father every night and every day, she couldn't make a sound, only kept crying. The doctor said she was frightened and had a very serious psychological problem.

She just pesters her father and doesn't leave her father, even when her father is in a meeting. She wrote crooked words, writing that Daddy don't go, Daddy don't leave. At that time, her father looked at her irritably, thinking that she was a big trouble, but she was pestering him, and others refused to leave, as if she didn't do this, her father would become someone else's father, and he would no longer be his own father.

She pestered her father like that, crying and shedding tears whenever he left. The psychiatrist asked his father to accompany him all the time, from the beginning Su Zhengyi was bored, to gradually get used to it, and in the end he couldn't see her but was not used to it. Because she got along with Su Zhengyi, she also knew that her father used to like that woman, but she didn't like her mother. She could speak, but she still pretended not to speak, as if that way Dad wouldn't leave. Because of her relationship, Dad rarely went to see that woman, and the relationship between father and daughter was getting better and better, Dad took her with him in everything, and became more and more anxious that she couldn't speak.

She had secretly met with her mother, and she was going to sue her father. But her mother sued her, and even if she did, Dad would only think that Mom had taught her to say that, and Dad trusted that bad woman.

Gradually, Dad liked her more and more, maybe it was because the contact time was too long, and Dad treated her as a sweetheart. And the woman was dissatisfied with her, and every time the woman said bad things about her suggestively, the father would murder the woman.

On the day Su Meilin spoke, she hugged Su Zhengyi and kept crying, and then the first sentence was: the bad woman pushed her mother downstairs, and her mother shed a lot of blood, I was so scared.

Su Meilin hugged Ji Chuange while drinking wine and cried, "Am I terrifying? I was only eight years old at the time, and at the age of eight I was able to force myself not to speak, and after two years of enduring and gaining my father's trust, I defeated the enemy with one blow. ”

Her eyes were very red, and Ji Chuange found that she had no other feelings except for distress.