Gu Qingxia came home from work and met a few aunts. This time was supposed to be the time for their evening square dance, but today they didn't go, they were in a pile and chatting.

Talk about the man who jumped off the building.

"I heard that several houses have been mortgaged out, and the loan is still from a loan shark!"

"Isn't this death? Why? ”

"I've heard that there is insider/inside information, so I want to play big, but I don't know if it will fall like that."

"Ouch, this stock, I really can't touch it!"

"That's not it, my son also speculates in stocks, but he is just tens of thousands of yuan, speculating and playing, even if he loses, it won't hurt his muscles and bones. This man, I tell you, is still greedy! If it were my son, even if he knew the insider/inside information, he would definitely buy it with tens of thousands of dollars, and he would never bet several houses on loan sharks and want to make a lot of money! ”

"Then how can the loan shark be repaid?"

"Then who knows, usury, usury, high profit! If you don't pay the money, then collect the house! ”

"How can the wife and children live! You see how old his child is, and he shares a kindergarten with my grandson! ”

"And his daughter-in-law, at first glance, she is a person who can only spend money and not make money, the house is gone, how will she live in the future?

The aunts sighed.

Gu Qingxia listened for a while and walked over silently.

The morning she returned to work, she met the wife in the elevator. She didn't have any children, she was alone, and she had just come back from outside early in the morning. The once delicate face was plain, the eye sockets were deep-set, and the gaze was dull.

She used to be very happy and had everything. Overnight, there was nothing.

That's because she never really had it. The things she once had, she had never really grasped in her own hands.

Relying on the mountains and mountains, relying on the water to dry. A woman who pins her life and her life on her reliance on a man, when that man falls, she loses everything.

Gu Qingxia walked out of the elevator indifferently, thinking like this.

In this world, there is no one and nothing more reliable than "yourself". Unfortunately, many people don't understand.

She got home, washed up a bit, changed her clothes, and curled up on the couch to turn on the TV.

changed several channels in a row, all talking about the stock market, and the whole line was green. Her neighbor was not the only one who jumped off the building.

Li Sheng called, she turned off the TV and picked it up.

"Are you home?" He asked.

"Here we are."

"I made an appointment today, so I'm going to go. You remember to take your medicine. ”

"Hmm."

"Can you spare time tomorrow? I'll accompany you to another check-up. ”

"Haven't you done it before?"

"No, change hospitals, be comprehensive."

"I can make time in the afternoon."

"Not in the afternoon, you have to have an empty stomach."

"Then I won't eat at noon."

“…… Alas, well. Then I'll pick you up at noon, check it out early, and eat early. ”

"Hmm."

Li Sheng spent the night here yesterday. He threw away the cigarettes and ashtrays in the drawer.

"Don't smoke again until you've made a decision." He said. Then he didn't smoke anymore, he really couldn't hold it back, so he went to the corridor to smoke, and then came in after smoking.

He didn't force her to decide.

"There are still more than six months left before I give birth. It's enough for you to think about it, don't worry, think slowly. He said.

When he slept at night, his hot palms touched her still flat lower abdomen, as if there was a fragile treasure in it.

"I don't know what I'll look like, if I want to be like you, I'll be a pretty kid." As he spoke, he suddenly sighed, "If only you could be like me, you must be handsome." ”

But this child can't be like him.

Because of this, he suddenly felt melancholy, and sighed for a long time.

Gu Qingxia closed his eyes and ignored his crazy words. But she's actually a little sad.

If a man like Li Sheng behaves so humbly in a relationship, there is only one explanation.

He really loved her.

But her can't afford his love.

He even bought her a radiation suit.

"I know that you don't think about it, it's really a stupid pregnancy for three years." He said.

He was delicate and guessed that she would definitely not want to let the people in the company know until she really made a decision. So he bought her a camisole-style, which can be worn close to the body and will not be seen by others. There are several colors of pink, purple, blue, and red.

She actually put it on today.

As Li Sheng said, before she really makes up her mind, take care of it first, and don't let herself regret it.

She knows what regret is like.

She hung up the phone, got up from the couch and went to the study.

She turned on her computer and looked up her stock. She doesn't have much money to spend on stocks, even if she loses it, it doesn't hurt her muscles and bones. But in the situation that the market is green, the ones that Li Sheng told her are all rising against the market.

She took out another notebook from the safe. Every one of her assets, every financial management and investment, is recorded on it. She sorted it out and re-recorded the changes. She thought about it, she would have two financial payments back in May, and then at the same time her insurance premiums should be paid. She bought serious illness insurance for her parents and herself, and bought herself a high amount of life insurance.

Her life insurance beneficiaries are Mom and Dad. If she had an accident, the compensation would be enough for them to provide for their old age.

Even if she dies one day, it will never leave them without support and nothing like her neighbor's wife.

She closed the notebook and patted it gently, feeling very steady.

People have to rely on themselves.

She called her mother, chatted a few words, and asked her, "Do you remember my safe password?" ”

Teacher Ren...... No, now it's Professor Ren, laughing: "How can you not remember my birthday when you used it." ”

She laughed.

Then she suddenly confided in her*, she wanted to tell her mother about her pregnancy, she wanted to tell her mother about Li Sheng's skating, she wanted to cry in her mother's arms.

Hormones are horrible! She quickly hung up the phone to calm herself down.

The next morning, she went downstairs. In March of previous years, when the weather warmed up, she would change her thick down jacket to a thin down jacket. In short, she will dress thicker than others.

But this year, strangely, she doesn't feel cold. She also changed out of her down jacket. And she also found that her hands and feet have not been so cold recently, and they are often hot.

The fire of a pregnant woman is strong, and this is the heat that the child brings to her. She could even faintly feel that some strange reaction was happening in her body. What was filled, what was fixed.

It's amazing.

But she still hadn't thought about it.

If she had left this child, her work would have to be affected a lot, and her life would have changed completely. She couldn't figure out why she wanted to keep the child.

She was still trying to figure it out.

Approaching her car, she suddenly stopped, frowning.

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

Nan Siwen threw the cigarette butt on the ground and looked at her.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

Gu Qingxia's face was expressionless: "I don't need you to care if I'm okay." ”

Nan Siwen pursed her lips and didn't speak.

Gu Qingxia was about to bypass him.

Nan Siwen suddenly spoke: "Li Sheng, he skates, do you know?" ”

Gu Qingxia's feet stopped.

Nan Siwen added: "Do you know what ice is? Ice is ......"

Gu Qingxia suddenly turned around, his eyes sharp: "How do you know?" ”

Nan Siwen's words stopped abruptly, he stared at her for a while, and said, "You know? ”

He was angry: "You know, you're still following him!" ”

Gu Qingxia stared at his angry eyes, was silent for a while, and said, "That's my business, what are you doing!" ”

Nan Siwen gritted his teeth.

What is he doing? yes, what is he doing? What is his position to manage?

That's where his sadness lies. In his heart, he always unconsciously regarded her as his daughter-in-law, and always felt that even if she left him, there was a mysterious connection between him and her.

But it was just his delusion. For Gu Qingxia, Nan Siwen is really a person who has nothing to do with her life.

Nan Siwen took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said, "Don't ask him to take it down for you, if you get it, no one can save you!" ”

He's seen what a woman on ice skates in a state. They have lost their dignity as human beings. Ordinary people, even if they are sitting on the stage, will still have some shame. The woman who skated on the ice has lost her shame and the most basic dignity of human beings.

He was deeply afraid that Gu Qingxia would fall to that point.

However, Gu Qingxia didn't appreciate his affection, she looked at him coldly and said, "I'm not that stupid. I don't bother you to worry about it. Don't come to me again, I'll thank you. ”

Her rejection of him was palpable, and the words cut through his skin like a sharp knife, making it hurt.

He didn't notice that when she said this, one hand was subconsciously placed on her lower abdomen.

Gu Qingxia bypassed Nan Siwen, got into his car, and lit the fire. Instead of starting immediately, she lowered the glass window.

Nan Siwen ......" She looked at him with a cold look in her eyes, he was an irrelevant person to her.

"I just won't be with Li Sheng," she ruthlessly pierced the truth that Nan Siwen didn't want to think about, "It's impossible to be with you." ”

After she finished speaking, she hung up the gear and left.

Nan Siwen stood there, his face pale.

On the contrary to him, on the way to the company, Gu Qingxia felt as if she had cleared the obstacles that had been entangling her all these days, and her mind was suddenly extremely clear.

She was encircled by the men. She was worried too much. And she doesn't really have to care about them at all.

Whether it's Li Sheng or Nan Siwen, she doesn't have to worry about it at all.

Because she has always been alone! She doesn't rely on anyone! She's on her own!

She had been thinking about "why keep this child", and after meeting Nan Siwen, she suddenly began to think backwards.

She began to think, why not keep this child?

This is her child.

This is the child who is connected to her blood and conceived in her body.

In the past, she was forced by the situation to not allow those two children to be born.

But now, it's different! She alone can also feed this child!

She can hold up a home for this child!

She can!

At noon, Li Sheng came to pick her up. Gu Qingxia sat in Li Sheng's car, his eyes clear.

She calmly told Li Sheng: "I have thought about it, I want to give birth to this child." ”

There was a smile in Li Sheng's eyes, and his happiness came from the bottom of his heart.

But Gu Qingxia immediately hit him ruthlessly.

"But I'm not going to marry you." She said, "My kids, I don't need a dad." ”

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