82 Chapter 82
"Thank you, Li Sheng." She looked at him and said to him sincerely, "But what you want for me is really not what I want." And the hindrance in between...... Too much. ”
Li Sheng was silent for a while and sighed. Didn't say anything, gear start.
He didn't force it anymore, which made Gu Qingxia breathe a sigh of relief.
To this day, Gu Qingxia does not doubt Li Sheng's feelings for her. But in her opinion, Li Sheng's feelings are too paranoid. If he wants it, he has to get it. If he wants to do it, he has to do it.
Sometimes, she can't bear it.
The most important thing is that no matter how deep Li Sheng's feelings are for her. can't change the fact that this child is not related to him. It can't be changed, the fact that this child was conceived by another man while she was still in a relationship with him.
Li Sheng didn't ask about the child's father again, but Gu Qingxia didn't believe that he didn't do anything about it. That kind of Li Sheng is not like Li Sheng at all.
Involved Nan Siwen in this matter, Gu Qingxia regretted it. Nan Siwen is another obsession with her. It's not that she doesn't understand.
She sometimes even finds him pitiful.
But she would never let Nan Siwen know about his connection to this child. Call her selfish, call her mean. She was determined to make this child her own child.
Whether it is Li Sheng or Nan Siwen, they are not suitable fathers.
Li Sheng drove her to the famous private hospital in the Northeast Fourth Ring Road, near the Bangzi Settlement. A famous female singer gave birth to a child there, spending 100,000 yuan.
In the public hospitals of the capital, pregnancy tests for pregnant women are really exhausting. Traditionally, when you are 12 weeks pregnant, you have to set up a file in the hospital, in case the new mother doesn't understand and goes late, she may be very unlucky to run a few public hospitals but can't build a file. Because, the hospital was full of pregnant women who could accept at that time. That's it.
It is not easy to live in the capital. Those who haven't experienced it firsthand won't know.
Li Sheng had already made an appointment in the hospital, and he had already made a membership card for Gu Qingxia here in advance.
It's very humane, unlike public hospitals, where there is a big sign outside the obstetrics and gynecology department that says "Men Stop". Li Sheng was allowed to accompany him throughout the process. When Gu Qingxia was lying on the bed for examination, he kept holding her hand.
"Doctor, is it deformed?" He was more nervous than she was, "She smoked a lot a while ago. ”
The doctor asked, "Have you taken any medicine?" ”
Gu Qingxia thought about it, fortunately, she was in good health during this time, she didn't even have a cold, and she really hadn't taken any medicine.
The doctor said: "Smoking is definitely harmful to both the pregnant woman and the fetus, and now you can't smoke." But it doesn't mean that it's deformed or not. You can rest assured that the technology is very advanced now, as long as the deformity is checked regularly, any problems will definitely be found. ”
The doctor gave Gu Qingxia some examinations, then hesitated for a moment and said, "Mr. go out first, and I'll talk to the lady alone." ”
Li Sheng raised his eyebrows, and had no intention of leaving: "I must know everything about her physical condition." ”
Gu Qingxia was half-lying on the examination bed, and said lightly: "It's okay, let him listen." ”
She already had a hunch in her heart about what the doctor was going to ask her.
When both of them said so, the doctor was relieved. The reason why she asked her "husband" to leave was because it had happened before that the wife had concealed the existence of her husband, which was inadvertently exposed by the doctor.
Sure enough, just as Gu Qingxia had a hunch, she asked her, "Did you have a miscarriage?" ”
Before Gu Qingxia could answer, she felt Li Sheng's hand holding her hand tighten.
She calmly replied, "Yes." Then he added, "Twice." ”
Li Sheng's hand tightened again.
"Abortion surgery?"
"No, I got it off myself, and I didn't do it." She said.
She didn't look at Li Sheng, but she could feel Li Sheng holding her hand, very hard, making her a little painful......
Back in the car, Li Sheng stuffed the membership card into her purse. Li Sheng pre-deposited 200,000 yuan in Naka.
Gu Qingxia didn't compete with him for money. Bargaining with Li Sheng for money can only be boring for himself. She and Li Sheng are already involved in too many things.
They went to eat first, and then went back to Gu Qingxia's house. Until he changed into home clothes, Li Sheng didn't say anything.
"Li Sheng," Gu Qingxia spoke first, "Don't you have anything to ask me?" ”
Li Sheng sighed: "Is there anything I have to ask?" ”
"I had a miscarriage." She said calmly.
Li Sheng touched her face pityingly: "What happened when you were eighteen years old, right?" It's long gone, forget it. ”
Sure enough, he knew. He could even find out what was going on at her mother's work, how could he not find out the year she disappeared.
Gu Qingxia's dark eyes looked at him, dark and profound. She asked, "When did you find out?" ”
"I told you not to be angry," Li Sheng said, "before taking you to see my mother." At that time, I just wanted to know about your family situation, and I didn't go out of my way to find out about you. ”
Gu Qingxia looked at him and remembered that day he hugged her and asked her to follow him to meet his family. As a result, she also him off......
Her eyes couldn't stop souring. Damn hormones!
She stepped forward, stood on tiptoe, and hugged Li Sheng's neck tightly.
"Li Sheng, you are such a bastard!" She said in a nasal voice.
Li Sheng let out a "tsk" and hugged her with his backhand. The scoundrel said, "That's right, I'll be a bastard!" I'm a bastard, you bite me, you bite me! Oops...... What a bite! Alright, alright! It hurts! It hurts! ”
Gu Qingxia let go of his mouth, buried it in his shoulder, and said in a low voice; "Big bastard!"
The corners of Li Sheng's mouth hooked and hugged her tightly.
She doesn't want to get married, let it be.
Marriage is a thing, people who don't have a heart can't restrain it, and people who have a heart ...... No, you don't!
That night, Gu Qingxia lay in Li Sheng's arms and told Li Sheng everything that happened when she was eighteen years old. With hormones, she had a hard time controlling her emotions. She shed more tears in one night than in all years combined.
Li Sheng kept kissing her forehead and cheek: "It's all over, it's all over......"
His heart throbbed that she would confess to him her most secret things. Although she still refused to tell him which bastard the child's real father was, she and he had already stripped off all their disguises, and they could be called naked.
They know each other's worst lives and see each other's weakest hearts. There is no other person in this world who knows each other as well as he and her.
Gu Gu.
It's his care.
"Li Sheng, it's my fault in this matter." Gu Qingxia said, "I don't want to protect anyone. But I have a greater responsibility for this matter, and I don't want to drag others into your and my affairs. Don't look it up, I won't have any more dealings with him anyway, and I won't let him know that this kid is his. She could guess with her knees, Li Sheng, she would definitely ask someone to investigate this matter in private.
Li Sheng hummed for a long time, and finally didn't let go of his consent.
Gu Qingxia no longer forced him. That time with Nan Siwen, it wasn't that she strengthened Nan Siwen, it was he who was willing. She did this and did her best. Leave it to fate.
She lay on top of him and looked up. Looking at the lines of his jaw and Adam's apple, it is very hard. He is a very gentleman and a responsible man.
It made her heart flutter.
She lifted her hand to touch his jaw, and felt the slightly prickly stubble. She rolled over and kissed his chin, the corner of his lips, and the bridge of his nose...... Finally, kissed him on the lips.
Li Sheng closed his eyes and responded to her gently.
But she didn't stop there. She kissed him again on the ear and the back of his neck......
Li Sheng hissed and gritted his teeth: "Don't tease me!" Don't tease me! The doctor said that your fetus is unstable! He held her thin shoulder, but was reluctant to push her away.
Gu Qingxia ignored him. Her kiss went all the way down, down ...... Ripping off the lacing of his house pants and continuing downward......
Li Sheng opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling.
All that was left in the room was his gasp......
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"Can't find out?" Li Sheng was slightly stunned.
Old cats do things and rarely miss. But this time, he really couldn't find a clue.
"The surveillance of Miss Gu's community is only kept for forty-five days, and the video of that day has been deleted." The old cat's face was not good-looking, "Miss Gu's call records, I have flipped through the records of nearly half a year and analyzed them in detail." There are no men who are in close contact with you other than you. All calls are kept within the normal range. Zhou and Jing are the same. In the time after her work, Miss Gu had almost no contact with her surname Jing. and the surname Zhou, only had a slight contact during the period before she took Yunmei, and then the two almost stopped contacting. ”
"Copied the data in Miss Gu's mobile phone, and her WeChat is full of people at work, and there is no other communication software. Whether it's a text message or a >
The old cat is also depressed.
"Tsk!" Li Sheng grinded his teeth, "It's really deep!" ”
It seems that there is really no adultery/affection, it is really a temporary intention under anger. I don't know which bastard just caught up, mom! Li Sheng grinded his teeth with hatred.
"Do you want to follow Miss Gu for a while?" The old cat is actually quite unwilling.
Li Sheng thought about it and pinched his eyebrows: "Forget it, let's do it first." More on that later. ”
Gu Gu is pregnant now, and her mood is still fluctuating when she is fine, don't stimulate her when the time comes, what will happen.
He didn't let go of the bastard who cuckolded him! He waited for Gu Gu to finish speaking.
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