"Papa-pa-da-" Tears splashed on the paper, and transparent flowers appeared, and Gu Nanfeng's fingertips pinching the report gradually turned white.

When Xiao Xubai came out of the doctor's office, she saw her like this, and she felt a dull pain in her heart, she didn't need to look at it to know what the result was, but the news she got here was not satisfactory.

"Okay, stop crying, it's okay, huh?" She leaned down and whispered to her, carefully wiping away her tears, "Isn't there still me?" ”

"Don't think I don't know...... The doctor said that the chances of you being able to conceive are also slim...... After all, the age is already there."

Gu Nanfeng was still crying and sobbing, her emotions were still too unstable when it came to the child, Xiao Xubai sighed lightly, sat down beside her, and put her shoulder on her side to let her lean on herself.

"The body can be slowly recuperated, once you can't conceive, there are second, third, and fourth times, you forget, our luck has always been very good, and it was not a success at the first time"

Gu Nanfeng shook his head, his fingers unconsciously tugging at the placket of her clothes, "Xubai...... We don't want children anymore...... Yes...... Will inherit ......"

"What kind of stupid thing are you talking about" Xiao Xubai's eyebrows became a little serious for the first time, "Is it because we choke on eating that we are going to starve to death?" Just like a cold and cough, since it is a disease, there is always a day to heal, not to mention that depression is not a disease, it is just an accessory of love"

The word love has made it difficult for many people to move forward, be moved, break their hearts, lose their souls, and be downcast, Gu Nanfeng is just one of them, not to mention that it is because of her, this is a sin that she can't repay in her life.

"But ......"

Gu Nanfeng wanted to say something, Xiao Xubai took her hand and put it in front of his eyes, and a shiny diamond ring was bathed in the sun.

"We are now a legal husband and wife, we have to bear everything for each other, if we don't even have this bit of courage, how can we go through the ups and downs in the future, genetics is only a matter of chance, and more importantly, the cultivation and education of the day after tomorrow"

There has always been a reassuring power in her body, I don't know if it is the so-called sense of security, all the anxiety and sadness have been soothed under her comfort, Xiao Xubai has stood firmly in her life with a guardian attitude, whether it was in the past or now.

The matter of having children was officially put on the agenda, Gu Nanfeng began psychological counseling three times a week, actively seeking treatment, getting up early to exercise with her in the morning, walking or yoga together in the evening, or going out shopping alone, forcing himself to contact strangers, Xiao Xubai gradually relaxed after following her a few times, Gu Nanfeng's English communication is no problem, but he is too restrained and needs to exercise more.

In order to supplement her nutrition, Xiao Xubai deliberately went to take the dietitian qualification certificate, and cooked for her every day, from Chinese food to Western food, the recipes were different every day, and Gu Nanfeng also had some meat on her waist in three months, which felt much better to the touch, which made her feel extremely accomplished.

Xiao Qi walked away from the villa of two people was still too deserted, she sometimes had to take care of work, and she didn't want her to be bored alone, so she thought about raising a pet, of course, this matter had to be hidden from her, otherwise there would be no surprises at all.

When Gu Nanfeng opened the door in the early morning, it had just rained the night before, there was still a damp smell in the air, the ground was still wet, and there was also a puppy with wet eyes squatting at the door, snow-white hair, looking like three or four months, looking at her pitifully.

Gu Nanfeng's heart softened suddenly, squatted down and carefully stroked it, the puppy stretched out her pink tongue and licked her palm, the slightly itchy touch made her slightly bend the corners of her lips and smile.

"Xubai, I picked up a stray dog!" When she rushed into the door with the puppy in her arms, the smile on Xiao Xubai's lips also had a hint of pampering, "Really?" Let me see."

I didn't plan to tell her that I bought it for her, so let her keep it so innocent and kind.

"What kind of dog is this?"

Xiao Xubai pretended to calmly flip through its coat color and ears, and came to a conclusion, "Satsuma"

Gu Nanfeng exclaimed, picked it up again, the puppy snorted a few times, and one person and one dog stared at each other with big eyes, "Satsuma is also a pet dog, are you lost?" ”

The puppy snorted as if to answer her words, Gu Nanfeng was a little worried, "Xubai, why don't we send it back?" ”

"Are you willing?" Xiao Xubai glanced at her obliquely, Gu Nanfeng bit his lower lip, obviously reluctant to put it down.

"If you really get lost, the owner will definitely come to find it, and we will return it to her, if you don't come, then there is no fate"

"That'...... Let's give the puppy a name."

Xiao Xubai nodded, and also teased the puppy in her arms, the puppy stuck out his tongue and licked her fingers, and a soft smile appeared on the corner of her lips.

"You decide"

"Then let's call Xiaobai!" Gu Nanfeng has always been very casual in her name, and she deliberately picked up the last word of her name, which is very meaningful.

Xiao Xubai decisively refused, "No, it sounds like you're calling me"

"That'...... Shhhh ”

Three black lines appeared on Xiao Xubai's forehead, "This is a"

"When I think of it, I'll call it the Queen!"

Someone was completely angry, "Gu Nanfeng, you haven't called me the queen, now you want to call a dog!" ”

What is the reason, people are not as good as dogs!

Under her anger, the queen jumped out of Gu Nanfeng's arms with a frightened bang, Gu Nanfeng looked at her innocently, "Didn't you say let me decide......"

There was a slight hint of grievance at the end, blinking his big eyes, and his eyes were covered with a layer of wet mist, obviously deliberately selling cuteness and pretending to be pitiful.

Xiao Xubai was full of depression when he thought of hearing her call other dog queens every day in the future, why didn't she act according to the script! Obviously she's her queen!

"I don't care, the name doesn't work anyway"

"I just think this name sounds good, how domineering!"

"Say it again" Xiao Xubai narrowed his eyes slightly, and there was a hint of dangerous information in his eyes.

I said...... Hmm...... Before the words fell, her lips were gagged, and she struggled to fall into Xiao Xubai's arms, leaning over slightly and pressing the person down on the bed.

Let's put the name or something first, anyway, there will always be times when she is called queen in bed.

When I woke up, it was already dusk, my body was still a little sore, and I was guarding against clean clothes on the pillow, exuding the smell of lavender.

Gu Nanfeng picked it up and got out of bed after cleaning it up, there was no one in the study upstairs, it should be downstairs, and the queen didn't know how she was placed, she hurriedly ran downstairs, the water in the bathroom was rattling, Xiao Xubai was washing clothes, and the queen was sprinkling joy at her feet.

The sunset shone out of the glass window, softening the originally cold eyebrows, and coating her whole person with a layer of plush halo, and the warmth seemed to be within reach.

The mobile phone shook in his pocket, Xiao Xubai shook the water in his hand, took it out, answered the phone, hung up the phone after a few fluent English conversations, and continued to do laundry.

"Xu Bai ......" she took a closer look, and the underwear she had changed in the basin was soaked, and she was suddenly a little ashamed, "I...... I'll do it myself."

Xiao Xubai blocked her outstretched hand, and a hint of teasing appeared on the corner of her lips, "I'm not sleepy, do you want to sleep for a while?" ”

Gu Nanfeng glared at her angrily, seeing that her gaze had been lingering on her collarbone and neck, she pulled her neckline up again, "Hooligans!" ”

"Okay, I'm not going to tease you, I've made an appointment with the doctor, and I'll go for another test tomorrow"

Xiao Xubai laughed in a low voice, changed the water and began to rinse the clothes, Gu Nanfeng became a little nervous, "Tomorrow...... So fast...... I ......"

"I've set up the kennel for the dog, it's outside the balcony, you go and see if there's anything that doesn't fit, I'll change it after I'm done"

I knew she would be nervous, but luckily having a pet could distract her a part.

Gu Nanfeng was happy all of a sudden, and happily hugged the queen to see the kennel, and Xiao Xubai was also relieved.

Fortunately, the results of this physical examination were barely up to standard, Xiao Xubai's body was more suitable than her, under her repeated persuasion, Gu Nanfeng also compromised, so he began to make a series of preparations before pregnancy, actively fitness, quit smoking, quit drinking, coffee and tea are stimulating foods, Gu Nanfeng began to write down his ovulation cycle, Xiao Xubai began to take folic acid, the previous things were just reversed, and the two of them were quite handy to do.

It's just that this time it didn't go as smoothly as before, and the urine test result was still negative after a month of preparation, Gu Nanfeng was disappointed, and the whole person was a little depressed, Xiao Xubai's face was not very good-looking, but he still tried to comfort her.

"It's okay, let's try again"

"Xu Bai ......" She raised her eyes to look at the firmness in her eyes, and she was a little shaken.

"Believe me" Xiao Xubai clasped her fingertips, passing on her warmth, and her firm words soothed her a little restlessness.

Gu Nanfeng nodded slowly.

Half a month after another fertilization, Xiao Xubai finally had symptoms such as nausea and dizziness, and the results of going to the hospital for examination once again disappointed the two of them, just an ordinary seasonal cold.

The disappointment brought by the huge surprise impact made Gu Nanfeng not say a word on the way back, Xiao Xubai wanted to open his mouth several times to look at her lonely side face, but he didn't know what to say, he secretly hated his own incompetence, obviously she was so smooth back then, and her mood was not very good under the loss.

As soon as Gu Nanfeng came home, she locked herself in the study, and she couldn't help but lose her temper when she knocked on the door a few times and didn't open it, "Gu Nanfeng, do you think you're sad and sad alone?" I am sad and sad and guilty and blame myself, and no one is less than anyone else."

After she finished speaking, there was still no movement in the house, Xiao Xubai's palm on the door clenched into a fist, and after a while, he let go and turned to leave.

The door creaked open, and I had never seen Xiao Xubai so lost, sitting quietly in front of the floor-to-ceiling window watching the sunset, half of his face was dark and couldn't distinguish his expression in the shadows.

Gu Nanfeng felt a pain in his heart, walked over with a slurp, and said cautiously: "Xubai, I ......"

Xiao Xubai raised his hand and inadvertently crossed the corner of his eyes, wiped away a few drops of water stains that were about to overflow, and reluctantly smiled at her, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper at you just now."

Gu Nanfeng shook his head, and also sat down and snuggled on her shoulder, "It's me who should say I'm sorry, I didn't take your feelings into account."

Xiao Xubai sighed lightly and tightened his grip on her waist, "Actually, it's good, at least you learn to vent your emotions, it doesn't matter what kind of bad temper you have coming at me, as long as you can feel a little more comfortable"

Her tolerance and thoughtfulness made Gu Nanfeng's eyes hot, and she buried her head in her neck socket silently, and she used her quiet gentleness to interpret what real thoughtfulness is.

Xiao Xubai slowly rubbed the top of her head with his chin, enjoying this moment of tranquility, in the silence, the mobile phone rang suddenly, it was a number from City B, and the remnant sun outside the window was like blood, indicating a certain unhappy ending. 166 Reading Network