106. Obstruction
The marriage was decided like this, no wedding was held, Gu Nanfeng's current situation was not suitable for a noisy place, but he flew to the United States to get a certificate in a low-key manner, and after coming back, he invited Xiao Gao Qin Ge and others, Xiao Qi also flew back from the United Kingdom to participate in their wedding banquet, and she has grown into a big girl after a few years, inheriting the good genes of the Xiao family, and her height has begun to be on par with Xiao Xubai, from a white-skinned and beautiful little Lori to a little royal sister with long breasts and thighs, and her gestures have added the elegance of the British aristocracy.
As soon as he entered the door, he rushed towards Gu Nanfeng, hugged him and didn't let go, and rubbed into her arms, "Teacher Gu, I miss you so much!" ”
Gu Nanfeng was hugged firmly, a little helpless and a little feeling that my family had a woman who had just grown up, and was about to raise his hand to hug her back, Xiao Xubai grabbed her collar and tore her away from herself.
"It's time to change your name to Mom"
Xiao Qi stuck out his tongue, still as naughty as before, "I can't change my habit for a while."
Xiao Xubai swept over with a sharp eye, "Don't think I don't know you want to take advantage"
Hug it and rub it on her chest, that's her daughter-in-law!
"I'm still your daughter," Xiao Qi gave a look of grievance.
Xiao Xubai spread his hands, "You are old now, you can't hug casually, you have to hug your own girlfriend, and I didn't forbid you to fall in love."
Xiao Qiqi's teeth itched, knowing that she was single and stimulated her so much, when she was angry, she had already taken Gu Nanfeng's hand and Shi Shiran left, she didn't have any enthusiasm for her daughter who hadn't returned for a long time, and all her eyes were left to Gu Nanfeng, making her want to cry without tears.
What kind of dumb riddle were you guys playing? It wasn't until she was pulled into the room that Gu Nanfeng came back to his senses and asked.
She had already installed hearing aids, but she still couldn't hear clearly when she spoke too fast, not to mention that she and Xiao Qi still had eye contact just now.
"It's nothing, Xiao Gao and they will arrive later, are you nervous?"
Xiao Xubai quickly changed the topic, and as soon as he mentioned this, Gu Nanfeng immediately tensed up, "Do I have any makeup, how is this today?" ”
Xiao Xubai chuckled and took her hand and rubbed it in his palm, "No, it's beautiful."
Just like back then, she fell in love at first sight.
People came one after another, Xiao Xubai was entertaining guests inside, she was not very suitable for that kind of occasion, so she came out to prepare dinner in the kitchen, and when she was halfway busy, the doorbell rang again, thinking that she had invited someone else, Gu Nanfeng shook off the water in her hand to open the door, but she suddenly saw a face that she didn't want to see in her life.
All the unbearable memories came flooding back, the woman appeared in her and Xiao Xubai's love with an understatement, stirring them up to be uneasy, and finally ended miserably, she and Xiao Xubai were also separated, after many years, they were finally together, and when she saw this face again, she still couldn't stop being afraid, trembling all over, and couldn't say a complete sentence.
"Excuse me, is this Aunt Xiao's home?"
Xiao Xubai also rushed out of the house when he heard the movement, and pulled her behind him, with a look of vigilance.
"Wenwen, what are you doing here?"
Seeing her protecting Gu Nanfeng like this, Wenwen also reacted, the ignorant child back then had grown into a big girl with a certain progress.
"I heard that today is Aunt Xiao's big day, so I came to congratulate her, and I have no other meaning"
Xiao Xubai's gaze fell on the gift she was carrying, and she felt that Gu Nanfeng's grip on her wrist was getting tighter and tighter, but she still rejected her coldly.
"I have received your heart, please go back"
Over the years, Xiao Xubai has funded her to study, but she has no one to take care of her, which can be regarded as making up for Ayana's leap back then.
Wenwen put down the gift, and her eyes fell on Gu Nanfeng behind her, the woman is no longer young, but her temperament has not changed, and she is clean from the mud.
"I apologize on behalf of my mother for what I did to the two of them"
She slowly bent down and bowed at a standard ninety degrees, looking sincere.
No one expected her to do this, even Gu Nanfeng was stunned, his expression slowly softened, Xiao Xubai still did not relax his vigilance, his eyebrows were cold, "She is her, you are you, what she has done has nothing to do with you, and I will not be angry with you."
Wenwen nodded, she didn't plan to stay longer, and after saying goodbye to them, she exited the door.
"Qiqi, send her"
Xiao Qi nodded, and walked out of the door quickly, Gu Nanfeng relaxed, Xiao Gao Yunjin and they were all looking at her with concern, she reluctantly smiled at everyone, "It's okay...... I'm fine."
"You guys take care of yourself first" Xiao Xubai threw them down and pulled Gu Nanfeng into the room.
When she put a cup of warm milk into her palm, Gu Nanfeng's feelings were already much better, but she still hung her head and didn't speak, the mist in the glass filled up, and her side face looked a little sad.
"Nanfeng ......" She just wanted to explain with difficulty, but Gu Nanfeng had already interrupted her, "I understand, we can go through too many ups and downs together now, especially ......"
She paused, the fingertips of the glass turned a little white, "I still have two lives on my back"
She couldn't breathe under the weight of such heavy shackles, so she ran away from her, but fortunately Xiao Xubai did not give up on her, and was still waiting for her to come back.
A person who doesn't even respect life, how can she expect her to respect love, no feelings should be built on human life, love is salvation and should not be sacrifice, Xiao Xubai is atoning for her sins, she wants to atone for her sins but has no chance, and now they feel the same way.
Xiao Xubai squatted down and wrapped her slightly cool fingertips into her palm, "It is precisely because of the ups and downs that we have to cherish it, there is no right or wrong in love itself, but human behavior determines the result, I don't sponsor Wenwen because of guilt, I have a clear conscience about Aya, just because I have to do it, if it were you, I believe you would be the same as me"
Gu Nanfeng smiled bitterly, indeed, if Ye Qiu had a child, she would definitely treat it as if she were her own, without love or hatred, it was just the basics of being a human being.
After years of tempering, the two of them have become more open-minded and can finally open up and talk.
"I don't mind that you have taken care of her for so many years, but ......" The pain on Gu Nanfeng's face flashed, "I remembered those things in the past again......
Xiao Xubai clenched her hand, interrupted her words, and made her look at herself, "Do you remember what Ye Qiu said to you at the end?" ”
Gu Nanfeng trembled, and her memory was ripped back to that winter five years ago, before the devastating fire came, the sentence I love you that she gently spit out had been circling in her mind for a long time.
Her face suddenly turned a little pale, Xiao Xubai pulled the glass away from her palm, and held her hand to interlock her fingers.
"Love is a person who leaves the opportunity of life to her, and bears a qiē by herself, Ye Qiu has done it, if she has a spirit in the sky and doesn't want to see you blame yourself for being like this, you are not wrong, this is her choice"
Xiao Xubai comforted her in a low voice and took the person into her arms, "Although she loves you, I love you more than her, she can die for you, I can live for you"
To live is always a more courageous thing than to die.
Gu Nanfeng burst into tears in an instant, buried in her arms and choked in a low voice, let her cry, some things still need to be vented, she has been buried in her heart for too long.
Xiao Xubai just hugged her tightly and patted her back gently, giving her silent comfort.
To everyone's surprise, Gu Nanfeng still appeared at the table at dinner, everyone knew that her depression was still good and bad, and today's events were tantamount to reliving the past for her.
However, as if she had changed a person, the depression under her eyes had faded and turned into the gentleness and cleanliness of her youth, and she walked out side by side with Xiao Xubai's fingers interlocked, with a sweet smile on the corner of her lips.
"Keeping everyone waiting"
Yun Jin was still holding her and Xiao Gao's child in his arms, the little guy slept very soundly, and he smacked his mouth from time to time, it was even cuter than in the photo, Gu Nanfeng suddenly came to the interest and leaned over to tease.
"A Chinese-American mixed race baby? It's so cute" The nose is still wrinkled, but you can vaguely see the deep outline, and the hair is also pale blonde.
Xiao Gao was still a little haggard after giving birth, a little fatter than before, "Well, I originally wanted to be Chinese-English mixed-race, but I didn't have the right sperm"
"How's it going, are you feeling better now?"
Gu Nanfeng wanted to ask again, but the maid had already put the dishes on the table, and Xiao Xubai pulled the person back, "Eat first, let the baby sleep, Xiao Gao, they won't leave today, and there is time to catch up."
They already have rings on their hands, and there is no luxurious and romantic proposal scene, just inviting a few close friends to have a meal together is a witness, but there is more warmth in the simplicity, looking at the table of people happy, Gu Nanfeng's heart swelled with a warm current, and his eyes were hot.
Xiao Xubai sat on her left side, stretched out a hand from under the table and hooked her little finger, Gu Nanfeng smiled knowingly, and slowly held her back.
"Teacher Gu, I want to sleep with you!"
When she was about to rest at night, Xiao Qi rushed out of her room again and clinged to Gu Nanfeng tightly, she was a little helpless and had to bend her lips and smile, "Okay, then you let me go first"
"What's good, didn't I assign you a room? The villa is so big, I don't like to pick it casually" Xiao Xubai came up from downstairs and raised his eyebrows slightly.
"Then I'll pick the room where the teacher sleeps."
"Are you going to come if she sleeps with me?" Xiao Xubai grabbed her waist and swore an oath of sovereignty and territorial integrity.
Started abusing dogs again......
It's just that Teacher Gu is fragrant and soft-tempered, and she has a straight face all day long like her mother, of course she wants to be closer and closer, and she misses it after so many years, who knows that Xiao Xubai actually guards her like a flower thief, which makes her worry.
"I haven't been close to Qiqi for a long time......"
"She's older now, not when she was a child, she is in adolescence, she is strong-blooded, it's not you who should be close, whether it's a boyfriend or a girlfriend, you always have to talk about one, you can't stay by the two of us for the rest of your life."
There seems to be a little truth in what he said, Gu Nanfeng was bewitched into the room by someone, leaving Xiao Qi messy in the wind.
What does it mean to have a daughter-in-law and forget her daughter, this is a bloody lesson.
"Xubai, have you really thought about it?" After a busy day, both of them were a little tired, and after taking a bath, they nested on the bed, and Gu Nanfeng took the initiative to rub over and hug her.
"I still think it'......"
Xiao Xubai changed his comfortable posture and hugged her back, his tone soft but firm.
"I've thought about it, I'll live in the next life"
"But advanced maternal age will be very dangerous" Gu Nanfeng was rarely excited, his eyes were full of concern, "If something happens to you, then I'd rather not have this child, it's fine now"
After all, Xiao Qi is also under her name, and she is not considered to have no successor, Xiao Xubai chose to have a child just to make up for her regrets, which she knows very well.
"I'm in better health than you, if it's you, I'll be really worried, so no matter what you say, I will give birth to this child, and I can only give birth to it"
After being together again, she rarely had such a resolute time, and she was obedient to her, and the first time the two of them had a dispute was for the sake of the child, Gu Nanfeng looked at her and slowly turned red again.
Seeing her like this, Xiao Xubai's expression softened again, and he lowered his head and kissed the corner of her lips, "That's it, let's not say it, wait for the doctor's examination report to come out, who is more suitable and who will give birth, okay?" ”
This is the most compromise method, Gu Nanfeng thought about it and nodded, although Xiao Xubai has exercised diligently, after all, he is thirty-five years old, medically speaking, it is indeed not suitable to have children, her body has been small and big problems over the years, basically it is the sequelae left by the operation a few years ago, and she is only thirty-one years old, and the risk of childbirth will be much smaller.
After this matter was resolved, Gu Nanfeng immediately remembered another thing, and pulled her pajamas, "If we have children, what should Qiqi do?" ”
Xiao Xubai laughed in a low voice, and put her hand in the palm of her hand, "This kind of thing is indeed common in wealthy families, but I believe that it will not appear to them, I have already thought about it, in the future, the company will be handed over to Qiqi, and our children will do whatever she wants, and it will not restrict her freedom."
Gu Nanfeng looked at her a little overwhelmed, it turned out that she had already thought carefully about the countermeasures before she started to think about it, and before she knew it, Xiao Xubai had already planned her into her life, and she had already been confident about the future path.
"Would you mind?" Seeing that she didn't speak, just staring at herself, Xiao Xubai was a little nervous, afraid that her self-assertion would make her unhappy, after all, this was their biological child.
Gu Nanfeng shook his head slowly, and the corners of his lips flashed with a soft arc, "No, I think an ordinary life is also a kind of happiness."
How many things you have means that you have to work hard exponentially, Xiao Xubai has been fighting for glory and wealth all his life and has missed a lot of beautiful things, such as Aya, such as her, fortunately, it is still too late to regret it, a life is too short, but they are still together after all.
When the results of the examination came out, it was tantamount to a slap in the face for Gu Nanfeng, sitting on the seat of the hospital, the hand holding the report sheet was shaking all the time, and the doctor's words just now kept echoing in his mind.
"Iron deficiency anemia, inflammation of the uterus after previous miscarriages, as well as depression, and the chance of hereditary mental illness will be as high as five to ten times, so it is better not to get pregnant"