Su Meilin didn't know where she was, it seemed to be the top of a snow-capped mountain, surrounded by white snow, there was nothing for thousands of miles, only cold; It was as if she was in the middle of the sea, surrounded by pale blue water, and she was submerged by the sea little by little, and her body became one with the sea; But it was as if she had been pushed into a furnace, and she seemed to see the fire rolling towards her, and it seemed that in the next moment, she would be burned into countless pieces; At last she was again in the forest, full of trees and grass, and without a road, in which she was as small as dust and could not walk an inch. No matter where you are, a voice comes from all directions.

"Mom, why don't you like me?"

"Mom, why don't you want me?"

"Mom, I'm your child, not a stranger in your life."

The voices came like a tidal wave, over and over again, over and over again, asking in her ear, speaking in her ear. She was tempted to answer, it wasn't like that, she didn't not want him, she didn't really want him to be a stranger. She opened her mouth and spoke, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't make a sound, and desperate despair enveloped her. The rebuke continued, and she could no longer open her mouth, so the voices were like countless knives stuck in her chest, and she was powerless to resist. She only felt that her whole body was cold and hot, as if she was in a furnace, as if she was in ice and snow, and she wanted to escape, she had no road around water, and there were towering trees all around, and she couldn't find her way.

Despair and helplessness struck her, and she finally gave up and let the accusations pass through her bowels.

She woke up, and there was a white expanse all around, giving her a brief hallucination that she was still in the white snow. She looked around at Yiqiē, saw her white sheets, and gently pinched her face with her hand, knowing that everything in front of her was real, and this should be the hospital. Almost subconsciously, she sat up and felt her hand to her belly, where the rising arc reassured her that her child was still there.

The door of the ward was opened, the nurse walked in, saw her wake up, and smiled softly, "You finally woke up, your husband has asked many times why you haven't woken up yet, every time he says that you are sleeping normally, he looks at us suspiciously, as if we deliberately hurt you, let him push you awake, and he is reluctant, your husband must love you very much." ”

Husband? Her good-looking brows twisted quickly, did the nurse say Shen Yi'an?

"He's not my husband."

The nurse's smile became embarrassed, and she only took out the thermometer and let her roast it, the nurse waited for a while, probably thinking it was too quiet, and continued to talk, "That's your boyfriend, right?" Did you quarrel, don't be angry, when he came with you in his arms at night, we all thought you were very injured, because he was so nervous, and you just had a nightmare. He is so nervous about you, he must care about you. ”

Su Meilin handed the thermometer to the nurse, "Your job also includes playing the role of a bosom sister?" ”

The nurse was even more embarrassed, just lowered her head and recorded the degree on the thermometer, the temperature was normal, not too high and too low.

As soon as the nurse left, Shen Yi'an came back with breakfast, and he was relieved to see that her complexion was not bad, "Let's have breakfast!" He put breakfast at the head of her bed, and when he saw that she didn't move, "The doctor said you were unstable." ”

"Looking at you, can my love be stable?"

Shen Yi'an rarely didn't compete with her, just glanced at her lightly, and then sat on the side. Su Meilin probably didn't find it interesting, so she picked up breakfast and ate it, because she didn't eat much last night, her appetite was good, and she almost ate up the food he bought.

Shen Yi'an saw that she had almost eaten, so he spoke again, "What kind of dream did you have to scream in the middle of the night." ”

She looked at him, and that was when she screamed and made a noise to him, and he brought herself to the hospital. The corners of her mouth moved slightly, and the fact that he could react so quickly only proved that he didn't sleep well either, but she didn't say the sarcastic words.

There was nothing wrong with her body and she was discharged from the hospital quickly. From the ward to the car, Shen Yi'an was talking about the doctor's instructions all the way, nothing more than just keeping a relaxed mood. Getting in the car, Shen Yi'an finally shut up.

She recalled her strange dream, she didn't believe in ghosts and spirits, and she didn't believe in the words of any child with spirituality. She knew that she would have such a dream, but only because it was a feedback from her inner world, and it was she who felt guilty about the unconscious child when she said it, and this guilt created such a dream.

The car drove out of the hospital, and the pharmacies, supermarkets, and banks on both sides of the road pulled back all the way and stopped at a traffic light. She looked at the traffic light, where a woman was holding a very young child with a needle on his head, and the father next to the child picked up a rod with a drip bottle in one hand and comforted the child with the other hand to stop crying.

The red light passed, the green light came on, and the car moved again, as if she had a feeling, "I dreamed of a child." ”

Shen Yi'an looked at her, she was responding to the question he asked in the hospital room, and he found that he was a little cautious, "What did you dream about?" ”

"I dreamed that he asked me why I didn't want him." She said calmly, "But I didn't want him, did I?" ”

Shen Yi'an looked at her, obviously a little inexplicable.

"Shen Yi'an, I asked him to go to your dream and ask you why he let his mother leave him." She chuckled, as if it were funny.

Was she joking? He didn't think it was funny, but he couldn't help but laugh, "And what does he look like?" He couldn't say the latter sentence, he wanted to ask her if the child in her dream was like her or herself.

She shook her head, "I didn't see it clearly. ”

Shen Yi'an was a little disappointed, his disappointment was too obvious, which made Su Meilin look at him for a while.

They returned to the community together, and Shen Yi'an was very close to her, faintly protective. Walking into the elevator, she kept looking at a pair of shadows on the wall, and when she stepped out of the elevator, she watched him enter the password, "Shen Yi'an, if I am not willing to leave my child, what will you do?" ”

Shen Yi'an paused as he was about to press the last number, and he looked at her, as if he wanted to confirm the truth of what she said. If the last digit of the password is not pressed for a long time, it will be invalid and must be re-entered.

Su Meilin stepped forward, she took the initiative to lose six numbers, and then looked at him, "Do you really love Song Yaxian so much, so when she is willing to raise my child, I have to raise the child for her?" In this world, there is no woman who will raise someone else's child wholeheartedly. ”

Shen Yi'an went in to change his shoes, "What do you mean by this?" ”

She watched his movements, "Shen Yi'an, you should know that Song Yaxian has never been a good candidate for a wife, do you think she really loves you?" What she loves is nothing more than your money and status, what she falls in love with at first sight and what touches, and if you change to a man with similar conditions to you to do what you did at that time, she will also fall in love. All she falls in love with is your protective gesture and the light that comes with your wealth and power, without these, do you think she will still love you? ”

Shen Yi'an put on his shoes, and he looked at her seriously, "You are right. But she's at least in love with something in me, not like you can't love anything. ”

Discuss love with him, he is more rational than anyone else.

Su Meilin didn't discuss anything with Shen Yi'an anymore, she just ate normally, and then played a novel with her mobile phone for a while.

That night, Shen Yi'an slept in the guest room, and he had a dream.

He saw his mobile phone ringing in his dream, so he answered the phone, "Shen Yi'an, you arrive early tomorrow, I want to surprise you." ”

He could still see the corners of her mouth on the phone, she had two small dimples when she laughed, the curvature of the dimples was not large, she had joked that when she was genuinely smiling, the dimples would appear, so she could tell if she was really happy by whether she had dimples or not.

"Okay." He said to his phone.

Tomorrow is their engagement, he doesn't know why she reminded him to go early, but he still looked at his phone and smiled happily.

The next day, he did not go to the engagement scene, but drove to Su's house. He parked the car and called her as soon as he got out of the car, "Little lazy worm, get up quickly." ”

It didn't take long for him to see her running out in her pajamas, and she threw herself directly into his arms, "Shen Yi'an, why are you here?" She was smiling, her two dimples were as warm as the bright sun, and her eyes were shining brightly.

He pinched her nose, "Because I want the first person you see today is me." ”

She rubbed her toes and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

The picture changed, he was wearing a formal suit, and she was wearing a long green dress and walked slowly towards him, he didn't need to look at other people's eyes to know how much envy was contained in it, he stretched out his hand, and her hand was on his arm. They greeted today's guests together, all of them blessed them, and they also had happy smiles on their faces.

When the engagement was over, and all the guests had left, he searched for her all over the world, and finally saw her in front of the artificial fountain in the courtyard of the hotel. She was dressed in red, incredibly beautiful, like a red blood rose, so beautiful that it was moving, and he walked towards her step by step, "Merlin." ”

She took his hand and put it on her stomach, "Yi An, from now on we will have a good life, take care of our baby together, okay." ”

A "good" word is about to blurt out

Shen Yi'an woke up from his sleep, and he found that he was a little stunned, as if this dream made him regret it infinitely. He got up, walked out to the balcony, took out his cigarette and smoked it repeatedly.

Dreams are often the truest portrayal of a person's state of mind, and he doesn't want to believe that he is looking forward to it so much