39. Chapter 39
Shen Yi'an felt that she had to use all her strength to control herself in order to stop the urge to strangle her. She compares him to an outsider or a stranger, he doesn't care, but she treats their children as strangers, which should be her closest people, but in her heart she is not as good as her family and her friends, and even she uses this child as a qualification to provoke him, or to threaten him.
He let go of her, how could he trust her, if it weren't for Ji Chuange recognizing the child in her belly, she would have taken the initiative to kill the child. She is not the kind of woman who treats her child as a qiē, not to mention that this child is still his, and in her eyes, he is her enemy. This profound understanding makes people feel a little uncomfortable, but it is a fact, and there is no room for any refutation.
Shen Yi'an opened the door and went out, and met the aunt who was about to open the door and come in to cook, and the aunt was a little happy when she saw him, "Sir, you are also here." ”
After Aunt Wu entered the door, she found that it seemed a little strange, and she didn't see the hostess, but since the man didn't say anything, he should naturally do his job and go to the kitchen to make dinner. Although Aunt Wu is just here to cook, she is very curious about the family, and if she can live in this kind of place, you can imagine that she must not be an ordinary rich person, because this kind of place is completely used to buy and enjoy, and the relationship between the male host and the female host is very vague. Unlike couples, they don't have any meaning of affection, and it doesn't seem to be like an affirmation relationship, if it is an encapsulation relationship, the one who is being fostered should please the financier. Until one day Aunt Wu saw a report, she understood something, and the relationship between her ex-girlfriend could understand their weird relationship.
Aunt Wu cooked the meal, Su Meilin didn't come out immediately, Aunt Wu saw that Shen Yi'an didn't mean to move, so she took the initiative to call someone, "Miss Su, it's time to eat, the food is cold this day, hurry up and eat." ”
Aunt Wu used to call Mrs. Su Meilin, but she corrected this name, so she had to call her Miss Su, and it was from this title that Aunt Wu knew that the relationship between this pair must be discordant.
Su Meilin didn't answer, nor did she give the slightest reaction, Aunt Wu had to look at Shen Yi'an for help. Shen Yi'an's eyebrows furrowed, his face was gloomy like a cloudy sky, and he didn't knock politely like Aunt Wu when he walked over, but directly pushed open the door of her room.
Su Meilin was lying on the bed, and after hearing the movement, she turned over and said impatiently, "I don't eat, you can also roll by the way." ”
Shen Yi'an leaned against the door frame, his expression seemed to be smiling, revealing a bit of danger, "How can you give you the chips in your mouth if you don't eat, this is the only value in you, you take the initiative to give up nothing, I can make you regret it for the rest of your life." ”
Shen Yi'an turned around and walked away, Su Meilin bit her lip, she heard his implied meaning, if she used the child to retaliate against him, he could definitely do something that made her miserable. She hoped that he would be able to do something for the Luo family, and that he would probably fall into the trap and make the situation worse.
In the end, Su Meilin still got up from the bed, she sat on the dining table to eat, and her eating movements were still very slow. Shen Yi'an looked at her for a while, she ate too little, her face was ugly, but she didn't make a sound.
After eating, after Aunt Wu cleaned up the dining table and kitchen, she stood crampedly in front of Shen Yi'an, "Sir, it's raining outside, can you trouble Mr. to send me home?" ”
Aunt Wu regretted it when she said it, Shen Yi'an didn't look like a person who was easy to get along with, and he shouldn't have made this kind of request in the first place, how could he be willing with this kind of character.
"Hmm." Shen Yi'an issued a monophonic word.
Aunt Wu showed surprise on her face, walked out and entered the elevator together, Aunt Wu's face was full of smiles, "Sir, men and women can't get along hard, she is not your competitor, you must win her to win." A woman is water, if you are tough, she will be turbulent, if you are gentle, she will be murmuring, be gentle with her, and she will return your tenderness. ”
When the elevator reached the ground floor, Aunt Wu smiled and said, "Thank you, sir, I suddenly remembered that I brought an umbrella." ”
Aunt Wu saw that this pair got along, the man seemed to want the woman to give birth to a child, and the woman tossed all kinds of things, as if she didn't want the child to be born, if a woman really didn't want to have a child, the child would not be safe, but she was hard-mouthed and soft-hearted. When people are old, they like to see people in pairs, and see lovers eventually become married, as if that kind of picture can warm an old heart.
Shen Yi'an didn't get out of the elevator, she sat on it again, and when she entered the door, the room was empty, and she should have gone back to the room to rest. He walked towards the couch and lay down on the couch, his head resting on his hands, his eyes looking at the ceiling, the room was quiet, he could feel the pulse beating in all parts of his body, his heart, his wrists, his fingers and feet, these clear and beating perceptions set off the surrounding qiē more quietly.
It was rare that he actually began to recall the relationship between him and Su Meilin. He has to admit that she is a lovely little girlfriend in love, except that she is more beautiful, there is not much difference from other women. She is looking forward to what gifts he will give her on various holidays, judging whether he cares about her or not, waiting for his goodnight call, if he forgets jì she will worry about whether there is something wrong with him, and she also likes to be praised by others for their match, although she will be shy, she still secretly rejoices.
He understood that in addition to satisfying his vanity as a man, the simple and harmless and beautiful Su Meilin had a little affection for her and a little disdain for her. His good feelings, covered by countless different feelings and plans, crushed with a strong force, if you don't look into it, it seems that you can't find it, in fact, it has always existed, otherwise he wouldn't be happy after the success of the plan. In fact, he knows, but he doesn't want to admit it, stubbornly moving forward according to the route he set, it doesn't matter whether it's right or not, only he is willing or unwilling in his world.
The first time he felt different, was when he met her and Ji Chuange in the mall, he thought she would at least say something, but she didn't, and there was no restrained anger and dissatisfaction on her face, there was just calm, which made him wonder if this was Su Meilin who was designed by her. He finally knew that she was different, she hadn't said a word about the engagement, he didn't know her, he never knew what the real her was like. The image of Su Meilin that was imprinted in his heart before was quickly rewritten, and became a phantom that he couldn't figure out, he wanted to know what she thought, and wanted to know what she thought about him, so he began to deal with Ji, he knew that he just wanted to force Su Meilin.
However, she still didn't move, so he deliberately asked Jiang Qi to give gifts at Su Jiayu's wedding, and finally got to meet Su Meilin.
She was smart, and that was what he had said about her after the meeting, and she didn't reprimand him, and she didn't interrogate him about what he had done in their engagement. She clearly understood the significant gap between them, and she could only beg him to let go, instead of insulting him meaninglessly, because that would do nothing good except venting. What she chose was to retreat as advance, to show weakness in exchange for him to let go, and even let him fulfill her and Ji Chuange.
Her series of expressions, like the right temperature and environment, made the subtle feelings in his heart ferment quickly. It turned out that this was Su Meilin, and what he saw before was only when she was at her most pure and flawless. But knowing what, she already belongs to another man.
Know how to get revenge on someone? Let him ask for it, but he can't.
A small scream came out of the room, and Shen Yi'an immediately got up and rushed towards her room. Pushing open the door and turning on the light, the light in the room was dazzling, reflecting on Su Meilin's face full of sweat, like a beautiful posture before the rose withered, gorgeous to the extreme, becoming a strange and strange scenery. Her brow furrowed, her eyes closed, her head shaking, and her mouth mouthing gibberish, as if she could not escape from a nightmare.
"No, it's not like that"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
Tears flowed from her eyes and beads of sweat on her face.
Shen Yi patted her face in a panic, trying to push her awake, but the moment she touched her, her whole body stiffened, the pajamas she was wearing were almost soaked, and the warm moisture wrapped in her whole body, "Su Meilin, wake up." ”
He quickly took off her wet pajamas, found other clothes for her to put on, and carried her to the hospital. Finally arrived at the hospital, under his angry shouting, the doctor quickly examined her and concluded that her body was fine, but her feelings were unstable.
He sat in the ward, looking at Su Meilin, who had re-fallen asleep, and a thought suddenly flashed in his mind, Ji Chuange was able to ignore her for her, is it because he had seen her most vulnerable moment, because he saw her fragility, so her toughness became a protective shell.
It turns out that she is not indifferent, she will also be uncomfortable, she will cry, but she is not used to being uncomfortable in front of others, crying in front of others.