48. Chapter 48

People are always greedy, and Qin Xuan is no exception. When Song Xiaokai promised to be willing to think about the relationship between the two, Qin Xuan didn't show it on his face, but his heart was beating fast. He thought silently, this is enough, at least this heartless little thug is finally willing to take the first step, isn't it?

However, as the days passed day by day, and the time to return to the battlefield was approaching day by day, Qin Xuan began to be dissatisfied. Song Xiaokai's footsteps have always only lingered at the threshold, no matter how much he does, Song Xiaokai has no desire to go further. Although Qin Xuan took Song Xiaokai back to his villa, the relationship between them seemed to have become a shared relationship between ordinary friends, except for the time to eat, their lives did not have too much intersection, not to mention any ambiguous atmosphere, it was even less than in Xiaopangdun's house!

Song Xiaokai even said that when he had money in the future, he would transfer the expenses he had consumed these days to Qin Xuan and Yue Jiawen's accounts, after all, eating and drinking for nothing was not his style. This almost made Qin Xuan laugh angrily - could it be that this little gangster saw him and himself as the relationship between the landlord and the tenant?!

The cold air on Qin Xuan's body was getting thicker and thicker day by day, which made Song Xiaokai, who was slightly emotionally nerves, also noticed it, he didn't think about the main reason on himself, thinking that Qin Xuan was just too stressed at work. After all, as both the commander of the empire and the heir of the big family, Qin Xuan had to deal with a lot of things every day, which were not something ordinary people could bear, and if his energy was a little bad, he would definitely be crushed.

Song Xiaokai scratched his head, thinking about whether he should care about Qin Xuan's troubles as a friend, but he also understood that Qin Xuan's ability was already very strong, and even if he asked, he might not be able to help much.

In the end, Song Xiaokai didn't ask, and he missed an opportunity to dissolve the cold air pressure on Qin Xuan's body, and this cold air pressure was also completely stimulated by a □□ after being extremely suppressed.

That day, Qin Xuan received a call from his mother, asking him to go back to Emperor Star to chat with him.

If it is an ordinary mother's son, this kind of phone call is actually very ordinary, after all, it is a normal thing for a mother to miss a wanderer outside, but if it is placed on Qin Xuan, it is not very ordinary. Qin's mother is a person with very weak feelings, in her eyes, the interests of the family are higher than a qiē, and feelings are just a burden. Therefore, from childhood to adulthood, Qin Xuan has not experienced much maternal love from Qin's mother, and when he grows up, the topics between him and Qin's mother are even more pitiful, and the words "Qin family" cannot be avoided when they come and go, and the conversation is like a business.

Therefore, when Qin's mother asked Qin Xuan to go back to chat, Qin Xuan's first reaction was that something had happened to the Qin family, however, he quickly denied this speculation. If something really happened to the Qin family, Qin's mother would not let him go back in a roundabout way.

After thinking about it carefully, Qin Xuan roughly understood his mother's thoughts-she wanted to let herself go back on a blind date.

"Mother, if you miss me, then after I take care of this matter, I will take my lover back to see you. If you're trying to stuff someone else around me, I'm sorry, I'm not going back. ”

"Who is your so-called 'lover'? That C-class mermaid? Qin's mother said coldly, "Qin Xuan, I asked you to meet the three sons of the mine owner, but I didn't let you be an infatuated species!" His identity is not worthy of you at all, and the future head mother of the Qin family must not let the son of a mine owner do it. ”

"Mother, there are some things in politics that you don't touch, you don't understand. His Majesty has already regarded our Qin family as a thorn in the flesh, if I marry a mermaid from a big family, His Majesty will be even more jealous of our Qin family, and maybe one day he will fabricate some trumped-up charges to make our Qin family doomed. ”

"It can't be the mine owner's son either." Qin's mother insisted, "I have given you the son of a president of a multinational company, and with his identity, it is barely possible to be the mother of the Qin family." If you can't marry a mermaid from a big family, marry him. It's not that I won't marry that C-class mermaid for you, but he must not be the future housewife of the Qin family. ”

"You have your persistence, and I have mine. Mother, I don't want to be like you and my father, who tie the rest of each other's lives together with a marriage, and from then on only the family interests will be left to the door and shut up. ”

"Qin Xuan, you are really going back more and more. What did I say to you before? Since you are the heir of the Qin family, you have to learn to give up some unnecessary things, and feelings will only become a stumbling block for you. ”

"If I really have no feelings, then the first one I will abandon is not Xiao Kai, but the Qin family." Qin Xuan replied coldly, and his tone hardened, "Mother, you said that the Qin family is my responsibility. But for as long as I can remember, it has been more than just a responsibility for me, because there are grandfathers, you, fathers, and people and things I care about, so I am willing to do my best to protect it, even if it costs me my life. And if it's just a responsibility, I don't know if I can do it, after all, I'm human, not a hot and cold machine.

"That's all you have to say, mother, weigh it yourself." After Qin Xuan finished speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for Qin's mother to react.

Qin Xuan didn't know what kind of result his mother would think about, at least, in the next few days, Qin's mother didn't call again. But Qin Xuan is very aware of the stubbornness and prejudice in her mother's temperament, she will not accept Song Xiaokai's daughter-in-law just based on Qin Xuan's few words, I am afraid that she has been thinking about how to persuade Qin Xuan to meet those mermaids in her love for the past few days.

Qin Xuan was pressed in his heart, and as soon as he walked out of the door of the study, he saw Song Xiaokai in the living room with a fish's tail cocked, digging ice cream in a good mood.

Qin Xuan suddenly held a breath in his chest - he was worried and anxious about the future of the two, this heartless little gangster was good, since that day, he had never responded positively to his feelings, as if Qin Xuan was the only one singing a one-man show.

Qin Xuan felt that his patience was running out. He pressed the corners of his forehead, and suppressed the inexplicable anger in his heart.

"Huh? Have you finished your business so early today? Song Xiaokai winked at Qin Xuan curiously.

Seeing Song Xiaokai like this, Qin Xuan's mood calmed down a little.

"Well, yes." Qin Xuan responded lightly and sat down beside Song Xiaokai. Song Xiaokai gave up his seat, so that everyone could sit more spacious and comfortable.

But Qin Xuan's love was already on the verge of danger, and Song Xiaokai's move was directly misunderstood by Qin Xuan.

"Don't you want me to be near you so much?" Qin Xuan said coldly, and the anger that had finally calmed down a little bit rose again, and there was a tendency to burn more and more.

"Huh?" Song Xiaokai's ice cream spoon was crooked, and he almost shoveled out the whole ice cream like this.

Song Xiaokai looked at Qin Xuan inexplicably, not knowing how he could have such an idea-although he couldn't accept his feelings yet, it wasn't even enough to allow him to get close.

At this look, Song Xiaokai met Qin Xuan's deep gaze, there seemed to be a faint anger in it, and there were some things that Song Xiaokai couldn't understand.

Song Xiaokai's hairs exploded, and he felt that he was in a dangerous situation.

Qin Xuan spoke again, his tone was very calm, but his eyes were very pressing.

"My mother called just now, and she asked me to go back on a blind date, do you think I can't go back?"

"Huh?" Song Xiaokai didn't expect the topic to change again, he bit his tongue, racked his brains to think about it, and said tentatively, "You...... Make your own decision? ”

Song Xiaokai felt that it was not easy for him to interfere as a friend in such a thing as a blind date.

This was the most suitable answer that Song Xiaokai thought, but in Qin Xuan's heart, this was obviously a failing answer. His eyes were even darker, staring at Song Xiaokai tightly, and continued to ask, "What about you?" What do you want me to do? ”

"I ...... This kind of thing...... It's not good for outsiders to build yì, right? Song Xiaokai felt that his tongue was a little unstraight, he really didn't understand what kind of answer Qin Xuan wanted.

"Hehe, outsider." Qin Xuan's heart suddenly sank to the bottom. He pushed Song Xiaokai onto the sofa suddenly, pried open Song Xiaokai's lips and began to kiss passionately. It had been several days since he had been so close to the person under him, and when the snorts of the two were entangled, Qin Xuan couldn't help but indulge in it.

Song Xiaokai didn't indulge because he was about to be suffocated by the kiss. Qin Xuan's kiss was so unexpected that he was taken away from his breath without any preparation - his lungs were suffocated, his head was dizzy, and Song Xiaokai felt that he had symptoms of hypoxia.

In order to avoid suffocation, Song Xiaokai was ruthless and bit down hard, and Qin Xuan's tongue retracted painfully.

"Song Xiaokai!" Qin Xuan's eyes were bloodshot with anger.

"Damn! Qin Xuan, what are you crazy about! Song Xiaokai wiped his mouth desperately, and glared back not to be outdone.

Qin Xuan's sanity had collapsed, and now it was the love xù that had the upper hand. Song Xiaokai's behavior of subconsciously wiping his mouth was interpreted by him as "disgust", and his anger was even worse.

"Am I crazy? Oh, yes, I'm going to you like crazy, you! Qin Xuan said and began to tear up the clothes on Song Xiaokai's body.

"Holy! Dead face paralysis, you look for death! Song Xiaokai moved his five fingers and wanted to use the Force to summon some weapons in his hand, but as a result, he was pressed hard by Qin Xuan, and Song Xiaokai couldn't move.

The movements in Qin Xuan's hands still didn't stop.

Song Xiaokai didn't move or scold, he looked at Qin Xuan coldly, and it wasn't until Qin Xuan's hand reached behind him that he said indifferently: "Qin Xuan, if you want to force me to hate you, you can continue." ”

Qin Xuan's hand suddenly stopped.

The clothes on Song Xiaokai's body have been torn apart, and his pants have been half removed.

Going up along Song Xiaokai's white chest, Qin Xuan met Song Xiaokai's humiliating gaze - Song Xiaokai could accept that the two were happy, but he couldn't accept being pressed under him like a weak person and at his mercy, with no power to fight back.

Qin Xuan's eyes flashed, and the string of reason was finally picked up.

"I'm sorry." Qin Xuan helped Song Xiaokai close his clothes, sat to the side, silently looked at the ground stained by the upside-down ice cream shop, and stopped talking.

Song Xiaokai pursed his lips, summoned a pajamas, and put them on.

"Why all of a sudden? Qin Xuan, don't say that you and I are just friends now, even if we are already lovers, I can't bear to be your tool to vent your feelings. ”

Song Xiaokai knew that Qin Xuan was in a bad mood these days, and thought that Qin Xuan was using him as a tool to vent his feelings.

Qin Xuan's eyes showed a hint of self-deprecation, and he shook his head and said, "It's not venting." ”

Song Xiaokai narrowed his eyes, and had a suspicious attitude towards Qin Xuan's words.

"Song Xiaokai, how would you feel if I really went back to Emperor Star for a blind date?"

Song Xiaokai was slightly stunned by the question, unable to answer.

What does it feel like? He didn't know either......

"It doesn't feel like it, does it? Song Xiaokai, do you know how long I've liked you? Qin Xuan turned his head sideways and said to Song Xiaokai seriously, "Ten years, a whole ten years." Sometimes I don't understand why I like you as a heartless little thug. If what I like is someone else, can I have already protected him under my wing, I don't have to go through the pain of losing before I get it, and I won't go through the torment of gaining and losing again after I lose it, and I still can't count as the kind of sentence. “

"I didn't let you like me either." Song Xiaokai was still angry, so he replied stiffly.

He even wanted to say, if you feel tormented, find your childhood sweetheart! However, when the words came to his lips, he couldn't speak again.

For the first time, he saw the "sad" feeling in Qin Xuan's eyes, and he always thought that Qin Xuan's heart was made of titanium alloy, which was indestructible.

"Yes, I like you, and you're not obligated to respond." Qin Xuan sighed and wanted to pat Song Xiaokai's head, but Song Xiaokai avoided him.

Song Xiaokai was just a conditioned reflex, and Qin Xuan's actions just now were still pressing in his heart.

There was a gloom in Qin Xuan's eyes. A bitter smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and he said, "Song Xiaokai, I'm tired, one chasing, the other hiding, my heart is very tired." You said you'd think about it, but I don't see any hope for the future. Perhaps, pure friendship is the best for us, but I am too greedy. “

Qin Xuan paused and continued: "You should also think about it these days, if you really can't accept my feelings, then we will only be good friends for life." ”

After Qin Xuan finished speaking, he patted Song Xiaokai on the shoulder, then got up from the sofa and went back to his room.

This time, Song Xiaokai didn't hide, and the temperature of Qin Xuan's palm seemed to be still on his shoulder, seeping into his limbs and bones.

Song Xiaokai didn't know why, he felt empty in his heart, as if he was missing a hole and couldn't fill it anymore.