On this day's dinner, Song Xiaokai ate by himself. Since he was not in the mood to have dinner, Song Xiaokai directly ordered takeout, which contained his own favorite dishes and Qin Xuan's favorite dishes.

It was already time for dinner, but Qin Xuan didn't come out of the room as usual. Song Xiaokai thought about it, drove a scooter, came to Qin Xuan's door, and knocked on the door. However, after a while, there was no movement on the other side of the door.

I don't know if the sound insulation of the room is too good, or for some other reason, Song Xiaokai feels that the room is quiet, as if there is no popularity. Song Xiaokai's heart sank, and he held the doorknob and wondered if he should walk in directly to take a look.

Just as Song Xiaokai was struggling, the door opened, and Qin Xuan looked at him calmly, with the fragrance of bathing on his body.

"Uh...... Did you take a shower? Song Xiaokai found that Qin Xuan was wearing a yukata.

There were still droplets of water hanging on the tips of Qin Xuan's hair, and a few transparent droplets of water fell from the tips of his hair, falling on Qin Xuan's wide open chest, sliding down the honey-colored texture, seeping into Qin Xuan's yukata, leaving thin lines that singued.

Song Xiaokai suddenly felt a little embarrassed, took his eyes away from Qin Xuan's chest, and when he looked up, he met Qin Xuan's dark black eyes, which reflected his own figure, but there seemed to be something missing inside.

――It seems that there is less of the previous heat, Song Xiaokai thought silently. He was nervous for a rare time, but the conclusions he came to did not make him happy.

"What's the matter?" Qin Xuan asked in a businesslike tone.

"Uh...... I ordered takeout, are you going to eat it? Song Xiaokai hesitated, he was very unaccustomed to such a Qin Xuan.

Qin Xuan's eyes softened, and his tone was not so cold and hard.

"I still have some things to do, so you can go eat it yourself."

Song Xiaokai nodded, believing Qin Xuan's words: "Then come over and eat when you're done, I'll go down first." After saying that, he drove the scooter and turned around and left.

Song Xiaokai felt that there seemed to be an invisible barrier between him and Qin Xuan, and the depressing atmosphere made him not know how to continue to face Qin Xuan for the time being, so he took the lead in turning around.

Qin Xuan's faint gaze remained silently on Song Xiaokai's back until Song Xiaokai's figure disappeared around the corner of the stairs.

After Song Xiaokai returned to the table, he put out the steaming dishes in the same way, and also added a pair of dishes and chopsticks to Qin Xuan.

Song Xiaokai raised his chopsticks, put a green vegetable in his mouth, chewed it, and found that the taste was not very good, at least much worse than the previous level, so that he couldn't have any appetite.

Song Xiaokai changed a dish and put it in his mouth, but it was still not delicious, so he swallowed it stiffly.

Changing from one dish to another, Song Xiaokai felt that no dish could be called "delicious", and the taste was the same as chewing wax.

He ate very slowly, and his eyes swept to the corner of the stairs from time to time, but Qin Xuan never appeared.

Time passed minute by minute, and all the meals that were still steaming turned into leftovers and cold dishes, Song Xiaokai put down his chopsticks, he couldn't eat anymore. Actually, he didn't eat much tonight, but the things he was pressing on his heart didn't make him have much appetite.

Song Xiaokai sighed slowly, came to the kitchen, took out the utensils that kept fresh and kept warm, and then put those dishes in.

This kind of utensils has the function of automatic heating and freshness, if Qin Xuan "works" until late to come down, then he doesn't have to worry about these dishes going bad, or the taste becomes unpalatable.

After doing this, Song Xiaokai returned to the room, locked the door, and then threw himself on the big bed, spread his arms, and looked at the snow-white ceiling in a daze.

Song Xiaokai's Ah Q Spiritual Victory Method has always worked, which has saved him from many troubles. However, this time, it was not something that Ah Q's spiritual victory method could solve, and Song Xiaokai understood that Qin Xuan was forcing himself to give an answer.

Isn't that what I want to be a good friend for life? Why didn't I feel happy at all when Qin Xuan said it? Could it be that I really like that dead face paralysis? Song Xiaokai tugged at his hair, thinking about this question tangled. But if you really like it, why won't you be jealous, and why won't your heart beat faster in the face of facial paralysis?

These words jumped out of Song Xiaokai's head over and over again, and his eyes became more and more confused-

On the other side, not long after Song Xiaokai entered the room, Qin Xuan finally walked out of his room.

The reason why he came out to eat so late was that he was busy with work was a reason, and he wanted to stagger the time of eating with Song Xiaokai was also a reason. You must know that Qin Xuan usually tries his best to deal with the urgent items at hand first, so that he can come out on time to eat with Song Xiaokai. And today, Qin Xuan didn't know how to face this heartless little gangster, so naturally he was not in a hurry.

Coming to the dining table, Qin Xuan opened the fresh-keeping utensils and took out the stacked dinners in the same way. Qin Xuan was surprised for a few seconds when he saw that there were a lot of dishes he liked in it, he never said to Song Xiaokai what he liked to eat, in fact, Qin Xuan was not a picky eater, but he would just have a few more chopsticks in his favorite dishes, he didn't expect Song Xiaokai to notice these details.

Qin Xuan also recognized that there was a dish that Song Xiaokai didn't like to eat at all, so these dishes were indeed specially ordered by Song Xiaokai for him, whether intentionally or unintentionally, Song Xiaokai still remembered his favorite dishes.

Who's to say that little thug is completely heartless? Qin Xuan lowered his eyes, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his lips, softening his cold and hard face and contours.

When Qin Xuan laid out all the dishes, his brows furrowed slightly-Xiao Kai ate so little?

Song Xiaokai's appetite is not small, he is not like other mermaids, he is always worried that eating too much will get out of shape. He also thought that he could eat more to grow stronger, and not so weak chickens, so he would eat a lot at every meal, and even large pieces of flowers would be big when he met his favorite. Since these days, I don't know if it's because I'm too tired from training, Song Xiaokai's appetite has even continued to rise, and tonight, Song Xiaokai has eaten less than one-third of what he used to eat.

The dishes were as if they hadn't been touched, and they could be spread all over the plate.

Qin Xuan gently covered the top of the insulated vessel with his palm, and his fluctuating mood gradually calmed down.

He's pushing too hard, isn't he? I already knew that the little gangster's emotional nerves were dull, didn't he? I've survived ten years, so what about a few more years? At least apart from himself, the thug didn't have a chance to like anyone else, because he wouldn't allow that to happen.

What's more, the little gangster is not completely indifferent, right? Looking at the dishes on this table that had not been touched much, a trace of chagrin and distress flashed in Qin Xuan's eyes - after eating so little, would Xiao Kai be hungry tonight?

Thinking like this, Qin Xuan walked to the door of Song Xiaokai's room and knocked on the door, wanting to ask him to come out and eat some more.

As a result, Qin Xuan waited outside the door for a long time, but there was no movement inside the door.

Are you angry? Qin Xuan frowned, and was about to knock a few more times, but after thinking about it, he still lowered his arm.

Forget it, if he really feels hungry, he'll come out and eat it himself, right? Qin Xuan pursed the corners of his lips and turned around and returned downstairs.

This meal, Qin Xuan also ate very little, because he wanted to leave a little more for Song Xiaokai, so that if he was hungry at night, he could eat it as soon as it was hot-

When Qin Xuan knocked on the door, Song Xiaokai was listening to the song with headphones plugged in, and the soothing music flowed from his ears into his heart, which made Song Xiaokai's irritable heart gradually settle down.

Song Xiaokai didn't hear Qin Xuan's knock on the door, he was immersed in his thoughts, trying to figure out what he really wanted.

It's friendship, it's love.

Song Xiaokai admitted that he was not disgusted with Qin Xuan's feelings, and even when Qin Xuan said "be a good friend for life", he still had a faint sense of loss in his heart. But does this show that he likes Qin Xuan? It doesn't feel like it, it's not so much that I like Qin Xuan, it's better to get used to getting along with Qin Xuan when I'm together.

Accustomed to Qin Xuan's breath, and also accustomed to Qin Xuan looking at him with doting eyes.

This habit confuses Song Xiaokai's judgment of the true emotional needs of his heart. Therefore, he wanted to spend more time distinguishing between the two feelings of "like" and "habit", but as a result, Qin Xuan didn't plan to give him so much time to think about it, and directly gave an ultimatum.

"Damn! Why didn't I find out that facial paralysis was an acute child before! Song Xiaokai scratched his head tangledly, turned over, and pulled off the headphones.

The sound of music that lingered in my ears suddenly disappeared, and silence returned to the surroundings.

Song Xiaokai half-lowered his eyes and held the headphones in his palm.

He remembered Qin Xuan's sad eyes when he said "be good friends for life". Qin Xuan's eyes were very deep, which made him always give people a sense of coldness that was not angry and self-assured, and because of this, when he showed a side similar to "vulnerable", the guilt became heavier and heavier. Song Xiaokai couldn't help but feel that he had really hurt Qin Xuan deeply?

In fact, because of the lack of love when he was a child, Song Xiaokai has never been able to resist those who have good intentions towards him, just like former classmates, like former comrades-in-arms, as well as Xiaopandun and Yue Jiawen......

"Forget it, since you can't give it up, since you can't let it go, then why bother whether it's friendship or love?" Song Xiaokai muttered to himself, the corners of his lips hooked up with a relieved and firm smile, "Anyway, I can't find someone better than dead facial paralysis for me, right?" Then let's be together. ”

Thinking of this, the boulder in Song Xiaokai's heart was immediately unloaded. He stretched, rolled up the quilt, wrapped himself warmly in it, and fell into a deep sleep.

Generally speaking, the troubles of Song gangsters rarely "stay overnight". Qin Xuan, who only took pity on the other room, couldn't sleep all night because he was overthinking, and it wasn't until nearly early in the morning that he fell into a dreamless sleep.