150.150. I'm here
150. I'm here
This request was extremely difficult for Qin Yang to raise, he was afraid of hurting He Jin's self-esteem - after all, He Jin also had a stable job now, and no one would give up his career for the sake of another person.
But unexpectedly, not long after he finished asking this sentence, a beautiful sentence came to his ear - "Okay." ”
Qin Yang couldn't believe it, this night, he encountered too many surprises, from He Jin taking the initiative to kiss him while crying, and making a sudden confession after making love in the car, to He Jin directly mentioning yì home to come out with his parents, and now promising to go with him...... There were many surprises that made Qin Yang feel "fake" and feel scared.
He let go of the hand that was holding He Jin tightly, and looked at He Jin in a daze, his expression a little dazed: "Are you serious?" ”
This kind of fear is like the panic that He Jin suddenly disappeared three years ago when Qin Yang thought he was the happiest, making him feel that this qiē was just a sweet illusion, a mirror flower, maybe He Jin would change his mind in the next second......
He Jin looked at him tenderly and joked: "Marry a chicken with a chicken, marry a dog with a dog." ”
Qin Yang: "......"
Qin Yang clamped the other party's arm hard, and a trace of ruthlessness flashed in his ecstatic expression: "This is what you said, if you dare to lie to me again, I will put you under house arrest and lock you by your side for the rest of your life!" ”
He Jin's heart throbbed, he didn't miss the "panic" revealed on Qin Yang's face, the second before he walked out of the shadow of the tube building, he also caught a glimpse of the same expression on Qin Yang's face, so wandering and lonely, like a dog afraid of being abandoned by its owner.
He owes him so much......
"I will resign, but not so soon, it will take at least a month to go through the formal handover procedures, and the family can't just say that and leave, you go back to work tomorrow, and I will go to City A to find you after I finish dealing with this matter, okay?" He Jin looked at Qin Yang and said.
Qin Yang frowned slightly, he didn't want to leave He Jin in Q City, he wanted to take him away tomorrow, so as not to make him temporarily change his hexagram and dream a lot at night.
He Jin seemed to understand what he was worried about, and continued: "I will call you every day, and if I am free on weekends, I will also go to your place of work to see you, but I am afraid of causing you trouble, after all, you are now a star, and your every move is watched." ”
Qin Yanghu turned over with his face in his arms, and kissed him indiscriminately, no matter what he said, he couldn't compare to the rest assured that his lover was in his arms.
He Jin was thrown under him, laughed helplessly, and kissed him back while letting him kiss.
Qin Yang kissed for a while, raised his head and looked at He Jin condescendingly, and added conditions: "Take the initiative to call me at least three times a day, don't hang up my phone first, reply as soon as you see my text messages, and don't see your blind dates again, do you hear?" ”
He Jin: "Oh......"
Qin Yang sighed in distress, pressed heavily on him, buried his face on He Jin's shoulder and neck, and said, "What else can I do......
He Jin: "......"
He Jin thought of the smell of smoke on Qin Yang's body again, and said, "You smoked." ”
"Well, what." Qin Yang said sullenly.
"Didn't do anything, I'll just mention it casually." Smoking is not good for the body, He Jin wants to persuade Qin Yang to quit, his father has an addiction to smoking, He Jin persuaded his father several times but he didn't quit, he doesn't want Qin Yang to have a smoking addiction in the future, but when the words come to his mouth, He Jin can't speak, he is afraid that he will learn that Qin Yang smokes to relieve the pain of longing, just like he borrows alcohol to kill his sorrows, he understands him, just like he understands himself.
Qin Yang rubbed him coquettishly and whispered, "You're back, I won't smoke it." ”
They are both considerate of each other and want to be better people for each other, but without that person, it doesn't matter what happens to them.
He Jin understood Qin Yang's thoughts in an instant, and turned his head to kiss his ear with emotion.
Qin Yang snorted, shook his waist and bumped into him, and said in a suppressed voice: "If you want to go to work tomorrow, don't tease me......"
He Jin's face was hot, and he pushed Qin Yang away, he really couldn't stand it again, that place still hurts.
The two were lying on their sides facing each other, He Jin still couldn't help it, raised his hand to touch Qin Yang's face, and traced his facial features with his hand, his feelings for this person have always been suppressed, until today, it seems to have been backlogged to the extreme, and it suddenly broke out, and he couldn't hold it anymore.
Looking at Qin Yang's eyes, the tone of voice he talked to, and the action of touching him, they all revealed a deep affection, like a vast ocean, which could almost drown Qin Yang.
Three years of time don't seem to have left any traces on Qin Yang's face, he is more handsome than before, he may have to put on makeup and remove makeup from time to time, using some skin care products that are commonly used by women, the skin on Qin Yang's face is very smooth and shiny, although it looks "tender", but He Jin doesn't feel Qin Yangniang at all, but feels that he is more manly than before, because his demeanor is much more mature than three years ago, facing himself before, He Jin feels that Qin Yang is like a big boy who loves to be coquettish, with joy, anger and sorrow all on his face, But now he has learned to forbear.
Not only the appearance, but also the attitude, many details made He Jin see that Qin Yang was thinking about himself.
His fingers brushed Qin Yang's lips, Qin Yang took the opportunity to purse his fingertips with his lips, He Jin shrank in fright, and was held by Qin Yang and sent back to his mouth......
He Jin didn't know if such a change would be good for Qin Yang, he only knew that "Pan An came out of the eyes of a lover", no matter what kind of Qin Yang he liked.
However, when he thought that Qin Yang was so sought after now, He Jin felt extremely inferior, the environment he was in in the past three years was completely different from Qin Yang, before Xiao Li joined the company, he dealt with middle-aged people in their thirties and forties, and a person's temperament and conversation would be imperceptibly affected by the environment he shrunk in, facing the handsome and fashionable Qin Yang, He Jin felt that he was wearing black-framed glasses and brown leather shoes!
Qin Yang lowered his brows and patiently kissed his fingers, muttering and asking, "What are you thinking?" ”
He Jin withdrew his fingers all of a sudden, and buried his face in Qin Yang's arms, he never thought that one day he would care so much about his appearance in front of his lover, he obviously didn't care about this kind of thing before.
"Why are you shy," Qin Yang had never seen He Jin's reaction like this, he felt very fresh, he laughed and hugged his head, inserted his fingers into his hair, and rubbed his scalp, "Are you thinking about me?" ”
"Hmm." He Jin responded softly.
Qin Yang didn't expect He Jin to admit it, his heart was full of happiness, he pressed He Jin's head hard and pressed it into his arms, so that he could listen to the sound of his heart "thumping", and the magnetic voice accompanied by the vibration of his body came to He Jin's ears - "I'm here." ”
Early the next morning, Qin Yang left on an early flight, He Jin went directly to work from the hotel, he was thinking about how to resign with his boss, Minister Wang called in on the phone: "Xiao He, you come to my office." ”
He Jin felt strange, it was generally not a very important thing, the minister would rarely summon him in person, he rushed over and entered the office, and after the man who was nearly fifty years old motioned for him to close the door, he said: "Xiao He, I recently received some anonymous reports that you received red envelopes from other departments without permission. ”
He Jin was stunned, and his face changed greatly: "This is out of nowhere." ”
Minister Wang glanced at him, took the initiative to get up and poured him a glass of water: "Come, sit down first." ”
He Jin was a little confused, anxiously thinking about what happened yesterday, guessing that it must be Director Xu, who was about to report the ins and outs of this matter to Minister Wang, when he heard him say: "There is more than one person who reported you." ”
He Jin was completely stunned, but he confiscated nothing.
Minister Wang said: "You don't need to explain, I believe you confiscated, Lao Xu talked to me about you before he retired, saying that you are serious in your work, down-to-earth personality, and can do a good job in this position, but you are still too young, and it is estimated that you have offended too many people below." ”
He Jin: "......"
Minister Wang drew a piece of text and gave it to him: "Take a look." ”
He Jin took it and looked at it, his eyes widened, this was a draft of the transfer.
Minister Wang said: "The Ministry of Personnel is now you and Xiao Li, two young people, not convinced, I plan to transfer you to the Political Propaganda Department, under Lao Zhou for two years, that department has a lot of people, and recently recruited a lot of young people, and there are many opportunities for business trips......
Minister Wang said it very beautifully, but He Jin knew at a glance that there was no shortage of ministers, directors and main managers of the Political Propaganda Department, and he was a miscellaneous officer when he went, and this list was not so much a transfer as a disguised demotion.
He Jin was still thinking about how to mention resignation, but now there was no need to find any other reason, he handed Wen Jiàn back, and said respectfully: "Minister Wang, thank you for your suggestion, in fact, to be honest, I am considering resigning recently, indeed as you said, I am too young now, the personnel department is in charge of a whole unit, I feel a little powerless to take the lead alone, what makes me feel tired is not doing things, but dealing with people," over the past year, he has been careful step by step, and even refuses bribes with a smile, In the end, I have to offend people and be reported, He Jin is really tired of this kind of false and wrongful interpersonal relationship, "Compared to staying in the current unit, I want to go outside to experience the experience, I will draft a resignation letter to you in a while, thank you for your support in the past three years, I hope you will forgive me." ”
He Jin said this without beating or panting, he didn't have to beat his stomach at all, this is what he has always thought, he doesn't belong here, and this is not the job he wants.
He Jin never thought that he would feel so comfortable when he said this, no regrets, no reluctance, and even looking at Minister Wang's blue and white face, He Jin naively had a sense of revenge.
He endured for three years for the sake of his family and for the inherent rules of this society, and at this moment, he was finally liberated.