149. Waiting for you for a lifetime

He Jin's eyes widened, and his tears flowed, and his scalp was numb from Qin Yang's words...... He said something like that in front of Qin Yang? Did you say it when you were drunk?

Qin Yang raised his hand again and threatened viciously: "You watch me swear to the sky, swear by your parents!" Say you don't want me anymore! Say you have nothing to do with me! Then I, Qin Yang, will no longer provoke you in this life! Say! ”

How could He Jin speak, he shook his head unconsciously, his psychological defense line collapsed, and the mask he had worn for three years was so broken that he could no longer cover his crying face.

Qin Yang stared at He Jin crying bitterly, fading away from his usual cold and forbearant appearance, no longer caring about face and inside, self-esteem and pride, but it was so real and vivid, and it was pitiful.

He hugged him tightly in his arms, and his eyes were sour.

For life, the three years that have passed like a white horse have passed, for them, it is like a lifetime - a lifetime of loneliness, suffering and struggle, He Jin never thought that the youthful love that he thought was just a hormonal stimulation would be so unforgettable.

He originally wanted to keep their relationship at the best moment, but the abrupt result made both of them miserable.

He Jin looked at Qin Yang's eyes with blurry teary eyes, and asked, "It's been three years, why do you still ......" Why did you still come to me, why did you still miss me.

Before He Jin could ask, Qin Yang interrupted him, he held He Jin's face, and blurted out: "I've been waiting for eight years, three years is nothing, if you don't look back, I will wait for you for the rest of my life." ”

He Jin was shocked by these words, his heart stopped, his blood clotted, and it took several seconds to recover his physiological functions, as if he wanted to make up for the beat that had just missed and replenish the temporary lack of oxygen in his body, and his heart and blood beat and flowed rapidly, washing away his perception.

He shook his hands and hugged Qin Yang, and took the initiative to kiss the man with his tear-stained lips, Qin Yang was so excited that he spasmed all over his body, and kissed back vigorously - at this moment they seemed to have affection for each other.

He Jin put down a qiē, not to be outdone, hooked Qin Yang's neck, the salty taste spread between the lips and tongues of the two, in the twilight of late autumn, beside the car in the countryside suburbs, entangled affectionately. Choked against his lips

It wasn't until the kiss was out of breath that the two of them separated their lips, and taking advantage of this gap, He Jin choked up on his lips and apologized: "I'm sorry, Qin Yang, I'm sorry ......"

"I don't want to be 'sorry'! I want you! Qin Yang opened the car door with red eyes, pushed He Jin in, and then pounced himself.

…… Here is the dividing line that represents purity_(:з"∠)_......

The temperature of the body is slowly fading, but the two are still hugging each other, inseparable.

Qin Yang rubbed his face with his lips, gently licking his red and swollen eyelids like a small animal, there was no smell of tears on them, but Qin Yang didn't kiss him enough, and kept leaving his own taste on them.

He Jin closed his eyes, hugged his back and rubbed gently, the two of them grinded their ears and temples, and let the ambiguous atmosphere fill the carriage, fermented to the extreme, turned into sugar, condensed into wine, and drunk into nerves.

"Fool ......" In the end, He Jin couldn't help but speak first, his crying hoarse voice revealed a hint of affection|Afterwards, he touched the back of Qin Yang's head, and asked softly, "Why are you so stupid......"

"Where am I stupid?" Qin Yang's voice also became lazy, no longer as fierce as just now, and his voice was full of warm magnetism.

He Jin heard it as if he was overpowered, and his whole body was numb, and he suddenly reacted, as if he had liked Qin Yang when he heard his voice four years ago......

After eight years, I logged into the game again, and listened to the person call himself softly and ambiguously from the headset, Ah Jin.

Perhaps, from that moment on, he had already fallen.

is afraid that the other party will be disgusted when he knows that he is a boy, and he will carefully conceal it, and he will suffer from gains and losses; Unable to resist the attraction of the other party, he cautiously poked out his tentacles and slowly approached ......

He Jin hugged Qin Yang who was pressing on him, he didn't know what else to say now, in the face of such a fool who was willing to wait for him for the rest of his life, the power of language was too weak, he could only use the rest of his life to promise, promising not to abandon Qin Yang.

Seeing that He Jin didn't react, Qin Yang raised his head and asked, "Are we reconciled?" "A person who is so cold and chic and high-spirited in front of fans and the public, He Jin sees vulnerability and uneasiness in his eyes.

"Well," He Jin raised his neck and took the initiative to kiss him, no one understood the feeling of being lost and regained better than them, in addition to joy, there was also trepidation, fear of losing again, holding on tightly, unwilling to separate an inch, "...... I love you. ”

That night, He Jin glanced at the bracelet, and at nine seventeen, he got out of the car.

Qin Yang sat in the car and looked at him, thinking of He Jin's sudden confession just now, happiness came too fast and too unreal......

He raised his head and looked at one of the tube buildings, he had read the information of Xiao Zhou's investigation, and knew that one of the windows was He Jin's home, where He Jin had lived for more than twenty years, and where his freedom was restricted.

The entrance to the dark building downstairs was like a monster's mouth, seeing that He Jin's emaciated back was about to be engulfed by that shadow, Qin Yang was so anxious that he jumped out of the car and shouted in panic: "He Jin!" ”

He Jin paused, turned around, glanced at Qin Yang, and then turned back: "What's wrong?" ”

Qin Yang looked at him and said awkwardly: "Do you want me to accompany you up?" ”

He Jin smiled, there were still traces of crying on his face, but he smiled so calmly, "Stretch out your hand." He said to Qin Yang.

Qin Yang stretched out his hand inexplicably, but saw He Jin take out all the wallets, documents, and bracelets on his body and put them in his hands, then raised his head and said, "Wait for me here." ”

Qin Yang: "......"

He Jin walked back steadily, there was love in his heart, he was full of courage, this time it was no longer for himself, but for Qin Yang, he wanted to fight again.

Qin Yang raised his head and counted the time, at nine thirty, he stuffed He Jin's things into his trouser pocket, reached out to take out the cigarette case, and lit a cigarette with shaking hands.

In the days without He Jin, Qin Yang developed the habit of smoking when he was anxious, he was very afraid, afraid that He Jin would never return again, afraid that He Jin would come down like a defeated rooster, saying that my parents did not agree, please leave by yourself.

Qin Yang knew that He Jin had done this kind of thing, he was such a ruthless person.

At 9:45, Qin Yang already had two cigarette butts under his feet, and he seemed to hear someone shouting upstairs, hysterical, and crying, but he couldn't hear which floor it was.

At 9:55, the cries and cries were gone, and Qin Yang was so anxious that he spun in place.

At 10:15, an hour has passed, there are five cigarette butts on the ground, Qin Yang clenched the cigarette case, propped his hand on the wall of the car, and gently knocked the window glass with his forehead.

At half past ten, there was finally a sound behind him, Qin Yang immediately turned around and saw He Jin coming out of the shadows, his eyes shaking, eagerly locking his face.

He smiled, and walked briskly, running, and rushing over, as if wings had grown from behind him, with the wind, with the hope of flying, and freedom.

Qin Yang's uneasiness slowly dissipated, and he was also reborn.

After eight years of fanciful waiting, three years of torment of longing, finally, this time, he was not left alone.

"What did you just do with that expression?" He Jin was so hugged that he couldn't breathe, he gently pushed him away, and the two separated a little, He Jin looked at Qin Yang's face, and Qin Yang was also looking at him.

"She hit you?" Qin Yang gently touched He Jin's puffy cheeks, very distressed.

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt." He Jin brushed his cheeks unmindfully, "It's cold outside, get in the car, I'll go back to the hotel with you." ”

"Will they let you go?" Qin Yang asked anxiously.

He Jin fastened his seat belt, how could he let himself go, he was also strange, at the last moment, his father pulled his mother, and said to him with moist eyes: "Hurry up, there is a father at home." "He really didn't expect it.

"What did you tell them?" Qin Yang put down the hand brake, and the car started slowly.

He Jin propped his elbows on the car window, supported half of his swollen face, and said slowly: "I told my mother, I am different from my brother, even if I am with you, I will not do that kind of thing, let alone ignore them." ”

Qin Yang glanced at him: "I just heard someone yelling, and I thought you were arguing fiercely." ”

He Jin was stunned: "We didn't quarrel." ”

In fact, the situation was really much better than He Jin imagined, he thought it would be difficult to take that step, he was very afraid that his mother would go crazy, but his mother just slapped him and then kept crying. It was always him who was talking, he finished his reasons and thoughts, and then begged his parents for support and understanding, and his mother stubbornly shouted no, and his father stood up.

Although He's father promised not to tell He Mu what happened three years ago, He Jin always felt that his parents seemed to be mentally prepared to come out of the closet.

"Maybe you misheard." He Jin looked at Qin Yang, his eyes were shining, he didn't know how happy he was to see Qin Yang again.

The two returned to the hotel, took a shower together, rolled the sheets and kissed for a while, but they couldn't do it anymore, so they could only hug each other and talk all night.

He Jin asked Qin Yang about his situation in the past three years, which he had never dared to know, but now, he couldn't wait to know everything related to Qin Yang immediately.

"I heard you have a girlfriend." He Jin remembered the thing he had cherished the most in the past three years, and pinched Qin Yang's hand and asked.

"Who did you listen to?" Qin Yang pinched back dissatisfied.

"The monkey said, he said that when he saw you take a beautiful girl to school, it was probably before I went back to school to defend......" He Jin himself didn't know that his tone was full of sourness.

"I haven't held you accountable for eighteen blind dates! Are you too embarrassed to be jealous of me?! Qin Yang said anxiously.

"You...... You investigate me! He Jin's eyes widened in shock.

"I just found out yesterday," Qin Yang snorted, "If you hadn't begged me not to leave you that night, I wouldn't have bothered to investigate you." ”

“……”(=_=)

"Aren't you the same, there have been so many news related to me in the past three years, and it's all me who has watched TV on the Internet, and you actually ask me how I'm doing, and I'm doing it for you so bluntly."

He Jin's heart warmed, could it be that one of the purposes of Qin Yang's stay in the entertainment industry was to make himself pay attention to him?

He kissed Qin Yang and softened guiltily: "It's me who is not good...... I don't dare to watch your news, I'm afraid that I will miss you, and I will feel distressed and uncomfortable. He seemed to be able to be very frank all of a sudden, no longer need to hide himself in front of his lover, and pretend to be strong.

It's like a crab cutting open its hard shell and showing its softest side to its loved ones without reservation.

Qin Yang also rarely saw He Jin's side, and he didn't get angry all of a sudden, he understood the feeling He Jin said, and he himself was also forcibly not contacting the other party, afraid that once they met again, they would not be able to hold it, and like last time, they would stick it cheaply.

"The girl Hou Dongyan saw was the assistant that the company found for me, named Li Xiaowen, she is still following me now, and she also knows my relationship with you, so she is not allowed to be jealous." The two rubbed their necks against each other, kissing each other for a long time, and the sourness in the air was soon covered by the sweetness.

"Later...... What are you going to do? He Jin finally asked the biggest problem that the two of them were about to face at the moment.

Since they have reconciled, they have to be together, but now one of them is mainly stationed in City A and the other is working in City Q, and being separated for an hour is like killing someone, let alone separating the two places.

Qin Yang frowned uncomfortably: "I'm going to fly to City A tomorrow to do a show,