It wasn't until later that Meng Liuchen and Lan Xuewu left, and Qiao Yixia felt that she saw the shadows of many people in the two of them, just like the young and energetic Shang Lu and Bai Ying when they first joined the work, like the high-spirited young boys and girls on the college campus, just like the epitome of many loving couples in this society.

"A boy is a good boy and a girl is a good girl. It's a pity ......" Zhu Yunhuan walked to Qiao Yixia's side from not far behind his back with his hands behind his back, wearing sunglasses.

Qiao Yixia looked at him and said to himself: "It's a pity that it doesn't match." ”

Zhu Yunhuan shook his head and smiled: "Whether one person loves another person or not, there is no way to disguise it." Maybe love will arise over time, but as for whether this love is love, family affection, or guilt, we don't know. At the beginning of the Qing Dynasty, Nalan Rongruo once said that if a fish drinks water, it knows its own warmth and coldness. The taste may only be experienced by the parties concerned. But there will always be miracles in the world, and maybe one day, they will no longer be together for the sake of being together, but because of love. ”

"Grandpa Zhu, what do you want to say......"

"I mean." Zhu Yunhuan interrupted her and said, "It's not easy to fall in love with someone. I know that you didn't go to her for any so-called dignity and face. You are such a girl, there is nothing wrong with you, you are proud, you have self-esteem, and even sometimes even on top. But these are too small compared to the love in your heart. You don't go to her because of the fear in your heart, the last trace of possibility between you will be ruthlessly extinguished. I'm even more afraid of seeing her who makes you feel distressed but can't do anything. There is nothing more desperate in this world than watching your lover suffer and not being able to do anything about it......"

In fact, back here again, Lu Xifei didn't feel much. Maybe as early as when Helan Qiubai shook her shoulders and said to her, "Open your eyes and see who I am", all her feelings were taken away by Helan Qiubai's tears. After all, he has become a person who has no emotions and six desires.

It's been a long time since I've been back, and the furniture is covered in dust, stained on my fingertips, and pulls open a large black shadow.

The space on the first floor is large, and when the curtains are not drawn, it is the same color from morning to night. She looked down at her fingers, remembering the peace of mind she felt when Lu Shuye put the ring on her, and the thrill of redemption after enduring the torture of a long nightmare. At this moment, I closed my eyes, and there was nothing unclean in front of me. Maybe it wasn't until now that she realized that it was not the so-called psychic physique that tortured her, but her own heart, and Du Ling's appearance made her crazy thoughts about her mother, so she hallucinated. The death of nine people, including Lu Shuye, made her mental defense line collapse, and she would subconsciously torture herself.

She's such an unlucky person, she thought.

Time ticked by, and she sat on the floor consuming her life in her memories. Memories are too luxurious for her, the person she once gave to her loved ones is too difficult for her to give up, how sweet memories are, how hurtful the future is.

Outside the window from dawn to dark, inside the window from dark to dark. It's not the sky that's dark, it's a heart that would rather stop beating.

Falling into that familiar embrace again, Lucy blinked, fingers trembling slightly. What I can't say is that sentence, I miss her so much, I miss her very much.

"Get out." She closed her eyes, turned her head, and didn't look at her more.

"I'm worried about you." Qiao Yixia was pushed away by her, clenched her fists, in the dimness, she couldn't see her face clearly, but she could guess that her appearance must be terrible.

Lucifer stopped talking and didn't move.

"Liuchen and Lan Lan are together, they went to Grandpa Zhu's racetrack to find me, oh, yes, I don't plan to go back to Qiao's, but I don't know where to work, so Grandpa Zhu kindly took me in, coincidentally, isn't it, Grandpa Zhu looks fierce, but he is very kind, I didn't expect that one day I would be an accountant......"

"Don't come to me again. Get out. She gritted her teeth, and for the first time found it so difficult to say a word.

Qiao Yixia sniffed and said, "I don't." ”

"Get out."

Tears rolled down her cheeks and smashed on the floor, Qiao Yixia wiped her cheeks and looked at her in the dark: "I don't. ”

Lucy remembered that when they first met, she felt that woman was really arrogant, and there had never been a woman who was so disdainful of herself, she thought she was a difficult person to deal with, but later she realized that arrogance was just her protective color, she was the same kind of person as herself, lonely, lonely, and not accommodated by this world.

The associate dean of the University of California told her that psychology experts seem to have a special ability to not only see through other people's hearts, but also accurately predict the future. But she didn't know anything about Qiao Yixia appearing in her life, and she would fall in love with Qiao Yixia without hesitation. Qiao Yixia was an unexpected surprise given to her by God. It is the best and best gift in her life.

"Qiao Yixia, get out of my world, I don't want to see you again."

"Okay."

She promised Zhu Yunhuan that no matter what, she would try to pull her out of the darkness. But now, she couldn't bear it anymore, and she couldn't bear to continue torturing her. In this world, no one knows better than she how much Lucy loves her. When she said the words of despair, it was not her who suffered, but Luci Fei. She promised her to leave and never appear in front of her again. Even if I don't see her again, I can't bear to rub salt into her wounds.

Her Xihua is the person on the tip of her heart.

Closing the door, she and her were separated into two worlds again. A cold door finally took Lucy out of her world.

Qiao Yixia leaned against the door, remembering the sentence she said to herself, "I live for you", and tears rolled down. How much courage does a person have to face this qiē without fear? Can you face the fact that nine people were killed due to your own mistakes, and can you face the fact that your sister-in-law has been widowed for ten years because of herself? Luci may be indifferent, she may be proud, or she may have no one in her eyes, but she is not an iron man, she has a heart, and it hurts.

The only promise she can give herself is to live with her all the time. Qiao Yixia thought so, and finally collapsed to the ground, his fingers touching the door.

There was a low sobbing sound from inside the door, and the sound of fingers knocking on the door, Qiao Yixia suppressed her voice, feeling the moment that was closest to her.

"Yi Xia, I'm sorry Yi Xia ......"

Qiao Yixia leaned her head up and listened greedily to her voice. Tears were surging, but he restrained himself from making a sound. Silently said, "It's okay." ”

It doesn't matter, because I will always love you and will never leave you.

She thought, she wouldn't come to her again, maybe not again, but never again.

Money is the root of all evil, but once it is mixed with feelings, money is simply the most useless thing outside the body. Whether it is Jiang Xiage or Helan Qiubai, when he got the hard-to-find shares of psyjo, he was not as happy as Charles expected, Jiang Xiage didn't say anything, Lu Xifei has always been true to his word, although he broke off the relationship with Meng's, but gave her a stake in psyjo that is more valuable than Meng's shares, Meng's is now gone, even if Meng Qingdongbai gives her shares, she has to consider whether to accept it, the only thing that surprised her is that Lu Xifei turned out to be the major shareholder of psyjo, she thinks, This woman has so many secrets hidden in her.

"Do you think that's enough?" Helan Qiubai clutched the transfer book in his hand and bit his lower lip tightly, "I don't want your money, Lu Xifei, I don't want your money!" ”

For ten years, every time she was heartbroken, she told herself in her heart, Helan Qiubai, be strong, put away your tears, and live strong and brave for the sake of Shuye.

Couples will gently wipe her tears when one party is crying, but she Helan Qiubai does not, and no one will help her wipe the tears off her face when she is crying. She is neither jealous nor resentful. Since there was no one to wipe her tears, she swallowed all her tears, as long as she didn't shed them.

"Why......" she squatted on the ground, her hands clutching her hair, "Why, why am I not happy at all." Why, it's not my fault, but I'm so sad. Shuye, do you hate me, do you blame me for hurting your favorite sister......"

"But I can't control it, I really can't control it, Shuye, I really miss you......" This whole decade of missing, she lives alone with her memories, God knows, she is about to go crazy.

When she went downstairs, Du Ling was watering the flowers, although she had a bad relationship with her stepdaughter and stepson, but she got along unexpectedly well with this stepdaughter-in-law, Helan Qiubai is a standard lady style, gentle and virtuous, she will not give her a bad face like Luxi Fei, let alone mock her from time to time, which greatly satisfies Du Ling's vanity.

"Qiubai, why did you pack so many things, where are you going?"

"There's no need for me to stay."

"You have."

Du Ling looked at Meng Liuchen who suddenly appeared: "Liuchen? Since the last time she quarreled with Meng Qingdong, she hadn't seen him again, thinking about him so much that she ran over without caring too much, "Have you eaten?" If you're hungry or not, I'll tell the cook to get you something to eat......"

"Don't bother." Meng Liuchen waved his hand, didn't look at her, but walked straight to Helan Qiubai, "Sister-in-law, before you leave, I have something I want to tell you alone." ”

Helan Qiubai shrugged, raised his lips and smiled, and pushed the suitcase aside: "Okay." Then he turned and went upstairs.

Helan Qiubai opened the curtains, and the light shone in through the glass, and she looked back at him: "It's different from before." I still remember that when I first met you, you were still a hairy boy, and I was afraid of death. I thought you were treating me like a tigress. But think about it, you and Xi Fei, Shuye, with half of the same blood on your body, how bad can you be. She shook her head, "Say whatever you want." ”