"I'm in love."

For the first time, Helan Qiubai felt that Meng Liuchen was so kind, or soft. has faded away from the cynicism of a body, and really has the charm that a mature man should have. Not because he dyed his hair black, nor because he wore leather shoes, but a glow radiated from the inside out.

It's just that the word love still touched her heart more or less. Love is as beautiful as it is to others, and how tragic it is to her. It took her so long to figure out why something that others could easily get became a lifelong luxury for her.

But she still smiled very freely and said, "That's good." ”

"Since I was born, I have been destined to be an unpopular individual, I am a pawn when I have use value, and when I lose my use value, I am a superfluous shooting star. Someone will be able to see my fall, but no one will feel sorry for me. I often feel that I am lucky in this world because I have an aunt who loves me, and I often feel that I am unfortunate because I have parents and they don't love me. It's not as good as those children who haven't seen their parents since birth, at least they can still live in their own beautiful fantasies, they can imagine their father's majesty, and they can imagine their mother's love. ”

"But for me, my parents' saving is just to remind me that I am an unpopular and unvalued person. When I was in high school, I had a girl who was very much in love. I haven't told anyone about it, and I've always felt that as long as I don't mention it, it will slowly disappear from my memory. It's a pity that the idiom that has lasted for a long time is really not just a casual talk. Angel is just like her name, beautiful, pure, and kind like an angel. Parents abroad are very open, and Angel's parents didn't get angry when they found out that she had a boyfriend, but asked me to go to their house for dinner. But I could clearly feel that her parents didn't seem to like me very much. ”

"It's okay, how can you fall in love without encountering a little setback, don't you say. That's what I thought at the time. It wasn't until the third year of high school that Angel's mother went to the school to find a teacher and told our homeroom teacher about it, Angel was very angry and pulled her mother out, I wanted to go up and help her explain to her mother, but I heard her mother say that a wild child who doesn't even want his own biological parents can be better? At that time, I realized that some things could not be changed by my efforts, even if my aunt was close to me, in the eyes of outsiders, she would not be able to become my mother. ”

His voice was as flat as water, without a hint of emotion, as if the people in this story had nothing to do with him.

"Sister-in-law, how bitter you are, I know, I understand. But if it's not bitter, is it still called life? ”

Helan Qiubai looked at him, her heart sour. She didn't know what she was hurting, whether it was her own heart that was naked in front of others' eyes, or the grievances that suddenly burst out in her heart when she heard others say that she was suffering.

"Like, I chose to be with the girl I didn't love because I was moved, in order to give her and give us a chance. So can you give yourself a chance too? ”

When leaving, Meng Liuchen looked at her lonely back and felt very sad. He remembered what Lucy said to him on the plane, and she said to him, Liuchen, I am a murderer, and I pressed that button back then. It was that sentence that made him uncontrollable tears, and made him hold her in his arms regardless of a single sentence.

He admits that he is a selfish person, because of blood or emotional favoritism, he has no way to tell this secret to Helan Qiubai, he can only let this secret rot in his stomach forever for Lu Xifei.

Lan Xuewu asked him, why was Lu Xifei, such a strong person, entangled by this matter for ten years, and why she would do such an unbelievable thing ten years later, which made people feel like she had completely changed. He could only laugh because he couldn't sue her, it was she who pressed the button with her own hands and let the nine young beings, including Lu Shuye, die.

Meng Liuchen thought, maybe the current Luxi Fei, what he wants to see the most is that Helan Qiubai can regain his strength. So as a younger brother, there is only so much he can do.

For a long time, Meng Liuchen forced himself to stop thinking about this matter and work hard to live, until the winter solstice, he made dumplings at home, with thin skin and many fillings, and even the soup was filled with a strong meat fragrance. He thought, no matter what, he still had to take a look at Qiao Yixia, Lu Xifei had disappeared into the city, but her love had not disappeared, and in the passing time, he wanted to continue every bit of her affection.

He is a person who is partial to his sister, but when the door opens and he sees Qiao Yixia, who is so haggard, the distress bursts out from the bottom of his heart beyond the boundaries of family affection. Her lips were pale, her eyes were blue, like a paper man, as if she was about to be blown down by the wind in the next second. He helped her to the couch and touched her forehead, which was amazingly hot.

"Oops." He dug through the medicine box and found fever reducers inside. Then he boiled hot water and wanted to feed her, but she pushed her away, and he frowned and said, "You're sick." ”

She coughed a few times, looking painful and mixed with phlegm, but she ignored him, but hugged the computer on the coffee table and rested it on her lap, coughing and typing on the keyboard.

"If you keep burning like this, something will happen."

She smiled bitterly: "Isn't that just the right time to accompany her to suffer." “

She stopped talking, and Meng Liuchen didn't force her anymore, just sat beside her and sighed a few times. Fever may not be caused by a cold, not by objective factors, but because of heart disease, and heart disease can only be treated with medicine.

It was getting dark, she couldn't bear it and leaned on the sofa and squinted, Meng Liuchen carried her to the bed, rinsed the towel with cold water, and put it on her forehead. Although it is not a gentleman's style to spy on others, he still can't help but glance at the laptop screen, and this sweep makes his heart become mixed. The interface is a well-known forum in China, and the black bold title is particularly eye-catching.

"Expose the dirty face of the well-known professor of criminal psychology - the pseudo-"saint" Luci! ”

The landlord first put Lu Xihua's achievements in the field of psychology on the first floor, including more than 100 academic papers published cumulatively, followed by the scientific research projects and awards she participated in. Later, it is time for the landlord to express his personal opinions, although Meng Liuchen's language is not good, but it is not enough to see what the landlord wants to express, he does not bring a dirty word from beginning to end, on the surface it seems to be praising Lu Xifei, but in fact it is a sarcasm that she is a sanctimonious and despicable villain.

There are still people in front who are skeptical about this, but the landlord in the next few pages has made a "profound" analysis of Lu Xifei in combination with the time of Meng's fake medicine, and many people who have no opinions will also follow the landlord to talk bad about her.

Meng Liuchen suppressed the anger in his heart, turning back page by page, and he found that there was a person named Li Lan Yuanzhi who replied to the remarks of the people on each floor in front of him.

-- A person's good or bad should not be judged by a person who has no contact with her and knows nothing about her, and this kind of behavior that induces the public to misinterpret a person is, in a sense, not only hateful, but also hateful.

-- The excellence of others can never be a weapon for you to attack others. In my opinion, this is nothing more than the envy of the loser for the exceptional. I saw the philistine in her eyes, sorry, there is a good saying, what you see, you are what you are.

……

Even if he didn't look at the login status in the upper right corner, Meng Liuchen knew who this Li Lan Yuanzhi was. Since the exposure of the fake medicine, Lu Xifei has not been criticized continuously, and he occasionally sees the slander of Lu Xifei by people who don't know the truth on some forums, and he is so angry that he simply doesn't want to read it. But now watching Qiao Yixia seriously reply to the remarks of everyone who slandered Lu Xifei, he was both sad and heartbroken.

Sad, Lu Xifei has restored the truth of so many cases and done so many things for this world, why is she always not understood by the world, I can't see how good she is, I feel heartache for Qiao Yixia's maintenance of her in every way, and I feel that two people who love each other can only forget each other.

Meng Liuchen was not very happy, but he still carefully helped her change the towel on her forehead, and she couldn't force her without taking medicine. What's more, he doesn't have the ability, so he can only clumsily cool her down in this unscientific way. From time to time he whispered to her and spoke a few words to her, for fear that she would burn and become delirious.

"Liuchen." She called him.

He was overjoyed, grabbed the back of her neck and gently picked her up, picked up the water glass on the bedside table and put it to her mouth: "Drink some water." ”

Qiao Yixia didn't refuse, the taste was a little salty, he should have added salt. She glanced up at the big boy, and suddenly felt that Lan Xuewu was not wrong, no matter how his overly outstanding appearance was, it was reassuring, but no one could deny that he could indeed give people a lot of strength, a trustworthy younger brother, a friend worthy of friendship, and a lover worthy of growing old together.

She rubbed her temples, lifted the blanket on her body and wanted to get up, Meng Liuchen put a coat on her and followed closely behind her. I saw her slowly walk into the kitchen, open the refrigerator, and take out some frozen dumplings from it. Meng Liuchen glanced at the thermos box brought by himself with dumplings on the dining table and didn't say anything.

The scent quickly wafted away, and her body looked extremely thin from behind.

"Today's winter solstice, take it to your sister." She gave him the bag with the lunch box in her hand, "In her old home, it was a favor for me." ”

She then said in her voice, which was very hoarse due to her illness, "If it is cold, you must remember to help her warm up, and don't let her eat cold." ”

He swallowed a thousand words, only to turn into one: "Hmm." ”