I don't know if it's really a relationship of too much pressure, but after the two of them took measures, they finally tried several times, but they still didn't succeed.

Xue Zheng lay on the side in frustration, covering his eyes with his hands, and was silent without saying a word. Ji Mengmeng sighed, then hugged him and said, "There have been a lot of things recently, let's work hard next time." ”

Xue Zheng weakly stretched out his hand, gently touched Ji Mengmeng's head, and said, "While it's still too late, it's better for you to jump out of my fire pit early." ”

Ji Mengmeng disagreed, and then some words came out without thinking.

"Just because you can't do it, so you have to break up with me?"

Xue Zheng was angry, and then said angrily: "Who said I can't do it?" "He's really going to be. He was obviously kind enough to think about her, but the woman actually thought about it.

Probably men are very mindful of women saying that they have problems in this regard, so Xue Zheng's momentum suddenly became very strong. Ji Mengmeng withered suddenly, and then whispered: "You suddenly said this, not because you are not confident, what is it?" As she spoke, she glanced at him maliciously, and then said, "I don't dislike you." ”

Xue Zheng really wanted to tell her if he could do it. But because there are so many things under pressure now, he can't concentrate on doing such things at all.

He thought about it for a while, and finally made up his mind to have a good talk with her.

He didn't want to live up to a woman's youth. It turned out that he thought that if he found the best doctor, coupled with their enough care for the child, his only thing would be to return to normal.

However, thinking about the doctor's words and looking at the occasional dangerous behavior of the child, Xue Zheng lost confidence.

"Mengmeng, you have thought clearly, you are only twenty-six years old, you can find a normal partner, marry him and have children." As he spoke, he smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "I really can't think of anything good about me that is worth your stay." ”

I don't know if he's too bitter in tone. Ji Mengmeng listened to it on the side, and she felt that the root of her tongue was numb. She knew his concerns, but in fact, let alone him, she would occasionally retreat. The current relationship between the two of them happens to be the most unstable, and the slightest disturbance may make them lose everything. But now that the external contradictions have not yet hit, he, the protagonist, has begun to waver.

"Why do you suddenly ask this, didn't you make it clear before?"

Xue Zheng said lightly: "You didn't recognize how complicated things were before, but now that you have seen it, you should think about it again." ”

"I think I've thought it through!"

"If you think about it, it's not as simple as you think. Mengmeng, you are sometimes too optimistic. ”

Xue Zheng's didactic attitude made Ji Mengmeng a little angry. Immediately, she said angrily: "I don't know which tendon I made a mistake, so I actually admit that I am with you." ”

What she said was a little ruthless, but instead of being angry, Xue Zheng persuaded her very seriously: "Yes, so while it's still time, it's better for you to get your tendons right quickly." ”

"You're still young, and you've seen too few people and things. Don't fold your good years on me for the sake of this moment's feelings. ”

Ji Mengmeng lost her momentum all of a sudden, she felt that Xue Zheng didn't seem to be talking casually, as if she was serious about breaking up with her.

The two didn't speak for a while, and Ji Mengmeng clearly heard the sound of the alarm clock on the bedside cabinet moving for seconds, ticking and ticking. This made her feel like she was facing a trial.

"Do you think I'm holding back?" Ji Mengmeng said weakly, she didn't understand what was wrong with Xue Zheng, as if she was trying her best to dissociate herself from him.

Xue Zheng felt his heart tremble, and hurriedly explained: "How come, I just advise you to turn back as soon as possible." ”

Ji Mengmeng glanced at him, and then said with some hatred: "Why do you always use your own criteria to measure things?" Whether I'm doing well or not, I'll judge for myself, why do you have to make decisions for me? ”

Xue Zheng didn't expect her to react so much, and just as she was about to say something, the man turned his back.

"Don't talk to me now, I'm going to sleep."

Xue Zheng froze for a moment, finally sighed, and turned his back.

Ji Mengmeng sniffed, and it took a lot of effort to keep her tears from flowing.

Xue Zheng's thoughts, she knows a little. He was afraid that she would be young, and that she would regret not having children of her own in the future. But she had already made it clear to him that even if she couldn't give birth, she would love Xue Yiwei as her own child, she didn't understand, what did he have to worry about.

She doesn't care if she can have children in the future, what does he have to mind. Could it be that she is so untrustworthy?

The more Ji Mengmeng thought about it, the more angry she became, and she didn't close her eyes all night.

The next day, before dawn, she got up. Xue Zheng next to her was still sleeping, she pressed the idea of kicking him off the bed with one kick, got up and dressed silently, and then left a note beside her, and went out with her bag.

Xue Zheng's words yesterday really made her too unpleasant. She felt that she needed to go out and relax.

She found a hotel, opened a room for herself, and then hid in it and went back to sleep. This night, she slept until more than ten o'clock before getting up. When she got up, she saw more than a dozen missed calls on her phone, and she snorted angrily and turned off her phone.

After washing, she began to wander aimlessly along the road. Before I knew it, I walked to the door of the Central Primary School.

Count the days, today is what it looks like for the child to receive the report card. Looking at their cheering appearance, Ji Mengmeng thought, sure enough, they are going to take a winter vacation, and they are all happy, and a flower blooms on their faces.

She was envious, when she was the most busy and tired, she was so looking forward to the winter vacation. But now that I have quit my job and stayed at home every day, I seem to have lost hope in this life.

Every day's life is the same, for Xue Yiwei to be busy, but people still have to let her think clearly.

She also said that she was blindly optimistic! Is she optimistic? She obviously knocked out her teeth and swallowed it in her stomach!

"Teacher Ji!" Ji Mengmeng came back to her senses suddenly, and saw someone waving to her not far away. Seeing her former colleagues, Ji Mengmeng hurriedly greeted her enthusiastically: "I haven't seen Mr. Qin for a long time." ”

The other party patted her on the shoulder, and then said, "Finally sent these little devils out, I'm so tired that I'm about to have a nervous breakdown." ”

Ji Mengmeng smiled slightly and said, "I still miss these children, without them arguing in my ears, I feel that my days have become boring." ”

Xue Yiwei is now quiet, quiet, quiet. It's like she's living in a silent world every day.

Qin Hao didn't know Xue Yiwei's situation, and when she heard Ji Mengmeng say this, her tone became sour: "You have to be the daughter-in-law of a rich family, so don't envy the life of ordinary people like us." ”

Ji Mengmeng's heart was sour, she really couldn't say it now.

"Okay, I won't tell you more, there will be a meeting later. By the way, the child in your class won the first place this time, and the teacher who came to take over said that your class had a good foundation, and the principal praised you at the meeting yesterday. ”

Ji Mengmeng's eyes lit up, and her mood suddenly became very good.

"Those children in my class are naughty and naughty, but when they are serious, they are not ambiguous."

Qin Zhen nodded, didn't say anything more, and said goodbye to her. After being happy, Ji Mengmeng suffered again for a while.

She finally returned to Xue Zheng's home. When he entered, he was feeding the child snacks. Ji Mengmeng saw his focused appearance, pulled the corners of his mouth, and didn't say hello to him, so he dragged his tired body upstairs.

Xue Zheng looked at the direction she left, and his hand stopped moving. After a while, his son slapped the table. Although there was still no expression on his face, Xue Zheng knew that he was angry.

Although he really wanted to explain it to Ji Mengmeng, now he can only feed the cake first.

After putting the child to sleep, Xue Zheng walked into his room with Ji Mengmeng. Unexpectedly, as soon as he entered, he would see such a picture. Ji Mengmeng sat on the bed with her knees crossed, her eyes wide open, and her eyes looked ahead blankly.

He was taken aback by her and rushed up to call her name.

Ji Mengmeng came back to her senses and asked a little tiredly, "What are you doing, I'm thinking about things." ”

Xue Zheng made up his mind, and then said, "If you want to think about things, don't pose like this, my heart is about to stop when I am scared by you." ”

Ji Mengmeng hooked the corners of her mouth, and then said, "Didn't you say it, I'm too optimistic?" So, of course, I have to think about the relationship between the two of us. ”

"Mengmeng, I was yesterday" He was just about to explain, but Ji Mengmeng interrupted him loudly.

"You're right, I was thinking too much about things at the beginning."

Xue Zheng looked at her at a loss.

Thinking of today's events, she smiled and said, "I went back to school today, and I am so happy to see the children in my class." Do you know, they won the first place in the grade in the final exam this time, and the principal praised me for my good foundation. ”

As she spoke, she hung her head. Although he still has a smile on his face, he looks so sad.

"I love children and I love my job as a teacher. But now for you, I don't have anything, do you know? ”

Xue Zheng felt his hands tremble.

Ji Mengmeng sniffed, and then said, "I didn't think things too simple, and I also know how much trouble I will have in the future." But even if I do, I still want to be with you, so do you understand what I mean? ”

"I know."

He knew how kind Ji Mengmeng was, and he could also feel her feelings for him. It's just that no matter how good things are, in the face of his children's situation, they will gradually be polished clean.

He knew that Ji Mengmeng was very simple in terms of feelings. But it's because she's too simple, that's why she's so admitting death now.

He didn't want to be in the future, she was rubbed by reality with patience and confidence, and came to tell him regret it again.

"Mengmeng, you're still young, you"

Before he could finish speaking, Ji Mengmeng smashed a pillow into his face.

"Xue Zheng, you bastard!"