Ji Mengmeng and the student took Xue Yiwei to the psychiatrist. Because Xue Yiwei is unwilling to speak now, the test and evaluation can only be achieved in the form of a guò game.

Xue Yiwei was taken to the consultation room, while Ji Mengmeng and the others were waiting at the door!

Xue Zheng was anxiously waiting outside, and Ji Mengmeng saw him walking around like a lost soul, so he persuaded him.

"It's going to be fine, hasn't the situation improved a lot lately? You don't put too much pressure on yourself. ”

Xue Zheng stopped his steps and sat back next to her, his expression still very anxious. He crossed his hands and repeated the diastolic press diastolic pose. Ji Mengmeng saw that he was about to squeeze his hand, and hurriedly reached out to shake his hand.

"Calm down, my son won't be able to run away in there. Look at you, you look like you're waiting for the college entrance examination results! ”

Xue Zheng swallowed his saliva, and then said, "I wasn't nervous at all when I checked the results of the college entrance examination. Because before the exam, I knew that I must be a key undergraduate material! ”

Ji Mengmeng heard this, and couldn't help but want to hit him.

This little episode didn't make his love much better.

Xue Zheng was still entangled, and after half an hour, the door finally opened. Xue Zheng hurriedly rushed in and asked the doctor about Xue Yiwei's condition.

"Dr. Chen, how is my son doing, is he getting better?"

The other party flipped through the record sheet in his hand and replied: "The violent tendencies in him don't seem to be so strict." It's just that he still rejects the world and lacks a sense of security, which requires the two of you to work harder. The company of parents is very important for children. ”

Hearing that his son was improving, Xue Zheng's heart finally let go.

"I'll take good care of him."

Dr. Chen nodded formulaically, and then admonished, "Although I know that this will make you two unhappy, I still have to remind you that it is better not to have children, it is a very threatening thing for this child." ”

"He might do something very excessive to your future children, or to himself."

Xue Zheng's heart trembled, then he glanced at Ji Mengmeng in embarrassment, and asked, "Isn't it okay to wait for this child to get better?" ”

Dr. Chan sighed and said, "This can only be hoped for in a miracle." The chances of a child fully recovering to health are very small. ”

A trace of disappointment flashed on Xue Zheng's face, and when he took the child's hand and left, his whole person looked sluggish.

This matter bothered him a lot. He couldn't give up this child. However, not being able to have his own children would be a lifelong regret for him.

It's not just him, she's supposed to be the same

Ji Mengmeng was also very sad in her heart. She was only in her twenties, and she was told that she could not have her own children with the person she liked, which was a huge blow to her. It's just that in this situation, she can only make concessions.

Otherwise, what else can I do, send this child away? Or did they really give birth, and then leave a shadow for Xue Yiwei for a lifetime?

Ji Mengmeng thinks she can't do this. If her child is born, it means destroying another child, she thinks, she will not be able to get over this hurdle for the rest of her life.

She looked at Xue Zheng and told him that he was also battered, so she persuaded him: "If you can't give birth, you won't give birth, anyway, we have Xue Yiwei, and no matter how many children we have, we can't worry about it." ”

Xue Zheng knew that she was comforting him. He looked down at the child under his eyes, and it just so happened that Xue Yiwei was also looking up at him at this time.

Clear eyes, looking incomparably innocent.

Xue Zheng finally swallowed what he wanted to say.

When they got home, the two of them accompanied the child and watched the cartoons he liked to watch together. When Xue Yiwei saw it, he didn't make a sound at all, and the two adults were not interested in this cartoon. So, in the whole house, the atmosphere is deserted, as if it is a big ice cellar.

Xue Zheng's face showed fatigue, and when Ji Mengmeng saw it, she raised her hand and touched his face. Xue Yiwei, who was caught between them, had no reaction to this, which made Xue Zheng taste another blow.

If it had been before, his son would have thrown himself into his arms and rubbed his face so that he would not be upset.

Xue Zheng sighed, he hoped that he could accept his fate, but from time to time, he would still think of his previous happy life. This made him more and more disgusted with the situation in front of him.

What the hell is this? He couldn't help but wonder how long such days would last, a year, two years, or even longer.

It is said that there is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time. In other words, can the father of his long-term sick son always be a good father? Xue Zheng thinks that he is not as kind as Ji Mengmeng, and he doesn't know how long he can last. But like a paradox, he was very disgusted with himself who had this kind of thought, but he couldn't help but think like this!

I want to protect my son, but I hate my son's situation, and at the same time I hate myself who dislikes my son

Xue Zheng felt that he was now walking into a dead end, which was really a day that should not be called the earth!

In the evening, when Ji Mengmeng came out of the shower, she saw Xue Zheng standing by the window and smoking. Surprised, she stepped forward and wrapped her arms around his waist.

The window was open, and a cool breeze blew on her, which made Ji Mengmeng, who was only wearing a thin pajamas, shiver.

"It's cold here, you go to bed first." Xue Zheng said in a hoarse voice, and as soon as he finished speaking, he coughed heavily.

Ji Mengmeng snorted coldly, then reached out and snatched his cigarette, and asked softly: "It's so decent, why do you smoke and hurt your body?" After a pause, she added: "Upset? ”

Xue Zheng closed the window, then turned around and hugged her.

"I'm afraid I'll not be able to hold on." He muffled, and then added, "I'm afraid that I'll evade my responsibilities and throw this child to his mother, and then I'll be gone." ”

Ji Mengmeng gently pushed him away, then looked into his eyes, and said firmly, "You won't." ”

Xue Zheng hooked the corners of his mouth tiredly and said, "Why are you so confident in me?" He sighed and said, "I'm not that good." ”

"In my heart you are the best." Ji Mengmeng smiled a little shyly, and then leaned her head on his shoulder: "No matter what the outcome is, I will follow you." Our children can be born, and if they can't, I will treat Xue Yiwei as my own son. Anyway, people live for a lifetime, and they don't live to have children, the most important thing is to have something to do. ”

"I think, with you, I have something to do for the rest of my life."

Ji Mengmeng means that with him by her side, she will never be bored for the rest of her life. But in Xue Zheng's eyes, this is another meaning.

Xue Zheng frowned when he heard this, and then asked rhetorically: "You mean, I caused you a lot of trouble?" ”

Ji Mengmeng slapped him unhappily when she heard this, and said angrily: "Don't misinterpret people's meanings casually, okay?" I'm really complimenting you! ”

"You really can compliment people, and you deserve to be a teacher."

The corners of Xue Zheng's mouth rose, he admired Ji Mengmeng very much, she always had the ability, which made him very happy.

Ji Mengmeng put her arms around his neck, approached him and said, "You still look good when you smile, so don't always be like a pickled cucumber and make you have no energy at all." ”

Pickle? The word made him a little speechless. He put his arms around her waist and said, "What are you trying to do when you come so close!" ”

Ji Mengmeng chuckled, and then reached out and pinched his waist.

"What do you say?"

They said everything they wanted, and the atmosphere instantly became ambiguous.

In fact, except for the last time they were in the field, they slept on very pure quilts.

Xue Zheng and Ji Mengmeng both felt that they seemed to be a little too innocent.

Xue Zheng pressed up, and then a dense kiss fell on Ji Mengmeng's face and neck. He unbuttoned her pajamas, and was about to make a move when Ji Mengmeng stopped him.

"Do you have measures in place?"

Xue Zheng's body stagnated.

Ji Mengmeng's face was embarrassed: "It's better for the two of us to be careful, Dr. Chen said, we can't have children." ”

As she spoke, her affection fell. She felt that Dr. Chen's words seemed to put a shackle on the two of them. In order to take into account Xue Yiwei's mood, they were all trembling in whatever they did.

Xue Zheng's originally hot body suddenly cooled down.

So, what the hell is this?