Su Qingjia squatted there in a light blue skirt, her long black hair slid down her shoulders, and a white jade-like face appeared in front of him without reservation.

Her neck curled in a beautiful arc, slender with a submissive handiwork, and Carlos stared at her silently, gently picking her up and placing her on the couch.

If it weren't for hearing his chest and heartbeat violently, Su Qingjia would have been deceived by his calmness at this time, she threw the newspaper in her hand on the coffee table, and then pressed the hand he wanted to withdraw, clasped his neck and refused to let go: "My feet are soft and numb, you help me rub them." She kicked off her slippers and put a pair of white feet on his lap.

Carlos still looked at her like that, and there was a storm in his eyes.

"Knead." Su Qingjia lay in his arms and said with a little grievance, "Sure enough, if you eat it in your mouth, you don't cherish it, don't you love me anymore?" She cried for a second, and her amber eyes were full of water, which seemed to be about to flow down.

When she looked at him with these eyes, his brain was blank, and he didn't know how to think at all, so he hurriedly said: "No, Bella, it's not like this, I love you, don't cry, don't cry......"

Carlos immediately picked up her feet and rubbed them, he had done this job many times, Su Qingjia wore high heels for a long time, he would assume the duties of a masseuse, his strength was quite appropriate, although Su Qingjia was pretending, but he really felt comfortable.

Man is a wonderful animal, and the feelings are most profound and complete in this animal, they cry when they are in pain, laugh when they are happy, and different individuals will show different attitudes in one thing. For Carlos, who grew up with her, she knows that he has several moles on his body, and it is just a matter of hooking his fingers to cure him.

Shen Ke went to the guest room to take a shower, and then poured a cup of coffee. A cup of bitter black coffee was in his stomach, and he could barely hold up his spirits.

He knew all about last night's Yiqiē this morning, all the root causes had a reasonable explanation, and things were far more complicated than he imagined, not only the problem of injuring the reporter and losing the game, but more importantly, Carlos's mental condition.

Today he got all the relevant reports, and the "Sun" gave the most exciting first-hand news - "Carlos was diagnosed with low-risk depression ten years ago".

They all know the whistleblower, and in order to strengthen the authenticity of the matter, the "Sun" gave the information of the whistleblower, the captain of the youth training with Carlos - Garcia.

When Shen Ke saw this name, he burst into foul mouth on the spot and tore up a newspaper, but fortunately he took a lot, and he could tear it up again.

With these reports, he has no choice, Carlos's symptoms and illness he does not know at all, without understanding he has no right to speak, as a law graduate, he knows that he must come up with a credible plan to save the crisis. Trust is the cornerstone of his and Carlos' continued collaboration, and the first thing he has to do now is for Carlos to speak for himself and tell him the ins and outs.

Before pressing the doorbell, Shen Ke also made mental preparations, but Carlos's reaction really startled him, he didn't expect that the always heroic midfield star would be afraid of this kind of Cheng Dù. He suddenly felt how important this girl was to Carlos.

When Su Qingjia asked him to leave, he also hesitated, and regretted it more in his heart, maybe he shouldn't have exposed this matter in front of the girl, this should be Carlos's secret, if it weren't for the revelations of the "Sun" this time, maybe they would never know Carlos's condition, the little golden retriever is too normal, except for his few words, he is no different from ordinary people, he is not afraid of the crowd, he has no weird behavior, he will listen to other people's admonitions, he has always been normal.

But when Shen Ke saw the trembling little golden retriever, he seemed to understand something in his heart.

Maybe he wasn't really normal, but because of Su Qingjia's existence, he forced himself to become normal.

When Shen Ke came out, Carlos stiffened slightly, and then continued to rub Su Qingjia's feet.

The agent was a little dumbfounded, he silently gave Su Qingjia a thumbs up, sat down on the sofa, and opened the laptop and placed it on the coffee table. He originally thought that Carlos would be uncontrollable, but now it seems that he is still too tender, and women always have their own ways to cure their own men. He took another sip of coffee and cut straight to the point: "Have you read the newspaper?" ”

Carlos began to tense again, tense like a bow and arrow, full of strings.

Su Qingjia withdrew his feet, clasped his fingers tightly, nodded at Shen Ke and said, "Well, after reading it, what should I do now?" ”

Her hand was a little cold, and it was soft and soft in his palm, and Carlos could shake it off with a single force, but he loved the touch.

Shen Ke glanced at Carlos, who was hanging his head without a trace, flipped the "Sun" out of a pile of newspapers, bent his index finger, tapped the title, and said, "I first want to know if this thing is true." He was going to get a definite answer.

Carlos glanced at the coffee table, and couldn't help but increase the force in his hand, his mind was racing, and he didn't know how to answer.

Is he going to sue Sù Bella? Is he going to admit his illness? Will Bella leave him because of this, and will the girl he got so hard to get not like him?

He felt his heart sink a little.

In ancient Greek stories, the city of Troy had the strongest walls and was basked with the brightest sunshine, but no matter how strong it was, it could not resist the corruption of people's hearts. The people of the city themselves destroyed the dreamy city with their own hands.

He is now like the walls of Troy, and the Battle of the Trojan Horse has begun.

Maybe a few years ago, he could still stand peacefully at the airport, watching the girl he loved leave him, but that was because he didn't have it yet, and he still had hope in his heart, and the fire sustained him through several cold winters.

But now, he doesn't have the courage anymore.

Once you get it, you are afraid of losing it. He has always believed in this statement. Obviously gave him the best gift, but wanted to take it back at the best time, he didn't want to, he really didn't want to.

He didn't even dare to think about how Bella would spend every dark night without him.

They have so many memories, he still wants the future, he has thought about it, they will have two babies, preferably boys, and protect Bella with him, they will all be surnamed Sue, look like him or like Bella, he will teach boys to play football, Bella will teach them to play the piano, every year they will travel together, when he is playing, Bella will take the child to cheer him on.

But now this qiē has turned into a bubble, and it bursts when you poke it.

He is not afraid of discriminatory eyes, he is not afraid of slander by rumors, he is not worried about winning or losing the game, he only cares whether this qiē will take away his hard-won happiness.

He can be strong enough, but he can also be weak enough.

Su Qingjia was held by him very painfully, but she didn't resist, she looked at this dodging boy and her heart hurt more than her hand.

She had read the pessimistic philosophical work of the philosopher Schopenhauer, in which he said, "The relationship between people, whatever the beginning, eventually turns into pain." Even if it starts with sweetness, after a few tosses, it will reach the painful spot and stop there. ”

This sentence seems to be right to describe Carlos's inner world.

The misfortune of his childhood, the isolation of his childhood, and the incessation of football all made his concept pessimistic, as if life was like a pendulum, always oscillating back and forth between pain and boredom. In his previous life, he would commit suicide, but in the final analysis, it was still a character flaw.

Su Qingjia touched his face with his other hand, making him face his eyes.

Carlos resisted and turned his face away in fear, and after being silent for a while, he turned to look at Su Qingjia, touched her delicate eyebrows, and said with difficulty: "It's true, it's all true." ”

His voice somehow became hoarse, and he paused for a moment before continuing, "I have low-risk depression, and I always knew it. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been hiding it from you. "When he first arrived at the orphanage, he was diagnosed and treated psychologically, and the doctor told Sister Sù Rosa that he had autistic tendencies, or rather low-risk depression, which he heard in the door, and he was very young at the time, but he accidentally memorized these jerky words.

This secret stayed with him for many years, and he never told anyone.

After meeting Bella, he hypnotized himself even more in his heart, he never knew about it.

Carlos let go of the hand holding Su Qingjia, then tried to raise the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Am I very bad, am I very selfish?" "All the bad guys in the story don't get good retribution, and behold, his retribution is coming.

Su Qingjia didn't care, he let go of his hand, and said around his chest: "How do you know?" Have you ever been to psychotherapy? "Rexach said that she would not sue Carlos, and she still trusted the character of the old coach.

Carlos shook his head and explained to her, his face pale.

Su Qingjia nodded and didn't speak, Shen Ke sighed, and took another sip of coffee to suppress the shock.

Carlos' Adam's apple rolled up and down, he turned his head sideways, his face clearly defined: "I thought I was fine, but ......" he paused and continued, "Bella, will you still be with me?" He said the last thing he dared to say.

His eyelashes were long, and Su Qingjia saw a little star-like light.

"According to the laws of various countries in the world, if they do not report the knowledge of the case, they are considered accomplices, and they will be punished according to the severity of the case, although sometimes it is not enough to become a criminal offense, but they are all responsible." Su Qingjia hugged the tissue box on the table to his knees, "I knew from the beginning that you had this kind of defect. I've known since ten years ago. But obviously, if I don't report it, isn't it bad, isn't it selfish? ”

"But I'm bad, I'm selfish, I just don't want my boyfriend to be wronged, I don't care if your disease is inherited, and I don't care if you're mentally abnormal? Carlos, maybe I'm the only woman in the world who doesn't mind you being sick, and you still ask if you want to be with you? Are you pretending to be generous now? When you saw me last night and refused to hug me, you didn't tell me what happened, and you knew that you were growing mushrooms in the corner alone, and you were dead when you were your girlfriend! Su Qingjia was able to remain calm at first, but then the more she spoke, the more excited she became, and the worries and grievances that had begun last night erupted when Carlos said those words.

"I'm really bad at home, obviously I was snubbed by you to death, and I begged to be on you in vain, pretending to cry in all kinds of ways, and hugging you at the airport regardless of my image, making people laugh in vain, Carlos, I'm like this, you still have to break up with me, how can you compensate me for mental damage and youth and physical loss! Since you started dating me, you said that you would not bully me, scold me, and believe me in everything, have you done it? ”

Shen Ke swallowed several mouthfuls of water, and finally waited for Su Qingjia to finish speaking, he timidly reached out to take the paper, but was avoided by Su Qingjia.

"What are you doing!"

Shen Ke was frightened by her, it turned out that this is what angels turned into demons. He looked at Carlos and said, "Don't you want to wipe Carlos' tears with a tissue?" I will take it for him, I will take it for him. "Nima, it's a good girlfriend, look at my □□ girl, he must not find a foreign daughter-in-law, he will find someone who is affectionate and righteous.

"Who wiped his tears, I took precautions for myself!" Su Qingjia glared at him, and then yelled at Carlos, "You haven't come here to hug me and kiss me!" Be careful that my dad comes home and locks me up and never lets you come to see me again! ”