113. Chapter 113
Su Qingjia didn't want to cry, but she just couldn't help it, and bean-sized tears popped out of her eyes directly.
On the plane, she kept telling herself to be stronger, Carlos lost the ball, and she had to face the ups and downs that would befall their little world with him. But when the plane landed, she couldn't keep her calm anymore.
The boy's hair was only half-dry, and his bangs were pulled aside by him, revealing gray eyes, he was obviously still like that, but he seemed to be so thin that he could no longer hold up the black coat. He bent his back, his sneakers were still stained with mud under his feet, and Su Qingjia wrapped his arms around his waist, trying to give him some heat.
But she had just been drenched in the rain, and her whole body was drenched, and her body temperature was even lower than Carlos's.
How can two pieces of ice make spring flowers bloom? But Su Qingjia just didn't want to let go of him, she put her face on his left chest and kissed his jersey: "Carlos, I'm back, I'm back, it's all over, it's okay." ”
Carlos froze in place, like a sleeping stone pillar.
He wanted to hug the girl in front of him, hold her cold hand, and kiss her colorless lips, but he didn't dare, he had done so many wrong things tonight, and he had let her down. His hair had become a little stiff, and he hadn't been able to make it look like she liked for a long time, his dimples seemed to be gone, and he couldn't smile as he tugged at the corners of his mouth.
At this time, he suddenly understood why all fairy tales have no later life, because behind those happy endings, there will always be a lot of unhappiness that will change their appearance, and they are no longer the most beautiful first sight.
What he has been hiding for so many years seems to be about to be discovered, he is like a thief, stealing happiness and joy that does not belong to him, secretly enjoying love and being loved, but the sun will always rise, the mermaid will turn into a bubble and disappear, and his secrets will be revealed.
He wanted to hug her, but he was afraid that she would dislike her.
She is such a wonderful girl, she should not face scolding and accusations with him.
Su Qingjia felt his resistance, she didn't want to see him like this, desolate like Xiao Su in winter. He seemed to have become the little boy living alone on his own planet again, standing hundreds of millions of light-years away.
Her heart hurt so much, her voice choked, she stood on tiptoe to clasp his neck, and the whole person jumped on top of him, "Carlos, you hug me, I want you to hug me!" Don't you even want me? Carlos, I'm so cold, I want to go home, you hug me, okay? She seldom did she disregard her image so much, crawling on top of him like a koala, and the sound grew louder and louder, and passers-by looked this way.
Carlos was still unmoved, Su Qingjia simply let go of the hand wrapped around his neck, and slid straight down.
The boy could no longer refrain from hugging her, holding her waist and clasping her body tightly.
Her tears were so hot that they dripped down his shoulders and then into his heart.
"Bella, Bella, my Bella." Carlos sniffed her breath and spoke.
Su Qingjia couldn't hold back her crying anymore, bit a piece of meat around his neck, and whimpered and cried.
She cried pitifully, like an abandoned puppy, and every now and then she twitched, and Carlos patted her on the back and comforted her.
Shen Ke, the onlooker, also had some moist eyes, and when he saw that the relationship between the two of them was stable, the big stone in his heart finally landed.
originally thought that Su Qingjia would come back to save the scene, but the person who couldn't hold back became her, although the process was a little bumpy, but Carlos was finally sober.
Mr. Agent drove the two conjoined babies home relentlessly, and called the captain next door to take care of them, so he left with peace of mind.
His mind is still twisted now, he hasn't figured out how to deal with tonight's big event, and he has to discuss countermeasures with Jacqueline.
The agent here is still anxiously discussing the solution, and the tightly entangled person has long been unable to suppress the flames.
Carlos carried her all the way back, Su Qingjia was wearing a thin trench coat and a white lace skirt, the rain and tears were mixed together, Carlos turned on the hot water, helped her undress, and let her recover some body temperature.
Su Qingjia took off all his clothes, and there were many things he wanted to say, but nothing was more direct than doing it. She wanted him to really feel her warmth, she wanted him to really know that she and he would always be together.
There was a violent storm outside the house, the water level in the bathtub decreased with the collision, Su Qingjia's nails grew long, and when the love was strong, there were still many red marks on his back, and the slight pain made Carlos go deeper, he raised his head and grabbed her earlobe, and shouted to the delicate girl in his arms: "Bella, call my name, I want to hear it." ”
Su Qingjia's eyes were misty, and she couldn't tell whether it was tears or something else on her face, she bit her lip and shook her head unconsciously.
"Bella, scream." Carlos didn't give up and kissed her on the lips again and again, "I'm loving you, do you feel it?" ”
Su Qingjia exclaimed, and when the dream and reality converged, he called out his name.
The cold had long since dissipated, and Carlos carefully dried the body of the sleeping girl, wrapped a bath towel tightly, wiped it sloppily, and walked out of the bathroom.
Her face was still flushed, and Carlos changed her pajamas and lay down with her in her arms.
The girl obediently rubbed against his chest, her lips moving slightly, and Carlos held her breath to listen.
She was calling his name.
It seems that the spring light is not as tactful as this murmur, he looked at her sleeping appearance, and there was apprehension and reluctance in his heart.
With such a humble him, after a qiē was exposed, would she still be willing to lie in his arms and fall asleep like this?
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Carlos worked extra hard last night, although she was drugged, her lower abdomen still hurts, Su Qingjia rubbed her eyes, her eyelids were very heavy, which made her want to sleep, but she wanted to see Carlos even more.
Carlos also kept looking at her, very gentle, very affectionate, and her blue-gray eyes were like a peaceful lake.
"Am I good-looking?" Su Qingjia kissed his Adam's apple and asked.
"Beautiful." Carlos replied categorically.
It's beautiful, it's the most beautiful girl he's ever seen, it's the girl he loves the most. So he watched it all night, from the darkness of the night to the dawn of the sky, the light and darkness changed on her face, and he thought that he would probably remember it for the rest of his life.
"What's wrong with you? Is there something you're hiding from me? Su Qingjia looked into his eyes.
Carlos helped her get her hair behind her ears and said, "It's okay, Bella." Just yesterday ......"
"I know." Su Qingjia hurriedly covered his mouth, "Everyone makes mistakes, Carlos, what you have to do now is to play the next game well, not apologize, I believe in you, you have always been the best player." ”
Her eyes were so bright and clear that her heart trembled, and Carlos leaned down to kiss her eyes, then her nose, and finally her lips.
He wanted to tell her the reason, but he still retreated, such a gentle girl made him reluctant to let go, he held her left hand tightly, the bracelet was still so bright.
Carlos made breakfast, very simple milk bread and eggs, in Su Qingjia's portion, the eggs were fried into the shape of a heart, Su Qingjia looked at him with a smile while eating, his ears kept shaking, his face was red, Su Qingjia felt that breakfast had become much more delicious.
"How did you come up with this?" Su Qingjia poked the perfectly shaped egg.
Carlos was not embarrassed by her burning gaze, so he hung his head and kept eating, now his mouth was full of bread, he quickly swallowed a large mouthful, but he was choked, Su Qingjia smiled and handed him the milk.
"Yes, there are molds." Carlos blushed and ran to the kitchen to get something out, "That's it, just put the eggs in it." ”
"Why did you think about buying this?" Su Qingjia finished the egg in small bites.
"I'm ......," Carlos replied as he organized his words for Chinese, "I want to wash your hands and make soup for you." "Yes, this is the sentence, which is said to be a particularly romantic sentence in Chinese.
He was looking forward to the girl's reaction with joy, but Su Qingjia laughed without giving face, and at first he was still worried about his face and wanted to hold back, but looking at his confused and frustrated expression, he finally succeeded in laughing and hurting his stomach.
"You, what are you laughing at?" Carlos was aggrieved.
Su Qingjia lay on the table for a long time before saying, "Did Shen Ke teach you?" ”
Carlos shook his head: "I learned it myself." ”
Do you know what that means? This is what the girl wants to say to the boy, which means that she wants to form a family with the boy. Su Qingjia explained.
Carlos blinked twice, trying to understand, he looked down at the mold in his hand, and said, "I don't want you to do the housework." Although Bella did a good job and he liked it, he didn't want her hands to be stained with oily smoke.
Su Qingjia was stunned for a moment, she suddenly felt that it didn't matter what the boy hid from her.
She felt that the boy was deliberately covering up the truth that last night's love affair was out of control, and she had been speculating, but his simple words had made all her reason come to naught-the world is safe and perfect, and it lives up to its promise.
The sound of the "ding-dong" doorbell broke the soft silence, Carlos blushed and put the mold on the table, ran to open the door, perhaps because he coveted her gaze, he actually got up hand and foot, and when he reached the door, he realized that something was wrong, scratched his head and tried to correct himself.
Shen Ke stood at the door with a large stack of newspapers, his clothes were still the same as yesterday's, his handmade suit was wrinkled everywhere, the dark blue under his eyes was very heavy, and there were red blood in the whites of his eyes - Shen Ke didn't sleep all night.
Carlos's body trembled, he subconsciously went to close the door, wanting to block Shen Ke and the news he brought out of the door, he didn't want to hear anything, he didn't want to see anything, he just wanted to guard his girl in this room.
"Shen Ke? Is there something wrong? Let's go first. Su Qingjia glanced at the door and walked over, "Carlos, go and finish breakfast." ”
Carlos didn't move, he pressed his back against the wall and retracted his hand.
Shen Ke nodded, changed his shoes and came in, Su Qingjia went to look at the newspaper in his hand, but was snatched away by Carlos.
His movements were a little uncoordinated, and the newspapers were scattered all over the ground, and Su Qingjia squatted down to pick them up.
The titles on it were all eye-catching, Su Qingjia's hands began to tremble, she raised her eyes to look at Carlos, Carlos seemed to be terrified to the extreme, and kept shaking his head.
Su Qingjia gestured to Shen Ke and asked him to leave here, Shen Ke hesitated for a moment, but still nodded, left the space to them, and went to the guest room.
"Carlos suffers from low-risk depression, and the scene is out of control and beats reporters", "Carlos's condition is suspected to be exposed, and Barcelona loses an own goal", "Fans are dissatisfied with Carlos, and Barcelona intends to sell"......
Su Qingjia gritted his teeth and read every one, and then lowered his head and was silent.
It was still raining lightly outside the window, the water in the pool was not so clear, and Carlos's heart fell to the bottom.
He had always known he was mentally ill, but Bella couldn't.
Time seemed to be condemning him to death.
Su Qingjia squatted there for a long time, and said with a misty look in his eyes: "My legs are numb, pick me up." ”