At the moment of the car accident, Gu Nanfeng subconsciously curled up, protecting his lower abdomen, and then his eyes darkened, and before the severe pain swept through his body, he lost consciousness.

The world fell silent.

The two rescues started at the same time, Xiao Xubai was holding Wenwen on the way to follow the doctor to the operating room, and another stretcher just came out of the elevator room, she only glanced at it hurriedly, the snow-white sheets were stained with blood, and for some reason there was a sharp stinging pain in her heart, she stopped and gasped for a moment, and hurriedly raised her feet to keep up with the doctor's steps, if she looked back again, she could find Fu Lin who looked anxious and Song Zhixia who was in tears, but she didn't, so she missed the last time she saw her.

Aya's injuries were more severe than expected, jumping from a seven-story building, comminuted fractures of the spine, broken ribs, broken pelvis, and ruptured internal organs and brain contusions, without waiting for the doctor to finish speaking, Xiao Xubai rushed up and grabbed him by the collar, "I don't care what method you use, she can't die!" Do you see that? She's still a mom of a three-year-old! ”

She pointed to Wenwen, who was crying on the side, and her eyes slowly reddened, at the last moment of her life, she finally did not extinguish the last trace of kindness, leaving Wenwen to jump herself, but she didn't know that this was the biggest cruelty to her, a three-year-old child witnessed the death of his mother, how much damage would be caused to her heart, Xiao Qi also suffered from autism because he witnessed the tragic death of his parents in a car accident.

In contrast, Gu Nanfeng's injuries were relatively light, the super high safety factor of the sports car and the air cushion that popped out in an instant kept her from spending the rest of her life in a wheelchair, but she lost too much blood, and her consciousness was groggy all the time, and in a trance, she only heard the dripping of the instrument - Didi - kept ringing, mixed with a few whispers.

"The patient's heartbeat is getting lower and lower"

The lines on the electrocardiogram began to lengthen and slow, and a layer of cold sweat oozed from the corner of the doctor's forehead, and while stitching up the wound, he calmly ordered: "Electric shock, increase the amount of adrenaline injection"

Be...... Are you going to die......

Otherwise, how could it be so light and fluttering, like floating in the sea, and the whole body was soft and had no strength.

A cloud of light and shadow appeared in front of her, and she struggled to see clearly, and when she really saw it clearly, a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.

"What's the difference between selling a joke and selling yourself? , not all come out to sell"

"Take my money to live in my house, even if you have a dog, you know how to be grateful, Gu Nanfeng, do you have a heart?!"

"I haven't □□ you once or twice, you have the ability to sue me."

"It's just a plaything"

"Gu Nanfeng, let's separate, please, let's separate, I've never loved you"

"Good"

Gu Nanfeng gave up the struggle and sank deeper and deeper into the dark sea.

"Patient cardiac arrest!"

"Keep the shock, CPR, plug in the ventilator, five times the adrenaline!"

Fu Lin walked anxiously outside the operating room, Song Zhixia sat on the chair with his eyes down and said nothing, but his clenched palm leaked a trace of concern.

"Who of you has type A blood, the hospital blood bank is running out, the patient has lost too much blood and needs an emergency blood transfusion"

Song Zhixia stood up suddenly, "I'm here, smoke me!" ”

"Zhixia" Fu Lin's hand stretched out to block it was still in the air, and she had already followed the doctor into the operating room.

"Doctor, you tell me, what happened to her injuries, and is there any help?"

When she and Fu Lin hurried to the scene, the vehicle that caused the accident had already escaped, Gu Nanfeng's car was squeezed and deformed, and hit the guardrail, Song Zhixia only glanced at it and crumbled, and the blood seeping out from the bottom of the car stained the ground red, she had never felt that the winter in City B was so cold, and even her whole heart was frozen.

The doctor looked up at her while drawing blood, and stopped talking, "The patient has no sense of survival, and we ...... I can only do my best to salvage"

Song Zhixia's body stiffened slightly, and quickly recovered as usual, the instrument just sounded at this time, she looked up at the doctor, and there was a trace of pleading in her eyes.

"Let me go in and see her, maybe there will be a turnaround"

Fu Lin has been wandering outside the door, making countless calls to Xiao Xubai, but no one answered, and then called the Xiao front desk to say that she was not there, no matter how good his cultivation was, he couldn't help but curse in a low voice: "Damn!" ”

"South wind, south wind" Someone took the trouble to gently call her name in her ear, Gu Nanfeng's eyelids moved, and suddenly a few more tears rolled down, and the electrocardiogram began to fluctuate violently, looking at her pale face without a trace of blood, her originally delicate face was full of blood, Song Zhixia slowly turned red eyes, and held back tears.

"Nanfeng, it's me, I'm Zhixia, you've always been so strong, don't give up this time, okay?"

Her lips moved slightly, her voice was so light that she was almost inaudible, Song Zhixia was overjoyed in her heart, and leaned down to listen, "Child...... Narration ...... Leave ......"

A few words were messy and out of sentences, and she frowned slightly and asked the doctor, "Child?" ”

The doctor nodded, with regret on his face, "If it weren't for this car accident, it should have been saved, it was a formed male fetus"

Song Zhixia's face was full of blood, and he clenched her hand, which was also cold and oozing without a trace of temperature, and he was distressed.

Gu Nanfeng seemed to have sensed something, and his tears fell even more fiercely, "Leave...... Xiao Xubai ......"

I don't want to endure her hot and cold torture anymore, I don't want to see her and others talk to me and me anymore, she once loved her deeply, but when she called her last time and she didn't answer, this love has come to an end.

"Okay, Nanfeng, as long as you wake up, I'll take you away from her, go far away, and never come back"

As if she could hear her oath, the electrocardiogram gradually flattened and slowly stabilized, Song Zhixia breathed a sigh of relief and glanced at the doctor gratefully.

"Why go to the UK? Xiao Xubai doesn't know about this yet! ”

The two of them argued in the corridor, and Fu Lin also seemed a little excited because of his concern for her.

"There is no way to get better treatment in China for her current situation, and I have met several professional surgeons in the UK who can give her the most complete medical treatment without leaving any sequelae!"

"But ......" was related to her safety, Fu Lin's tone softened again, "Should we notify Xiao Xubai first?" After all......"

A sneer crossed the corner of Song Zhixia's lips, "Can you contact her?" ”

Fu Lin shook his head, a little disappointed by her sudden disappearance.

"Do you know what Nanfeng told me just now in a delirious sense? She said that she was leaving Xiao Xubai, she had already lost a child, do you still want her to live in the shadow of Xiao Xubai for the rest of her life! ”

Fu Lin took two steps back abruptly, his face full of disbelief, "She's ......"

"You also know that they are not suitable" took 400 ml of blood out at one time, and Song Zhixia's face was also ugly, especially after crying just now, his eyes were still red, adding a touch of weakness.

"She is still so young and has a long way to go in the future, and as friends, we must respect her choice"

When she said this, she lowered her head slightly, Fu Lin thought that she was just sad and sad, but Song Zhixia felt a trace of guilt in her heart, and she didn't dare to raise her head to meet his clear and clear gaze.

She is actually selfish, she is no longer the seemingly enthusiastic and cheerful but actually timid Song Zhixia back then, in the face of feelings abroad in the past few years, she has slowly seen clearly, and her perception of homosexuality has also changed a lot, if she leaves Xiao Xubai, then can she and her start over?

During the operation for a day and a night, Xiao Xubai has been guarding the door without leaving, the corners of her eyes are covered with red bloodshots, she has never regretted leaving her to find Nanfeng, but she ignored that Aya still has such a deep love for her, so much love that she has the courage to jump for her, and it also makes her heart breathless like a heavy stone.

Southerly...... That's right, South Wind! As if she suddenly remembered something, she hurriedly took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and it had already been turned off after not charging it for a few days, she hugged her head in annoyance and cursed "Damn"

The lights went out in the operating room at this time, and the doctor took off his mask and whispered, "Who is Aya's family?" ”

"I am" Xiao Xubai came back to his senses, stood up from his seat, dizzy for a moment, and barely stood firm.

"I'm sorry, but the patient is brain dead"

Seeing him bend down slightly in front of him and bow his head, Xiao Xubai took two steps back, full of disbelief, frowned slightly, and slowly wet his eyes, "What did you say...... Brain dead? ”

"Yes, we have done our best to resuscitate, but the patient is too injured and we are ...... Can't do anything"

Brain death means becoming a vegetative person and spending the rest of your life in bed, which is even less dignified than death.

Before Xiao Xubai had time to get excited, she saw Xiao Gao hurrying over at the end of the corridor, and there was a look of sadness on her face, which made her have a bad premonition in her heart.

"Miss Gu...... Something happened."

"What did you say?" She shook her shoulder as if she didn't hear clearly, and asked again.

Xiao ...... Mr. Xiao ...... Miss Gu...... Something happened," Xiao Gao's tone began to choke, "I just got the news too...... She was in a car accident...... Died"

In an instant, the whole world was spinning, Xiao Xubai gritted his teeth, and slowly reddened his eyes, "I don't believe it!" I don't believe it! She hugged me two days ago and we were on the phone! ”

"Mr. Xiao!" Kodaka's voice was raised as well, similar to the wailing of a trapped beast.

"Who sued you?! Where is she? Where is she?! Take me there! Take me to her! ”

Xiao Xubai lost her composure and calmness, she was not so excited when she saw Aya jumping, the whole person was a little hysterical, the sleepless days and nights made her eyes bloodshot, and the shirt on her body was also dirty, looking unbearable.

Never imagined that one day she would hear such news, she left herself forever, with such regrets, after she broke up with her, disappeared in a car accident.

She didn't have time to tell her that it was just a lie against her will, before she had time to tell her that she really loved her, before she had time to be nice to her, before she had time to have another child, before she had time to hug her and kiss her again, she left herself forever and never came back.

Xiao Xubai couldn't describe this pain in words, when she saw her lying quietly on the bed with a white sheet, she only knew that she probably wouldn't be better in her life.

This pain is heartfelt and will stay with you for a lifetime.

Song Zhixia looked haggard, her eyes were red, she stood aside silently, seeing that she couldn't cry, she also had a trace of compassion in her heart, walked over and spread out her palm and put something into her hand.

It was a Tiffany's necklace, and she also had the same style around her neck, Xiao Xubai clenched her fists, and the hard edges and corners grinded a bloody mark on her palm, which could not withstand the pain in her heart.

"Mourning and Change"

The whole world was spinning, she couldn't hear anyone clearly, her mind was full of her, when she was asleep, when she was awake, when she was smiling at her, when she called her to confess, when she tied herself, when she fed her medicine, when she was overjoyed, when she cried, when she was wronged, the past passed through her mind frame by frame, making her cry like a child.

"It's snowing, I know there's a place that's fun, let's go together"

"Good"

"Xubai, will we always be together?"

"To love each other does not have to be together, and being apart does not mean not to love each other"

"I wonder what will become of us when we get old?"

"Well, of course I'm still as handsome as I am now!"

"I want you to give me a baby, give birth to a girl who is as beautiful as you, and give birth to a boy and I will teach him to do business"

"Whether it's a lover or a junior...... As long as you have me in your heart...... I'm satisfied."

"Shall we be together?"

"Don't ...... Don't hug me...... Dirty ......"

"Southwind, let's separate, okay? Please, let's separate, okay? ”

"Xiao Xubai, do you know? You're the first person I'll fall in love with and will be the last."

Word by word, the scene is pulled back and forth repeatedly, every replay is a heart-wrenching pain, I never found out that she loved herself so forbearantly and affectionately, Xiao Xubai bent down and couldn't breathe in pain, and the crying made the mourning fill the entire ward.

Song Zhixia moved his heart of compassion for a moment, and then gritted his teeth to resist the sourness in his heart, and was silent.

"South Wind...... I love you" She didn't say this belated confession until she died, slowly straightened up and moved to the side of the bed step by step, Song Zhixia grabbed her wrist.

"What are you going to do? If you want her to go, you can't go with peace of mind! ”

Xiao Xubai shook off her hand, stumbled under his feet, and almost fell to the ground, "I want to see her for the last time!" ”

"She died in a car accident!" Song Zhixia raised her voice and burst into tears, "Isn't it good to let her leave the most beautiful appearance in your heart?" ”

Xiao Xubai's hand on the sheet paused, his palm gradually clenched into a fist, and her fingertips turned white, her south wind, such a beautiful south wind, what would become unrecognizable and fragmented?

Xiao Xubai suddenly fell to her knees on the side of the bed with a thud, and before Xiao Gao could go up to help her, he saw her slowly fall to the ground.

――The dividing line of memory―

"South Wind!" Xiao Xubai woke up from the nightmare, covered in cold sweat, curled up and gasped violently, although it was still painful to think about it after so long.

Xiao Xubai quickly got out of bed, rummaged around for a basis that could prove that she was still alive, touched her mobile phone from the table, and couldn't wait to call her.

Now that she is with Ye Qiu, she has lost the qualification to greet her.

This pain is no less than when I learned of her death.

Xiao Xubai bent down and sobbed quietly in the empty room.

It is said that love is important, and only after losing it does he know how much he loves her, this kind of love has crossed the distance between life and death, but he can no longer hope for the result.

I'm afraid that she won't have a good life, and I'm afraid that she will forget herself if she lives well, and the smell of nostalgia between her breaths makes her feel uncomfortable.