88. Separate

Gu Nanfeng pushed her away, gritted his teeth, and looked a little wolf with tears streaming down his face, "Fang Rou, what kind of heart do you have, what does it matter to you whether I love her or not!" ”

Caught off guard, she vigorously pushed away, Fang Rou took a few steps back and barely stood firm, the smile on her face faded and there was a trace of pity, "I'm just telling you the truth of the matter, she has not done these things, you know it in your own heart, why deceive yourself again"

Gu Nanfeng curled the corners of his lips and smiled, tears falling down his cheeks, "I'd rather not know"

If she didn't know anything, wouldn't she be so painful, she thought she had found a place for a lifetime, but she could tear off the cloak of warmth, but the truth was so bloody, she wouldn't believe Fang Rou's words, but all kinds of signs showed that Xiao Xubai didn't really love her, this was the biggest joke.

"There may not be a better choice to leave her" Fang Rou's hand stretched out to hand over the tissue was brushed away by her, of course Gu Nanfeng also understood this truth, one refused to say anything because of pride, and died to save face and suffer crimes, and the other buried all the grievances deep in his heart because of humility, licking his wounds alone, she and her were like two hedgehogs, hugging each other tightly and destined for one person to be injured.

"Leave?" Gu Nanfeng smiled bitterly, "Leave with her child, I guess she will chase me to the ends of the earth, and I don't want to be peaceful for this half of my life."

"You can knock it out! Do you know......" Fang Rou was rarely excited, there was a trace of concern hidden in her eyes, Xiao Minsheng had not moved to wait for this child to be born, if it was a boy, it was fine, if it was a girl, even if Xiao Xubai protected them, I am afraid that she would not be able to escape the fate of being displaced like her and her mother.

How can the darkness of the great family be seen clearly by those of them who are not deeply involved in the world?

Even after learning the cruel truth, Gu Nanfeng still retained a trace of kindness in his heart, "Heh...... Knock out? She's also a part of my life, how can you understand this feeling of blood blending?"

I don't want to hear a word from her anymore, it's torment to stay for a minute or a second, although it is very unproductive, she has to admit that she still has a trace of nostalgia for Xiao Xubai in her heart.

Even if you want to break up or what, these words should not be said by others, she has to ask them in person.

Gu Nanfeng left the café in despair, Fang Rou rushed out of the door to chase her, but the people on the street were long gone, she cursed and cursed damn, and looked around again, the person who was following them just now was gone, so she relaxed a little.

The wind on the rooftop was very cold, and the knife was blowing on her face, and Aya was wearing a thin sweatshirt, a long-sleeved sweatshirt of chiffon, standing in the wind like a butterfly about to fly.

Wenwen in her arms cried, but she didn't dare to make the slightest movement, looking down from above, the crowd below was as small as ants, Aya took a step forward, already standing on the edge of the guardrail, and the crowd of onlookers below let out an exclamation.

"Is someone going to jump off the building?"

"Quick, call the police, there's a kid!"

In the afternoon, the sky is getting more and more gloomy, black clouds are pressing down on the city, it seems that it is going to snow, but there is no movement for a long time, only the north wind is whistling, and the heating is turned on very much, which inevitably makes people a little dizzy.

Xiao Xubai put down the report in his hand, a little worried about her, and took out his mobile phone from the messy Wen Jiàn folder, and a text message popped up as soon as he turned it on.

"Xubai, don't you really want to see me for the last time?"

A sneer was drawn on the corner of Xiao Xubai's lips, and she deleted this text message along with all the previous ones, she thought that this was a romantic drama, and it was the last time.

Why didn't you die when you were abandoned by your husband?

Just as she was about to call Nanfeng, an unfamiliar number came in, she frowned slightly, thought for a moment and picked it up.

"Xubai" Aya's voice was calm like relief, and it was shocking for no reason.

Xiao Xubai frowned slightly and was about to hang up, but she opened her mouth again, "Guess where I am now?" ”

The background sound was the whistling wind, and Wenwen's howling and crying, Xiao Xubai slowly straightened his back from the seat, "Where are you?" ”

"I'm right on top of you."

Xiao Xubai got up suddenly, walked quickly to the window, and looked down from the seventeenth floor, all beings were as small as ants, and the large and small buildings cut the city into pieces.

"Let me ask you again, where are you?"

"Xubai, why don't you love me again!" Aya became excited and cried hysterically, Xiao Xubai's heart sank little by little, and he didn't bother to take his coat and walked out of the office quickly, frowning slightly to comfort her.

"If you have anything to say, tell me where are you now?"

"Xiao Xubai, if you don't have a trace of nostalgia for me, why should you be so good to me!" Aya was already standing on the edge of the rooftop, crumbling, Wenwen's frightened face turned pale, her cry became weaker and weaker, and there were a few words, "Aunt Xiao...... Save us ......"

Xiao Xubai started the engine and stepped on the accelerator, "Don't be impulsive, Wenwen is your biological daughter, do you want to take her to die with you!" ”

"I promise you, as long as you don't do stupid things, there is still room for this matter to turn around, let's talk face to face, okay?"

She lowered her voice, and there was a hint of tenderness in her tone, and a warm current surged in Aya's heart, and she put down her phone and nodded.

Gu Nanfeng returned home in a daze, and as soon as he entered the door, he sat on the ground, without a trace of strength in his body, looking around at this home that was a little cold because of the lack of another hostess, and finally burst into tears after enduring the tears all the way, bent his knees and hugged himself, sobbing in a low voice, like a young beast licking his wounds alone.

There was no heating in the house, the temperature on the floor was cold and oozing, and there was a faint pain in the lower abdomen, Gu Nanfeng gritted his teeth and stood up, and when he wanted to call her, the phone rang by itself.

Before she could say anything, she heard her cold voice without a trace of warmth, "Nanfeng, let's separate"

"You...... What did you say? Gu Nanfeng almost thought that he had misheard, and the man repeated it again, almost roaring in a hoarse voice.

"I said, let's go apart!" The tail note bites very hard, as if he is gritting his teeth after enduring great pain.

Aya stood on the rooftop and staggered, looking at her with red eyes, and slowly spit out this sentence word by word, slightly hooking the corners of her lips and smiling with a hint of coldness.

"Sue her, you never loved her, you are just a stand-in for another person"

"Confession...... Do you know what you're talking about? Before she had time to tell sù the surprise that she was pregnant with her child, what she was waiting for was the news that she was going to break up, Gu Nanfeng's heart was like a knife, and she was almost going to cry, listening to her sobbing Xiao Xubai repeated sorry over and over again in her heart, but the words she said were still separated instead of breaking up.

"I said, let's separate...... I...... Never...... No...... I have loved ......" she slowly spit out this sentence word by word, the sourness in her chest gradually turned into a sharp pain, and the wind on the rooftop was inhaled into her lungs, making her throat and eyes hurt like pins and needles, and she couldn't say the rest of the words.

"Say! If you don't say it, I'll ......."

Aya also got up hysterically, and took another step forward, half of her toes sticking out.

"Gu Nanfeng, I have never loved you! Let's separate, shall we? Separate, I beg you, separate! ”

The tears that slipped out of the corners of her eyes quickly disappeared in the north wind, her face was cold, her limbs were already cold, Xiao Xubai's heart was pulled like never before, and the silence over there made her heart cut like a knife.

You cry out, cry out, okay, don't be so stubborn, at least let me know that you are still listening, this silence makes her feel like being Ling Chi.

Every time she said Gu Nanfeng's heart was dripping blood, it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, not to mention speaking, she clenched the phone and released it weakly, her vision began to blur gradually, and a loud noise from the phone falling to the ground woke up the two people.

"South wind! Southerly! Xiao Xubai began to howl hoarsely, her expression was more flustered than she had ever been, and she had already burst into tears before she knew it.

"Are you satisfied? Are you satisfied now? If something happens to her, I'm not done with you! The corners of her eyes were bloodshot, and she looked wolf and helpless, and Aya smiled slightly at the corners of her lips, and her expression was also a little desolate.

"Confession...... Don't blame me...... I love you too......"

There was a faint sound of rustling over there, Xiao Xubai didn't care about answering her words, and put the phone back to his ear, "South wind, south wind......"

The incessant call finally waited for her weak answer, "Xubai...... I just want to ask you one last question...... You...... Do you still love me? ”

If she says love, then he tells her the news of her pregnancy, and cheekily discards her self-esteem and asks her to come back, if she says she doesn't love......

Gu Nanfeng curled the corners of his lips slightly and smiled, then they were really over.

"I ......" The wind on the rooftop was so strong that it even overshadowed her voice, and after waiting for a long time, it was her silence, because her heart hurt to the extreme, Gu Nanfeng calmed down instead.

"Xiao Xubai, there is something you must not know, and you will not have a chance to know it again"

The kind of detachment from the outside of the body is even more frightening, Xiao Xubai has a bad premonition in his heart, and his voice adds a touch of anxiety.

"South wind, south wind, what are you going to do, what do you want to do, don't do stupid things, you listen to me...... I ......"

"Xiao Xubai" She suddenly called her full name, rolled a few times in her heart, and couldn't help but burst into tears when she said it.

"You know what? You're the first person I'll fall in love with and will be the last."

It was the last word she left for her, and the only time in her life that she was ashamed to express her love.

When Xiao Xubai dialed it again, no one answered, and the dignified President Xiao cried like a child on the rooftop, the pain grabbed her heart tightly and almost made her unable to breathe, and she had to bend down and gasp violently, tears fell down her cheeks and disappeared into the dust.

Seeing her like this, Aya also became excited, "Xiao Xubai, you really love her, you actually love her!" What about me, the good things we promised in the past don't count! If it weren't for me who is standing next to you now, it would be me! ”

The sky was getting more and more gloomy, the north wind was howling, the clouds were thick, it seemed that it was going to snow, her face was more gloomy than this weather, and all the emotions under her eyes faded, turning into a calm without waves.

"Aya, no one will always stand still and wait for anyone"

She turned around coldly, not even a look was left to her, all the affection and sympathy were exhausted, and now she was going to chase her Nanfeng back, and the moment she hung up the phone just now, she was actually flustered like never before.

She was sure and sure that she really loved her.

"Xiao Xubai!" Aya let out a hysterical cry, which quickly dispersed in the north wind, and was messy.

Xiao Xubai's footsteps only paused, and he continued to walk forward, never looking back at her from beginning to end.

If she can really jump off the building with Wenwen, then it means that she is not worth saving at all, or at the cost of her relationship with Nanfeng, she can't even imagine what it is like to lose her, a cold and deserted home, no one will leave a light at night to wait for her to return home, and there will be no warm milk at hand when she is tired from work.

In the morning, there will be no one to tie her tie for her, make breakfast and wake her up, there will be no more washing and neat clothes in the closet, only one lone couple toothbrush left in the bathroom, and she will no longer be reading in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the sunlight when she pushes open the study.

Every night, there will be no warm arms around her, no more her faint body fragrance lingering on her side, no more people willing to give birth to a child for her, and love herself deeply and humbly.

If Aya jumped from here, she would be stunned for a while, and if she lost the south wind, she would regret it for the rest of her life.

That's the difference.

When he walked out of the staircase, fine snowflakes blew in front of him, and it finally snowed, Xiao Xubai felt a little relieved in his heart, and reached out to catch one in his palm, which quickly disappeared into invisibility.

There was a muffled sound of a heavy object falling to the ground behind her, she hurriedly turned around, only to see the red of the world, the camera seemed to be infinitely stretched and magnified, the whole world was spinning, the exclamations, sirens, ambulances, and Wenwen's hoarse cry became one of the most unforgettable memories in Xiao Xubai's life.

The moment Gu Nanfeng threw away the phone, the original faint pain in her lower abdomen turned into a sharp pinprick, she could barely stand up straight, fine beads of sweat oozed from her forehead, and her palms were full of cold sweat.

This pain also showed a certain kind of not very good premonition, her heart was cold, and her mouth was turning over and over the child, although she and Xiao Xubai were over, but this child was innocent, she couldn't take the place of her mother to bear the sins that didn't belong to her, and Gu Nanfeng couldn't watch her disappear into the world before she was born.

Trembling and picking up the car keys, Gu Nanfeng kept cheering himself up and cheering for the child, it's okay, don't be afraid, child, mom will protect you, this strange psychological hint seems to have played a little role after going downstairs, and the lower abdomen is not as painful as just now.

Gu Nanfeng breathed a sigh of relief, quickly started the engine and went straight to the hospital, what she didn't notice was that not long after she left the community, a Land Rover parked on the corner of the street also quietly followed.

"It's snowing so early in City B this winter," Song Zhixia muttered to himself as he looked at the snowflakes falling outside the window.

"Yes, I always feel that this year is a little colder" Fu Lin put the hot coffee that the waiter had just brought to her side first, and Song Zhixia looked back and smiled politely at him.

"Thank you" took the spoon and slowly stirred her without drinking, and there was a hint of nostalgia in her tone, "I used to come here with her to study in this café"

The farewell was also here, she still remembered the way her eyes were red, and she probably would never cry for her again in her life.

Gu Nanfeng has always been very stable in driving, and his home is only ten minutes away from the hospital, and today is particularly difficult, Xu is anxious pain in his heart spread from the lower abdomen to the whole body little by little, and when the red light was intervaled, she thought about it and called Xiao Xubai.

It was this phone call that disappointed her so much that she was more sad than dead, and she was full of longing and only got a cold mechanical repetition: The phone you dialed has been turned off.

The moment she put down the phone, Gu Nanfeng's whole body seemed to be drained, and her lower abdomen throbbed violently, her eyes were dark, and she quickly stepped on the brakes and turned off the engine and stopped on the side of the road.

Trembling and picking up the mobile phone to call 120, a call popped in, she thought it was Xiao Xubai, and picked it up with joy, and cried silently as soon as she opened her mouth, "Xubai ......"

Fu Lin became nervous and sat up straight from his seat, "Nanfeng, what's wrong with you?" ”

The moment I heard his voice clearly, the disappointment in my heart was infinitely magnified, but I still struggled as if I had grasped the last straw.

Fu Lin...... Save...... Save the children......"

Fu Lin bounced up from the seat all of a sudden, and before he had time to settle the bill and threw a large amount of money on the table, he walked out quickly, and Song Zhixia also noticed that something was wrong, and hurriedly trotted to follow.

"Where are you now, Nanfeng? Sue me where are you now? Fu Lin stood on the crowded street and looked around, his face anxious, and he lost his usual calm and wisdom.

"I'm ......" she didn't finish the rest of her words, and the world went to zero with a loud bang, and the phone suddenly disconnected, and if you call again, it will be turned off forever.