12. Chapter 12
Gu Qingxia is the turning point of Nan Siwen's life.
Before meeting Gu Qingxia, Nan Siwen hadn't actually thought about marrying a daughter-in-law, and he didn't know what kind of daughter-in-law he would marry in the future, or what kind of daughter-in-law he wanted to marry.
But when he saw Gu Qingxia for the first time, he buzzed like a demon, and there was a voice in his head, which kept saying to him:
I'm going to marry her!
I'm going to marry her!
I'm going to marry her!
He later married her as he wished, knowing that she was unwilling and that she was forced. He thought that as long as he was good to her, he would always be able to warm her heart.
But this girl's heart is not warm.
He entered the house to find her lying on the ground, her cotton pants soaked in blood. He also found a cold stone chip in her crotch.
He understood everything in an instant.
In order not to give birth to his baby, she would rather practice her body like this!
Her body was so delicate that he couldn't extricate himself, but her heart was cold and hard.
Nan Siwen took out the stone and threw it away, without letting his mother know that Gu Qingxia's child was deliberately lost by herself. His mother, after his father's death, was raised by himself. She was as capable as a man, warm and helpful, and had an excellent reputation among her neighbors, and was a very popular and enthusiastic woman. But I don't know why, Dudu is extremely mean and strict to Gu Qingxia.
If she knew that Gu Qingxia had deliberately killed the child, she would definitely kill her.
Even so, his mother still scolded all the time. He stood by the kang and waited for her to wake up, and he could hear his mother cursing outside. He felt irritable.
He suddenly felt that maybe he shouldn't blame Gu Qingxia for being hard-hearted. Although he felt sorry for her in his heart, his mother and his villagers did not treat her as a person. They bought her. In the eyes of the villagers, such a woman is just an expensive thing.
Even he himself, isn't he afraid that she will run away, so he locks her in the house with a big lock every day? If he were her, he would not be willing to live with himself.
Thinking like this, his resentment dissipated a lot. The rest is to blame her for not caring for her body. Giving birth to children, sometimes even dead, why is she so bold? The more he thought about it, the sadder he became.
She woke up, looked at him once, and closed her eyes. She didn't want to look at him more......
He felt uncomfortable. But he still thinks that as long as he continues to be good to her, and always be good to her, one day she will be willing to look at him.
He really didn't expect that in the state of her body, she would still want to run. He just neglected it for a moment, and she ran away!
He went back to the house and looked at the empty quilt that had been turned over, and he was stupid.
He's scared silly. This temperature in the mountains is really deadly!
He and his mother knocked on the door from house to house, and called all the villagers up, and everyone lit torches and went their separate ways to look for them. At times like these, the people of the village are particularly united. He had also helped others find such a runaway daughter-in-law before. At that time, he sneered in his heart, feeling that men were really useless, and he couldn't even look down on his daughter-in-law. I didn't expect that one day, such a thing would also fall on his own head.
They soon found Gu Qingxia.
She didn't run far at all, and they found her lightly. By the time she was found, she was unconscious, and she wasn't far from death.
He carried her home, burned her kang, warmed her body, and applied anti-frost ointment to her hands, feet, and face. The paste was made with spore oil, and it was very effective.
He stripped himself naked and warmed her up with his own body heat. Finally dragged her back from the ghost gate......
Later, he took pity on her and gave her more time to come out and "let off steam", and he saw her standing in the courtyard, his eyes looking over the courtyard wall, looking at the rolling hills, and his eyes showed despair.
The despair hurt in his heart, but it also gave him peace of mind. She ran once, and knew that she couldn't run this mountain alone, maybe ...... If you can settle your heart, you will be willing to live a good life with him......
But Gu Qingxia was much more cunning than he thought. When she realized that she couldn't escape the mountain on her own, she began to change her strategy.
She began to accept his kindness, to smile at him, to talk to him, and to respond to him. Nan Siwen once thought that she was really willing to live with him, but in fact she just wanted to change him and use him.
She told him a lot about the big city. A different world, a different life. She encouraged him to venture out into the big city.
He told her that he only had a Chinese degree, and she persuaded him to leave the mountains and study at a technical school like Hongxiang to master a craft.
Nan Siwen was thrilled by what she said. The idea of going to Hongxiang to study was planted in Gu Qingxia's heart at that time.
But you can't tell his mother about this, as soon as she says it, his mother will start scolding, not only scolding, but she also has to cry. She was afraid that her only son, like some young people in the village, would leave the mountains and never come back, so she left her alone in the mountains, like the sixth uncle in the west of the village, who died for several days before being found by the neighbors. She has never left the mountains in her life, and she is both yearning and fearing the world beyond the mountains. Many times, fear is greater than yearning. I always feel that the outside world is bizarre, and it will blind Nan Siwen, as long as he goes out, he will definitely never come back.
No one would tell her son anything outside the mountain, except the little goblin! She knew she was a scourge! I should have listened to her buy another girl who looked like she was good at birth!
Nan Siwen entered the mountain during the day, and when he got home, he saw his mother in the yard, riding on Gu Qingxia's body, holding her mud-stained soles high, and slapping the girl's white and tender face fiercely!
Gu Qingxia rolled on the ground and her body was covered with mud, her hair was scattered and spread out on the ground. His face was swollen high, and his mouth was full of blood and mud.
But she stubbornly didn't cry.
Nan Siwen rushed over and grabbed his mother's upper body, and hugged her away from Gu Qingxia, she cursed with her legs kicking wildly. scolded Gu Qingxia for wanting to kidnap her son, and scolded Gu Qingxia for being a goblin who harmed people and a hen that couldn't lay eggs. It wasn't until Nan Siwen yelled at her, "That's enough", that she shut up stupidly.
Nan Siwen fetched cold stream water from the back of the village and put it on Gu Qingxia's face. When it was only him and her, she silently shed tears. Nan Siwen's heart hurt so much.
But that's his own mother, he can't beat his mother to make her angry.
He thought about it for a long time and said to her, "Let's have a baby." gave birth to a baby, and her heart was steady. When the time comes, I'll talk to her about going to work in the city......"
Gu Qingxia's gaze turned cold......
Later events proved that during that time, her kindness to him and her smile to him were all fake. However, he finally let her go.
The people in the village laughed at him for being stupid. His mother beat her chest even more, feeling distressed about the 5,000 yuan she bought Gu Qingxia.
Only he doesn't care.
As soon as he thought that she could live well and not have to die, he felt that he had done the right thing. Thinking that she could return to her home, that she could smile genuinely comfortably, and that her eyes no longer always showed despair, he could ignore the ridicule behind her.
It's just that no one expected that half a year later, the postman in the town sent him a registered letter over the mountains. In addition to a remittance slip of 20,000 yuan, there is also a receipt from Hongxiang Technical School where the tuition fee has been paid.
Now, no one laughed at him anymore. When the villagers mentioned it, they were very envious. Wen Xiaozi is a little stupid, he let go of the woman he bought, but the fool has a foolish fortune, and when he met a woman with affection, he took back the money he spent with interest.
Nan Siwen took out the money and gave it to his mother, but hid the receipt of Hongxiang from her to know. In the days when his mother was smiling, he couldn't sleep every night. The things that Gu Qingxia had told him about the big city in the past, and the words she had encouraged him to leave the mountains, rang in his ears again...... She did lie to his feelings, but what she said was true......
Nan Siwen knew that this matter could not be discussed with his mother. There's no way his mother could have let him out of the mountain. He now understands that his mother was in such a hurry to buy him a daughter-in-law and give birth to a baby, just to tie him firmly in this mountain.
He thought about it all night, and took advantage of his mother's time to go out to visit the door, packed up his clothes, and rolled up the bedding roll. Leaving a small note for his mother, he held the receipt of Hongxiang Technical School, and strode out of the mountain that had raised him for nineteen years......
That year, Nan Siwen will turn twenty years old.
Gu Qingxia slept a lot and was woken up by Jingyi's call.
She looked at her watch, it was already ten o'clock, and she answered the phone while lying down.
"Hey ......" woke up for the first time, and his voice was naturally a little hoarse.
Jing Yicai walked out of the police station and got into the car, and paused when he heard the voice.
"Up?" He said, "I just came out of the police station, the facts of the case are very clear, there is nothing to say." bodily injury, attempted murder, transfer to the Public Prosecutor's Office for prosecution, with a minimum sentence of 10 years ......"
"That's all self-inflicted, no wonder I ......" Gu Qingxia closed her eyes and pulled her hair.
The lazy and hoarse voice and the sound of breath between breaths made Jingyi experience the unbearable abstinence period. He closed his eyes, trying to get out of his mind all the pictures of Gu Qingxia who had been tactfully acknowledgment under him.
"I copied his address and contact information," he said, "Nan...... Siwen, the company gave him 5,000 yuan as a thank you gift. Shall I go by myself, or will I go with you when you feel better? ”
When Gu Qingxia heard Nan Siwen's name, he instantly sobered up.
"Don't go!" She blurted out.
Then he felt that his tone was a little rushed, and he slowed down, and said, "You don't care about this, I'll thank you myself when I go back." You send me his address and contact information. ”
Jingyi was also a little out of state, and she didn't notice Gu Qingxia's abnormality, so she casually responded "Okay". hung up the phone, smoked a cigarette, and was stunned for a while before sending Nan Siwen's message to Gu Qingxia.