86. Lost
When Gu Nanfeng got up in the morning to brush his teeth, he was nauseous and retching, lying on the washstand and couldn't spit out anything, he straightened up and recalled all the things that had gone wrong in the past half a month, fatigue, no appetite, and nausea from time to time, and there was already a secret guess in her heart, but she had been checked and showed no signs of pregnancy when she was hospitalized before, could it be just her own imagination this time?
She hesitated for a long time but still found the pregnancy test stick, and when she saw the two lines that appeared, one deep and one shallow, she almost couldn't believe her eyes, some tears welled up in her eyes, and she walked around the house with the pregnancy test stick at a loss, and suddenly remembered something, and rushed into the bedroom to call Xiao Xubai.
No one answered all the time, probably still busy, Gu Nanfeng quietly passed a trace of loss in his heart, and he was worried about what to do if he was not allowed, so he should go to the hospital for a check-up and confirm it and then tell her, so as not to be overjoyed.
Fu Lin was always by her side when the blood was drawn, busy taking the report and so on, and even the doctor couldn't help but praise, "Your boyfriend is so good"
I've seen too many boyfriends come here for abortions, and the doctors are no longer surprised.
Gu Nanfeng blushed, a little embarrassed, "Ah, no, he's my friend"
She said this lightly, and the bitterness on Fu Lin's face flashed, but she still didn't say a word, silently accompanying her.
When he got the inspection report, Gu Nanfeng almost cried with joy, his eyes slowly turned red, and he felt a little unbelievable, he looked at it a few times, and even Fu Lin was a little excited, and said with a smile that he would immediately call Xiao Xubai to please drink wine.
"I didn't find out during the previous examination probably because your progesterone value is too low, hovering on the standard line, it is very dangerous to go on like this, you still have to pay more attention, I will prescribe some fetal protection medicine for you, take the medicine on time, and then come to the hospital for regular physical examinations"
Seeing that she was so excited and had a first-time child, the doctor couldn't help but say a few more words, Gu Nanfeng kept nodding at her and thanking her, his face was full of sweet and happy smiles, and the previous haze was swept away.
"Thank you for your hard work, Fu Lin, thank you for accompanying me on a trip"
Slowly calming down from that ecstatic state of mind, Gu Nanfeng still couldn't help but upturn the corners of his mouth, and when he saw that Fu Lin also had a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, a trace of gratitude appeared in his heart.
Fu Lin waved his hand to show that she was too polite, and he was sincerely happy for her, "There is no need to say this kind of thing, just let Xiao Xubai wrap me a big red envelope when the time comes."
Gu Nanfeng also laughed, "Really? It turns out that you are so easy to be satisfied, and I also said that I will recognize you as a godfather after the child is born."
"Eh, no, what I just said doesn't count, forget about the red envelope, it's better to wait for Xiao Nanfeng to marry my son when he grows up, and call me my father-in-law"
Gu Nanfeng burst out laughing, "You'd better find a girlfriend first!" ”
If she is really a daughter, I don't know what Xiao Xubai will spoil her into, it is estimated that she will have to abdicate and make way for Xian, how can she be willing to marry her, it is estimated that it is possible to stay at home for the rest of her life.
When she thinks of her children, she thinks of the future, and her sense of happiness is bursting, and the hardships she has suffered, the grievances she has suffered, and the torture she has endured are all nothing, but reality will always give us a head start, so that we can understand what it means to have great hope and how deep disappointment is.
Shortly after they left the hospital, the man in the jacket on the corner took his camera, walked into the hospital, asked the front desk, and went straight to the gynecology department.
The doctor on duty was still writing medical records, and suddenly a black plastic bag was smashed in front of her, and she was taken aback, and when she wanted to see what it was, someone pressed a sharp knife with a cold glow on the table.
"Tell me what the man and woman did just now, and what the result is, and tell me completely, the money is yours, otherwise ......"
The wide cap covered half of his face, and his voice gradually became fierce, and the doctor looked at the slightly open bag, which looked heavy and looked not small, and then looked at the man in front of him, and swallowed.
"I said"
"What?! That woman is pregnant with Xiao Xubai's child?! Li Chen was also skeptical, even the success rate of IVF was not so great, and after getting the other party's affirmative reply, he was even more furious, and couldn't help but burst into a foul mouth, "Damn! Let a woman play around! ”
In his subconscious, although he was not engaged, Xiao Xubai was already his woman, and he endured repeated deceptions, until Gu Nanfeng, a rival in love, appeared, which led Xiao Xubai to completely break with him, and even affected the operation of the Li family, how can he not be annoyed, being cuckolded is a man who can't bear it, especially this green hat is still worn by a woman, and it is difficult to eliminate the hatred in his heart if he does not take revenge!
At the same time, Fang Rou also got the news, and after hanging up the phone, she looked at the person with extraordinary bearing who shuttled through the crowd, and the smile on the corner of her lips was a little meaningful.
The reason why Xiao Minsheng let her enter the Xiao family is because the Xiao family is thin, there is no successor, and Xiao Xubai is a homosexual, but now that woman is actually pregnant with her child, if a male fetus enters the door of the Xiao family, I am afraid it will be sooner or later, Xiao Xubai's status in the Xiao family will be more stable, and there is nothing for her.
No wonder I don't drink alcohol, it turns out that I am going to be a mother, but it is really unfortunate that this child came, and he also voted for the wrong fetus and was surnamed Xiao, but I can't let my aunt hurt you well.
"Xubai, eat more" Aya kept picking up vegetables for her, but Xiao Xubai's attitude was always indifferent and detached.
"Thank you" for the restraint of the meal, even Wenwen noticed that something was wrong, and quickly slipped back to her room after eating.
There was a trace of sadness on Aya's face, and she didn't eat much, so she patronized her, "Xubai...... Does it have to be this way? ”
"Happy birthday" Xiao Xubai took out a gold-plated box from his pocket and handed it to her, his eyes were still unwavering.
There was a hint of gratitude on Aya's face, "Xubai...... Thank you."
"You're welcome, I'm just a little bit of a friend on my mind"
With that, she picked up a napkin and wiped her mouth, and when she was about to turn to leave, Aya tightened her sleeve again.
"Stay and eat cake, I haven't had a birthday in years"
In the past, when she had her birthday, Xiao Xubai would always prepare flowers, cakes, and chocolate birthday gifts for her, leave work early to eat at home, or go out to eat together, and then spend a wonderful night.
It was the first time for each other, and she remembered the way Aya trembled and wept in her arms, and she remembered the vows she had made, even if she was later dusted in the world, but in retrospect she was still the only bright color in her dull youth.
Some people seem to be enthusiastic, but in fact they are indifferent and ruthless to everyone, some people seem to be merciful everywhere, but they haven't found the scenery that belongs to her, Xiao Xubai is a real person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and has a pure heart.
Seeing that her expression finally loosened a little, Aya burst into tears and smiled, "Then you sit down for a while, and I'll clean up."
"Mr. Li, they have entered the community, and the man has been following her, and we have no chance to start"
There were a few whispers from the miniature walkie-talkie, Li Chen lit a cigarette with some irritation, swallowing the clouds, "Okay, got it, you continue to stare at her"
As soon as the words fell, Fang Rou propped himself on the desk in front of him, snatched the cigarette in his hand and extinguished it in the ashtray.
"Didn't I tell you not to hit that woman?"
Li Chen snorted coldly, full of disdain, "What time is it now, is there any other way for her not to move?!" ”
"Leave this matter to me, you just need to do your best to hold Xiao Xubai back" Fang Rou's face also overflowed with a trace of coldness, "Don't blame me for not reminding you, don't pull me if you want to die"
Li Chen stood up suddenly, the corners of his pursed lips showed a hint of anger, and he looked at her with a smile, "You are so protective of that woman, why do you also fall in love with her?" The scene of two sisters competing for a woman is really exciting."
Fang Rou shrugged her shoulders indifferently, the cold look on her face was retracted, and it turned into a deeper hidden edge, "Whatever you say, I'll do it all."
Although she has a little curiosity about Gu Nanfeng, she is nothing in front of the glory and wealth of the family.
Even if the lights are on in the cramped rental room, it looks a little gray, the old color TV can't be seen at all, Xiao Xubai gave up completely after adjusting a few stations, just put down the remote control, Aya came out of the bathroom, only wrapped in a thin bathrobe, revealing beautiful curves, Xiao Xubai quickly shifted his gaze after just one glance.
"Let's cut the cake"
"Good"
Xiao Xubai's hands are very beautiful, not like the delicate of ordinary women, but with distinct bones, slender and fair, not at all like a person engaged in engineering construction, but like an artist's hand.
These hands have also touched themselves gently, ironing their skin every night, warming each other, Aya has a little more emotion in her eyes, and when she takes the cake in her hand, she smiles lightly, and the beauty is thrilling in the blurry light.
"Thank you"
"Wait, I haven't made a wish yet" Xiao Xubai turned off the light and lit the candle, his eyebrows rendering a hint of softness in the warm yellow light.
Aya nodded, closing her eyes slightly, the corners of her lips always curvading softly.
"Okay, I hope that Xubai will be healthy, safe, disease-free, and have a peaceful life"
This blessing made Xiao Xubai a little unbearable, "Why did you talk about me on your birthday?"
Aya smiled and looked at her silently, there was a surging love in the silence, and the curvature of Xiao Xu's white lips slowly faded and looked away.
A trace of loss crossed Aya's eyes, and she lowered her head and blew out the candle, and when she got up, she couldn't see the direction clearly in the darkness, and she stumbled under her feet and let out an exclamation.
Xiao Xu's white hand quickly supported her, her whole body threw herself into her arms, and she came back to her senses with her hands full of warm fragrant nephrite, and when she wanted to let go of her hand, she hugged herself tightly.
The bathrobe, which was already loosely tied during the pulling, completely slipped to her shoulder, and Aya took out one hand to gently pull off the strap around her waist, and her white skin radiated a moist light in the darkness.
"Confession...... Don't leave... Don't reject me......"
She lay in her ear and exhaled like an orchid, and her voice hid pleading and sobbing, which made people's hearts tighten.
The ambiguous atmosphere in the air gradually spread, she and Gu Nanfeng hadn't done it for more than three months, as a normal twenty-seven-year-old woman, it was impossible to say that there was no throbbing, Xiao Xubai closed his eyes slightly, and a thin layer of sweat oozed from his palm.
As soon as her hand was placed on her waist, the telephone rang sharply, exploding like thunder in the quiet room.
Xiao Xubai quickly came back to his senses, pushed her away, picked up the phone and fed her, and his tone softened again.
"South wind?"
Gu Nanfeng lay on the bed and kneaded the huge plush doll she bought for herself, "Aren't you coming back tonight?" ”
There was a hint of concern and grievance hidden in his voice, which made Xiao Xubai feel guilty, and lowered his tone, "Be good, come back, don't wait for me, sleep by yourself"
Seeing the tenderness on her face, Aya's face changed in an instant, "Tell ......"
Xiao Xubai immediately hung up the phone and glanced at her coldly, "This is the last time I tolerate you like this, so I can do it myself"
With that, he turned away without looking at her again.
The moment she turned to leave, the look on Aya's face turned completely cold, and she stood naked in the room, clenching her fists and gritting her teeth.
"Gu Nanfeng" spit out this name word by word, eager to break her body into thousands of pieces.
Gu Nanfeng was in a daze with the phone that was hung up, and it seemed that he heard another woman's voice, who could it be? Could it be that I am hallucinating?
She shook her head to shake the unwarranted sensation out of her mind, and continued to play with the rabbit's ears in a way that she often found more fun and enjoyed doing.
When Xiao Xubai returned home, the living room was dark, and there were a few rays of light faintly revealing from the bedroom, she put the key on the table, tiptoed over, and gently pushed the door open, the person was already asleep on the bed, holding a huge rabbit in his arms, and buried his side face in its neck socket, only revealing half of his small face, which made people feel distressed for no reason.
She walked over to pull the doll out of her arms to make her sleep more comfortably, and though she was cautious, it woke her up.
Gu Nanfeng sighed, hugged her waist in a daze, and her soft voice made people itch, "You're back, why are you so late?" ”
"Hmm" Xiao Xubai patted her back and replied lightly, "You sleep first, I'll take a bath"
Before, I just waited too long so I was sleepy, but now I am more sober, because I am very happy all day today, Gu Nanfeng pursed his lips and hugged her and didn't let go, and when he wanted to ask for a little more tenderness, he raised his eyes and saw that there was no smile on her face, only tiredness.
"Why are you so clingy now, huh?"
It was just an unintentional word, but Gu Nanfeng slowly let go of his hand, and let out an "oh", worried that she might be really tired, so he had to say, "Have you eaten?" ”
"Eaten"
"That'...... Then you go take a shower, I have something to tell you later."
Xiao Xubai was noncommittal, touched her head and motioned for her to sleep first, and went to the bathroom to wash up by herself.
As soon as she was lying on the bed, Gu Nanfeng leaned over and wrapped her waist around her, "Xubai ......"
Xiao Xubai changed to a more comfortable position and tightened her waist, her face became even paler after removing her makeup, and her slightly closed eyes were a little tired, and she was a little tired from the company's affairs and Aya's entanglement.
"Is there anything to talk about tomorrow? I'm tired now."
Gu Nanfeng bit her lower lip, not not disappointed, but seeing that she didn't want to speak, she had to give up, nodded silently, and didn't say anything.